i believe in us. @joysought - Tumblr Blog

O' DAUGHTER OF THE HEART.

i'm in the trees, i'm in the breeze, my footsteps' all around; you'll see my face in every place, but you can't catch me now.

independent, selective, private. multifandom, multiship, multiverse. shinto goddess / kami original char. recorded by ren. EST / GMT-4. meant for good vibes, but contains dark themes. art credit - here. / carrd.

#* [ ooc. ] hard to be gentle when cruelty is nurtured.

suddenly remembered i have this blog.

#* [ ooc. ] hard to be gentle when cruelty is nurtured.#her lore became SO MUCH MORE COMPLEX.

which of my old poems has your energy?

" Would you believe me if I told you / that I lied to you that day? / When we were laughing / and telling our hopes for the future / I told you that I wanted to be anywhere but here / Would you be angry if I said, / "I lied."

You keep yourself awake at night with the things you've done wrong, the people you've hurt both visibly and potentially, and the mistakes you've yet to commit. You don't want to be this way, and it shows in the little things you do rather than everything you do to make up for it.

You smile and laugh as if it doesn't bother you, but it does. Oh, it does. Even the people closest to you don't notice, do they? And it hurts. But no one can destroy those walls you've built to keep that inner child safe from harm. But. BUT.

There will always be the few that climb instead of crumble. Wait for them. Just wait. You'll find them, or they'll find you.

#* [ about. ] i would die a thousand deaths for this.#* [ queue. ] darkness always fades out.

what incredibly specific feeling do you embody?

deja vu

[def. a feeling of having already experienced the present situation.]

You always feel as if there's not enough of it. What is "It"? Anything. Everything. Not enough time, not enough joy, not enough space, not enough food. It is never enough, because you can't seem to find enough to satiate the feeling in your chest that you have done this all before, that the world has given you another chance and you are screwing it up. It was hopeful at first, to feel; these days, you can't help but feel like it's weighing you down.

#* [ queue. ] darkness always fades out.#* [ about. ] i would die a thousand deaths for this.

tell me a story & i'll tell you your dreams.

a dream of thundering song.

your dreams are made of drum beats and tribal war paint. you scream and laugh and dance to the tune of what thrums beneath your feet and you do so with jubilance and defiance backing your every move. you are loud, and that is on purpose. you are destructive and chaotic and demonstrating that anything you want, by the gods you will get it. nothing will stand in your way, and that is a promise you will keep.

#* [ queue. ] darkness always fades out.#* [ about. ] i would die a thousand deaths for this.

"There's more to this life than nightmare after nightmare. It may not mean much, but... I wish to restore what's left of the dreams of this endless walk of life people try to race through."

@trashcanknight - starter.

#* [ v03. (hsr) ] fallen aeon of dreams.#* [ ic. ] i do not rule; i guide.#trashcanknight #* [ queue. ] darkness always fades out.

"Would you believe me when I said I lied? Would it change what happened, or would you turn back time to try again?"

@ofmusicandmagic - starter.

#* [ ic. ] i do not rule; i guide.#* [ v03. (hsr) ] fallen aeon of dreams.#ofmusicandmagic #* [ queue. ] darkness always fades out.

"It has been some time since I've met another person of my ... rank in 'society'. Though, I believe you are well above me, my fair lady. How are you? Last I heard, at least... in my world system, you had long since died."

@lovereflect - starter.

#* [ ic. ] i do not rule; i guide.#lovereflect #* [ queue. ] darkness always fades out.#* [ v01. (main) ] something worth fighting for.

"You cannot control the decisions of the people around you. The only person you control is yourself, little one." it was a reminder as much as it was a warning. the boy was starting to break, much like the elf she had become aware of in her sightless wanderings between minds and tongues. "Maybe you should practice some mindful thinking? You know, uh, focusing on the present, the here-and-now? Perhaps that'd help."

@stellafortunae - from here.

#* [ ic. ] i do not rule; i guide.#stellafortunae

"My... vibes? Oh, I love that term. Vibes. Yes." you have taught an old goddess a new word, she will abuse it the way an older but friendly 'boomer' delights in leetspeak. "So, may I have the pleasure of knowing your name? I will offer mine first: Yuki."

@stellafortunae - from here.

#* [ ic. ] i do not rule; i guide.#stellafortunae

"Why are you hesitant on believing that I want to make people happy, without asking anything in return?" a squint, a narrowing of the eyes as her shaded heterochromic blue-golds briefly catch his own viridians. "I see. I'm sorry. Would you like to offer me something? If that would... ease the complications."

@stellafortunae - from here.

#* [ ic. ] i do not rule; i guide.#stellafortunae