James but not Dean @jthething - Tumblr Blog

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

What? Its a compliment

"no. I don't like it.."

Fine fine, im sorry, james. I wont call you adorable.

"good..."

He sits for a bit "...im bored"

What would you like to do?

"... hmm... I don't know..." He kicks his feet again. He hasn't been 5 in awhile loll

Do you want to go to the park? The monkey bars are fun

He thinks and then nods

"ya!" He gets off John's lap

Okay, lets go

John grabbed his keys and his wallet and then grabbed James hand.

He holds John's hand and jumps a bit, obviously excited.

It was a big contrast to how he normally is with the underlying depression and stress, but right now he didn't really have all that.

John smiled at him and he almost wanted to cry. He hid it as well as he could and kept walking until they reached the playground.

Do you want to go to the monkey bars? Or the slide?

"slide!"

And then he runs to the play structure

Be careful!

John yelled and went after him just in case. There werent a lot of parents and kids there, so he could stand close without bothering anyone.

James waits at the top of the slide for John

"you should come down with me"

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

What? Its a compliment

"no. I don't like it.."

Fine fine, im sorry, james. I wont call you adorable.

"good..."

He sits for a bit "...im bored"

What would you like to do?

"... hmm... I don't know..." He kicks his feet again. He hasn't been 5 in awhile loll

Do you want to go to the park? The monkey bars are fun

He thinks and then nods

"ya!" He gets off John's lap

Okay, lets go

John grabbed his keys and his wallet and then grabbed James hand.

He holds John's hand and jumps a bit, obviously excited.

It was a big contrast to how he normally is with the underlying depression and stress, but right now he didn't really have all that.

John smiled at him and he almost wanted to cry. He hid it as well as he could and kept walking until they reached the playground.

Do you want to go to the monkey bars? Or the slide?

"slide!"

And then he runs to the play structure

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

What? Its a compliment

"no. I don't like it.."

Fine fine, im sorry, james. I wont call you adorable.

"good..."

He sits for a bit "...im bored"

What would you like to do?

"... hmm... I don't know..." He kicks his feet again. He hasn't been 5 in awhile loll

Do you want to go to the park? The monkey bars are fun

He thinks and then nods

"ya!" He gets off John's lap

Okay, lets go

John grabbed his keys and his wallet and then grabbed James hand.

He holds John's hand and jumps a bit, obviously excited.

It was a big contrast to how he normally is with the underlying depression and stress, but right now he didn't really have all that.

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

What? Its a compliment

"no. I don't like it.."

Fine fine, im sorry, james. I wont call you adorable.

"good..."

He sits for a bit "...im bored"

What would you like to do?

"... hmm... I don't know..." He kicks his feet again. He hasn't been 5 in awhile loll

Do you want to go to the park? The monkey bars are fun

He thinks and then nods

"ya!" He gets off John's lap

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

What? Its a compliment

"no. I don't like it.."

Fine fine, im sorry, james. I wont call you adorable.

"good..."

He sits for a bit "...im bored"

What would you like to do?

"... hmm... I don't know..." He kicks his feet again. He hasn't been 5 in awhile loll

James swung Lian's door open and had a box in his hands

"i have something cool!" He said excitedly

@jthething

"what is it?" she asked matching his excitement

"the fit for the competition!" He grins and closes her door behind him and went over to her bed

"can i see it? can i see it?"

He smiles "ya!"

"imagine if i didn't, like 'hey i have this cool thing but you can't see it' i would have just kept it a secret till the competition if i was gonna do that"

He grabs scissors from her desk and opens the box.

It was inside another bag and he opens that.

He lays it out l, it looked like a superhero suit in its own way.

It was tighter black pants with a sweed detail on the sides and the top was tight red long sleeve with small the same swed detail on the sides of it

"it's kinda simple but i didn't want anything crazy"

"you should try it on, it looks awesome"

"sure, gotta make sure it fits"

He gets up and takes his sweater off.

He didn't really care about changing infront of her, So he did.

Once he gets the shirt on he tucks it into the high waist of the pants.

It definitely fit him well, the sleeves were pretty tight so you could see the definition of his shoulders

"so?"

she was definitely admiring the view then gave him a whistle "looking good"

His rolls his eyes but smiles

"oh ya?"

