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[joyron]

I look up hoping to see a difference everyday. The clouds, the stars, the sun and the moon. All so amazingly perfect. I smile and when I go back to my room its all dark.

I laugh when around others trying to be normal, I do smile but when I'm alone I get broken again All the walls I raised are shattered.

Will it be normal again. Will I smile because I want to or because they want me to. When will this darkness go away.

I am trying I swear I am but every single time I move a step forward I take two backward.

[feelingsoftheday]

And the sad part is. They’ll never know how much they hurt you.

[joyron]

They come make you worse than they found you and so you look back to how you broke your rules because you felt like they were worth it

[unorcadox]

it’s okay if we don’t come home

[joyron]

I just want this to be over peace for once I'm already dead inside, what have I got to live for ,I hate this I just want to die and rest peace for once

[joyron]

If I was to embrace the end of my existence I would do so gladly because every moment and everyone is too hard to keep

[joyron]

It won't stop no matter what. I give up

[joyron]

He came and for once I felt like one with a purpose, hope. I could understand why people say there was light at the end of the tunnel. I saw it.

It was near I could feel it. He was always there my greatest inspiration, he was the reason I saw life worth living.

But then he left just like everyone else, it broke me. Darkness was too great, I could feel it . The light I once saw vanished and it all scattered.

[joyron]

Never forgot it happened still haunts me, in all I do I see it. I never really got over it. I try to move on but every single time someone still makes sure I go back to where it all started.