borderlinings

S | 20 | they/he | sharing my experience with bpd mostly through art

[just-borderline-thingz]

Hey!

I’m S, and I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and generalized anxiety disorder around a year ago. I’ve been struggling with them for much longer though, even if I didn’t have a name for it.

This is a place for me to scream into the void and see if the void screams back.

Feel free to ask me (politely) things about borderline or anything!

My original posts are tagged with “sscreaming”

[just-borderline-thingz]

Happy bpd awareness month! Omw to stop taking my meds to do my part to make everyone aware!!!

[just-borderline-thingz]

Ghost your friends! Disappear from the world! Become an island!

Are you happy now?

[just-borderline-thingz]

I don’t know who I am without all this pain.

Maybe that’s why it terrifies me to try to fix it.

[just-borderline-thingz]

When I explode (and eventually I will)

Will people see it as a distant firework or a catastrophe?

There’s so much inside of me, I don’t know how I’m holding all of it in.

[just-borderline-thingz]

I don’t know why I bite.

[just-borderline-thingz]

Maybe I give gifts because I want your life to be full of me.

I want you to see me everywhere you go. Invading your home. Lying on your desk. Adorning your bag.

I need you to not forget me.

[givemeantypsychotics]

please don't be mean to me bc i can be meaner and i hate being mean

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

[just-borderline-thingz]

After saying you’d stay so many times, you end up abandoning me anyway.

The worst part is, I believed you.

[just-borderline-thingz]

I’m starting an art journal

Normal journal has always felt tiring, so maybe this will be better and more motivating. We’ll see

[just-borderline-thingz]

What if this is all I am?

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]