Sucker for Pain

What more can I say. I gave you my everything, but all you ever did was leave me crying on the cold hard ground. Fuck you.

[deeplifequotes]

Note to Self: You don’t gain anything from stressing and worrying about things you can’t change.

(via deeplifequotes)

[ronners27-blog]

Just when I thought the darkness was fading, it all came crashing back down..

-11:27pm

[somewhatsomelikepoetry]

I wish you were here

[3amsouls]

i'm trying. i'm trying really hard but i can’t pretend it doesn’t hurt when it really does.

(via 3amsouls)

[ronners27-blog]

I feel like I'm losing all my friends...

[just-six]

Some demons have a pretty smile.

six word story // daydreaming-story-teller (via just-six)

[thelovewhisperer]

I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for hurting me, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and hoped that you saw me in the hallways, looking down at the floor and just know that I missed you. Because I thought you missed me too, you just didn’t know what you wanted But, I finally realized that you didn’t miss me at all, that I was definitely not what you wanted, and that I never meant that much to you anyway.

More quotes about heartbreak here (via thelovewhisperer)

[excerptsofstories]

And though I know you’re in love with her, there are still times where I wonder if you look for pieces of me in her. If you search her blue eyes for the specks of green mine hold. If you ever wonder what my lips would taste like compared to hers as they’re pressed to yours. If you dream about me while she’s lying next to you. If you ever regret choosing her over me.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #985 (via excerptsofstories)

[excerptsofstories]

I wasn’t even supposed to fall in love with you at the start, hell, now I wish I never knew you. We were just supposed to be friends. But somehow, in some way, I managed to fall for you. How stupid I was, gosh. You were never supposed to find out about my idiotic crush on you. But you did, and now, here we are, acting like complete strangers and falling apart.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #989 (via excerptsofstories)

[justthinking005]

The day I lost you was the worst day of my life, but not because I lost you. There’ll be plenty of other boys out there, plenty of other kisses to share. 
The day I lost you was the worst day of my life, but not because I lost you, not because I lost my routine. Not because I lost the daily kisses by my locker, the endless Friday nights spent together. 
The day I lost you was the worst day of my life, but not because I lost you. It was the worst day of my life because I lost my best friends too. Not because I lost you, the greatest friend of all. Not because I lost the affection you showed me. The day I lost you was the worst day of my life, because my friends were the ones who told you to. Because my friends were the ones who helped you. Because my friends were the ones who broke my heart. They were only using you. 
So today has been the worst day of my life, not only because I lost you, but I lost everyone else too.

Excerpt from a story I’ll never write #52 // @heartbreak_hell on Instagram (via onceuponapage)

[thesecretletter]

I keep being told that you’re a bad choice, that you’ll destroy me. But you’re the only one who seems to make my troubles disappear. The one who makes me calm when everyone else was keeping me stressing. It could be lack of sleep, or maybe I’m just high off the thought of you, but all I wanna do is keep kissing you.

Your secrets are safe here (via thelovewhisperer)

[ronners27-blog]

I'm never anyone's first choice

11:23am

[wordsbyt]

Missing someone is like having only one shoe on. You can still walk, but it’s with a limp. When you are missing somebody, your heart is out of balance. It still beats, but it skips. It limps from being broken.

(via wordsbyt)

[ronners27-blog]

I feel empty. Like a part of me just got washed away in the flood of tears streaming down my face. It's like no one cares or no one can see how much pain you guys just put me through. Because of you guys I lost my best friend. Because of you he won't talk to me anymore. So congratulations... You got what you wanted. You no longer have to worry about my fucking safety. I felt safe in his arms but apparently none of you guys could see that. So thank you for ripping out a part of my soul. Thank you for breaking me. I really fucking appreciate it...

10:47pm// journal entry #15

[ronners27-blog]

You're at your best without him" Really... you honestly think that I am at my best when I spend all day faking a smile and trying not to cry because I miss him. I spend all day wondering what happened that made him leave. I spend all day wondering if I had done something wrong. Blaming myself. You think I'm at my best when I stay up all night crying. You really think I'm at my best when I wanted to cry every time I saw him in the hallway with her. You really think I'm at my best when I got so depressed that I cut myself... You really think that I'm at my best without my best friend... I find that hard to believe.

11:34am//Journal Entry #14

[ronners27-blog]

We both fell for each other, but now I'm the one falling apart. I want you, but you want her.

10:07pm// journal entry #13

[ronners27-blog]

It kills me to see you with her... I know she's your girlfriend, but we both know you and I like each other. We've even told each other that. So why are you still with her? I could be so much more than her all you have to do is give me the chance. Come here and let me kiss you again

6:31pm// journal entry #12