what are you manifesting? + moodboard | pick-a-card
⟡ how to pick a pile: take a deep breathe, and pick the pile that you feel the most drawn to; you are welcome to choose more than one pile
this is a timeless, collective reading. tarot should be used as introspective tool for guidance not as pure fact, allow yourself to take what resonates only
pile one
three of swords, the high priestess, eight of cups, ten of wands, justice, & the world
Hello my angels, welcome to your pile one ♡ Before we start with the reading. I have to be honest there is some heaviness to this pile. But, don’t be scared, just know what you are manifesting is whole different life from the one you have lived up to now.
I feel a sense of overwhelming intensity in this pile, it’s like a solar eclipse. It’s full of transformation energy just flowing. Some would describe you as someone who never stays the same. You are like night and day. Someone who is constantly evolving, growing, and learning.
Like how during a solar eclipse the moon veils over the sun, you have struggled through some dark times. Moments where you felt numbed by the pain, lost, and silenced. You carried burdens that weren’t yours, had people use and betray you with their words and actions.
You have come a long way pile one, give yourself some grace. You gained immense strength and resilience from what you have gone through. And, I am here to tell you, it will get better.
As you grow to release the past and embrace your true self, you step closer to your manifestation. This is about purging the old identity and breaking out of the metal cage that once had kept you locked.
I see many of you going inward, doing deep inner work, spending time alone in your thoughts, and reflecting. When you learn to trust your inner world and self more, you come to realize that it’s not desire that is important but you.
This next chapter of your life you are manifesting full freedom. Freedom from the past. Freedom from repeating cycles. Freedom from being weighed down.
You’re not just manifesting a better life, you’re manifesting a completely new self.
𑣲⋆｡˚ Thank you so much pile one for tuning into your reading! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
pile two
page of wands, six of wands, king of swords, the lovers, knight of cups & the devil
Hello my angels, welcome to your pile two ♡ theres this rush of excitement I feel in my chest.
You’re embodying this irresistible, confident energy that is playful and flirty that says “I am chosen.” Perhaps, you are new to the concept of manifestation, or if not, I am seeing someone who is looking for a bit of an adventure. You could be going out more and trying new things during this time.
Even if you feel more introverted, I am noticing a lot of people being magnetized to your energy. You’re like a beacon of light. Many find you mesmerizing, in the sense that you are authentic. Some of you are really funny too, you say something and it just instantly lightens the mood of the room.
I believe a part of what you are manifesting my pile twos is being seen and recognized through love. I just feel this is about someone who use to be more closed off and then changed how they want to be perceived. As open as you are to connecting with others and experiencing new things, you are decisive about who you let in. I am hearing strong boundaries and expectations. Many of you could relate to the saying “treat others how you want to be treated.”
Also, do some of you have a crush? Or manifesting love? Because earlier, I felt this light rush in my chest and now I am picking up on someone specific. I see someone who is cool headed, ambitious, witty, and incredibly kind. If we are talking physical traits based on what I see in the cards, they could have long or short brown hair, blue eyes, and a well built body. Someone who takes care of their appearance and dresses nice. They think before they speak, but when they do—they’re so smooth with their words.
But, I do have to address the devil in the room. There’s an undeniable intensity to this connection, one that feels passionate and potent. At the same time, this energy is about you staying grounded in your worth. You are not losing yourself in this connection. You are being invited to experience the depth of love you desire while holding your standards and boundaries.
𑣲⋆｡˚ Thank you so much pile two for tuning into your reading! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
pile three
six of wands, seven of cups, queen of wands rx., nine of swords rx., & ace of wands
Hello my angels, welcome to your pile three ♡ i am feeling very vibrant and imaginative with this pile. There is something so calming about your energy. I feel this sense of warmth. Your potential is very bright pile three. I see someone who is full of ideas and thoughts and loves to daydream. Some of you may really enjoy visualizing, listening to subliminals, or even writing.
For my pile threes, I feel like you are manifesting a life where you are truly seen and recognized for who you are. There is a strong desire here to step into the spotlight in some form. Whether that’s creatively, socially, or even on a larger scale. I am thinking content creation, fashion/beauty, acting/performing, songwriting, storytelling, or creating art that is personal and speaks to the collective. Theres this energy where you are meant to share something meaningful out into the world.
And, the possibilities are endless for you, but at times you may question yourself or feel unsure about fully owning this version of you. I see someone who has one foot out the door and the other inside. It’s almost like you can see the potential, but are still learning to believe it’s meant for you. Thats where I can see the daydreaming clouding the clarity too. You have a lot that you want to do, but struggle sticking to one idea. It’s like a computer with many tabs open. You may relate to the feeling of often being overwhelmed by your mind.
The beautiful part of this, is that I see you shedding that doubt and indecision, and stepping into a new version of yourself where your confidence and passion lead the way. People will drawn to what you share and say because you have that spark in you that is unique. It doesn’t matter if what you want to do has been done before. People will gravitate towards you because your work has your soul in it.
𑣲⋆｡˚ Thank you so much pile three for tuning into your reading! 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
₊˚⊹♡ hello angels,, how are you all doing? i am back with another pac! this one honestly took me a little longer than expected, but i took my time with the messages…as always thank you for all the love and support…
i’ll be back with more messages for you soon ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖
❀ ⋆.˚ Q: which pile did you resonate with? I’d love to hear your thoughts ˚⟡˖ ࣪
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Every sign has an opposite! I've been reflecting on what the similarities and contrasts are, so let's get into it!
Aries & Libra: Love and War
Love and War. Both of these signs are noble in a way. Aries is the Emperor in Tarot and Libra is Justice. Both these signs assume their own thrones and wield their own iron gloves. But for what cause?
