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she/they, adult 20s

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#june.talks #june.fics #june.ideas #june.answers #june.media #pinned

vileknighthood

going thru my files and there's so much unfinished stuff

#WOAH !

vileknighthood

ulrich's turn in the pencil skirt..

#THE WIREPLAY HELLO 👀#exposed bare legs oh he's easy.....

soft dom 6 gently commanding J on how to touch himself as J squirms and whines under him. all of 6's commands are short and direct and he makes J edge himself until he's begging to cum

#june.talks #june.ideas #r/1999 #HASHTAG LEADER #sorry #i envision 6 hovering over J's body as J lies on his back on the bed and jerks himself off #6 not really participating but he's more interested in watching this time. this is learning new knowledge for him #i assume 6 already knows how sex works bc of the revelation but highkey watching J is like porn to him #he's not touching him himself bc he's being wise- uninvolved- and looking on instead of being practical- involved- and suffering #ajfshsgskaj thats their fucking foreplay sure #also i think of 6 commanding him just saying “stop” and “continue” every now and then and it riles J up more than it should #when your hot greek god-like bf hovers over you watching you jerk off and telling you what to do to yourself #they are switches to me and i see J sinking into a whiny sub role really well. meanwhile 6 being a dom is purely an accident HAH #so many things to do about 6 just nottt saying anything and watching with rapt interest as he files away that knowledge for later #i am in a j6 mood fr god i need to make smth #i will always make myself obsessed with random ship that doesn't exist/isn't the most talked about. shoutout chengmane and hissapocket ily #anyway I'll maybe try and get smth out after playing J chara story. my need to write in character is a curse #i do like gathering research tho. reminds me of when i wrote my philuzu fic #hopefully i can do smth with this. anything to make myself not depressed

Ignores my current suffering in favour of written toxic yaoi. Wham bam thank you ma'am

#june.talks #lwk the moment i said that i could feel my heart weigh itself calling me a failure #but for now fuck that. its 4.30am and im going to go to bed dreaming of silver palace toxic yaoi #ppl have been writing fics already and someone just posted a 12k word fic. thats so awesome i wanna write again #its okay i just got done playing 6's full chara story so tmr I'll play J's and hopefully have enough shit to write #it wont be toxic but it could be something #if not then i can revive my laplace afterparty sex idea. i forgot all my ideas also the focus was more hissapocket than enigma #haha whoops #i need to get a life so soon so that at night i can be a stupid little freak like always #need to be alive to perv it up yessir fuck mental illness depression self-deprecation. we live in a world

Depression still beats the shit out of me every day but just know in my beautiful mind all my fic ideas are canon and have happened. Unfortunately that's also how you convince yourself to not write your ideas anymore

#june.talks #this happened to my buddies trashcandle and then the flame extinguised 🚬#or a more casual way to say it lol i sound like a noble travelling forwards in time not know how modern world speaks #“pray tell- but to what do i owe this pleasure? 'tis not a mere flutter in the wind doth the cloth spins around thee”#or some bullshit like that. i think i did that wrong lmaoz #anyway i would rant about the 'pression but i told myself i wouldnt. just hoping for some whimsy and motivation #i need to start writing again so i can brutally mog my past self #wrote like 5 fully written fics and they were either posted on another account or labeled anonymous. only one last one under my belt now #need to step up my game man i have to show me who's boss

solmints-messyocdiary

"I've seen a thousand sunsets too, and I still find them lovely!"

solmints-messyocdiary

I am sorry, Adler...

#WANT #NEED #SECRET THIRD THING #bless you op

Sometimes what you need is to find a beautiful smutfic that rearranges YOUR guts. Fic so good I'm smoking a cigarette after and can still feel it dripping out of me

#june.talks #putting this in the vault until I'm no longer going thru my depressive episode so i can talk about that awesome sentimarsha smutfic #edit: im still depressed but im queueing this anyway #go read “if i were the one to stake through you” on ao3 please its the best r1999 smutfic I've ever read #one day i wish to write a full more than 10k word fic that is straight up everything smut #i have written a few 10k word fics and but none of them have been completely smut. usually its the buildup to it and then 3k smut #i have maybe a few 5k and 7k smutfics that are more smut than story. i guess #but still I'm in awe of anyone who can write insane smut in 10k words and keep everything consistent and in character #shoutout to the hissapocket fic i love dearly. “a hypothetical solution to a rut” god has to be one of the best smutfics out there too #full freak i need to read more good r1999 smut. the best ones I've read so far are for sentimarsha hissapocket and enigrich #i need to make something #oh yeah and 6tian but that one's more on me liking the ship a lot so that plus bird stuff makes me insane #one day i will provide. when this brain of mine gets better

being alive is a cry for help

oldbutchdanielmolloy

rpf isn’t enough i need a sex tape

#qsmp brazil trip 2023.....

