I dunno. I guess it's just tiring. I'm sort of tired of trying, I guess you can't force a friendship. But I can walk away knowing I tried to keep it going but they weren't interested. It's just lonely, and a little sad knowing I'm not good enough. I know when I let go, that's it. It's over. I have to decide now if what's left of this friendship is worth holding on to or not. I can walk away feeling ok because I know that in the end I was a good friend, but I still wasn't enough for them and that's what bothers me. I wonder how much it would've taken.












