My girlfriend of almost 7 years just broke up with me. She told me she was transgender and I made a gender therapy appointment at her request for this July and agreed to go with her. I bought a plane ticket and was planning a huge trip to Disneyland with her for my birthday. We were incredibly happy. Everything was going right. I just became a manager at Starbucks, I decided on a life certification program, and I had this trip to look forward to. I honestly in my heart of hearts feel as though I am married to her. She knows every single one of my secrets and down to my core. She’s my soul mate.
I was working today and she texted me the dreaded “We need to talk”. I over analyze all the time so even though I worried it meant breaking up I discussed it with a friend and he quelled my insecurities since I had no reason to be insecure since everything was going swimmingly.
But no. She tells me she loves me but isn’t “in” love with me. She’s going on a “casual date” with a boy. She lied about being transgender because she was hoping if she was a boy she’d become “in love” with me. She claimed loving me in the beginning but not knowing where things went wrong. I have spent thousands of dollars on her throughout the years. I’ve given her my heart. My time. I’ve turned down countless people telling me they liked me because I love her with everything I am.
EDIT: Waste of time. I know what I deserve now and I didn’t deserve what you put me through.
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