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[justaspqrk]

                   “IT’S JUST A SPARK, BUT IT’S ENOUGH TO KEEP ME G O I N G,             AND WHEN IT’S DARK OUT, NO ONE’S AROUND, IT KEEPS G L O W I N G”

  semi-selective multi-muse blog with both canon and original characters. 

                                             RULES // CHARACTERS

[justaspqrk]

ooc: hello! Sorry I’ve been MIA these past few weeks. We’ve been very busy where I work, so I’ve been working like 47 hrs a week and am just too exhausted to make words. It’s finally slowing some, so hopefully I can get my replies done and start really interacting with more people! (:

I’m always available through IM for plotting though. I just don’t have the time or energy to get on my laptop for real replies.

[justaspqrk]

“  what can i do to help?  ” ( Sofia )

softer prompts || always accepting

    The thing about being a perfectionist, was that when things didn’t go as planned, it could be difficult to rein in emotions sometimes. However, when you were a perfectionist, and a second year at one of the highest ranking teaching hospitals, where both of your parents worked as heads of their departments;  And where you had to prove to everyone that you made it into the program solely because of your talents and not your name? Well, it wasn’t surprising when the pressure to succeed was that much higher. 

    Sofia had already been stressed enough continually trying to prove herself, but add losing a patient to the mix, and a meltdown was sure to follow. The women’s restroom had seemed like such a good option at the time, but as she stood leaning against a sink with a concerned Cordelia staring at her, Sofia was suddenly wishing she had made it out to her car instead before she broke down. This was embarrassing. “What can I do to help?” The other had asked, and a childish part of Sofia wanted to say, “Go get one of my moms.” But she refrained. She was an adult. She was a doctor, for God’s sake. 

“Just--” Sofia exhaled a shuddering breath. “Just exist with me for a second. Please?” 

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herheroics​:

         AS THE blonde took note of her note, she couldn’t help but smile fondly. That was her daughter up there. The same child as to which they did anything for. She wanted dance lessons? She got it. She wanted piano lessons? She got it. They were both about giving her the best possible life that they could give her but yet, their little love decided to go a different route, something similar to her moms and Arizona was proud. Well, she would be proud no matter what her daughter did. they’d always be proud. Hearing her daughter speak, Arizona smiled under her mask. Her daughter wasn’t some teenager or child anymore who wanted to spend time with their mothers, no. She was an adult herself. “You know what baby, I think that sounds like a great idea. Even if I were busy it wouldn’t matter, you know I’ll always make the time FOR YOU.”

    Sofia’s relationship with her parents had always been strong. Even as a teenager, she never gave them too much trouble. Of course, Sofia also spent a lot of time with her nose in a book instead of going off and testing her mothers’ limits, but that was besides the point. When you grew up with two very open minded surgeons for parents, well it made confiding in them just a little bit easier, strengthening an already strong bond. Though Sofia was nearing her 30s, Arizona’s gentle terms of endearment for her always made her feel warm. “You’re the best!” She grinned, already feeling the stress of the day melt away. “I’ll meet you outside the OR!” 

[justaspqrk]

herheroics​:

          CHLOE CAN’T help but crack a small smirk at the brunette’s comment. When they had first moved in together,  things were just like it was when they were at the university. Talking loudly and eating non stop. They weren’t the people that she thought she’d move in with, Beca yes but not Fat Amy, but she wasn’t going to say she didn’t mind it, because she didn’t. She liked living with them enough. As she sips on her coffee, the drink sachet she had put was lucky enough to already have milk in it so she wasn’t in the same predicament as Beca, but she couldn’t help but laugh at her comment “Sorry to burst your bubble Beca but well, it was your turn to go grocery shopping. Mine was last week and Fat Amy the week before, therefore it was your TURN NEXT.”

    The annoyance that Beca had been feeling was quickly replaced with embarrassment, cheeks flushing a slight pink as she brought her gaze to Chloe’s. “Ah,” She uttered, having the decency to look sheepish. “Right, yeah. I uh--” She poured her bowl of cereal back into the box before setting the bowl into the sink. “I guess I forgot. Works been... crazy, ya know?” She ran a hand through her hair and sighed, suddenly determined not to spend her one day off feeling tired and off. “Do you wanna go and get breakfast with me? And then maybe do the grocery shopping I was supposed to do on Monday?” 

[leneemusing]

