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If I could marry Carol of the Bells, I fucking would

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Just had three minutes of pure fucking panic as the power went out when I have an assignment due at midnight and my phones on 8%. Bit more context for anyone thinking that's a bit much it'll come back on quickly. We once went days without power, actual days, like at least three. I am not exaggerating it's traumatised me, and now I have far more panic at any power cuts then I probably reasonably should

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So i'm doing engineering in college(england) and everything i've ever been assigned to design lacks so much fucking infomation like 'it must put the metal plate in position' great i'll get right on that, whats the position? oh you dont say great, 'it must be able to hold this this and this' brill, whats the dimionsion of the very specific things it needs to store? Your not gonna tell me great ok then i'll just fucking guess.

Like if i was actually doing these things and talking to a person about it i'd get so much more infomation on a couple of verrrrry imortant specifics, but right now your not even making it clear if this pully system fucking moves left right forward back which if it needs to put something in a position it probably should be able to but how the fuck am i supposed to know if YOU DONT FUCKING TELL ME!!!!!!

The lack of godamm infomation when i'm asked to design something is killing me and it's like this in everything ever even outside of enineering if your gonna ask me to be specific and mark me on it then give ME specifics you fucking WANKER!

And if i complained theyed probably have some ashole explantion like er your not going to have all the infomation you need in real life you need to learn to work without it, but like fuuck off mate, if some ashole i was designing something for diddnt give me this infomation i'd hunt it down myself and then be passive agresive untill it was done stop making a hard thing harder damnit!

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Recently realised that I'm not sure I can form callouses cos the second my skin is under any sort of pressure they go

Hey yeah, so you remember that you have eczema, right

And I go, Yeah

And then it goes soooo im gonna make your skin bubble up die and put you through the itchiest, most uncomfortable pain you've ever felt

Nooo

And it's gonna last for 3 months despite the problem existing for seconds

Anyway, if anyone finds me as a skinless husk, you know what happened

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I'm going to choke and die on this couch and then my foods gonna burn, I hope the house doesn't burn down

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So i've changed courses for the third time(?) I'm getting closer to something I think he'll enjoy doing every time, and I think i've got it now

✨️engineering ✨️

But like I ve got a unit on plcs, and I literally could not understand less

Each word individually fine... most of the time, together!? No

Why are you making me do a task on?Comparing two different plcs, when I've known what one is for, I kid you not, five weeks

They didn't even give us a week to do it, just 3 days.

I might just die

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The only people in this house capable of anything in this house at the moment is the boys', which is shit cos they are both kinda useless at looking after people

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So I have discovered that doing homework with a quill while listening to greek god inspired music while eating a fruit bowl that could have been eaten by the Greeks is surprisingly fun. When you're not a greek student, I imagine they hated it.

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These handouts are such fucking bullshit. There are so many spelling mistakes in important places and phrases that just don't exist. They don't mean anything anything. You've put words in a sentence, and it doesn't mean what you think it meant.

There's information on the course that is 15 years old, like this is an act that was repealed and replaced 15 years ago. I don't, I don't need to know about this. If I was in Northern Ireland, where it still exists, then yeah, I want to know about it. But I'm not in Northern Ireland. They obviously haven't changed anything major or reviewed it in forever. They added that the act changed, which must have been like the last major thing they've done it's infuriating.

This shit makes me want to cry.

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Holy shit kiss it better is based in science, I mean not well, but there's that pain relief drug in our saliva, and what is kissing if not an exchange of spit

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IMDB is tryna tell me that Death Note is a police procedural. What the fuck is Death Note about that they've said this.

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Look it has pockets!

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In my kitchen, the radio was often on. I don't pay a huge amount of attention to politics because politics is f****** depressing.

I just walked into the kitchen, and I heard the words, "But you won't have to worry anymore. I will have fixed it. You won't need to vote."

My immediate reaction is my mam's right there, and I need to clarify that I did hear the words I thought I heard. Which, yes, yes it was. My next thought is that I have enough money that I could go to America and buy a gun and shoot Donald Trump.

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Sometimes, just making it known to the universe that I don't want to do a thing makes doing the thing so much easier. Like, just let me whine like a five year old for 2 seconds, then I'll do it.

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Vampireism is a fucking std

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One of my many problems in life is that some of my favourite songs are from pieces of media that I medium dislike to hate.

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Sometimes I see cars and I'm like how the fuck was that design the one that was picked, like how bad were the other ideas or is whoever approves this shit just that design blind that they think it's good.