i'm a slut for him

mlm poetry // occasional 18+ nswf content (check the pinned post for all tw's) // jules, a hazard to society // he/him, gay and dominant af // i love him i love him i love him // claimed by @al-yen // i don't make the rules, but i make poetry. stay with me // (this character is fictional, but his words are real)

[al-yen]

you get used to sleeping at the sounds of explosions and gunfire

# war in Ukraine

home, sirens, shelter. mom's Syrian friend gives her safety and survival advice. our American and Russian friends keep in touch with us, worried. those who come to Russian squares to protest and get beaten and arrested by the police and SWATs fight for us in the ways they can.

my friends are in Ukrainian war front line and in the civilian territorial defense forces. Jules and I, being disabled, look out for each other, our parents and fellow shelter inhabitants. ensuring emergency exits, keeping connection with neighboring shelters, checking for saboteurs' marks on buildings and rooftops. my brother delivered a saboteur to the police office yesterday night.

we will get through this, everyone, together. us. people from the neighboring restaurant who fed us. a pharmacist who kept the facility open till the last person in the line. Ukrainians have each other's backs.

pray for Ukraine.

if you're willing to help us out, please do so here — any support is invaluable right now as we've lost our jobs and will soon run out of little money we have!

with love and hope, Al & Jules, your local dreamers

please, share this post

[jules-hazard]

we want to get my mother we've been taking care of these days to safety. please. help us. support us. share this.

we weren't ready. nobody was. and we need you, beautiful kind people, like never before, to survive the crumbling of everything we know and hold dear.

#STOP THIS WAR

#russian warship go fuck yourself

[jules-hazard]

late night. air raid sirens wailing every 20-30 minutes. people don't even care anymore, some just stay on their couches watching TV in the deep dark. the city is black at night, with flashes of red and yellow over the skyline. no one turns the lights on. i'm not sure if my neighbors are there somewhere or fled by now.

we're always half-hungry from having to ration the little food we have. our stubborn ass of a cat refuses to eat or drink in the shelter and he's lost weight. we have to take him home to have him fed risking being caught outside during the curfew. no one bothers asking questions at this point.

i have invisible bruises on my hips from sleeping on the floor. and a mild fever.

i'm not scared. really, i don't think i've been scared even for a minute. i guess it just hasn't hit me yet hard enough to crack the numbness i'm in. at least i find it easy to collect myself any time i need things done. i guess i can now proudly say i'm stress-resistant in my CV. my anxiety is magically gone.

i know they shot children. bombed an orphanage and a maternity home.

i could never imagine this happening.

[jules-hazard]

we get plenty of likes, but likes don't help anyone guys.

IF YOU'RE RELUCTANT TO DONATE TO US, PEOPLE YOU DON'T KNOW, THAT'S FINE. CONTACT US, AND WE WILL PROVIDE YOU WITH INFORMATION ABOUT TRUSTED FUNDS THAT GATHER MONEY TO HELP PEOPLE WHO ALREADY SUFFERED FROM THE BOMBINGS. FAMILIES LEFT WITHOUT HOME.

if you're still reluctant, GOOGLE UKRAINIAN RED CROSS. just PLEASE don't stay indifferent.

[al-yen]

I've had my first publication! This news warmed my night at a bomb shelter at the end of February. So, check out "how to fertilize" in the March issue of an LGBTQIA poetry magazine Rough Cut Press :)

For now, Jules, his mom and I are in a safe place, aching for lives of our people and the home that was taken from us. Wondering if we'll still have a home to come back to after the war ends.

My mom stayed. She hears rockets wistling and gunfire ourside every day and night. She's not paid at her job that she is still doing remotely, and her landlord still requests rent.

If you'd like to support us, here's our Buy Me a Coffee page. Or you can support Ukrainian army through the Come Back Alive organization.

Please, make a difference.

And pray for Ukraine 💛💙

(reblog is much appreciated!)

[jules-hazard]

we're safe, but still unemployed and completely broke. any support would be appreciated, and we're willing to offer a tarot spread to anyone who reaches out to us!