junewickfonia

hating yourself is so stupid. what do you mean I could go outside and get all the serotonin particles I definitely did get just because I was around a big group of people who actually didn't acknowledge me whatsoever and all I can think now is "why the fuck was I treated a specific way for 2 seconds like I offended them in the worst way possible." also "do I have to drop dead in front of everyone for them to see me?" some bullshit

junewickfonia

living with myself thinking it's wrong for me to exist so I just take up one space and don't positively or negatively affect anything or anyone. and that still pisses people off

junewickfonia

I was not this suicidal 2 years ago by the way. what in the fuck happened

#june.talks #vent #evil intimidating horse voice: you know what #once you stop having anything going on for you you start to realise nobody actually remembers you enough to like you #this is why people feel suicidal btw. unfortunately i cant go outside to be alone bc i fear having no goals outside would be bad for me #and if i felt even worse it would take me to train tracks #block and unfollow me please #these are just words to me i need to remember they have impact #one last self deprecating vent post and then I'm done #if i do another one I'll. make chia seeds or something. i dont know any recipes but i will force myself to learn if i spout bullshit again #enough

junewickfonia

hating yourself is so stupid. what do you mean I could go outside and get all the serotonin particles I definitely did get just because I was around a big group of people who actually didn't acknowledge me whatsoever and all I can think now is "why the fuck was I treated a specific way for 2 seconds like I offended them in the worst way possible." also "do I have to drop dead in front of everyone for them to see me?" some bullshit

junewickfonia

living with myself thinking it's wrong for me to exist so I just take up one space and don't positively or negatively affect anything or anyone. and that still pisses people off

#june.talks #vent #i need to fall into the void #need to experience death for a day so i can remember myself #for once can i just be normal. what's stopping me from cutting stuff up and eating inedibles #how did i survive all these years with little to no mental problems. or maybe they were there all this time and i just never knew #if this is supposed to be a test just fail me and never let me graduate #that or i be given permission to live in a box and overdose to my hearts content #block me.

hating yourself is so stupid. what do you mean I could go outside and get all the serotonin particles I definitely did get just because I was around a big group of people who actually didn't acknowledge me whatsoever and all I can think now is "why the fuck was I treated a specific way for 2 seconds like I offended them in the worst way possible." also "do I have to drop dead in front of everyone for them to see me?" some bullshit

#june.talks #vent #always vaguepost for sustenance 👍#if i provide context im definitely gonna sound evil and deserving of hell #it's also like damn. im not that weak willed but what if i just gave in.#what if i let this minor inconvenience be the straw that breaks the camels back. just let a few several ppl be responsible for my death idk #evil mentality i dont actually think like this in the day time around ppl #its also just like. i end up having no response so i stand there and say nothing. which in turn makes me look weird now #if i fake confidence and happiness and extrovertedness i get treated like dogshit. if i keep to myself i get told i look unfriendly.#at this point after being told this dozens of times there is no choice left but to think the solution is killing myself! fuuuck #i need to be dead as a trial run to see what exactly i fuck up by being gone. i fear nothing will change anyway if i did leave the world #this right now is. not self-deprecation. i dont know what it is exactly its just me spewing bullshit #tumblr blog you will forever be my therapist that doesn't provide anything else. yay for venting ✨#they need to invent a “going out and enjoying yourself” that isnt just “distraction from hating yourself” so you dont spiral at night #where's that fucker that did this to me like a butterfly effect i need to hang them and then myself in the streets #evil thoughts no censorship i need nightmares when i sleep so i can stop thinking life is bullshit enough to kill myself.#i need a near death experience so i can stop thinking the human life isnt precious enough to cherish and not waste away by suicide #happy sunday

videntefernandez

a couple more because armando is my favorite

cuppydogshane

that is actually my main principle of explicit fic is that the personalities stay On during sex.

junewickfonia

jaw dropped 10k words fic enigma/creius just hit ao3 and it's tagged with tender sex. and it's not even DONE

junewickfonia

meanwhile someone else posted a pyrrhos/corvus fic with the tags blood drinking and menstruation and my perverted mind went elsewhere. then again he's literally a vampire and it's a ship fic

#june.talks #r/1999 #my fault for thinking it's gonna be kinky #lowkey it makes me want to write a vampire blood drinking menstruation fic again #could just reblog my old stuff. somewhere in this blog....#everyday i scroll through ao3 hoping for the exact thing i want in case someone else got to my idea before me #“i love writing” i say as i glance at my empty drafts 54 times and continue to not make progress #one day.

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