"mhm" she nodded reaching up to hold his hand

He takes her hand and walks forward till he's right infront of her

"it'll be cooler on the ice" he says it kinda quietly, just between them

"you're sure it wont be hotter?" she teased pulling him down a bit to kiss her

"maybe for you~" he bends down to kiss her

"definitely for me" she smiled into the kiss

He chuckled a bit into the kiss

It was definitely warm in this outfit cuz it was made for ice

she kissed him again "i guess you can change back"

"don't worry you'll see it again on the ice" he smiles and pulls away

"I cant wait" she smiled watchinv him again

Once he's got his shirt off he wacks her with it lightly

"such a voyeur" he joked

she giggles "just a bit"

He finished changing and out the outfit back in the bag

"you know what isn't fair? I can't steal your clothes like you can steal mine"

she giggled "sucks for you"

He flops on her bed and brings her down with him

"It does suck, you got some cool sweaters, start buying baggier stuff" he joked

"mmm" she considered while leaning into him "nah all mine"

"I'm gonna start rounding up my clothes you keep taking" he fake threatens as he pulls her closer

"you like seeing me in your clothes too much to do that"

He pushed her away

"oh my god i hate youuuu" he said in a very obviously joking tone

she giggled and pushed into him not letting him push her away as she kissed all over his face

"ah! Unfair! My weakness"

He vary lack lustery tries to push her away again

she continues to giggle then grabs his hands to pin them down

He smiles and wraps his legs around her waist

"you think you can keep me down?"

"maybe" she smirked tightening down on him

She had more formal training so if she wanted she could probably beat him with skill

But he has started to work out in account of him picking skating back up.

He pushed against her, trying to flip then so he was sitting on top of her

She hadn't gone against him since he upped his workout for skating so she wasnt expecting it when he overpowered her. She could've held him down if she wanted to but a part of her liked when he overpowered her. She didnt know her face was flush at the motion

He smiles "you're red"

He used his weight to hold her down

And runs a hand though her hair to push her bangs back "it's cute

"mm" she looked up at him melting a bit under him

He leans down to kiss her

"tell me if im too heavy"

"youre not" she leaned up to kiss him back

"good" he says into the kiss. James props himself up with one hand and holds her face with the other

she rests her face into his hand

He pulls away a bit

"i love you"

"I love you too" she smiled

He smiles too

He kissed her a bit more before he pulls abruptly away and puts his head on her shoulder

"you okay?" she asked

"i feel weird..." He pulls away to get off of her

she was a bit taken aback by the sudden change "What do you mean?" she asked then something clicked "lay down, ill go grab the the uh the medicine"

He nods and gets on the floor away from her bed and desk and lays on his back. He could feel it coming and was panicking a little, and when he started to seize it was just him in his head and he hated it. He wanted Lian was most of his thoughts

she had run out her room to grab the medicine from his and when she got back she was a bit startled at the sight of james seizing but she quickly locked in and administered it as she was told and held him close to her then as she kneeled on the floor

It takes about a minute and a bit to kick in which feels like the longest minute of his life and once he stops seizing he rolls onto his side and groans

"wait okay so, what was the trigger what was going on in your mind what-" she said about to continue before realizing "sorry are you ok("

He mumbled but it wasn't really anything and he reached up for Lian. He wasn't seizing but his brain needed a second to catch up

she took his hand and held it, keeping her eyes on him

He pulls her hand down so he could get her closer and hug her arm.

And then he lets out kind of a pathetic sound

she did more than that and moved down to lay with him so she could hold him "I've got you"

He takes a few minutes just holding her arm before he says anything again

"....that sucked"

"sorry love"

He kissed Lian's cheek

"I'm just annoying it ruined our moment" it also hurt but he was more annoyed about the other stuff

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

What? Its a compliment

"no. I don't like it.."

Fine fine, im sorry, james. I wont call you adorable.

"good..."

He sits for a bit "...im bored"

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

What? Its a compliment

"no. I don't like it.."

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

Yeah... but look at the plus side, youre adorable

He pushed John

"no!" He never really liked being called cute when he was little

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

Its okay sweetheart, itll be over tomorrow. These things only last a day most of the time.

He still pouts "that's dumb..." He kicks his feet a bit

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

John hugged him then, picking him up in his arms and taking him to the couch. The last time he held a kid this small, lians dead body was in his arms.

Its going to be okay

He leans against John

"it's not fun...." He pouts, he didn't want to be small

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

You remember me, kid?

