Testing, testing

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Things I re-realized after missing out on my anxiety meds...

1. Without the meds I'm a lot more sensitive and I cry a lot more 2. That shit doesn't just affect my mood, it affects my whole body (gotta love spontaneous aches and pains that make walking a total chore) 3. I forgot how hard social interaction was before 4. I forgot how much I tore into myself for any screw ups I made 5. I spend even more time in my head than usual. And it's a lot less fun than it usually is. 6. My eyebrows suffer 7. My Anxiety makes it hard to eat, then my stomach makes me feel sick, then my anxiety gets worse. Talk about negative cycles. 8. Fear is much more lingering 9. I'm so tired. 10. Anxiety is no joke man...

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I'm longing for a cuddle session but I'm tired of texting first. How childish am I? (Don't answer that)

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It sounds like there is someone having a temper tantrum in every house around me. I am not a fan.

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Cold showers are a godsend

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Guess who burnt the shit out of one tiny portion of my back, right on the spine making sleeping really sucky (and also backpacks)

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So we found the ocean a couple weeks ago but I was so busy having fun that I forgot about updating the Internet on my life.

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I just saw pitch perfect 2, so I'm almost (sorta) up to date with the pop culture

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It's totally fun when you realize that you're not really sure what you want to do with your life but you're pretty sure that you either want to become a chef or a doctor...

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Bears enjoy boating and other water recreational sports during the summer months. 

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Went for a walk after dinner in Tuesday and we saw a beaver!

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Guess who missed her flight and is now stuck in the airport for three hours!

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All I have left in my room are electronic devices and clothing I'm gonna be slightly sad to leave this apartment behind, but I'm really happy to be moving into our house in 10ish days!

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I am a lucky child for having my parents believe me and respect my decision to get help for my anxiety I am super lucky that I was able to talk to them and have them acknowledge m need for meds. I am luckier still that I live in Canada and my parents have a drug plan that allows me to get the drugs I need without costing a crazy amount. I’m really lucky, and sometimes I forget that.

I am one of the few girls that is able to take my meds without feeling even the slightest bit bad, and they really do help me, so I’m glad I am where I am.

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Good things that happened this week

1. Bought a chair 2. Finished half of my exams 3. Communal naps 4. Warmer weather 5. Gym time! 6. Booked my ticket back to YYT 7. GOT A JOB FOR THE SUMMER 8. On point meal hall breakfasts 9. My lovely roommates 10. Gina 11. Campus got quieter (cause so many people already done their damn exams) 12. Found my keys 13. No classes

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'I'll take botany, it'll be great' she thought... Oh how wrong she was...

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Finally getting nervous for my exam. Two hours of study time!

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Good things that have happened this week

1. My brother came to visit me!

2. Classes ended

3. I went to 2 whole parties and had a lot of fun

4. I had my first exam, and I’m pretty sure I passed

5. I finished botany lab