Aries is self-concerned. Libra is about the other. Aries is domination. Libra is resolution. The sword falls to cut off the head of the enemy, or to defend a nation. The gavel falls to swing the guillotine, or set someone free. All that differs is the delivery.
Passion is present in both of these signs. Big hearts and curious minds, ready to experience and see and feel and connect. It is just the tendency for Libra to be all too caught up in those it finds itself surrounded with. Too concerned with the give and take. And the opposite holds true. Be sure your justice is not dealt with a cruel hand, or your words do not divide or manipulate. Be aware of yourself and your mind!
And Aries, you take and take and take. It can't be all about you. Not all the time. The opposite holds true. You are not everyone's hero. Save yourself from time to time. Both sides of the spectrum end the same way. You alone, and alone you can only go so far. With another, or a couple, or three, you can go the distance. And you deserve to, Aries!
Taurus & Scorpio: Yours, Mine, Ours
Detachment and attachment. Taurus and Scorpio are possessive and attracted to the material. Both are keepers and holders. Taurus within the earth, Scorpio within the depths. Both must embrace their transformations, both fall prey to stagnancy and routine.
Persephone must visit the underworld for half the year. Both signs need to understand their dark side in order to find true inner stability.
It's deeper than you think. Meaningful. Under the watchful eyes of these signs, nothing can ever slip past. Scorpio, tame the Martian ambition with the grace of Venus. Taurus, let your passion be seen and heard with the aid of Mars. Self-obliteration is in season.
Gemini & Sagittarius: Published Authors
Sagittarius is the big picture, Gemini, the details. Both have a message. There is a stirring in the mind and sparkle in the eye. Curious, hungry, expansive. They crave knowledge and learning.
It is Sagittarius who confers this knowledge into wisdom, while Gemini alchemizes the knowledge into information.
But Sagittarius is quick to get on their high horse and think themselves above the rest. It is the nature of Jupiter, concerned with morals and ethics and laws that they become dogmatic and rigid. They cannot be like Gemini, eyes and ears amongst the people passing secrets left and right and learning from those that live and breathe amongst them. Yes, Sagittarius, sometimes you live in an ivory tower and refuse to come down. Gemini will hit you with the facts, the numbers, the reality. Much like Virgo and Pisces.
On the other hand, Gemini is likely to get too caught in the details. To the point where it becomes much like it's element, slipping between your fingers with nothing to really hold onto. There is value in living and not just thinking Gemini. In grounding yourself in the world around you. It just might help you see the bigger picture.
I'll save the last three for a second post! Stay tuned.
What is blooming for you this April? (PICK A CARD)
Take a deep breath. Focus on the question posed above. Breathe out. Once you feel ready, pick the pile that calls to you.
PILE 1
The Hierophant, Nine of Wands, Seven of Pentacles, King of Swords (all upright)
It feels like clarity has come to this pile. You know what work must be done and where you must apply yourself. You could be re-enrolling in a class or beginning your studies somewhere. I won’t lie, I feel like this pile is working hard on something. Some sort of project or assignment.
You’re not letting it get to you, though. What’s blooming is your work ethic. It feels like you’ve found something meaningful to apply your energy towards. Little by little every day, you get closer and closer to the vision you have for your life.
Should you feel discouraged, or burnt out, return to what works. The Hierophant speaks to a level of simplicity or tradition needed. If there are practices or methods that give you a sense of peace and stability, nurture that. This could be spirituality, or even something simple like exercise. Don't neglect your physical body.
I see a gardener, watching and waiting for their plants to bloom. It’s the identity of the gardener that might feel new to you, Pile 1. Again, you are willing to wait and you understand the power in patience.
If before your efforts felt scattered or pointless, that is falling away this April. Charge forward and trust yourself and divine timing. The universe sees your work, Pile 1.
many blessings to you!!!
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PILE 2
Five of Swords (R), Three of Swords, Two of Pentacles, Six of Swords
The only one who can change your circumstances is you. Similar to pile 1, there’s a change in perspective. Though this is less about work or material success and more about leaving the past behind.
If you’ve felt jaded, unenthusiastic, or depressed by your circumstances, I sense this may turn around for you this month. You might be reluctant to change, but you must. You get to be a part of your own joy. You can to play a role in your own happiness. You don’t have to, but you have the power and you always have.
Don’t worry about how it looks. With repetition and dedication, baby steps become dancer’s strides. Moving out of an energy of stagnation and sadness requires movement. It doesn’t have to be all of a sudden, but little by little. It seems you get your groove back and find rhythms to life that work for you.
Maybe you return to a job that you really enjoy or you find a hobby that gives you a bit of wind beneath your wings.
Balance, that’s the word. Where before we started uneven (5 of swords), we end with a sense of stability. The transformation begins subtlety and from within, and understanding that life doesn’t have to look like this and whatever tragedy befalls you does not have to define you. Let yourself bloom, Pile 2. Messy and ungraceful as it may be, the beauty is in the messiness.
many blessings to you!!!
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PILE 3
The Hermit (R), Four of Pentacles, The High Priestess, Eight of Swords (R)
I'm hearing I'm Coming Out by Diana Ross? LOL. It feels like what's blooming for you is self expression. I feel like you want to be heard and seen Pile 3. You want to open up. You don't want to keep it all in anymore.
You've felt this way for some time, and the winter could've been hard for you. It's hard on me too. It feels like the whole world is inaccessible and the quiet nights can quickly become introspective and depressing! But I get the sense that something is turning around in April. A chance for you to free yourself from isolation and loneliness. To be on the stage once more.
