The month of May is Jewish American Heritage Month, a time to remember and celebrate all the wonderful contributions that Jewish Americans have made.
We wanted to cover a wide array of Jewish Americans this year, instead of just focusing on one industry like science or entertainment. After all, it’s hard to find a field that Jews haven’t helped form.
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Noooo haha don't spread racist ideals and colonizer propaganda by idolizing white european aesthetics above all else and denying the life and accomplishments of native peoples on their own lands
People have been living in the downtown area of Tucson, Arizona for at least 4,500 years. The greater Santa Cruz river valley has been occupied by humans for 12,000 years.
You see this?
That's not a river. That's the South Canal in Mesa, Arizona (Phoenix metro area).
This is a view of the East and South canals. At least half of all the Phoenix metro canals were originally built by the Hohokam (from roughly 200-1400 CE), and are still in use (restored) today.
Phoenix, Arizona actually has more miles (kilometers) of Canals total than both Venice and Amsterdam. No, really. Phoenix has about 180 miles of canals, many of which are built on ancient canal foundations.
below is an aerial view photo taken in the late 1930's of one branch of Phoenix's canal systems:
Also have the "Montezuma Castle," if you need a castle:
I don't need to look at some 12th century European castle to see age.
Summary: You’ve been silently in love with Eddie for years and he’s leaving Hawkins soon. You want one kiss before he does. He gives you more than that.
||no upside-down, angst, fluff, first times, grief, open end, reader has regrets, coming of age (everybody is over 18 though), smut, piv penetration, oral for everybody, lovemarks/bruises, rough sex, sex in public places||
A/N: I hurt myself with this one, but growing pain is what it is. If you like and enjoy this little story, let me know. I’d love to hear from you.
It had been dry the past few weeks. So dry that your feet are kicking up small clouds of dirt where the paved roads of Forest Hills trailer park turn into gravelled paths, making your throat itchy and the inside of your mouth feel just as dry.
You’ve been to the trailer park before but never figured out which trailer was home to Eddie Munson. Had, in fact, avoided finding out. You have a rule when it comes to Eddie and you are about to break it.
The rule was simple enough: Don’t.
Don’t get too close.
Don’t get lost in those eyes, that wit, that kaleidoscope mind.
Don’t let him get too close.
Don’t.
He had been a Senior and you a Sophomore when you created that rule, your crush at first nothing more than a light tickling on the back of your neck and some innocent thoughts about a kiss from those ever-smirking lips. He’d been prickly, snapped at you more than once when he caught you casting not-so-secret glances across hallways until one day, he didn’t. Until one day, he said hi.
And then he had been a Senior and you a Junior and he had given you a ride home, picking you off the street with sweet words and gentle hands after your bike betrayed you and the asphalt scraped the skin off your knees and palm. He walked you to your door to make sure you wouldn’t faint or something even though you clearly felt alright, insisting on taking care of your bike.
“I know what I’m doing. That way I’m sure it won’t give up on you again. Don’t want this to keep me up at night.”
His graduation had been only a few months away that day - or so you‘d thought - and as he stood there, so close, smiling at you, arms crossed over his chest and unable to stand still your whole body had screamed Don’t. He’ll be gone and it will rip you apart.
And then he had been a Senior and so had you and Eddie slipped you pieces of paper during class; little silly drawings to make you smile on days you didn’t feel like it. He held doors for you when you were still half a hallway away and remembered your birthday without you ever telling him the date, singing for you in the school parking lot.
Despite your best efforts to stay away, there had been many and many small moments that had felt like lurking avalanches - a few close calls - but one way or the other, you had walked away unscathed. Right?
You had both graduated three days ago.
Eddie had walked the stage, snatched his diploma and raised two of the happiest middle fingers you had ever seen into the air and bolted like the devil was behind him. You wanted to kiss him. Kiss him so badly. While you still could.
But you didn’t.
Eddie would leave Hawkins soon. He’d found a spot as a roadie, hoisting equipment for a thrash metal band. “Not even a bad one,” he had smirked, radiating excitement. You remember the afternoon he told you about it with painful clarity. He was going to make connections, be a good sport, flex his skills on the guitar whenever an opportunity revealed itself. He had a whole plan.
Eddie would leave soon and you would go to college and so you had said so long tohim with a straight face that felt like it was on fire and that finally was the end of your ordeal. Right?
You already miss him.
