writer

"stay a mystery, it's better"

[jupiter-writing]

love on fire

sometimes i forget you’re not the same in real life

as you are in my head

your words cut like a knife

and too many times i have bled

but as i find myself staring in your eyes

i realize i don’t want to say my goodbyes

i want to stay here in your eyes

where i need no disguise

i love you

don’t know what else to say

my love for you turns to ashes

as my words melt away

i cant see the red

through the smoke and flame

my love for you is on fire

but to you it’s all the same

[jupiter-writing]

love on fire

sometimes i forget you're not the same in real life

as you are in my head

your words cut like a knife

and too many times i have bled

but as i find myself staring in your eyes

i realize i don't want to say my goodbyes

i want to stay here in your eyes

where i need no disguise

i love you

don't know what else to say

my love for you turns to ashes

as my words melt away

i cant see the red

through the smoke and flame

my love for you is on fire

but to you it's all the same

[jupiter-writing]

internalized

its not that im not proud

its something deep inside

i dont hate it on anyone else

its only my own self

some blame it on society

but i can only blame me

telling myself im wrong

messed up

worthless

all cause of my sexuality

[jupiter-writing]

Adrenaline

Adrenaline That feeling of a racing heart Breath getting quicker Blood pumping through your veins like it never has before Feeling like you're on top of the world

Then suddenly That feeling ends And a new one begins

Anxiety That feeling of a racing heart Breath getting quicker Blood pumping through your veins like it never has before Feeling like you're hitting rock bottom