I feel a carefree energy, like a child who wants to show off to their parent. I don't know if you are the shy type, Pile 3, but it seems regardless you are ready for the world to see you.
Again, I think there's been some realization that's occurred recently with the High Priestess and Hermit showing up. You could've been forced to be with yourself and it's given you a chance to reflect on some toxic habits you may have regarding independence, relationships, and attachments. Maybe you've sought professional help? In any case, I think the time you've spent alone has benefitted you and given you an understanding of yourself that'll make it easier now for you to be in relationship with others without getting absorbed or pulled into patterns that don't serve your highest good.
So get out there! Do something that scares you! Be with people who make you feel seen for who you are. You deserve it!
I wish you luck and great fun in your endeavors!!!
Like the picture I chose? For some reason it felt right!
This is for Gemini, Aquarius, and Libra <3
Cards Pulled: The Hermit (R), Four of Pentacles, Six of Pentacles
Keyphrases:
Book that doctor's appointment
Getting grounded
A little bit every day
Coming out of hiding
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Ritual
Manifestation
Advice:
It feels like you're coming out of hiding. There's something you're trying to pump energy into or get off the ground. An idea that's been sitting in your head or your heart for some time. Making it real is what's most important now.
I do sense some chaos. Maybe find someone to speak to about your problems? A therapist or a psychiatrist? It feels like there's a great deal of mental activity. Any way you can organize whatever is going on in your mind or mental realm may be beneficial for you this week. Lists, charts, etc. It feels like the give and take of your life needs to be restored. Balance will benefit you best now. Try not to live in extremes...take things day by day, bite by bite. Get grounded in what's possible and make sure you are properly supported in your endeavors.
Cards Pulled: The Hierophant, The Sun, Five of Wands & Two of Wands (y'all got 4!)
Keywords:
Heart of the Matter
Joy comes first
You don't belong in my future
Restored ambition
Back to basics
End of a long night
Clarity of Purpose
Advice:
Something in me is very excited by your reading. Are you rediscovering something important to you? A hobby? An old friend? An activity? It feels like where there was conflict, you are now given insight into the truth behind it. From chaos comes clarity.
Take the time to think about where you're going and who really belongs in your life. There is clarity available for you to define the next steps you'd like to take, but it will come with sacrifices. I don't see this being very difficult for you (though not all will feel this way). It feels like something has brought your fire back. You have something to share with the world and that's more important right now. Hone that, build your life around that. The rest will follow.
Cards Pulled: Seven of Cups, Hanged Man, Ace of Cups
Keywords:
Emotional revelations
No more, no longer
Bound, chained, freed
Let it FLO
Awakening
Clogged rivers
Silence
Asylum
Temptation
Advice:
This week could see you being pulled in a multitude of different directions. It feels like a lot of it is distracting you. You need a clean break this week. Try to get away and clear your mind. Rest your spirit. Whatever storms you are caught in will be eased by some distance between you and whatever is going on.
Meditation and other spiritual practices are of benefit to you now. Talking things out with someone you trust. Something must be purified by being expressed, confronted, and released. If there is tension building, I feel this week gives you the chance to ease it and let something go.
Cards Pulled: King of Swords, Five of Cups, Two of Pentacles (R)
Key Phrases:
Reversing circumstances
Getting clear
Cutting & removing excess
Dancing
Vision
Precision
Grief
Advice for this Week:
Be cautious and disciplined with your time. Try to focus your energy not on what has gone wrong, but on what you're building and what you're cultivating. This could be a good week to wrap up old projects or tie up loose knots. But it could very easily be a week that sees you dwelling on past upsets. Such rumination could throw off your balance.
If you need a new routine or to switch things up a bit, do it. Some experimentation with how you balance the demands of your life will bear fruit. Update your systems and don't forget to look at the bigger picture!
I'm honestly not sure if this is the fourth installment (LOL), but here we go!
So I heard a story from my friend who's currently a teacher at a school. They have a Capricorn student who is currently hyperfixated on drawing pictures of anime characters from tutorials on the internet and it's such a perfect example of how capricorn energy might manifest:
The motivation is partially the approval he's getting from producing that thing. To me, that feels very material. Capricorn's ambition can stem from reputation and social currency. Being noticed. Getting the spotlight. These things can really motivate the Capricorn, ESPECIALLY if it's through hard work/effort. But they'll want to get better. They just have a desire. That's really the Cardinality of Capricorn.
As an Aries, I just love Leo energy. I don't know, I like the experience of a fire/fire combo. You find ways to feed each other. Not ALWAYS a good thing. Too much fire and you just get burnt. But when it's good it's GREAT.
I think Pluto in Sagittarius generation have broken a lot of barriers through their "cancel culture" attitude. Very sensitive to bullshit (Sagittarius) and willing to expose outdated beliefs and completely go against it. Pluto in Scorpio generation may have been more sensitive to traumas and addictions and learned how to transmute that into power or change. Pluto in Sagittarius invites an outspoken and rebellious energy towards old patterns. Very much giving "fuck it".
Sun in the 11th House can lead to difficult circumstances around children. It directly aspects the 5th House and Sun is hot and dry. It's lowkey a malefic honestly. Sun in that opposition is going to create some conflict between these two areas of life. I have a friend with Sun in the 11th who had a child very early in life, before they could plan and prepare. But because the Sun was in Cancer, it seems that support came through the familial network to support the opposition.
Sun in the 11th House would also indicate someone who is likely an older sibling since 11H is the house of elder siblings and Sun indicates authority. (You are the sibling with authority)
Welcome to one of the last installments Other Glyphs - Symbols.
These are other symbols that you will need to be aware of when looking through astrology, and I have quite a few of them spread throughout this site already. So I will walk you through one by one, and explain what they mean, and why they appear that way.
