to be proud !

priv. / sel. hiromasa from the onmyoji mobile game .

[serotnin]

big heart energy

[innosen-a-deactivated20250321]

           I TOO SHALL BLOOM                                                            IN MY OWN WAY                                                                   IN MY OWN TIME

                                                       ( As spirited by Kaya )

[junseii]

still recovering but i just realized i have no fucking tags really on this pos so i’ll try & change that soon...... holy heck i’m so unprofessional

[magic-spelldust]

Pavel Pronin

[fatimagic]

give me two characters who are each other’s home. two characters who feel completely safe, warm and protected in each other’s presence, and who are completely respected by the other. two people who, on some level or another, were missing that little extra spark they needed to feel fully confident and accepted as their whole selves until the other came along. they don’t “fix each other” or “make each other better”–they give the other the support they need to build on what was already inside them. sure they might kiss, or make goo-goo eyes, but they can also just…talk, and make each other laugh and smile, because for once they feel comfortable enough in themselves and with each other to be vulnerable in that way. two complete people who finally find someone to share all of themselves with. and no matter what they do or how far they go, they’ll always have each other to come back home to. 

[kaihuas-blog]

i unfortunately came down with The Sick and a really bad mental spell lead up to it, so if i’ve been absent that’s why. i’ll try and get back to respond to some asks and whatnot as soon as i’m feeling in shape.

[painsawd-deactivated20191210]

“I don’t like asking for help, because I don’t like admitting I need it.”

— c.j.n. (via panamaweddings)

[junseii]

vitiae‌  /  yamakaze .

        “  i certainly hope that seimei is teaching you well;  there are far too many youkai in need for him to juggle the responsibility on his own for much longer.   ”

             //   @junseii      ❤ ‘d     for a starter !! 

what could he possibly mean by that  ?  seimei was well-versed  ,  a prodigy  .  but. . .  but hiromasa had gone through training  ,   too  ! ❛  are you saying i don’t know what i’m doing  ?  ❜  there was no hiding the offense in his voice  ,  even if we failed to notice the growing scowl  .

[junseii]

MAYBE HE’D BE LYING  ,  but to admit he’d felt a nervous energy crawl through his feet whenever the demon sat in his vicinity was. . . kind of shameful  !  so to say he ever expected to be drinking with him  ?

❛  i should have known you two had the best wine !  ❜  hiromasa was entirely TOO ENTHUSIASTIC  ,  all smiles  &.  flushed from the merriment  (  or likely moreso the drink itself  .  )

s.   @katatede  /  ibaraki .

[junseii]

❛  so you kept it .  ❜  maybe he was feeling TOO CHEEKY FOR HIS OWN GOOD  ,  but wasn’t that always the case  ?   his eyes were naturally drawn to the flute  ,  the very one he’d heard that day  ,  that lead their paths to intertwine after. . .   years       too many  ,  he’d probably say  .  BUT COULD HE BLAME THIS TENGU  ?  

after the truth found some light  ,  even he’d felt so betrayed  ,  &.  he was a MINAMOTO  .  the aversion was natural  ,  he supposed. . . 

s.      @bladestorms  /  ootengu .

[parismemes]

SENTENCE STARTERS FROM ALICE ISN’T DEAD (1/?).