So now you’re at the trailer park and your mouth is dry and no matter how much you tell yourself it’s just the dust or the unusual heat or the fact that you had walked here for almost an hour without so much as a sip of water, you knew the real reason was Eddie.
You spot his van first.
And then you spot him. Stretching out on his back on the floor of the small deck in front of the trailer. One arm under his head, his feet bopping to a tune in his mind, tendrils of smoke rising up from his face like ephemeral poems. Golden hour was only minutes away and already the sun tinted everything in this light that had the color of bittersweet memories.
You place your feet carefully, eager to stay unnoticed as long as you can, not ready to leave this limbo yet. He was just beautiful like this; even in inertia, Eddie was a wild thing.
He turns his head at last; you don’t stop, don’t falter even though inside of you everything screams Don’t.
You see him squint, the low and glaring sun behind you shrouding you just a little longer giving you a few more precious seconds to clear your mind, to prepare your words.
Except it doesn’t. He recognizes you anyway.
Over the distance, you hear your name spoken in that voice that had made you jump on your first day in High School; he’d been running late and barged into the wrong classroom. His hair had been shorter, sticking out in every direction like he was electric, made of storm. The voice is deeper now, rougher, but you would recognize it underwater. You hear it in your dreams.
“Hi, Eddie,” says your mouth while your mind says Don’t.
“You, uh, got lost or something?
“No,” you say and come to a halt. With you, you bring your shadow and you cast it over his face. His features relax, the squint disappears and you look down into pitch-black eyes. “I was looking for you.”
“For me?”
“For you.”
“You, like, wanna… buy something green or…?”
“For you.”
Where once sleeves had been on his shirt were now big holes reaching down to his waist, the fabric rolling in slightly at the raw edges where he’d cut along. You can see the pale skin spanning over his ribcage, can see the rise and fall, can see the ink.
Eddie looks at you in silence. You even like the way he doesn’t talk.
Don’t.
He starts to move, eyes fixed on you as he sits up, places his palms on the floor, rings click-clacking softly, cigarette butt coughing bitter tufts of smoke from between his fingers. He pushes himself around in one swift motion, crossing his legs, bare feet covered in dust, and faces you.
Your mouth is dry, is arid, is a desert.
“What do you mean for me?”
DON’T, it screams.
Ah, shut the fuck up, you answer.
“Have you ever heard of anticipatory grief?”
He blinks, fast, tilts his head, tilts the corners of his mouth down.
“Hmm, nope,” he shakes his head, “but I think I… get the gist. Why? You came to ask me this?”
“I came to kiss you.”
“What?”
“That is, if you want me to... To kiss you.”
The cigarette has snuffed out between his fingers and he throws it away into an unseen distance, his eyes searching your face for clues. You give him a smile.
“Are you for— for real?”
You nod.
“You’re not messing with me? Because that would be a fucked up thing to do.”
Your heart rushes the blood through your veins like a torrent, you feel it pool in your cheeks.
“Eddie,” you say the way you always wanted to. Soft and longing. “I had a crush on you for so long…” You close your eyes. “Years... Still have.”
“Shit! I… uh, shit.” You hear only crickets and a lawn mower in the distance and you wonder if he has vanished into thin air. “Could you, like, look at me?”
It takes effort, but you do.
“You… you never...”
“I know.”
“Why now? Why—“ You can see him think, putting crooked pieces together. “Anticipatory grief?”
“Fuck, you’re clever.”
His head draws back, his brows draw together; it looks like he’s drawing the wrong conclusion. “So you, what? Expected me to be an ass about it? To mess with you?”
“Not all that clever then,” you smirk and Eddie looks confused.
“Well, fuck you, milady,” he says with a tense smile and waves a hand through the air. You want to evaporate, flow through those fingers. “But you’re making no sense to me right now. Help me out?”
“You’re leaving soon.”
“Wait, wait, wait: you said years.”
A laugh is tickling you to let it out, you hold it back and sigh. “I thought for years you’d be leaving soon.”
“Shit,” he almost barks, fingers stilling an itch on his temple. Then he laughs and you do too.
You step closer, leaving only a few feet between you while the laughter is softly running out. And then he breathes in deep into his lungs; holds it holds it holds it. Oh to envy the air so much, it was embarrassing.
“Why now?”
“I don’t know—”
“Bullshit.”
“Eddie…”
“Don’t do that.”
“Do what?”
His chest expands again, you see him clenching his fists before he rests his hands on his thighs, ringed fingers splayed wide on black denim.
