"So far from home, we know not where it is"

Jennifer (Alex), she/her, 26, bpd, ENTP, true neutral, maladaptive daydreamer, adhd inattentive, sweater and coffee lover, reader and writer. Proud member of the foxhole court family since Feb 2016. Also: Harry Styles.

[wishuponabookshelf]

me reading the fourth wing:

[justapipe-dream]

and something tells me he's gonna be even more annoying in the next book...

[rosiethorns88]

Dropping the latest sketch-a-wish, voted on by my wonderful Patreons for May! A scene from Fourth Wing by @rebeccayarros featuring Violet, Tairn, Andarna and a blue smear in the sky named Sgaeyl & Xaden (I was tapped out of dragon juice by this point) I’m not sure if anyone here has heard of this book yet? 🤔🤔🤔 hmm…

[shallyne]

I already miss Fourth Wing so much. I want to go back, I want the next book

[alexspilledink]

she was spring you were snow she liked to sing you liked the show

she made you happy just for a while some things end in tragedy not in a smile

but you were grinning like a Cheshire cat only cared about winning and at least you got that

a weakness you wouldn’t allow her love couldn’t get through who’s laughing now? at least they’ll remember you

@alexspilledink

[alexspilledink]

had they met another time, another place would she still have disappeared without a trace?

had they met another place, another time would he still have betrayed her and committed a crime?

is it nature and he’s always been the same or is it nurture and a monster he became

had they not met in the hanging tree would she have fled and finally be free?

but we can’t turn back the time this mockingbird will never reach its prime @alexspilledink

[zekelandon]

ZEKE LANDON & MICHAELA STONE

MANIFEST (2018-2023) | 02.01 ➝ 04.20

Requested by @tastethesetears

[justapipe-dream]

we wrote on the snow how we started broken-hearted and this I know

saved by destiny fate came with a curse dead in one reality but loved in every universe

and baby my calling was writing this verse (I know it could have been worse) // @justapipe-dream

[justapipe-dream]

i couldn't stop you from leaving

so i did the next best thing -

i stopped myself from following

i'll hide, lock myself inside // @justapipe-dream

[important-animal-images]

[justapipe-dream]

These sordid tales of love and war, the sort that everyone has read before, grew roots inside my head and won’t leave me alone until I’m dead.

Even in the afterlife, where forever is my destiny, I will be hunted down by those who will never let me be.

But all these demons that I’m fighting, those only I can see, I know those demons will always just be me.

set me free // @justapipe-dream

[aye-write]

[lillagrim]

[sandersgrey]

the real problem is that theres a difference between

"i want to read that"

"i want to write that"

"i want to daydream about that"

and "i just think it should exist",

and you have zero control over which one you get

[bpd-seikokimura]

Taking medication isn't a bad thing. Sometimes we rely on medication like we rely on eyeglasses. There's no shame in needing either.

[bpd-seikokimura]

You are more than the stereotypes associated with your condition

[honeypleasejustkillme]

parents will be like “why don’t you trust me??” then continue to consistently trigger the trauma responses they instilled into you

[chronicallyonlinesworld]