The Elements
Fire
The symbol of fire. Funnily enough this is also the symbol for legitimate fires too. The reason why the symbol for fire is an upwards pointing triangle, helps to show the elements desire for growth, to climb, and to be bold. It shows the fire signs spirit, and need to go big or go home.
Water
An upside down triangle. Water has the quality to want to stay grounded. Rain falls from the sky, the ocean delves to the deepest depths of the world. Water follows that mentality. It's true desire is to float below it all, and the upside down triangle helps to communicate that.
Air
A triangle with a line through its peak. Like fire, there is a desire to want to grow, and ascend- but the line through it communicates that it is too much like water to do so. It keeps the air signs on the ground, and communicates their focus for communication, and desire for social contact.
Earth
An upside down triangle with a line through its peak. This shows Earth desire to be rooted, and connected to the ground- to people, however the line through it represent that it has too much of a fire aspect to fully commit. They want better things for themselves that stops their full descent.
The Modalities
In all my years of research. I have not found one single source that actually explains these glyphs. Not one. Not in any of the books i've read, not on any website- nothing. Nada.
So what you are about to read is my full personal interpretation based on what I do know.
Cardinal
As you can see it's an open triangle facing up with a dot in where the center line would be. This is similar to the element of fire which works with this modality. Fire is the symbol of drive, and passion. Cardinal signs are the start of each season, and they drive the beginning of those seasons forward. They are the trendsetters, the starters, the ambition. I suppose the dot in the center represents the spirit within the sign. Showing that the spirit is moving up and out, showing the desire and passion that these signs tend to carry.
Fixed
A full square with a line through the center. Fixed signs are some of the most stable and reliable of the zodiac. They don't change their opinions easily. So to have the spirit fully contained as a line, shows their unwillingness for change. The shape is closed, showing their resistance to changing their minds once they're set. Fixed signs are strong in their beliefs and motives, and I think the square here communicates that idea well.
Mutable
Finally, we have our mutable signs. The ending of the seasons. These signs are open to change, and have more of a go with the flow mentality. So to have a half-sphere with the circle of spirit below it helps to communicate their willingness for change. However, one of the key components of these signs in particular is that they are more prone to nervous energy, and can even fear that change if in an unhealthy mindset. So to show the circle of spirit as restricted- not fully closed off- helps to communicate that idea that in the end, while they may need to be ready for change, they might not be fully accepting of it.
Other Planets and Placements
There are other planets and placements that I decided not to get fully into in some of my mainstream lesson, as they aren't tracked widely, and they rarely change from person to person, however.
I know some people are curious about them, and dependent on different aspects it can help to shape a person's personality, so I will outline those symbols here and write about them all another time, when main series start finishing up so to speak. For now I'm going to focus on the main ones, and further expand if someone were to request it.
Asteroids, Comets, & Dwarf Planets
Chiron
With Chiron, you have a broken cross of matter, and an arrow of ambition of the circle of vitality. Chiron as a planetary object (comet), when placed with the right sun or moon combination (conjunct), can indicate someone who is a healer. With the arrow of ambition being pointed at the broken cross, it can show that their ambitions are above the materials of the world, and that they strive for helping others through their own need, and not because of what it could bring them financially. They want to help, and that's that.
Ceres
Ceres shows us a scythe, with a crescent and the cross of matter through it. This dwarf planet takes on the aspect of a feminine healer, versus Chiron. It's associated with childbearing and fertility. So not only are you reaping your fruits, but you are bringing life into the material plane, and helping to fully realize it.
Pallas (Athena)
Pallas takes on the shape of the spear, which is in direct agreement with its namesake, Athena the Goddess of Wisdom and War. It can be described as a circle of vitality over the cross of matter (like Venus), however- this is done with the arrows that are present in Mars (signifying aggressive nature). Like both of those planetary aspects, someone with a prominent Pallas may be more argumentative, have social awareness, and be gifted in the arts. based on where strong aspects are to Pallas it might show where you spark the most enjoyment in learning and craft.
Vesta
Vesta's symbol depicts her alter. Vesta in mythos was the goddess of the hearth. She like Virgo is virginal and the sign itself looks into transcendence of the self past sex. When looking at the glyph itself one of the things that I see is the arrow of ambition that is noted in the sign Scorpio, along with the curves of the flame that are representative of not only the moon but in the glyph of Virgo. This can indicate desires of the mind above the desires of the flesh.
Juno
Juno is an asteroid that dictates marriage, and that's in large part to her mythos. The symbol itself resembles a scepter, breaking it down it almost looks like the circle of vitality made out of arrows over the cross of matter. This can indicate a need for looking with and bringing that to the material plane.
Lilith
There are different types of Lilith in astrology. Yet, they all carry the same symbol, and have similar messages. Lilith looks at the darker part of our desires, deep secrets that we don't recognize ourselves. You can see the crescent and cross in the symbol speaking to the internal desires that we wish to make material.
Important Points
North and South Node
The north and south node are mirror opposites of each other. The North Node recognizes what a person is destined for, what they will eventually grow into. Whereas the Southern Node dictates what that person needs to let go of. Looking at their symbols, the north node is a crescent faced up, and connected by two circles. This can symbolizers how the person will eventually grow into themselves. Whereas the opposite is true of the Southern node, showing how we can be weighed down by the mental aspects of life, and the need to let go.
Midheaven, Imum Coeli, and Descendant
These three are the other constants in someone's chart. The ascendant is how you are viewed from the get go- how you handle problems. The Midheaven (or Medium Coli) is the career path you may feel most comfortable taking on. The Imum Coeli relates to familial situations in growing up. Finally, the Descendant (versus the ascendant or rising), this is what you seek out in other people.