[al-yen]

you get used to sleeping at the sounds of explosions and gunfire

# war in Ukraine

home, sirens, shelter. mom's Syrian friend gives her safety and survival advice. our American and Russian friends keep in touch with us, worried. those who come to Russian squares to protest and get beaten and arrested by the police and SWATs fight for us in the ways they can.

my friends are in Ukrainian war front line and in the civilian territorial defense forces. Jules and I, being disabled, look out for each other, our parents and fellow shelter inhabitants. ensuring emergency exits, keeping connection with neighboring shelters, checking for saboteurs' marks on buildings and rooftops. my brother delivered a saboteur to the police office yesterday night.

we will get through this, everyone, together. us. people from the neighboring restaurant who fed us. a pharmacist who kept the facility open till the last person in the line. Ukrainians have each other's backs.

pray for Ukraine.

if you're willing to help us out, please do so here — any support is invaluable right now as we've lost our jobs and will soon run out of little money we have!

with love and hope, Al & Jules, your local dreamers

please, share this post

[jules-hazard]

we want to get my mother we've been taking care of these days to safety. please. help us. support us. share this.

we weren't ready. nobody was. and we need you, beautiful kind people, like never before, to survive the crumbling of everything we know and hold dear.

#STOP THIS WAR

#russian warship go fuck yourself

[rembrandtae]

three important things to remember right now:

1. do not share ANY information about the place, the state, and the members of Ukrainian army. don't like it, don't reblog it, don't even write about it.

2. if you want to get information, do not look for carrds or twrlt threads. turn on your tv, read a newspaper, look for journalists and officials. do not trust random internet users and do not spread the desinformation and propaganda that is already circulating around here. double check every account you see talking about what's happening before deciding to share it further.

3. listen to Ukrainians.

[propalahramota]

I'm not sorry for interrupting your peaceful scrolling and I'm not gonna TW this. Ukraine is under attack. Russia is committing an act of military aggression rn.

Press your governments to sanction Russia to hell. Go protest their embassies. Support Ukraine in any way you can. Especially Russian citizens. If your ass isn't doing anything right now, if your ass isn't out in the streets this is your fault.

We shall prevail

[al-yen]

never heard an explosion in my life but now i know you won't confuse it with anything

[aristoss]

This has to be the best picrew I've come across till now

Tagging (no pressure): @chaotic-coexistence@pollosky-in-blue@poseidonsarmoury@nee-naw-nee-naw-beepbeep@theleechwhodrinksbleach @valkyriesmjolnir @frankiesque @thecollapsingneutron@lonely-piano-in-the-lobby@whoopdyprompts

[half-cat-all-chaos]

Thank you so much for the tag Zee! Indeed, this one was fun.

P.S. I always wanted this type of witchy hat sed :'/

Tags (no pressure):

@leviosa-not-leviosa @arachneofthoughts @guerrera-3010 @carpeposterum @deadwhisper @strawberryphrogg

[deadwhisper]

Thank you so much for the tag @frankiesque 💜✨

Well... She is sorta me and my aesthetic ✨

Tagging @jules-hazard @al-yen @moonchildss0ul @thecreakywriter @wordsareinmysoul

No pressure

Lots of love 💜✨

@deadwhisper

~

[jules-hazard]

this picrew doesn't have the right pink hue of my hair, so i had to make myself natural xD love the makeup here though!

tagging: @wigilda @rarainwinsomeacademia @auroraismex

[eliminated]

[transgendz]

We are disabled and homeless and we need help. We desperately need to get a little over $1,000 for an apartment asap. People keep tagging out other post "d*nations" and its getting it fucked with by tumblr so im once again making a new one. Please donate, please reblog, we will not make it through the winter if we can't get this place.

V3nm0: @tab-99

$creepiecrippl

https://www.paypal.me/creepiecrpple

[transgendz]

We need money for a hotel this weekend, we don't have money to even book one for tomorrow night. People donate and reblog. Please don't tag as "d*nations" or anything similar, tumblr is blocking my posts.

[transgendz]

We are dead broke and just lost a month of our most steady income and are going to loose another. We are getting nothing please reblog

[hostile-flower-deactivated20230]

I'm doing art for people who donate $50 or more to my friends! Just message me or my friend for more details!

Here's some examples of my work:

[transgendz]

We have only gotten $50 which isn't enough for one night at a hotel here. Please share. We need money for the apartment and hotel tomorrow and we are so behind. Please. I don't even have protein for today, and I also urgently need a prescription I can't afford.

[transgendz]

We've gotten some d*onations but not many. As some of you know, my roomate and I both have sinus infections, and he declined badly last night. His lymph node behind the left ear got ping pong ball sized last night, and we have antibiotics, and I am ordering additional meds bc obviously doxycycline isn't doing it, but because of that we need help way more urgently now! Please share this. Please d*nate. Please don't put that word, or any similar in the tags. Even things like s!gnal b00st has been getting people's posts suppressed apparently???

