bored thoughts

bored thoughts about all things, music, movies, sneakers, art and other stuff

[jumpman209]

December 18th,2018 started off as any other day I woke up early for work was scheduled 9-5i was off the next two days was going to go Christmas shopping,got up showered and got ready for work went to the grocery store by my house and got myself an energy drink and a protein pack snack and bought myself something for my lunch at work.got to work-5 before my shift started, and I started to feeel a really bad headache been getting these bad headaches randomly for weeks,ai asked a co worker to cover my post so I can go to the break room and take an ibuprofen, little did I know all those headaches I was having were an Aneurysm and this fateful day it wo uld burst and cause a bleed in my brain, which caused my strokenext thing I knew I was on the floor, ambulance came and got me and I was rushed to the hospital I would end up getting emergency brain surgery to stop the bleed, next thing I actually remember was waking up and it being the next day and being paralyzed on my leftside, I would have never guess that this ordinary regular day would change my life and my world

[jumpman209]

My current favorite track, the whole album is amazing

[jumpman209]

No Sales

Even tho i have yet to sell a single copy of my book, i am proud of myself for at least taking it this far. I have written it, i had self published it. There is nothing that any can take away from me. I know if i was able to place it on iPhone i would have been able to get some sales from my family and friends. Even tho no digital copies were bought i still intend to write volume 2. I am still happy i was able to take it this far, and I will continue to strive forward with this and any endeavors that I will take in the future.

[jumpman209]

my book for sale

itunes(currently for ipad and mac)

https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/a-look-inside/id876459058?ls=1&mt=11

google play

https://play.google.com/store/books/details/Omar_Alonzo_A_Look_Inside_My_Words?id=jX-bAwAAQBAJ

even tho i have yet to have a single books sold i am still proud of my accomplishment, hopefully it will sell once i get the iphone version up.

[jumpman209]

My Book is not live on Google play

[jumpman209]

looking for that right person, who ever she may be. but i guess until then im riding solo through this world

[jumpman209]

A Look Inside:

Read a sample or download A Look Inside: by Omar Alonzo with iBooks.

my book is available for iPad and Mac. iPhone to be released soon

[jumpman209]

Need some help

has anyone on here, written a book and/or got it published? I have a question.

[jumpman209]

Wrote this on a app, that had random words

[ultrafacts]

More Ultrafacts 

[jumpman209]

So true

[huginn89]

[imahellofanightmare-deactivated]

I will NEVER not reblog this!

[theironman]

"hey guys, i learned how take pictures on the phone and send it"

[jumpman209]

My current project

[jumpman209]

I want to send a big birthday wish all the way up to heaven to my Momma, happy birthday momma, even tho you are gone, i'm still going to try and give you a gift, i'm going to do what ever it takes to make you proud, so when you look down on me from up above, you have a smile on your face, and that you can brag to your angel friends about me. i hope what i have accomplished so far is making you proud. not a day goes by that i don't miss you, i wish you were here so i could give you a birthday hug, i miss you, & i love you. 

[wallflower-musings]

[jumpman209]

Solitude

I'm surrounded by so  many people, but yet i feel i'm in complete solitude. i'm always around people who i care for and that care for me, but still i feel like this. I don't know why i feel like this, i just do. I feel alone all the time. My depression has been getting worse. I need help, but i'm not strong enough to ask for it and i'm scared what people would say when i do. i just walk around like nothing is bothering me and it is starting to get to me so much. i wish i could just get over this but i can't. i wish someone could see what's wrong and come help me, so i don't have to ask for it. One day.

[jumpman209]

Time

They say "Time heals all wounds", that after awhile you'll be back to normal. This is one of he biggest lie that has ever been told to people who are in pain. Time does not heal wounds, the pain is always there. We just learn to hide it, so others won't see. We hide it deep inside of us.  We do it so we aren't asked "whats wrong?" or so they won't try to make us feel better by saying all you need is time. We keep the pain hidden so long, that it makes us physically ill, mentally broken, and emotionally destroyed. We do it so we can appear normal.

[jumpman209]

Across the Universe, another one of my favorite movies