[remanence-of-love]

Before I met you…

[justletmegoaway]

I didn't know how much I loved you before it was over. You were gone, out of my life, and I am still here, alone. And you are with a girl, which you loved. Why did you have to send that to me? Why did you write that she had your heart? It didn't bother me then, but when I woke up the day after and realised you were gone - everything fell apart. A week before everything was okey, everything was as it was supposed. It came out of nothing, so what happend? What changed?

I need you to come back. I need you too love me, as I love you.

[justletmegoaway]

"What I have learned from the guys I have been with?" she asked me.

I had to think for a moment, and only thougt came into mind. That I haven't been good enough for them, and how they always would trade me for someone better. I wish I could tell her that, but insted, the only words coming from my mouth were "The first is how cosy it is to be with me, and how pretty I look. How funny I am, and that I always put a smile on their mouth. How I can make them smile, and share so many laughts"....

[blossxmly]

What if we hadn’t met? Do you think we would’ve been better off? I’d probably be peacefully sleeping instead of constantly thinking about you. I wouldn’t be thinking about your smile and how I desperately wished I could see it one last time. I wouldn’t be reminiscing how good we were once upon a time. And I certainly wouldn’t be missing you. I’d be happy because I wouldn’t be burdened with the thoughts of you holding someone else in your arms, someone who isn’t me. If I hadn’t met you, I would possibly still have had thought I was good enough, that I deserved happiness and I would find someone who’d give it to me. And you, well you wouldn’t be so bitter towards me for starters.  Maybe, you would’ve found someone who treated you the way you deserved to be treated from the start and you would’ve never wasted a year of your life on something so pointless. You would’ve always been happy. Imagine. What if the day you saw something in me in that room, I wasn’t there for something to be seen? And the day you decided to message me, I didn’t reply for us to talk for countless of hours? And after all those days of you telling me you loved me, I never ever said it back? Wouldn’t we have saved each other from all this pain?  What if we had never met?

But we did. (via blossxmly)

[justletmegoaway]

We always slept facing towards each other, but not this night. You held me so close that nothing could come between us - not even a single feather. I have never felt so warm and safe before, even in your arms. Deep down we both knew, knew that this were the last night we spent together. Neither one of us would admit to it. We loved each other more than we could ever imagine, but we were to proud to admit it.

[justletmegoaway]

I just got dumped. We had an ongoing thing for three months, and I had already fallen for him. I talked to him the other night, and he said that he were with me just for sex, because it was cozy. He thought we were on the same page, but how could I have known? All the dinner dates, the time we hold hands, when he invited me to spa, or to watch him jump parachute. He met my friends, and talked to my roomies. How could I not have known that I were just one of many? He didn't even tell me that. I just don't understand how someone can find love in this society? It seems like everyone is just looking for a good time, not someone to fall in love with and spend every moment together, creating new memories and happiness.

brokenhearted

[mycrumplednotebook]

A lesson in life that will not ease, even with age, is that the word ‘friend’ does not hold the same sacred meaning for everyone.

Brie (via mycrumplednotebook)

[justletmegoaway]

I loved you. I told you my deepest secret. I told you that I was afraid of cathing feelings for you, and I don't remember your answer. The next day I saw you, you slept with her right infront of me. Why couldn't you be honest and tell me, instead of crushing me infront of everybody? I would understand... I don't think you understand the pain you've caused me

[justletmegoaway]

He broke me last night. He threw away everything we had like it meant nothing. Like I was just any girl.

[ronners27-blog]

I can’t do this anymore. I can’t keep holding on like this…. Please just let me know. I’ve given you so much of me and honestly no I’m not ready to give up, but I can’t keep hanging on just to see what happens next. You’ve given me reason after reason to let go, but at the same time you can make me feel great. You make me feel like maybe you and I are meant to be. Maybe we won’t last, but I wouldn’t mind trying it out. I can’t keep holding on if you don’t feel the same though. It’s exhausting

Excepts from a book I’ll never write #5 (via ronners27)

[worldaboutus-blog]

I don’t care how complicated this gets. I still want you.

(via worldaboutus)

[justletmegoaway]

Why do I keep trusting you? Every time we speak you make me fall in love with you all over again, and suddenly we stop and loose all contact... And then it start all over again next month. When will I ever learn?

[justletmegoaway]

I finally understand that I need to let you go. You never loved me the way I did, and I can't let you break me anymore... This took way to long to understand, but now - my heart is closed. I need to understand that it's okay to be broken. I got to keep my mind off you, and let my heart make room for me and my well beeing...

From the bottom off my heart

[justletmegoaway]

My biggest mistake was falling for you, when you didn't...

[justletmegoaway]

I really thought that I had found the one in you. We were so similar, same sense in humor, same mindset and I felt secure with you. I could tell you about my insecurities, and you'll take care of them - and of me... Then you broke my heart when you told me you wouldn't have a girlfriend. I understand that you don't know where you are going after the summer, either at the same place as me - or around the world for a year.. I understand you, but it still hurts

[nakedly]

Maybe sometimes, we are the ones breaking our own hearts. We walk into a situation, get attached to someone all by choice. And then we let them break our hearts, because we’re the ones who gave them the opportunity to.

tuesday night thoughts (via nakedly)

[justletmegoaway]

Small steps

Today I took a big step in the direction I thought was right. I asked if you wanted to come over, but after a hard night out with the guys you would much rather go home. And yes, I understand that. But it really broke my heart when you told me later that you went to a pub instead.. Is it to hard to tell me that you won't see me?