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Low-key back at cutting and drinking....

#depressed

giselleknowles7

inami-lee

This is so pure

414lilj-deactivated20170902

Depression really out here killing mfs, ya’ll stay strong man. Stay here with me.

jxvhxv

Needed

Summertime Sadness

This whole summer has been a complete mess for me. I've been grounded the entire summer and done nothing but be in the house, go to church, and softball tournaments. Yesterday my parents found out my boyfriend was over and my mom is trying to kick me out. I want to leave but I have no money and we have no family where I live so I'd have nowhere to go. I actually tried to hang myself earlier but there was nowhere high enough in our house. I contemplated cutting again but I ended up falling asleep holding the razor. I drank to fill my void but all it did was make me cry, talk to myself, and fall asleep. I just wish I could go away from everyone and everything because everyone hates me right now. I possibly lost my best friend and my boyfriend. I've lost myself. I hate myself with everything in me right now and I just don't know what to do anymore. I wanna run away but I'd miss my sister. Although I'm not much of a good big sister to her. All I do is set a bad example for her so what good am I to her? I wish I could go to therapy to talk to someone

#help #suicidal #self harm #depressed #fake happiness #fake smile #pretend everything is okay #summertime sadness

privatebarb

Nicki Minaj on Set of “All Eyes On You”

jxvhxv

Queen

nevillles

Why should you consider Serena Williams one of the **greatest **athletes of all time?

gradientlair

Incredible. ❤

2no1

How rich do you have to be to get nicki to perform at your bar mitzvah jw

tyleroakley

very ummm turnT

jxvhxv

I wanna know the thoughts of the boy holding her waist

privatebarb

jxvhxv

The Queen has Spoken

jadebrieanne

Serena Williams is arrogant?

Sheeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

You lucky she not me. I win that many times and I’m bringing my entire family on to the Wimbledon court to do the Wobble, The Electric Slide, The Cha Cha Slide, The Cupid Shuffle and we doing a Soul Train Line. We Crip Walking, Whipping, Nae Nae’ing, Butterfly’ing, Tootsie Roll, Charlie Brown’ing, Kid-N-Play’ing, I Put My Hand Up On Yo Hip, When I Dip, You Dip, We Dip’ing, A-Town Stomping, Chicago Two Stepping, Indy Dip’ing ALL DAY LONG.

And I might serve up some ribs on that Trophy. That’s what MY arrogance would look like if I was one of the, if not THE greatest athlete on Earth right now.

Serena Williams humbleness to win ratio is something you should respect. She deserves to show out on ALL of us.

ssstop-it-sunflowa

Omfg 😭😭😭😭😭😭

christel-thoughts

LISTEN. You would not be able to shut me up, especially with all the shit she has to deal with and the fact that losers make more than her.

beyonseh

me in 80 years

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Destin: “So, what do you think about Beyoncé?”

Grandmother: “Slay me! Queen!”

[Destin bursts out laughing]

jxvhxv

Long live the queen

bonitaapplebelle-deactivated201

“If you don’t want white people to call you the N word, then you shouldn’t say it yourself” Well I’ve seen many black people refer to themselves as king and queens and that hasn’t inspired white people to start referring to us as that, so what is the truth?