[gigasrock]

[justchiken]

everyday feel like a fight with myself to not think about bad things

death

loneliness

thoughts pop in my head what feels like any moment i leave empty space in my head

it makes it hard to sleep

I try to find things to do but at times I feel like I'm just wasting away my time

and then I think about how my parents and siblings and friends are all doing their own thing

and I'm just by myself

and the thoughts start again

I don't know what to do

[eieneie]

unou-chang

[justchiken]

it's just a non stop cycle

I feel like a waste of other people's time being around them

then I get anxiety that I'm wasting my time being alone

can only feel fine when I'm asleep

have the hardest time falling and staying asleep

I hate all this so much

[shanks]

Hwan

[anzuhan]

a litl mspaint yukatan

[aipiepo]

[justchiken]

Also I hate seeing photos of me now

My eyes have the absolute worst black rings or bags or whatever they are

I hate them so much

I look like death

All this damage just to do some stupid show that hardly anyone cares about

stupid

[justchiken]

29

I feel so useless

Like what I do isn't making any difference or helping anyone

Been stuck watching a bunch of videos on wildland firefighters

Such a dangerous and hard job that basically pays the same or less than what I make already

But I have such a huge urge to do something like that

Something that I feel like makes a difference and actually helps

Thought a lot about being a local firefighter like my dad

But hearing what happened when he was in there's just so much politics and bs

Just don't know what to do

I know wherever I go I can learn it if I'm given the time

[kokomiin]

[justchiken]

SELVARIA BLES

that is all

[justchiken]

breaking

maybe broken

[justchiken]

just feel like a waste

a failure

pointless

[link-is-a-dork]

[revali-is-a-narc]

Boy was ALREADY STEPPING ASIDE and she’s still like “Move bitch, get out the way”

[schoolidolfestivals]

[seafoamboy]

Have some nice, clean, and transparent gifs of Hololive CouncilRyS halloween chibis! Who post this a month late? Because I recently found a way to automate the gif rendering instead of doing it slowly by hand 

[seafoamboy]

here’s a boring explanation how I automated the Blender -> Aseprite -> gif pipeline:

 Normally, you have to reduce the amount of colors you have in a gif to have it be a reasonable size. Before, I used aseprite and it’s palette feature to hand pick the colors I want, because making it choose few colors automatically makes the render discolored. I had to pick each individual color by hand. This took a lot of time, and was a pain and I stopped rendering gifs. 

Then I realized I can use photoshop or other programs to reduce color depth to really low level automatically. Because their algorithms are more advanced, it picks correct colors straight away. 

Then I just save the resulting image as a palette, apply it to my render, and hand pick a few colours myself if they were too wrong. And voila! A nice properly colored gif of your 3D render, with the machine picking the colors for you.

[charllahan]

haircut