𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚.
It took me a long time and a lot of hurt to learn that not everyone and everything was meant for me. I spent a lot of time trying to win the hearts of those who would never really love me the way I deserved. I wasted a lot of time pursuing things that didn’t make my life better or make me happier.
Somewhere along the way, something clicked and I realized that I could do better and find more happiness if I’d let go of the stuff that was never really meant for me. Instead of ignoring the red flags or asking myself if I really needed something, I started being more selective about what I wanted and who I loved, friend or partner. It wasn’t easy- I had to walk away from people I cared about and I had to let go of things I thought I wanted.. But as I’ve learned to love the sound of my feet walking away from things and people not meant for me, I’ve slowly began to find where I belong. I’m happier and my life is starting to overflow with the blessings of joy in the moments…
And there’s nothing more beautiful than the feeling every day of happiness, peace and purpose. Maybe every day doesn’t go as well as planned, but I’ve also learned to trust my strength, my intuition and that what’s meant to be..will happen as it’s meant to. I might not get what I want all the time, but I will always get what I need. So, as I’ve learned much about the who, what and why of life, I’ve begun to appreciate the beauty in myself and my world in all the ways I’ve fought to love.
Maybe every day isn’t perfect, but there is something perfect in every day. Most of all, I’m finding more of myself along the way and loving what I find.. One beautiful moment, hope and dream realized at a time. |ravenwolf