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Angry and alone. To feel it the most all in one night. It’s sickening. Leave leave leave leave leave leave

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Tokyo in the early 80s

Photo by Karol Kállay

blew a .15 blood mana on the breathalyzer at a necromancy checkpoint and the guardsman demanded to search my carriage trunk for skeletons. needless to say i went for his crossbow

I haven’t been the same since Rikku died. I’m ready to let go too. I’m tired, lost, and just ready to leave it all. I’m sorry if someone has to find out this way.

The rain. It happens during the rain. Restart

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It’s me again. Tragically depressed as always. September is officially the worse month of the year for me. So much can happen that will make me feel like my life is completely over. And it is. I’ll just rot.

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Eventually I will lose everything that made me who I am. I see it now. Still and patient.

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I want to disappear.. I want to try and do it just so I can be better on myself. I don’t want to feel wrong. I want to feel normal.

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Something absolutely doesn’t feel right. 5/28

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I voluntarily carry the pain for my friends

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I’m past the point of exhaustion. I am lost. I am without a motive to get through this life. I’m stuck under a ceiling without any plan. Everyone thinks I’m doing okay but its my demons that will walk me everywhere now.

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