John asked softly, kneeling next to him.

James nods and lets go of John's legs when he kneels down

"...ya.."

James swung Lian's door open and had a box in his hands

"i have something cool!" He said excitedly

@jthething

"what is it?" she asked matching his excitement

"the fit for the competition!" He grins and closes her door behind him and went over to her bed

"can i see it? can i see it?"

He smiles "ya!"

"imagine if i didn't, like 'hey i have this cool thing but you can't see it' i would have just kept it a secret till the competition if i was gonna do that"

He grabs scissors from her desk and opens the box.

It was inside another bag and he opens that.

He lays it out l, it looked like a superhero suit in its own way.

It was tighter black pants with a sweed detail on the sides and the top was tight red long sleeve with small the same swed detail on the sides of it

"it's kinda simple but i didn't want anything crazy"

"you should try it on, it looks awesome"

"sure, gotta make sure it fits"

He gets up and takes his sweater off.

He didn't really care about changing infront of her, So he did.

Once he gets the shirt on he tucks it into the high waist of the pants.

It definitely fit him well, the sleeves were pretty tight so you could see the definition of his shoulders

"so?"

she was definitely admiring the view then gave him a whistle "looking good"

His rolls his eyes but smiles

"oh ya?"

"mhm" she nodded reaching up to hold his hand

He takes her hand and walks forward till he's right infront of her

"it'll be cooler on the ice" he says it kinda quietly, just between them

"you're sure it wont be hotter?" she teased pulling him down a bit to kiss her

"maybe for you~" he bends down to kiss her

"definitely for me" she smiled into the kiss

He chuckled a bit into the kiss

It was definitely warm in this outfit cuz it was made for ice

she kissed him again "i guess you can change back"

"don't worry you'll see it again on the ice" he smiles and pulls away

"I cant wait" she smiled watchinv him again

Once he's got his shirt off he wacks her with it lightly

"such a voyeur" he joked

she giggles "just a bit"

He finished changing and out the outfit back in the bag

"you know what isn't fair? I can't steal your clothes like you can steal mine"

she giggled "sucks for you"

He flops on her bed and brings her down with him

"It does suck, you got some cool sweaters, start buying baggier stuff" he joked

"mmm" she considered while leaning into him "nah all mine"

"I'm gonna start rounding up my clothes you keep taking" he fake threatens as he pulls her closer

"you like seeing me in your clothes too much to do that"

He pushed her away

"oh my god i hate youuuu" he said in a very obviously joking tone

she giggled and pushed into him not letting him push her away as she kissed all over his face

"ah! Unfair! My weakness"

He vary lack lustery tries to push her away again

she continues to giggle then grabs his hands to pin them down

He smiles and wraps his legs around her waist

"you think you can keep me down?"

"maybe" she smirked tightening down on him

She had more formal training so if she wanted she could probably beat him with skill

But he has started to work out in account of him picking skating back up.

He pushed against her, trying to flip then so he was sitting on top of her

He smiles "you're red"

He used his weight to hold her down

And runs a hand though her hair to push her bangs back "it's cute

"mm" she looked up at him melting a bit under him

He leans down to kiss her

"tell me if im too heavy"

"youre not" she leaned up to kiss him back

"good" he says into the kiss. James props himself up with one hand and holds her face with the other

she rests her face into his hand

He pulls away a bit

"i love you"

"I love you too" she smiled

He smiles too

He kissed her a bit more before he pulls abruptly away and puts his head on her shoulder

"you okay?" she asked

"i feel weird..." He pulls away to get off of her

she was a bit taken aback by the sudden change "What do you mean?" she asked then something clicked "lay down, ill go grab the the uh the medicine"

It takes about a minute and a bit to kick in which feels like the longest minute of his life and once he stops seizing he rolls onto his side and groans

"wait okay so, what was the trigger what was going on in your mind what-" she said about to continue before realizing "sorry are you ok("

He mumbled but it wasn't really anything and he reached up for Lian. He wasn't seizing but his brain needed a second to catch up

she took his hand and held it, keeping her eyes on him

He pulls her hand down so he could get her closer and hug her arm.

And then he lets out kind of a pathetic sound

she did more than that and moved down to lay with him so she could hold him "I've got you"

He takes a few minutes just holding her arm before he says anything again

"....that sucked"

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James? Fuck...