Wrap Up: Other Glyphs - Symbols
That's a wrap on the symbols for now. There's many different symbols associated with astrology, and they can be interpreted in many different ways. So when you look at these glyphs take it with a grain of salt, and take what resonates.
Stay groovy, and I'll catch you on the flip,
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Let’s chit chat an Jyestha-Sidereal Scorpio. Mercury Nakshatra contained in a Mars ruled rashi. The deity is Indra, their yoni is a male deer. Their symbol is an umbrella.
The following notes apply to people with their Sun, Moon, Ascendant or Atmakaraka planet in Jyestha. Honorable mention to Ketu in Jyestha natives as well.
➢ In terms of physical appearance, they naturally look like they are wearing eyeliner even if they aren’t. Both men and women. They have arched, high-set eyebrows that often extend past the outer corner of their eye.
➢ Jyestha women look good with a smokey eye look, dark eyeliner or kohl on their eyes. For many that’s their signature makeup look.
➢ Their physiognomy reminds me of a vampire. They look great in black. In jewel tones.
➢ They can be very slender and frail, the men especially tend to remind one of a skeleton. Gaunt cheeks, deep set eyes, skinny frame.
➢ Jyestha natives are almost impossible to deceive. They are scrutinizing, critical and intuitive.
➢ Their presence is silent but loud. You can’t help but notice them even if they are quiet. They have an aura that commands respect and also intimidates people around them.
➣ Jyestha natives tend to be extremely aware of how theyre perceived socially at all times. It’s not in a way where they care about people think of them, they just are hyper aware of their social standing. Jyestha celebs will gladly read negative comments, tweets, gossip about themselves just to know what people are saying.
➣ These natives thrive when it comes to competition and strategy. If one has children with Jyeshta placements it’s good to put them in sports, competitions etc. When their competitive energy isn’t channeled well it can be destructive.
➣ Jyesthas tend to be products of their environment, if their environment is harsh you’ll see the fierce, quarrelsome, aggressive parts of them manifest , but if it’s not harsh then you’ll see a more regulated version of them. But either way they have a dominant disposition no matter the circumstance their in.
➣ These people have a lot of energy. They’ll go to sleep late ,wake up early. They’re one to work a lot and have a solid daily routine. This is why they achieve so much bc they never really slow down. (Scorpio naturally have their 6th house in Aries)
➢ Jyestha women can be combative against other women. Especially in older age they can grow to be the “wicked witch” “bitter old hag” archetypes.
➢ They make good villains bc they know how dominant and powerful they are but don’t care if that makes them disliked. They don’t want to be liked, they want to win.
➢ They can’t stand when someone has a achieved something they haven’t. They will go out of their way to always be the top-dog and be the highest achieving person.
➢ Jyestha natives can be incredibly domineering. They don’t have a submissive nature. They can be superficially “submissive” but always have secret motive/agenda to be in the top spot.
➢ I notice that they aren’t very fond of most people in general, they’re not the type to be overly friendly or idolize someone. However I have seen that they favor Magha natives. To some extent Ashlesha as well. Like they’ll hate everyone except that one Magha/Ashlesha person. They have respect for them.
CARDS — 2 of cups, 3 of cups, page of cups, 6 of pentacles rx, the devil + knight of swords.
pile one you are a VERY giving person, soooo giving to the point that you can almost get lost in it. people take advantage of your kindness and generosity and use it as a way to control/manipulate you. i feel like your love holds no bounds (whether it be a romantic relationship or your friends) you treat the connection like it's divine. you treat connections with so much care, compassion, love and warmth. you pour so much of yourself into connections with your family, friends, etc. because you really value people in general. on the flip side, that’s also simultaneously draining you because people know the lengths you’re willing to go to keep them happy, to keep the connection going and to essentially keep the ball rolling in their court. not everyone has your best interest at heart — not everyone has the best intentions when it comes to your heart. i feel like people (especially lovers) try to hang things over your head by guilt tripping and/or gaslighting and love-bombing you; to keep you coming back & keep you on a chain. i don't think you get too caught up in the material aspect of things and what someone can necessarily do for you on a materialistic level, but more so you see things from a genuine + pure perspective in love. you give it so effortlessly — your cup overflows and you share that with other people. however, some of the people that you keep around you operate from a more materialistic/money-driven mindset so they don’t value the actual connection as much as you do. for them it boils down to what you do for them, what you can do for them and what YOUR energy attracts that makes them want to stay in your orbit.
i also picked up that these people put you in an energy of pursuit/chase so that you’re taken out of your natural energetic frequency. that page of cups energy: you're a very sensitive soul. you’re innocent at heart. you’re someone that emits pure love from the heart. people try to make you feel like you need to chase them – they make you feel like you need to do things to gain their love, trust and their attention when you actually don’t need to do that at all. this causes you mental distress, anxiety, doubt, confusion and pressures you to make hasty decisions and jump into situations that are ultimately not good for you and do not benefit you. your spirit guides want you to know that it’s okay to operate from that page of cups energy, and not feel guilt or shame for that! some of you that picked this pile might not have experienced a romantic commitment yet and/or haven’t experienced what you’re experiencing right now in terms of this constant flow of attention, friendships, romantic suitors, etc. it’s becoming a consistent flow in your life — a major theme. so it makes sense that this might feel new and foreign to you. however, your spirit guides want you to understand that it’s okay to not have all the answers and not know what you’re doing. 111 on the clock. it’s okay to lead with your heart. you are divinely protected, pile one. you DO NOT have to feel like you need to do anything for anyone’s approval or do things to keep anyone’s presence in your life, because if they want to be there for you, they will be for there for you — without a catch or without making you feel like you need to chase them. without dangling shining things in front of your face to make you come to them. people try to prey upon your innocence, but you’re so enriched in your own orbit that you’re protected in more ways than you even realize. you’re a dreamer at heart. very child-like, spiritual, psychic, an admirer of all things.