“Say my name like that—”
“I’m sorry—“
“Answer my question, sweetheart.”
“Don’t do that.”
It’s like a dance somehow, no, not quite, but you’re feeling out of breath and the rhythm is addictive.
“Answer my question…” and then he smiles, pulls his hands to his face, palms pressed together like in prayer, “…sweetheart.”
Asshole, you think losing the fight against a shiver.
“Because,” he says, propping his sharp yaw against his knuckles, “I would have been in on it in a heartbeat. On a date. Or something. Anything, really.”
You say his name like that again and hide your face inside your palms, seeking refuge from your past decisions. “Don’t do this to me.”
“Yeah, fuck that. You started this. I’m just, ahm, levelling the playing field,” he laughs a little bitterly. “T’s not like I won’t think about some if’s and could have been’s now, ya know?”
You can’t look up. You want to ask him if he heard of spontaneous self-combustion before but then he holds the match that sets you on fire.
“I always liked you.”
The groan escaping you is muffled by your palms. “So why did you never say something?”
There is a tap on your shoulder, the sudden touch startling you out of your stupor, and when you come up his warm palms almost feel cool on your heated face.
And Eddie kisses you.
A high-pitched noise escapes your throat, your hands fly to his wrists, holding on like vices because he tastes like smoke and cherry pop rocks and like endless summer skies and the world is spinning as much as his lips are soft and he sighs a little and—
Eddie is kissing you!
You take a step forward, your stomach hits the deck and you wind your fingers through his hair. The roots are damp with sweat and he sighs again when you pull. He opens his mouth to welcome you in, to lick at you with his cherry tongue and steal your breath right from your lungs and—
And then it ends. Time has never passed so fast.
The dissonance of your laboured breathing hangs between you like a chance, a peek, a warning; Eddie won’t let go of your face and you won’t let go of his.
And then he smiles. “Was good?”
You nod. “Too short.”
“Wanna come up here for more?”
Eddie’s laugh echoes through the trailer park as you scramble to climb up the deck. You knock him over, or maybe you don’t, because his hands are already on your arms and pull you with him to the floor. It doesn’t matter one way or the other. What matters is his tongue in your mouth, the hard edge of his teeth against yours and his skin under your wandering fingertips.
The sun is setting.
Eddie is still kissing you when it leaves this day for good.
Wedged between your thighs he now and then whispers little secrets to your skin.
You are so pretty.
You smell so good.
You’re making me so hard.
Eddie’s throat tastes like salt and summer dust; he likes it when you bite him.
I never said a thing because I thought you wouldn’t want me.
Because wanting you scares me.
Because you always were so distant—
when I came close.
“I’m so stupid,” you confess.
“Not stupid, sweetheart.”
“Then what?”
“I don’t know.” He speaks those words into your mouth as if to share the bitterness.
I’m glad you came.
I’m glad you’re here.
I want you to stay.
I want you to stay.
I want you to stay. And if it’s only for one night…
Eddie’s room is a mess but his bed is soft. So is the light, illuminating chaos you had imagined countless times before but it’s no match for the chaos inside you. There’s so much you want to say, but so much skin to kiss. You fill the spaces in between.
“Sometimes,” you pant, his lips against your throat, “I sneak into your concerts.”
“I’ve never seen you there,” he says, almost ripping your shirt, sucking on your breasts.
“I love the sound of your voice.”
“You mean that?”
You nod, straddling his thighs, unbuttoning his pants. “I wanna hear you moan.”
Eddie moans for you when you sink down on his cock.
You feel so good.
I can’t believe it.
Neither can you. For the day began with a dragging sense of emptiness and now you are so full of him it’s driving you insane. He moans your name while you ride him, while you show him how you feel in a way words can’t.
You’re so warm.
So soft.
I wanna taste your pussy.
The secrets stop as he licks at you with fervour; but not the moans. Eddie is spoiling you with those and you’re spoiling him with praises.
He’s careful with his fingers, almost like he’s scared. You tell him where to touch, how to move and he thanks you with his eyes; shining and wide and full of pride and wonder as you tense around his fingers, twitch under his tongue.
“Fuck me, Eddie, please…”
Eddie is rough. You want him to wreck you.
I want you to remember this with your whole body.
I wanna make you breakfast.
I’m leaving in two weeks. Two weeks. Gimme those two weeks.
“Yeah,” you moan against his neck. “I’ll give you anything.”
