Hello my friends, I haven’t posted anything on here in a while.. I’ve got to admit, the last year has been pretty rough. The hardest of my life in fact..
I am embarrassed to say, I found myself in prison when I finally hit rock bottom last September, getting caught driving while intoxicated on the anniversary of Marlene and I’s first date. I used my daily phone call to try and reach her everyday, until she finally contacted the prison and asked them to block my calls. She never picked up once. Though I don’t blame her. I guess I just never loved her the way she needed to be loved.. But I tried my best.
I think about the kids a lot, but not as much as I think about her. My entire year in jail all I could think about was Marlene. Her beautiful body, and supple lips. Oh how I loved to kiss those lips. Her laugh bounced around in my mind like a beautiful song, and the smell of her hair was permanently tattooed into the back of my nostrils. She never left my mind, not once.
When I was released this September I was both struck with grief, and embarrassment, but oddly, inspired. Although I can not see the real Marlene, I knew the answer…
I have painted you my dear. I have captured your beauty on paper. Three months of work. Years of memories. Galaxies of love. Until we meet again. My dear Marlene.
P.S. Anyone asking about the comics, I will be getting back to them hopefully soon.
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