you see the beauty in the mundane and the extraordinary alike. this is why you create such rich, valuable and expansive experiences and connections. however, it also does boil down to being able to decipher which energies are operating on that same higher frequency as you are and that are contributing to your enlightenment and your growth vs the ones that try to drag you down and pull you into something you ultimately don’t want for yourself. it's about taking the time out to truly evaluate and reevaluate what exactly it is that YOU WANT in connection, and not letting fear or anxiety waver you. you don’t need to get too caught up in the games people try to play with you. continue operating on that frequency of communicating what it is that you desire like “hey i want this for myself/my soul” engage with more of the things that bring you joy and happiness. you don’t have to count yourself out or doubt the decisions and moves that you’re currently making. do not keep yourself in that state of mind where you feel like you need to make yourself small, be quiet or feel as though you don’t have the power/the energy/the presence to communicate what exactly it is that you want.
take the time out to keep your nervous system calm and really look at situations from a calm and centered standpoint, instead of the erratic whirlwind energy that people try to put you in. some people try to put you in a state of confusion and make you doubt what it is that you desire to keep a sense of control over you. ultimately, it just circles right back to the main point of coming back to yourself and being your own judge at the end of the day, because you have so much expansion coming into your life that you have to be able to decipher and sift through what it is that you truly want – because the abundance that awaits you is very jupiter-esque. it’s a lot and you could get lost in it if you’re not paying attention so don’t get lost in it, pile one. come down into yourself – come into self. put yourself in a peaceful environment if you have to…meditate, take a walk, etc. do whatever it is you need to do to ground you in your own inner stillness/inner guide so that you can really listen to what God and your spirit guides are trying to show and tell you in terms of the people and energies that you’re interacting with. the signs are there and you know it, but you try to overthink the answer that you already know is the TRUTH.
you might have prominent 7h/libra placements. i’m getting libra sun/jupiter/venus vibes. your spirit guides don’t want you to get caught up in that state of confusion that other people try to put you in – especially with the sag/jupiter energy that is either currently or about to enter your life. things could be happening very fast and you could be meeting and forming connections with people very quickly + traveling soon. you’re definitely meant to meet the right kind of people – you’re meant to connect with people on a higher level. however, this message keeps coming out loud and clear that you have to be very mindful of who you connect with and who you could potentially reconnect with. everything that glitters isn’t gold and just keep in mind that even when something might look very appealing or like it would make sense, doesn’t mean that it’s for you. you are going to find a genuine romantic partner that does check off a lot of your boxes – and it will make sense with them and it will look right but in the path towards that person it’s also about recognizing the difference of what is good for you on a soul level vs what others may perceive to be right for you from an external/societal standpoint if that makes sense? i.e. it could be the hottest person that presents themselves to you and you’re like ooooooo i want that and then you engage with them and you’re like oof wait…i actually don’t want that at all lol. you need to do some throat chakra remedies! EXPRESS, pile one.
you need to make it clear what you do and don’t want, because i feel like it gets lost in translation especially with the romantic partners you attract. these people can’t read your mind. they’re not connected to you on that HIGHER frequency - so that tells you right there that it may not be for you because they’re not in tune with where exactly you’re at in your spiritual journey, but you also have to be the one to explicitly say “hey this actually isn’t working for me…this is what i want” while also telling yourself that you don’t have to settle for this when you could have something better. if you don’t speak your truth to not only yourself but the ones you’re attracting, it’s going to put you in a state of regret. feeling like like you should’ve said this or you should’ve done that — to clear that fog of confusion you have to speak your truth. say exactly what it is that you want and not settle for people/situations that you feel are familiar. just because you’re familiar with someone or something doesn’t mean that it’s right/good for you. ultimately you know what the truth is, you know where you’re going and you know what suits you. don’t get too caught up in the blunder and mental chaos that not only other people but YOURSELF tries to inflict upon your psyche. CLEAR, CANCEL AND RELEASE the confusion from out of your life.
ADDITIONAL MESSAGES —
higher by tems, marilyn monroe, self sabotage, swati, love without tragedy by rihanna, burning blue by mariah the scientist, dhanistha, spread thin by mariah the scientist. you have a pattern of people pleasing tendencies when it comes to the connections around you (friends/family/lovers).
CARDS — 8 of pentacles, the hierophant, 4 of wands, 8 of swords, 4 of swords, the tower rx, 10 of cups, temperance.
pile two you need to stop over-compensating because you're more than qualified to genuinely be loved. time and time again you try to show up and try to morph into someone that's more digestible for people. it's almost like you downplay yourself in a sense. this also bleeds into the love you have for your craft/passions — it's very specific. you're beyond talented at what you do and you love the grind. you prefer quality over quantity. you don't need to have a lot of romantic connections or connections in general to feel fulfilled — in your opinion. at the end of the day, your guides want you to understand that everyone needs somebody when it's all said and done. not solely in a romantic relationship sense, more so that everyone needs someone to turn to and lean on in certain instances. your soul has felt so conditioned to keep powering through alone. you feel like you don't need people and that essentially you can do it all on you're own...there's some sort of hyper-independence here.
