thoughts

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[joshuamrl]

I accept your absence, my love, but my soul cannot fathom a world without you. That is my confession.

[joshuamrl]

what is there to do

Whenever I used to wake up late, I felt as though my day had been wasted. I envisioned all the things I could’ve done if I had woken up; got ready to see my friends, study, go to the gym, read a book. I don't feel excitement or fulfillment in doing these things anymore. It's the first time in my life I can completely say nothing makes me happy.

[joshuamrl]

I’ve been hurt so deeply, so often, that I can no longer remember who I was before it all began.

[joshuamrl]

I know this is what's right for me, but I don't want it to be. Is there no way I can still change? Please, tell me there's a chance to alter my fate.

[joshuamrl]

I am afraid of being alone - and afraid it might be the only way I know how to be.

[joshuamrl]

I crave a catastrophe - anything to justify this emptiness inside me.