#james bardot #dc oc rp #answering and shit

He frowns and walks over to John and hugs his legs

HAHAHAHAHAH anon time!

De-ages you to 5 years old :D

Are you fucking kidding-

He wasn't expecting to keep the memories he had...but he did. So he's still him but way earlier in development which he found super overwhelming.

He didn't know what to do and was getting overwhelmed so his first course of action was to find someone

So he looked for John, cuz he knew John was home

@john-brendan-knowles

James swung Lian's door open and had a box in his hands

"i have something cool!" He said excitedly

@jthething

"what is it?" she asked matching his excitement

"the fit for the competition!" He grins and closes her door behind him and went over to her bed

"can i see it? can i see it?"

He smiles "ya!"

"imagine if i didn't, like 'hey i have this cool thing but you can't see it' i would have just kept it a secret till the competition if i was gonna do that"

He grabs scissors from her desk and opens the box.

It was inside another bag and he opens that.

He lays it out l, it looked like a superhero suit in its own way.

It was tighter black pants with a sweed detail on the sides and the top was tight red long sleeve with small the same swed detail on the sides of it

"it's kinda simple but i didn't want anything crazy"

"you should try it on, it looks awesome"

"sure, gotta make sure it fits"

He gets up and takes his sweater off.

He didn't really care about changing infront of her, So he did.

Once he gets the shirt on he tucks it into the high waist of the pants.

It definitely fit him well, the sleeves were pretty tight so you could see the definition of his shoulders

"so?"

she was definitely admiring the view then gave him a whistle "looking good"

His rolls his eyes but smiles

"oh ya?"

"mhm" she nodded reaching up to hold his hand

He takes her hand and walks forward till he's right infront of her

"it'll be cooler on the ice" he says it kinda quietly, just between them

"you're sure it wont be hotter?" she teased pulling him down a bit to kiss her

"maybe for you~" he bends down to kiss her

"definitely for me" she smiled into the kiss

He chuckled a bit into the kiss

It was definitely warm in this outfit cuz it was made for ice

she kissed him again "i guess you can change back"

"don't worry you'll see it again on the ice" he smiles and pulls away

"I cant wait" she smiled watchinv him again

Once he's got his shirt off he wacks her with it lightly

"such a voyeur" he joked

she giggles "just a bit"

He finished changing and out the outfit back in the bag

"you know what isn't fair? I can't steal your clothes like you can steal mine"

she giggled "sucks for you"

He flops on her bed and brings her down with him

"It does suck, you got some cool sweaters, start buying baggier stuff" he joked

"mmm" she considered while leaning into him "nah all mine"

"I'm gonna start rounding up my clothes you keep taking" he fake threatens as he pulls her closer

"you like seeing me in your clothes too much to do that"

He pushed her away

"oh my god i hate youuuu" he said in a very obviously joking tone

she giggled and pushed into him not letting him push her away as she kissed all over his face

"ah! Unfair! My weakness"

He vary lack lustery tries to push her away again

she continues to giggle then grabs his hands to pin them down

He smiles and wraps his legs around her waist

"you think you can keep me down?"

"maybe" she smirked tightening down on him

She had more formal training so if she wanted she could probably beat him with skill

But he has started to work out in account of him picking skating back up.

He pushed against her, trying to flip then so he was sitting on top of her

He smiles "you're red"

He used his weight to hold her down

And runs a hand though her hair to push her bangs back "it's cute

"mm" she looked up at him melting a bit under him

He leans down to kiss her

"tell me if im too heavy"

"youre not" she leaned up to kiss him back

"good" he says into the kiss. James props himself up with one hand and holds her face with the other

she rests her face into his hand

He pulls away a bit

"i love you"

"I love you too" she smiled

He smiles too

He kissed her a bit more before he pulls abruptly away and puts his head on her shoulder

"you okay?" she asked

"i feel weird..." He pulls away to get off of her

she was a bit taken aback by the sudden change "What do you mean?" she asked then something clicked "lay down, ill go grab the the uh the medicine"

It takes about a minute and a bit to kick in which feels like the longest minute of his life and once he stops seizing he rolls onto his side and groans

"wait okay so, what was the trigger what was going on in your mind what-" she said about to continue before realizing "sorry are you ok("

He mumbled but it wasn't really anything and he reached up for Lian. He wasn't seizing but his brain needed a second to catch up

she took his hand and held it, keeping her eyes on him