this is not to say that you can't do it on your own, but your spirit guides want you to understand that you can also ask for help. you can ask your spirit guides for help, you can ask the divine for help and you can ask for more. free of charge. you don't have to settle for less or water yourself down because you have the knowledge, power, connections and resources at your will more than you think you do to qualify for what it is that you want; the love that you want. to connect with the people and opportunities and the spaces that you want to be in. you have the power to access all of it, but you have to stop overcompensating and dimming yourself in a way that's ultimately working against you. you are a very hard-worker! to the point that it almost isolates you and deprives you from real love. it's like you feel trapped. i'm not certain if you know how to express your emotions fluently or if you know to express love in a "traditional" way. you might have an earth (capricorn, virgo, taurus) venus or prominent 6H placements. prominent gemini placement as well.
there's this strong energy of over-thinking, but in the mental chaos there's a method to your madness. love might not be conveyed in the ways that most people (especially romantic partners) would like because the way you give love might be unconventional or foreign to them. their needs vs yours. you have a very specific way that you want to be loved and i don't think you've fully experienced/felt it yet. you do know how to show up for people in the ways that they want, but it's just in a different way. if that makes sense? you might've felt like you've constantly hit a wall because of that...because essentially your watering down your own needs in the process of that. you're not truly being who you are in these romantic connections you attract, and that's why you're hitting a wall there.
you're not honoring who you are at the core because you're trying to play this traditional role, but you're really not that person. you're very unique. very one of one. it's hard for me to explain it, but you know what i'm talking about. you're very custom-made and not everybody can receive you because you're good by yourself and not a lot of people can stand on their own; but you can. i feel like that's where the fear and confusion comes in because because you start to feel isolated, lonely, misunderstood, outcasted and essentially pressured to be someone that you're not. people get it misconstrued with you. you might look one way but behind the physical appearance is something else. i'm being drawn to rohini (taurus) nakshatra. some of you might have a more conservative/traditional look to you where people put you in a box and think you're the ultimate marriage material/arm candy/trophy wife but whole time you're like um fuck being a trad!wife or "traditional" partner who stays home all day. you don't want that for yourself, you want to be an entrepreneur and build your own business and pave your own way. ardra (gemini) nakshatra energy. mad scientist vibes. you don't want anyone to take credit for the legacy and success you are cultivating for yourself because YOU made this happen from the ground up.
again, this is where you internally waver because you're not being seen for who you truly are and that's why the relationships you've been in didn't work out because you're resisting and they're resisting change. which is you...you're the change. you're not what they expected and that throws them off. even when you try to force it, its like you can't delay the inevitable. you can't avoid it because your true self is going to come out regardless — your soul is going to shine through no matter what. your guides want you to know that you will get to that place of finding someone that emotionally pours into you. someone that is not caught up in the physical/lust aspect when it comes to you. you don't fit into a box. your person/this love is going to feel so fulfilling on so many levels; i can't even fully put it into words. you might move somewhere else and/or move with this person but you need this. your soul needs this. it's like rejuvenation to your soul. you could marry this person and/or even have a family (if you want that) with them. ultimately this is what your soul needs because this is what it's felt deprived of. you've had your walls up subconsciously because you're not being who you authentically are in the relationships that you find yourself in.
you have very deep childhood wounds that stems from your family. that pressure of being someone that you're not was put upon you by your family. you could experience a lot of envy from family members for being who you are (some of you that picked this pile might be LGBTQ+) and for being the unique soul that you are. for being so good at what you do effortlessly. people perceive you in this way, but they don't even realize how hard you've worked to get to this point or how much you've put into being who it is that you are. sustaining what it is that you've created for yourself. their projections have made you feel insecure and very unsure of yourself and that's just an optical illusions to break you down. certain triggers from the external world are tactics to try to "humble" you and put you in an energy of doubt and lack so that you're not operating from your highest frequency/your soul. it's done to take you out of your essence and this is very...heavy. this is done in ways you haven't even fully recognized yet, but you're slowly starting to realize.
whoever you are — you can be your quirky self. you can be your silly self. you can be your imaginative self. you can be profound. you can be emotional. show that side of you because someone is going to come into your life and see you for who you truly are and love every imperfection and aspect of your soul. they're not going to fall in love with the facade that you've created in your mind, no. the image that you put on for the public does not resonate with them. your true authentic self is what they will fall in love with first. you or this person may have a pisces moon. yin and yang energy. this person is going to pour into you in ways you never knew you needed to be nourished in. you're learning how to not take on the burdens that people try to mentally inflict upon you. you don't have to accept that. you can be who you are at the core and still attract the things that you want.
ADDITIONAL MESSAGES —
check pile 1 if you also felt drawn to it, vibes don’t lie by leon thomas, get well soon by ariana grande, prominent gemini placements, hasta, teyana taylor vibe, art by tyla, jyeshtha, while we’re young by jhené aiko, heart chakra remedies, pretty little birds by sza ft. isaiah rashad, chart ruler in jupiter or in pisces sign.
CARDS — the sun, 10 of swords, the hermit, page of cups, page of wands, 8 of cups.
you carry such a bright light inside of you, pile 3. a sun-like aura surrounds you to the point people can't ignore it even if they tried. people can't help but be drawn to you. these people are almost vampiric in a sense that they need your warmth, vitality and presence in their life. they feel the difference in the room when you're there vs when you're not. you make a huge impact on peoples lives. i feel like people (especially romantic partners) try to take advantage of that —they can see and feel that you operate on this high frequency. it's like a drug to them. people around you try to take you out of that frequency/siphon your energy for themselves and try to use it against you because they know that you are a kind + radiant soul. no act, no gimmicks. these people try to backstab, betray and make an enemy out of you from a place of jealousy. you have the power to see through the veil and this evokes a lot of negative reactions/emotions from people.
