jonnybolducisalive

[jonnybolduc]

I cannor express how little i want to be alive

[jonnybolduc]

"those are certainly all words," i say, jolting awake, interrupting the hospice nurse explaining the active dying process to my family

[jonnybolduc]

i swear to god if you mispronounce the word zeitgeist one more time i am going to drive this pontiac vibe straight into a high voltage transformer substation

[jonnybolduc]

there is a cage animal in my chest bursting to get out through the pounding of my heart. i drown it in diet cola

[videozone]

jonny bolduc @jovialtorchlight

[jonnybolduc]

#jonnybolduc #jovialtorchlight

[jonnybolduc]

I have faded into complete and utter obscurity. Allow me to die alone

[jonnybolduc]

I do not wosh to be alive.

[jonnybolduc]

[jonnybolduc]

[thatfriendlyanon]

[thatfriendlyanon]

[thatfriendlyanon]

𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐨𝐧; 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲’𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐝 :: 𝐚 𝐪𝐮𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞

1. deltarune // 2. magi no okurimono // 3. j.r.r. tolkien, lord of the rings // 4. unknown // 5. unknown // 6. @.planetgraves on twitter // 7. pinterest // 8. pinterest // 9. "constellations" by the oh hellos // 10. "sun" by sleeping at last // 11. unknown // 12. @.aridante on tumblr // 13. unknown // 14. suzanne collins, mockingjay // 15. jonny bolduc // 16. unknown // 17. "truce" by twenty one pilots // 18. "we have enough dead friends" by lena oleanderson // 19. @.catadromously on instagram // 20. "bygones" by keaton // 21. "survive" by lewis capaldi // 22. @.bloodstainedgauntlet on tumblr // 23. @.exai on tumblr // 24. the two towers (film) // 25. pinterest // 26. @.bongwalter10 on twitter // 27. @.bongwalter10 on twitter // 28. "call your mom" by noah kahan // 29. "leave a light on" by tom walker // 30. @.annalauraart on instagram // 31. @.onenhillion on instagram // 32. @.mothcicle on tumblr // 33. "saturn" by sleeping at last // 34. undertale // 35. undertale // 36. @.libbyframe on instagram // 37. @.libbyframe on instagram // 38. "that would be enough" by lin manuel-miranda // 39. @.thunderbottle on tumblr // 40. "boreas" by the oh hellos // 41. @.healing-is-cool on tumblr // 42. @.sunlightafterdark on instagram // 43. "up the wolves" by the mountain goats // 44. madeleine jubilee saito // 45. madeleine jubilee saito // 46. unknown // 47. @.metfell on tumblr

[andhaveapleasanttomorrow]

I've posted about it before but it's been years and I still don't know who made this image. I don't mean the unedited magazine image, I've seen that. I thought for some reason it might be a jonny bolduc joint but I'm pretty sure I combed his archive and didn't find it last time and anyway his blog is gone now. the filename on my computer indicates it's a screenshot so I don't even have any clues as to where it's from. I'm beginning to worry I'll die without knowing

[jonnybolduc]

not me but very good

[sun-citadel]

That the last moment was truly my last moment, until the life finally drained from me.

Time cursed me, but knowledge did not. That afternoon, I lived fully. Laughing, rolling in the grass.

But the emptiness of the future. Without me, dulled down into in a single sentence,

" I'm dead. "

[jonnybolduc]

build it up again

[sun-citadel]

That the last moment was truly my last moment, until the life finally drained from me.

Time cursed me, but knowledge did not. That afternoon, I lived fully. Laughing, rolling in the grass.

But the emptiness of the future. Without me, dulled down into in a single sentence,

" I'm dead. "

[videozone]

jonny bolduc @jovialtorchlight

[jack-the-fool]

Love You Like A Dog | Ron Stampler

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