[transgendz]

They're price gouging hotel prices this weekend because of an event in town and it will not even be cheaper to move town for the weekend. We need funding urgently, family is refusing help.

This is more urgent now

[transgendz]

We need about $500 to secure the hotel till Monday

[transgendz]

We got barely any d*nations, and ended up having to go to abusive family for help. They abused the shit out of us for it and things suck rn. We are still fucking broke, and can't afford a hotel for Monday night. They aren't going to help again, they've made it clear they'd rather us dead.

Please help. Reblogging helps a lot rn, if you see this please reblog, I am begging. If you can donate, please do.

[transgendz]

This update is from Halloween, Oct 31st 2021

[transgendz]

I just had to place a grocery order, and we had to order a few more expensive items by our standard because we're still recovering from being sick, and I have some side effect issues from the antibiotics that I need stuff to take care of. That being said, we're needing help still. We have less than half of what we need for even just the deposit for an apartment and it dwindles every day we have to pay for the hotel. Shelters aren't an option for reasons you can dm me about, and its too cold outside for us to be out at night.

Nov. 3rd 2021

[transgendz]

We just had to book another night at the hotel and they are price gouging like crazy. We are going to need help for our next night so damn much. I thought we would be a little better off this week, then they've jacked the prices up for the weekend. Please please share this.

Nov. 5

[elvenfireworks]

So I found a picrew

@mccoys-killer-queen @ghost-writer143​ @yo-adrienne​ @terraspurpleworld​ @green-tinted-sixties-mind​ @kukkahattumursu​ and anyone else who wants to​

[wigilda]

i wasn’t tagged but this picrew is sooooo

(i mean. no one knows but i actually. don’t enjoy picrews very much. DON’T KILL ME PPL XDD)

it is really awesome and captures that quite chaotic vibe i think i have

yes. yes i don’t care about the colour theory i will just dump all hues i love. but obviously red belongs to the children hospital

tagging: @red-mister (it has a beard option btw!) @armenelols (elF EARS ELF EARS I LUV IT) @dramatic-weirdo @thesilverskull @al-yen @jules-hazard @roseusnoctua @lavenderrskies LITERALLY EVERYONE

[jules-hazard]

well, i totally had fun with this :)

tagging: @unbalancedscale @auroraismex @orchidace-ae and everyone who feels like trying it out!

[strikezilla01-deactivated202308]

8 for 8

Tagged By: @a-madteaparty (Thank you kindly!)

Rules: Answer and tag 8 people you want to know better.

1. Favorite Color(s) : Black, Red, Blue 2. Currently Reading: Intermittent Fasting 101 3. Last Song: Movement by Hozier 4. Last Series: Rick & Morty (Season 5) 5. Last Movie: Casino Royale 6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: Savory 7. Craving: Progress 8. Currently working on: Patience

Tagging: @sanddollarpoems, @nothing-to-stop, @phoenixculpa, @expoundingspark, @brooklynbubbles, @amareaeternumx, @phoenix–rising, and @drownedxvalkyrie

[phoenixculpa]

Tagged by: @strikezilla01 ( thank you!! c: )

Rules: Answer and tag 8 people you want to know better.

1. Favorite Color(s): Purple, Hot Pink, Baby Pink

2. Currently Reading: The Magic of Thinking Big

3. Last Song: Homemade Dynamite by Lorde

4. Last Series: The Midnight Gospel

5. Last Movie: In This Corner of the World

6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: Spicy!

7. Craving: Connection

8. Currently working on: Self care

Tagging: @sagedigger @polvo-xo @didyoulookunderthesofainhell @oddman-the-oldman @dirtyfilthy @unforgettable-sensations @its-toasted @a-year-of-the-halley

[dirtyfilthy]

Tagged by @phoenixculpa (chur)

Rules: Answer and tag 8 people you want to know better.

1. Favorite Color(s): Black, Yellow, Vermillion 

2. Currently Reading: … actually nothing at the moment, but the last book I read was “Piranesi” by  Susanna Clarke

3. Last Song: “Will It Go Round In Circles?” – Billy Preston

4. Last Series: Oh man, I wish I could say it was The Midnight Gospel, cos that is great, but unfortunately it was the second season of Locke and Key, and I am deeply ashamed.