it might wholeheartedly astonish you, but this seriously causes people to operate on a lower vibration to try to knock you off your "high horse" is what i'm picking up. they try to exhaust you, break you down and bring you down to their level but you refuse. even if in the moment you do feel hurt, angry, embarrassed or disrespected, you still come back to yourself. do not allow others to think that have the power to take your out of your body — out of your natural essence. you need to acknowledge when too much is too much. you have to learn how to not over-give and how to keep some things to yourself and for yourself, because you operate on such a sun-like frequency that nothing phases you. or at least that's how people perceive you, which then makes them feel like they need to knock you down a peg to make you feel something. sometimes this might work — sometimes people might take you to that place of feeling like "damn...okay" and make you retreat inwards and dim your light.
however, i feel like you have a sanctuary within your own soul. even when people trigger you like that, you still look at it from an optimistic perspective like "how can i grow from this? how can i transmute this energy?" it's interesting because you don't even really make it so much about the person. you still give them grace/the benefit of the doubt. instead, you turn to yourself to make sure that you're not falling into that trap of negativity that they want you to get caught up in. you might feel bothered by it momentarily — but you're very solution based in a way that honors your feelings and then you pivot. you're very reflective and introspective. you may have prominent 1H/aries/mars placements in your chart. even in the face of adversity, you're always resilient.
you have a very youthful energy that triggers a lot of people. you understand that a lot of people do not have the luxury of walking around on cloud 9 and looking at life from an optimistic point of view. a lot of people in the external world operate from a lower vibration, and you don't so when it comes to love you have to be able to wield your own power and not put it in the hands of someone else. there's nothing wrong with instilling boundaries and letting people know that they cannot just trample upon your emotional boundaries. you have to communicate what exactly it is that you feel instead of being passive or avoidant. you might be very good at ghosting or abruptly walking away, you'd rather do that than face the emotional aspect of it head on. i know that it's easier to retreat inward and deal with it internally (it's good that you can even do this because many don't) but if you don't say things out loud people (especially romantically) will try to overstep and not respect you or your emotions.
if something doesn't sit right with you — say it. everyone has a limit. you need to allow yourself to tell people what doesn't align with you. you like to deal with things in your own way which is fine, but it doesn't always leave things settled. once you say what you mean and mean what you say then — BOOM — it's settled you can walk away peacefully. however, when you don't fully close those cycles out, then you're going to go through a loop of repetition. like "why do people keep doing this to me?" or "why do people keep saying this to me?" — that's because you're basically allowing that. the ball is in your court, pile 3. what you say...goes. your guides want you to know that you have the power to do this. you don't have to be passive aggressive, complacent or feel remorseful. life is coming from you, not at you. so you need to get more in touch with your emotions and start conveying them in a way that makes people realize that they can't play with you like that. you might be young or just getting into adulthood or you may just have child-like personality, that makes people not want to respect you or your boundaries but that's why you have to stop being so passive about it and advocate for yourself. you might not have fully experienced a romantic commitment yet, you may have had more fleeting crushes/flings, but in speaking your truth/your emotions you will start to see a change in who it is that you attract.
you take a very unbothered approach to conflict. you don't allow others to fully see how you truly feel. you're known to be a very happy and sweet person, to the point that people don't see you as a threat; which makes them think they can play with you. instead of rocking the boat you see the best in people even when you need to see the situation for what it truly is and subconsciously you're making a blockage for yourself. you don't fully trust people, so it's like you don't want them to think that you're vulnerable enough to give them the reaction that they want — that's what is hindering you. honestly, fuck other people's opinions but this isn't about that. this is about you being an inspiration to yourself. it's about you respecting yourself enough to speak your truth unapologetically. don't spare other people at the expanse of yourself. taurus/2H vibes. you have a very sexy, cool, calm energy about you that helps you finagle situations to your advantage. you might have a very active root/sacral chakra. don't be so passive. refine how you communicate your needs and boundaries. with that taurus energy, people might think they can be sexually crude towards you because of how you look.
i feel like you have some new romance coming in though - you could meet this person while you're traveling/at a museum/exhibit of some sort. somewhere with nice scenery. this is going to be a wish fulfillment. something that you've always wanted to do/experience on a romantic level. it's like a rom-com scene in a movie when you meet them. like you're unlocking a new storyline/chapter lol. you're moving towards this very soon, pile 3.
ADDITIONAL MESSAGES —
belong to you remix by sabrina claudio ft. 6lack, krittika, NYC, historical site.
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Oh, and since I have your attention: z-library (books and textbooks) and sci-hub (gatekept scientific journal articles.) I just ripped a textbook for class off z-library and snatched a required reading from sci-hub. Life is good and education should be accessible at every stage and station of life.
Sun in Revati: natives are gentle, nurturing and supportive. They are responsible for their loved ones, securing them. But they desire freedom inside. Dreams allow them to escape from this heavy, hammering reality. They are creative, artistic, idealistic, spiritual but they are good at every day life management too. When well nurtured, they can be good at mathematics and abstract thinking, hence they can become highly educated. They are independent and you can see them living abroad, climbing up the social ladder on their own. But they can also be hot tempered, stubborn and rigid in their religious practice.
Their health: their health is moderate. They need to be cautious of their food. They need plenty of minerals and vitamins, hence superfoods are recommended to them. They need to take good care of their teeth, as well as their feet.
Their principles: their principles are deeply intertwined with spirituality and faith. Dreams and contemplation usually bring them a lot of information and show them the way. There is a karma to complete and they should let go of situations and move on.
Their source of energy: the sea, the ocean, fish, seafood, art, dance, songs, music, imagination, spirituality, religion, superfoods, flowers, perfume, literature, spiritual poetry, animals, children, isolation, contemplation...