“Don’t— don’t do that.”
“For two weeks,” you shove your hand under his chin, you make him look at you. He’s so deep inside of you it’s hard to think but this is easy: “For two weeks, I’ll give you anything.”
Eddie kisses you; he tastes like you, like you, like you and nothing else. With one hand he pins your wrists above your head and fucks you like there’s no tomorrow.
When he falls asleep on your chest, you whisper little secrets of your own.
I’m sorry.
I’m so sorry.
I’m so in love with you.
Eddie makes you breakfast. His uncle looks happy and confused; he wants you to call him Wayne. Dramatic eyes seem to be a Munson thing. Wayne makes you laugh with stories about Eddie, Eddie makes you laugh with being flustered and shy. When it’s just you and Wayne for a moment, he slips you a picture of a younger Eddie. Hair short, guitar too big for him. You hide it away like a treasure.
You promised each other two weeks so he gives the car shop an early notice to make time.
“But you need the money, Eddie.”
“I can’t buy this with money, sweetheart.”
“But—“
Eddie likes to shut you up with kisses. It’s not fair, you tell him. He doesn’t give a fuck, he tells you.
You have fourteen days and Eddie’s head is in your lap, a guitar on his chest and he plays for you; melody soft and sad, smile sharp and wide under your adoration. Even little quarrels feel like blessings because the make up is so sweet. Later, he takes you downtown where he never lets go of your hand and licks ice cream off your face.
I wrote this the day you scraped your knees.
I don’t mind you being stubborn when you kiss me like that.
You taste better without it.
Twelve days and you wake up in his arms; he keeps you in bed for hours. Soft kisses, roaming hands and never a moment of silence, you and Eddie sharing everything your minds provide, making every second count. In the evening, Eddie takes you to see a movie. He makes you come twice. You walk back to the trailer park, barefooted.
I still can’t believe you’re here.
I could listen to your thoughts for hours.
I want to fuck you in weird places.
Ten days and Eddie rolls a joint for you to share. You smoke on the roof of the trailer, making up silly names for constellations, laughing till your stomachs hurt. Then you fuck him, palms pressed to his chest, keeping him down. You draw it out till the sun comes up behind you, leaving him a mumbling mess, the corrugated metal of the roof leaving bruises on his back. You kiss them all; they are your favorite color.
I don’t want to leave anymore.
“But I’m leaving too.”
“I know.”
Seven days and Eddie packs you a picnic. It’s mostly junk food and you both feel full and lazy, like turned-over beetles, giggling like children in the high grass at the shore of Lovers Lake. You find clouds that look like dicks and whales and guitars and it’s all a bit of the same, really, and you bully Eddie out of his clothes because the water looks so nice and cool.
I used to come here with my mother.
It’s good to leave here laughing.
I’ll miss your laugh. So much.
Four days and Corroded Coffin play their last show. You are the first row in a crowd of twenty people; you cheer for twenty more. After, you give the band space, watching the end from the sidelines. There are tears, there are hugs, there are stories of days past and promises for those to come. In his van, Eddie falls into your arms and clings to you for twenty minutes. Then he kisses you, pulls you greedily into his lap and almost breaks his window when there’s no condom to be found.
I didn’t think all of this would be so hard.
I’m crazy about you.
It’s not fair.
I want to make you come with my fingers, please.
Three days and you take Eddie to your house. He needs to see where you live from the inside. Your mother loves him, like you knew she would. He pokes around your room, inspecting everything he can. Sadly, it’s not much; you already started packing. He gets quiet.
“What’s wrong?”
“I hate to see those boxes with your stuff.”
“You wanna sleep at your place?” you caress his cheekbones with your thumbs.
“No.”
Eddie can’t fall asleep. You find him wide awake at three in the morning, staring at boxes and crying silent tears. He hates it that you see them.
“Come on, get dressed. We’re leaving.”
“No.”
“I don’t want you to be upset.”
“Tough shit,” he huffs. “You said you’ll give me anything. Give me this. I wanna feel this.”
So neither of you sleep. The sun comes up when Eddie pushes your face into the mattress, your wrists in his hand on your back. He’s not gentle. You don’t want him to be. He’s everywhere. By noon he kisses the bruises on the back of your thighs. They are his favorite color, he says. He wants to leave the boxes now. So you leave.
Maybe you were right. Maybe you are stupid.
I don’t mean it!
I’m sorry.
I just want years of this.