“i want to start by saying this is not a story.” “i don’t know where this trip started.” “i was sitting at a gas station. or.. not a gas station. a diner that was in a gas station.” “he was staring at me. no, he was eyeing me. no. staring.” “people say that bad experiences are like nightmares.” “i would never be able to convince myself i remembered any part of it incorrectly.” “once upon a time, we rode horses.” “i haven’t even seen a horse up close.” “who am i at this point in my life to talk about unreality?” “i can’t stop thinking about what’s behind me.” “i don’t have to explain myself to you.. but i will.” “i will pass that opportunity up.” “i thought if i was quiet, he would go away.” “i actually was hoping to eat alone.” “it’s dangerous out here?” “there are times i hate you more than any of them, ___.” “we talk a lot as a species about the night sky.” “if you could see what i’m seeing, you’d understand.” “isn’t it funny that the trees blot out the sky?” “we are nothing if not absurd. we are nothing.” “of course i cried. of course i did.” “it’s dark now, and the darkness is fast here.” “i didn’t think dark could have a bottom until i saw a dark that didn’t.” “is this why you left? or was it something else? was it me?” “it’s not anything. it just isn’t.” “why can’t i find you?” “i’ll keep driving this truck. i’ll keep wandering this country.” “this better be worth it. nothing ever could be.” “i thought you were dead. i really did.” “i couldn’t think of another reason you would vanish like that.” “screw you for that. i mean, really.” “i don’t think the landscape is that bad.” “anything’s a letdown in the mountains.” “what kind of name for a town is that?” “i don’t think the world passes through here.” “that’s what we do now, right? as a civilization? we sit in a circle and describe the monster that is devouring us.” “we are helpless.” “this is hour nine of driving, so that might be getting to me a little.” “i never thought. i never thought. i never.” “and there you were. right among them. looking like you knew exactly what was going on.” “nothing ever was a surprise to you, was it? you always knew everything.” “i know this sounds crazy, but i’m at a stoplight in the same town i was earlier.” “everything here is covered in mud.” “no one is moving.” “i want this light to change.” “so. my wife wasn’t dead. that’s good to know. that’s new information.” “i quit that job. you would have been so proud of me.” “separation is never a surprise.” “boy, am i glad to see trees again.” “are you doing this? are you doing this to me?!” “am i going in circles?” “it’s on fire. the whole city is on fire.” “i’m going. i’m driving. i don’t know what to do.” “what was there for me to find?” “i had to go to school to learn how to drive these things.” “this job takes me all over. which is where you are. all over.” “i thought you were dead. maybe you are. maybe i’m chasing a ghost.” “your gift to me, i suppose?” “everything’s back the way it was before. everything is clean and new.” “everyone is crying.” “there’s someone watching me and crying.” “he is inside the truck. he is sitting here with me. i’m afraid to move.” “what do you want?” “i don’t know what this meant. i only know that its meaning does not include me.” “there are a lot of different types of freedom.” “art doesn’t mean good or bad. art just means art. art can be terrible and still be art.” “you freed me, and i didn’t ask you to. i didn’t want you to.” “the loop is broken.” “you owe me an explanation and i am going to see that you make good on that.” “you may think you’re free, ___. but you’re not. you are not free of me.”

[junseii]

busy saturday but more starters + replies this weekend.......

[crepuscol]

crescent moon at dawn - from june 29, 04:23am

[vitiae]

FOREST KING.     

               night is the shadow of the moon.  an acrid odor spreads across the riverbanks, the waters a bloodsea.

                                                                                       summoned by nickie.

[junseii]

to say he was nervous  ,  THAT WAS AN UNDERSTATEMENT  .  his stomach churned with anticipation  ,  nothing good  .  with every confused or scowling face he thought  :  maybe i should turn back  .  but beyond that he saw the remnants of SLAUGHTER  ,  of war raged within  ,  spawning the cocktail of guilt  &.  despondency that he was familiar with .

feet still in their approach  ,  eyes lingering on a particular building ;  inside he saw a familial face  ,  whitened hair  &.  PRIDE barely masking the sorrow beneath  .  it felt..  disconnected  ,  like he’d dreamt it up-

❛  YORIMITSU...  ❜

s.     @onibind  /  yorimitsu .

[junseii]

THAT FACE WAS FAMILIAR  .  an echo of memories  ,  his brother  ,  but he’d not seen this face in some time  .  now it felt like a nightmare  ;  despite his absence at the time  ,  he thought he could hear them  ,  the SCREAMS  . ❛  y-you...  you are....  onikiri  .  ❜   it was obvious his breath had caught tight in his throat  ,  but  no amount of fear in his eyes could mask the flashing hints of betrayal  ,  anger   .

s.        @onislay / onikiri .​

[junseii]

wow i guess it’s happening huh━