You should get that check out

Really. I think you should

[judgementaldarlin]

♡ Happy Pride To Us All ♡

Hello darlings, I am Raziel. I like guns and sex. I also like making fun of my abusers by analyzing their sexual habits from my outside view :)

If I interact and you're uncomfortable tell me (via ask box or messages) or block me.

[cybervoidd]

[killthehead2024]

[dissolvedgirl-4]

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[judgementaldarlin]

Tw: Rape, grooming, disturbing themes

I'm so insecure that nobody is grooming me. Am I not attractive enough now that I don't look like a child? Should I starve myself into childish fragility? Would I then be good enough to groom and rape?

I wish someone was sexually abusing me still. I just can't help it. My entire life people have used me as a sexual object and now I'm "free." Nobody wants me. Nobody loves me. I'm not pretty enough. I have such a baby face and childish intrests and pedo bait voice, but my body disagrees.

Nobody wants to fucking rape me because they are normal. I mean, I find people who sexually harass me, but nothing of what I crave. :(

[judgementaldarlin]

Tw: incest, CSA, vent, really disturbing lol sorry

Was I just there? Did I mean anything? Do they care what they done to me? Do they remember it? Do they think about it and enjoy it? Was I at least enjoyable? Am I just a shameful reminder? Please tell me it wasn't just a senseless abuse. Please tell me I wasn't just there to be used for sexual acts. At least let me have been good or worth it. Don't let my existence be for sexual abuse only.

I hate myself because I crave to be abused, touched, and used. I love myself because I crave to be fucked, loved, and paid attention to.

I want to be abused and used like a fleshlight again. I want to feel desired. I want to be stupid and let myself be a whore for those I know I shouldn't be for. I want to drop to my knees and show them what I know now. I crave to take him again and ride him and show him I'm better than his wife. I crave to be squeezed between her thighs as she guides me to her orgasm and tell me I'm better than her boyfriend. I want her to confess that a tranny just made her come harder than any man ever has.

And I hate myself for being taught and groomed to think I was only supposed to do that for my entire life. I hate craving to be an underage taboo, incest sextoy for them. I hate seeing him and wanting to show him how I've grown and developed. I hate wanting to show him my tits are bigger than his wife's and my ass is prettier and my pussy is better. Yet, I'm still tortured by the craving to do it. They make me weak, they make my brain foggy, I can't control myself wanting to give in to those desires, and I can't control the fear I feel.

I can't help that their face makes me roll over like a dog...

[can4lejatwt]

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[judgementaldarlin]

Tw sa

My rapist's daughter is so beautiful and wonderful. She's so sweet.

I feel bad that I hate her. It's not her fault what her dad did to me. It's not her fault she looks like me. It's really not anyone's fault aside from his.

I can't stand the idea that he has a child.

[judgementaldarlin]

I'm having a bad day.

I can't believe I went through that shit for them to delete and destroy all the pictures and videos.

My memories are the only proof I have and that's bullshit. I'm so angry. They finished with their perverted needs and destroyed the only evidence of what I went through.

[leonsi]

another day another please stop comparing drawings of fictional characters to actual CSEM

[judgementaldarlin]

You think I was too young to remember and that was your first mistake.