Two days and you just stay in bed. Eddie reads to you. Lord of The Rings and he’s doing different voices, and sound effects; narrates the rain, the hooves of pony’s and everything in between with gentle fingertips on the back of your hand. And it makes you cry. Makes you cry so hard that Eddie’s shirt is soaked where he holds you to his shoulder.
“Anticipatory grief. I get it now,” he says into your hair. There is something he doesn’t say. You can feel it, but you don’t ask.
This time when he fucks you, Eddie is nothing but gentle. You almost can’t stand it. You never want him to stop. Keep him inside of you forever.
I’m in love with you.
No, I mean it.
I always liked you, remember?
“I’m in love with you too, Eddie.”
“Say that again.”
Eddie’s van is packed. He’s leaving in two hours.
Your lips are swollen from kissing, biting, sucking his cock and bruises into his skin.
“How can you be so perfect?” you ask him.
“Don’t.”
“Don’t what?”
“Don’t let me leave.”
“Eddie…”
Eddie slides from your arms, slides from his room, out the porch door and flees into the forest behind the trailer.
You look after him, stunned.
Wayne sits on the deck, smoking.
“M’ sorry, kid. Really sorry.”
You know what he means. You’re sorry too.
“If he’s not back in twenty, you go after him.
“You sure?”
“Yeah. He’s my boy,” Wayne chuckles. There are tears in his voice.
You find Eddie sitting on a low branch, staring into the distance.
“You found me.”
“You’re leaving.”
“So are you.”
There are some nettles stinging your calves as you walk over, but the look on his face stings more.
It’s like the day you found him two weeks ago: you looking up at him, his eyes brimming with confusion. Except it’s nothing like two weeks ago.
“If this isn’t a pretty fucking case of self-fulfilling prophecy then I don’t know what is.”
“What do you mean?” you ask, brushing hair out of his face.
“You know what I mean.”
Of course, you do. It was you who made that prophecy.
“Do you regret it? That you gave me that kiss?” you ask in fear, a tear fleeing down your cheek.
Eddie kisses it away. “Don’t be stupid.”
Ten minutes and you lean against his van. His arms are crushing you, your nails leave red trails on his back and shoulders. You want him to remember.
“M’ going to miss you,” you sob.
“Gonna miss you too, sweetheart.”
I’ll call you every day I can.
I’ll let you know when I’m in the area.
M’ gonna visit you. I promise.
Eddie kisses you. He tastes like smoke and cherry pop rocks and plain old sadness.
You made me so happy.
It’s almost cruel.
I’d do it again. In a heartbeat.
Your mouth is dry as you watch him drive away, clouds of dirt rising from the dusty tires. Wayne holds you while you sob; he’s crying too. “Stop by for coffee b’fore you leave,” he says and you promise you will as you wave him goodbye.
The sun is low and golden as you start your way home. No. To the place where your boxes are waiting. You feel uprooted.
Two days later and the phone is ringing. You trip over a bag of clothes and bump your knee on the coffee table. You don’t feel the pain.
hey Eddie mutuals. I know I’ve not been around for a long while but I still think about you and love you and Eddie is still in my heart, tucked away safe. I hope you’re all getting everything you deserve from life <3
Hey y'all. It's International Holocaust Awareness day
Both of these books changed me. Consider reading them or please share for someone else who might. It's never a bad thing to learn more.
Inside the Gas Chambers: Eight Months in the Sonderkommando of Auschwitz by Slomo Venezia This is one of the only books I've found that touches on the living conditions and viewpoint of a Jew from Greece. Reading it, the author felt like a friend. It was horrifying.
Nazi Doctors: Medical Killing and the Psychology of Genocide this book explained people were taught to completely separate Jews from being human in people's minds in the years leading up to the Holocaust- especially in the medical field. It has interviews with some of the doctors who did these things.
The site for the books also has an archive of images, films, objects, publications, recorded sounds and documents. You can find information on many communities.
Thank you
I recommend these books more n more every year.
Also the third link has a lot of interviews, in many languages, you can listen to on-site or request access to.
People on this website will praise a piece of media for being anti-war and the piece of media in question will have the radical anti-war messages of "war is bad because American soldiers get traumatized in it" and "war is just senseless violence where both sides are fighting for no reason and i don't know why it happens because no one benefits from it" and it will be about a real-life war fought by the U.S. to defend its imperial hegemony where the U.S. military killed 1 out of every 7 of the opposing country's population.
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