5. Last Movie: Titane. You know, with the one with the car sex. I mean, the sex with cars.

6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: Savory

7. Craving: First open mic since lockdown lifted, which will hopefully be next week

8. Currently working on: hacking a government department (it’s my totally legal legit actual job), more specifically bypassing a well known anti-virus for a well known security tool

Tagging: @goneahead  @fille-de-joies @questionthebox  @quaintobsessions @tap-tap-tap-im-in @excelerated-learning @hmpink @jules-hazard

[jules-hazard]

tagged by @dirtyfilthy, thanks man!

Rules: Answer and tag 8 people you want to know better

1. Favorite color: black and maroon (in clothes), neon pink and blue

2. Currently Reading: a fun book on healing properties of minerals and precious stones

3. Last Song: "Anyone" - Seventeen, and i kinda think that last time i answered stuff like this i listened to this same song xD

4. Last Series: "Thrilling Adventures of Sabrine"

5. Last Movie: Addams Family Values (1993) cos October moods!

6. Sweet, Savory, Spicy: savory

7. Craving: MONEY cos i'm seriously in a bad place now finance and health-wise

8. Currently working on: our ko-fi and patreon pages, several writing and visual arts projects

tagging: @al-yen @unbalancedscale @ruins-of-heart @transtagonist@blog-the-protagonist @akratiisalive @wigilda @sharkygiovanna2

[missreinarabbit]

[jules-hazard]

please do!! or flirt with me idk xD

[futuremoji]

Your 9th, 17th, and 25th recent emojis reveal how your crush will react if you confess to them!

[jules-hazard]

Do you or Alyen have Jewish ancestry?

no, we don't, why? (seriously, i so wasn't expecting this question xD)

[theartof-wisdom]

[jules-hazard]

if this isn't a sign for us love, what is? @al-yen

[jules-hazard]

cw: nsfw implied in mint and viridian parts and kinda explicit in persian

aquamarine

we found a piece of glass by the sea

caressed by water and crusted by salt

like every wound of mine

traced with your lips

and cleansed with your tears

until all of my edges

were smoothed away

by your sheer presence

that night

you pierced the shard right through

and i plaited a beautiful tear-like bead

into your hair

honeydew

i can't remember a single word

of that made-up story i told you

to make your voice vibrate

with careless laughter

only the lump in my throat

when the early spring sun

teased your eyelids

and painted a halo around your face

over our pale green walls

mint

i spilled hot tea

all over my thighs

and after you treated me

with water cold like winter morning

you wrote

'please don't hurt'

over my fevered skin

with the tip of your

tongue

chartreuse

i froze in the middle of the street

helplessly captured by the sudden wish

to look into your eyes

so i tightened my grip on your hand

slightly raised the wide brim

of your flamboyant summer hat

and you caught my gaze

sweetly ablush

as i gently kissed

the tips of your

eyelashes

emerald

you knew this wasn't a real precious stone

a cheap pretty piece of colored plastic

(not eco-friendly too) 

but still you gave me that necklace

fidgeting nervously, flustered and shy

saying how it reminded you of that

deep green transparent blouse i'd worn

and how it went well

with my golden skin

shimmering around my neckline

i saw it in your eyes

you weren't sure i'd ever wear it

while i knew i would hardly ever

take it off

viridian

the darkest mystery

resolves

as even the deepest parts

of my ocean

roar restlessly

under my palms

pine

let's have a picnic

he said

soaked wet from rich lavish rain

as we were hiding under a tree

cocooned in tight embrace of the forest

and then we had one

full of innocent romance

i was keeping him warm

and i gifted him

with the prettiest cone

i'd found

fern

he told me to make a wish

and i made him up

in my hands

in my mind

and desperately begged the rare flower

to bloom with our love

moss

fine membrans of skin

stretched over the arches

of your feet

blueish and almost lacelike

but you still walk bare

as you are

and the undergrowth

bursting with life

covers your path with

intimate caresses 

that sense the same as those

of my wet lips

persian

my eyes were diving deep

into the greenest ocean

as i was fucking you senseless

letting myself go

you

pressed against the curtains

in my best friend's parents'

bedroom

me

tearing you apart

olive

whatever deity there is

for whatever reason

happened to gift me

with you

i called them l o v e

since then i'm a believer

and you're a blessed sapling

i'm bound to take care of

with everything life-nourishing

there is in me

— green palette // julzzz

poetic cycle 'the hues of us' - jules ed.

mooadboard by me, but none of the images belongs to me

taglist: @transtagonist @unbalancedscale @deadwhisper @wanderingmoon @wigilda @auroraismex @lijs-bedroom @ruins-of-heart @blog-the-protagonist if you want to be added to or removed from my taglist, please ask or dm me!

[guerrillatech]