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"One," he once whispered in the dead of the night with those gleaming eyes, now bringing her indefinite solace in that monosyllable because it only reminds the girl as to how most things existed in ghostly solitude in the first place. Choi Junhee – a good student, a twenty year old freshman who holds the pseudonym of being the wallflower. Currently majoring in the vast field of literature. The librocubicularist is part of the Art and Book Club, and she eventually takes up the general duty of being the candy maker at Dandy Candy. She resides in Dorm #515, and people should cognize that she never forgets to lock it to ward off unwanted visitors. Do read,

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2023 is here and for those who knew, I still write. Though in bits and pieces, in things more formal than creative, but I feel every need to persevere. This place will hold a place in my heart, even if time tells me to move.

-- 28/02/2023

#OOC

My memory begins to weave in cracks and gaps, to make do with what can no longer be. I grieve even if I miss by a day, or hours, or moments that I think I can save. Yet this is it -- we’re all always going to grow older, even as the universe expands, even as the stars may one day fall from the sky and into inky unknowns.

Be well, okay? I’m still here, even though maybe it’s not so well to be moored to this quiet.

--

Happy Belated Birthday, Chanyeol & Kyungsoo typist. This time I miss, but you two remain completely dear to me.

#OOC #14072022

Hey Juniel typist!! It's Imi/Joohyun typist! Hoping you've been well and that you succeed in all your endeavours <3

HELLO

I lost your Twitter handle so I'm sad-sad-sad-sad :(

Thank you for your lovely wishes. I hope that you've been well and that you've found your niche in life. Feel free to drop your Twitter handle again, if you don't mind.

#OOC #14072022

I’m still here, it seems.

#OOC #11032022

And suddenly, Christmas is coming.

#OOC #29112021 #I lost access to this space for a while; odd.

Happy birthday, my dear muse. Though my frame of thoughts no longer consolidate the way things were, I still miss and cherish JJU and its enchantments. May all who wander remain free and well. I send each of you my quiet love.

#03092021 #OOC

August has always been a wistful month for me.

#12082021 #OOC

for the first time in many years

I failed to wish you two a happy, happy birthday on time

(why does it still hurt?)

#12072021 #Yours on the 10th #OOC

Jessica-typist wishes you good tidings.

HELLO----------

When was this :( I've been less frequent here due to the busyness of life. Be well, Jessica-typist, and others too.

I still come by here.

#07072021 #OOC #It's the second half of 2021 now.

26.03.2021 -- It’s today.

#26032021 #OOC #Sigh #Nightmares deluge me

25.02.2021 -- I was just turning over old pages of the KPOP community. Through music, news, and other stray things. I couldn’t help but to admit how things have changed. This place will become decrepit and perhaps purged. But for me, it still remains a memory to keep.

I wish I could download this space. Also, @ yourworldoftext-anon, who I do think I know. I miss you still. As with everyone else.

I’m here. For how long can I keep declaring that, I do not know. I joined in early 2013 and have remained.

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EDITED MINUTES AFTER POSTING:

YAH. @ yourworldoftext-anon, how did I miss? How? I’m still here. Drop an anon message to let me know you’re okay. It’s okay if you’re not in a stage of having me reply in return.

(I often think I have it altogether, but my heart is turned inside out.)

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... No, still not over it. Welp.

#25022021 #OOC

14/12/2020 -- I’m still here.

23/12/2020 -- There’s something about this place that I still hold dear. Though the years keep running and I do fear forgetting, I’m still here. Many more times that I could count have I considered encapsulating memories in a book, in a page, but it is not easy when time slips like sand between my fingers. I’m no longer the child I was, the same typist who chattered in this infinite space, I’m looped in new horizons and anxieties -- but I’m still here. At least for now, as a fool or as a person who cannot help but to cherish.

#141220 #OOC

30/09/20 -- My Tumblr is acting up, strangely picking out old stories weaved in this place, flooding my Home feed with random reflections. It makes me smile yet sad all the same, because it made me hope that someone still lingered here with me. Nonetheless, wherever you are drifting, I wish you well, even if this is a prayer constantly babbled.

#300920 #OOC

my god. i am shocked that you're still active typist! hope you're doing well (during unprecedented times). jeonjin university feels like it happened centuries ago.

Blinks. I’m more amazed that I still get messages from dear ones like you. It does feel like Jeonjin was a lifetime ago. I cherish the memories and while I should be growing older and wiser, sometimes it feels that I’m stuck on reverse, or standing still as the world rages on.

I’m here for a chat anytime. I used to login almost everyday, but busyness has overcome. Even then, I will persist, I will be here more often than not in the days of the year.

Take care, Anon. Thank you for your message.

P/S: If it would make you smile, I’m well despite wistful yesterdays. I know it’s important to move forward but it doesn’t mean I won’t take my time getting there, especially when these moments remain precious to me. I’ll keep this place like an antique album in this expanding space.

#230920 #OOC

01/09/20 — It's September now, in a year where the future feels far more uncertain than the yesterdays. We're all but children needing to grow up early, to grasp the unknowable beneath menacing shrouds, in an effort to understand the unforgivable. This is but a whisper in the aftermath, that I still wish all of you well, even as we may be mocked to cling to whichever shred of hope that flutters in between.

03/09/20 — Happy birthday Juniel! This typist may always have a special place in the heart just for you. Thank you for the memories, your music and more. For others out in the world, should you be wondering: the typist have always lived in books and words, and continue to do so. I’ll keep writing as much I can. For the past irretrievable and the future to come.

#010920 #OOC

10/07/2020:

Here I am, writing letters into the oblivion. Am I a fool, for sending more bytes into the infinite space, to the things we take for granted? I say yes, but I am also one overly drawn to the things I hold dear still.

Blessed birthday to Yolk and Prof typist. My dreams for you both ring true: pursue your passions and impact your communities beautifully.

For others who may stumble upon this, I wish all of you well. 2020 is a pit of despair and fear, but I wish to speak life and hope into yours. Let this not be for nothing.

Should you wish to contact me, feel free to drop a message. I’m still here. The ghost that I am, walking through Jeonjin’s now haunted corridors, a student misplaced, older and yet not quite wiser.

#100720

27/02/20: This year proves to be filled with adversity and the strangest of occurrences. Even then, may we live with hope and bravery, that things will turn for good, that humanity is more than just a chasm of greed.

Edit as of 19/03/20: It’s almost that time of the year again.

Edit as of 26/04/20: I wonder, how would we reflect on our 2020 in the future?

Edit as of 08/06/20: So much breaking already and it’s only June. Will we grow from this? Or is this where we all fall?

#270220 #I still miss this place; even as I get older still.#OOC

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