I look up hoping to see a difference everyday. The clouds, the stars, the sun and the moon. All so amazingly perfect. I smile and when I go back to my room its all dark.
I laugh when around others trying to be normal, I do smile but when I'm alone I get broken again All the walls I raised are shattered.
Will it be normal again. Will I smile because I want to or because they want me to. When will this darkness go away.
I am trying I swear I am but every single time I move a step forward I take two backward.