softer prompts

“  i’m not going anywhere.  ” “  you make me feel safe.  ”   “  i think i might be in love with you.  ” “  i just like seeing you happy.  ” “  just let me take care of you.  ” “  you’re my family.  ” “  i can stay, if you want.  ” “  you make me feel alive.  ” “  you’re captivating.  ” “  i want you to know i’ll always be here for you. whatever you need.  ” “  you don’t have to tell me anything, we can just sit here.  ” “  i trust you. more than anyone else.  ” “  you have a beautiful soul.  ” “  i feel like i could watch you all day. everything you do has a touch of magic to it.  ” “  i hope i see you in my dreams.  ” “  do you trust me?  ” “  you don’t ever have to pretend. not with me. not ever.  ” “  i love you, every part of you. even the parts you don’t like.  ” “  you make everything a little easier.  ” “  will you just…hold me? please.  ” “  just tell me everything’s gonna be okay.  ” “  you’re enough. you’re more than enough.  ” “  you have my heart in your hands. be gentle with it.  ” “  i wanna be the one you go to. the first one you tell when there’s something good. the shoulder to cry on when it’s bad. and every mundane thing in between. i want to share it all with you.  ” “  i have faith in you.  ” “  i’ve never met anyone quite like you.  ” “  knowing you is like…coming home. like i’ve finally found something that’s been missing all this time.  ” “  every hard thing in my life feels worth it. it all led me to you.  ” “  i feel like i could endure anything as long as i have you to come home to.  ” “  i can tell something’s bothering you.  ” “  what can i do to help?  ” “  come on. let’s get out of here.  ” “  i’m taking you somewhere special.  ” “  where are you taking me?  ” “  i don’t need grand gestures or declarations of love. i just need you. all of you.  ” “  you make me feel like i’m worthy.  ” “  you deserve good things.  ” “  i want to be your home.  ” “  loving you is like something holy.  ” “  i made you something.  ” “  come back to bed.  ” “  stay the night with me.  ” “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “   you wanna talk about it?  ” “  did you wanna tell me something?  ”  “  you’ll always have me.  ” “  i’m proud of you.  ”   “  i need you.  ” “  thank you. for always being there for me.  ” “  don’t ever let anyone make you doubt your worth.  ” “  i’m not leaving you. not ever.  ”   “  you have kind eyes.  ”   “  sleep, my love. i’ll keep the nightmares away.  ”   “  there’s so much light in you.  ” “  i want you here.  ”  

ACTIONS: 

❀ for a forehead kiss ✦ for our muses to hold hands ❉ for one muse to nap against the other ✱ for one muse to surprise the other ✸ for our muses to cuddle  ❄ for our muses to enjoy the first snow of winter  ♛ for my muse to teach yours something new ☂ for our muses to stargaze  ♡ for one muse to wake the other with breakfast in bed ♤ for a kiss on the palm ☁ for our muses to get caught in the rain without an umbrella ☀ for one muse to surprise the other with a home-cooked meal  ☾ for one muse to hug the other without explanation  ♞ for one muse to give the other a massage  ✞ for one muse to give the other flowers ✔ for one muse to caress the other’s face ✚ for our muses to shower/bathe together  ＄for one muse to catch the other staring lovingly 

[justaspqrk]

|| hello !

I need something to get me through this work day, so if you like this post, you’re giving me permission to go through your blog in search of memes to send you. Even if we’ve never interacted or spoke before (especially so). Incidentally, you’re also welcome to come talk to me. I promise I don’t bite. I’m just a smol anxious bean that wants to write with you. c:

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@herheroics​ liked for a starter

    Sharing an apartment with two of your best friends seemed like a great idea in theory. In practice however, Beca would argue that it wasn’t all it was cracked up to be. You would think after spending a few years crammed in a house with 9 other girls, sharing an apartment with 2 others would be a cinch. But when those two others were Fat Amy and Chloe, and your apartment was a shoebox, well... Beca sighed as she glared at her bowl of (dry) Fruity Pebbles, before bringing her gaze to the empty milk jug, as if willing it to magically be full again. “Alright,” She started, tone bordering on barely suppressed annoyance. “Who’s turn was it to go grocery shopping?” She knew Fat Amy was already out, so the question was directed at her more chipper roommate, Chloe. 

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herheroics​:

@justaspqrk​ liked for a starter

              SURGERY IN itself always seemed to make the blonde happy. Especially if they were a success. If they weren’t well…that was a whole other matter completely. But yet, here she stood, finishing off a surgery that was indeed a success. The blonde heard movement in the galley and looked up to spy her daughter standing at the window “Hey baby girl, what brings you by? I’ll be finished here soon if you’re hanging around to SEE ME.”

    As a child, Sofia wanted to be a ballerina. She adored the way the dancers moved with graceful elegance, and she wanted to be just like them. Her mothers -- ever so supportive -- enrolled her in lessons. Of course, it became very obvious, very quickly, that while Sofia was full of passion and stubborn perseverance, she lacked that elegance that all ballerinas seemed to emanate. Plus, she was very short. But, that was fine, because as she stood watching her mother operate, gloved hands steady and precise, Sofia knew that becoming a doctor was much cooler. She grinned as she caught her mother’s eye, finger pressing down on the intercom to respond. “I was hoping that if you weren’t busy after this, that you’d want to grab dinner?” Being a second year had often lead to a lot of stressful days, but nothing a little mother/daughter time couldn’t fix.

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Like this for a very small starter! (please specify a character)

[leneemusing]

misc prompts for your feels

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ”  “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

[lilly-angel88]

[weiszrchel]

Misty & Cordelia + hands

[teamamericaferrera]

America Ferrera on Gente-fied (x)

[musepirations]

“The nice part about being a pessimist is that you are constantly being either proven right or pleasantly surprised.”

— George F. Will (via wordsnquotes)

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[rizahawkais]

ADDISON MONTGOMERY IN EVERY EPISODE

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