Hi guys,
Its been a long time.
I don’t want to beat around the bush. I’m about to do something I never thought I’d do.
This man who I gave my all to, someone I loved so very much, broke me into pieces. He cheated on me, lied to me, degraded me, manipulated me, mentally abused me, made me feel worthless and then dumped me when he was bored for another girl. Blamed it on me and told me I’m insane. Gee, I wonder why? Maybe you made me that way?
Also told me a few times that I deserved to get raped because I was stupid.
It took me until today to open up my eyes and realize what he had done to me. How he treated me horribly and then pushed me aside like I was nothing. And you know what? He’s better off being not in my life, but that doesn’t make this pain go away. That doesn’t make me not want to kill myself because of how broken he left me.
I adored him. I would have given my life for him. I believed him when he said he loved me and wanted to be with me for a long time. It didn’t excuse the pain he was always putting me through, but I finally had someone who I thought loved me and I didn’t care. Now I feel dead inside, like the life has been sucked out of me. I’m just a zombie walking around. He gets to be happy and I’m left not even feeling like a human being anymore.
I don’t care if I’m petty, weak, or will get in trouble for this. Have at him. I don’t want people to make threats or tell him to kill himself, but feel free to rip him a new one. No man should get to do this to a girl and get away with it. NO ONE.
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Will this help me find peace? Not right now. But I want him to know that people know exactly who he is and what he’s done.
