hello! i'm ellipsis (you can call me e/psy). i give in-depth and detailed readings through cartomancy and clair-senses. i'm so so thankful for all of the love and support i've been given, your words mean everything to me !! read more about me here !
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at the end of the day, energy is fluid. my readings are also general. meaning not everything in said readings could be your energy. everything i say in my readings are not set in stone. always trust your own intuition first and to always practice discernment and critical thinking. my readings are not to replace any professional advice. any guidance included in my readings should ALWAYS be ran through your own evaluation and it is meant to be food for thought. you should never do something you yourself do not agree to.
my readings are ALWAYS for everyone and are ALWAYS queer-inclusive. gendered language is not something i do in my readings. (if i speak of feminine and masculine energies, that is in the spiritual sense and does not equal gender.)
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My beautiful Bunny, let me remind you of the enchanting charisma you possess through this reading. You bring so much magic into the world! To pick a pile donât overthink it; choose the one that draws you in the most while thinking about the readingâs intent. Only take what resonates!
Love, Matcha âĄ
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Your eyes look innocent but also full of wisdom. Your beauty is dreamy, itâs like youâre from another dimension, one where magic exists. Your energy is very pure and heroic. You have the charm of a princess or a prince, graceful and compassionate. Your bubbly personality makes you fun to have around, people around you are very grateful to have such pure energy in their life. Spending time with you is healing, itâs as if your simple presence makes lifeâs challenges feel so much lighter. You have this way of bringing people together that is unlike anyone else. Youâre the kind of person we only meet once in a lifetime. People from your past, present and future dream about you, your energy is so comfortable that it becomes addictive. People around you will cherish having met you even decades after losing contact because youâve had such a positive impact on their lives. Your admirers know that theyâre just one in plenty. Thereâs a before and after meeting you, your presence is life-changing. Your eyes are the most attractive thing about you, but itâs not just the way they look, itâs the way they make people feel. Thereâs so much depth in your stare. You make people feel vulnerable yet dignified. The way you hold yourself and move your body is magnetic. Itâs like youâre dancing. We canât help but follow you with our eyes.
10, 2, owl, mermaid
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Your energy is felt before you enter the room. The energy of a leader, a mentor, a wise soul. We canât help but be drawn to follow your guidance, to bow down to your excellence. The power you quietly exert on others feels warm and safe. Like being in the arms of a father figure. You seem connected to a higher power. Behind your back, people describe you as the âgoatâ or the âogâ. Powerful and successful people want to associate with you, your energy is attractive to strong characters, they feel like theyâve met their match. You have such an enticing charisma, even if you can initially come off as intimidating, we canât help but be drawn to you. Your contagious laugh lights up the hearts of anyone who hears it, even a simple passerby is impacted by your positive energy. People want to play and cuddle with you, you seem like the perfect friend and lover. Before meeting you, most people already heard great things about your character. Your peersâ spirit guides have orchestrated their meeting with you to push them in a generous and light energy. Once someone enters your life, you uplift them and give them newfound confidence. People who are going through stressful times are miraculously able to finally relax and have fun in your presence. You have a beautiful duality, your practical side and creative side is well balanced. Youâre grounded but flamboyant and free-spirited. Beneath all this beautiful energy hides the pain of a soul that canât help but extend its generosity to even the most dark-hearted ones. The spirit realm is thanking you for the love you share with the outcasts and misfits, this love will come back to you tenfold.
elephant, frida kahlo, lgbtq+, hibiscus, 333, taurus sun, leo moon
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Your energy is a drug, a psychedelic. As soon as youâve entered someoneâs life you suddenly feel like an integral part of it. When we look at you, we let go of our limiting beliefs, we find clarity in the depths of your eyes. With your spiritual knowledge, youâve helped many get over strong blockages. The way you see life is just different than others, youâre guided by spirit, and itâs felt from your celestial essence. People believe that whatever life throws at you, youâll always find a victorious way out. The way youâre vulnerable with yourself and others makes us confident to show you different parts of ourselves. Your charm encourages others to share themselves with you. Youâre someone unexpected, we never know whatâs your next move. You donât follow the status quo. Youâre a trendsetter, not a follower. The way you follow your heartâs guidance will ensure your success in life, your dedication to your authenticity is heartwarming and impressive. You attract stares everywhere you go from all kinds of people⌠And when we start to look at you, itâs hard to stop. Your aura is the most enticing and powerful when youâre dedicated to yourself when you work, work out, practice your hobbies and self-care. Youâre so beautiful, your playful grace is unique to you. When we think about you sometimes we say to ourselves âIf everybody was a little bit more like Bunny, the world would be a better placeâ.
bee, pisces moon, dryad, angel aura quartz, 1
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4 âË. đ¤
Bunny, you sway peopleâs hearts and forever mark their souls. Youâre majestic, magical, impactful. Your presence commands respect. You attract people toward you like a magnet. We canât help but be in awe of you, fascinated by your powerful aura. It seems like you donât go out often, but when you do, your appearance is cherished. We want to make you laugh, to see the joy sparkle in your eyes. You have that witty smile that tells us you know more than youâre sharing. You have the aura of a perfect summer day or a colourful autumn walk. Youâre always evolving, allowing life to teach you lessons, learning from everybody you meet, and everything you go through. Youâre someone pleasant, conversations with you are a delight. You connect with people from both genders, showing that you have a good feminine and masculine energy balance. You have a name or nickname people canât forget because itâs so iconic and suits you perfectly. When youâre brought up in a conversation, people feel proud to announce that they know you. People are motivated by you, youâre a positive leader. When you succeed, others do as well. Youâre someone courageous, and resilient. Even though you help others in their journey, youâve personally gone this far mainly by yourself. Youâre popular, Bunny, protect yourself. Some canât get enough of you and some envy you strongly. Youâre the it girl/boy.
111, 2, 4, unicorn, blue candle
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5 âšËË ęŠ
Bunny, how many lives have you lived? I respect your energy and your soulâs journey. Youâre a pro at transmuting energy. Every hardship youâve gone through made you stronger, smarter, and more spiritual. Youâre a master at introspection and your life goal is self-development. Most people wonât even get the chance to meet someone has high vibrational as you. Youâve gone through so much to get where you are, and Iâm not just talking about this current lifetime. Bunny, no matter whatâs your current situation just know youâre a legend. If your outside world doesnât show it right now, itâll at some point. You change people, every time you see them, you shift their perspective. I expect fellow tarot readers to pick this pile, as you have in you the gift of divination. Your peers feel it. You have a profound soul. Meeting you makes us reconnect with our inner child, it's something about your own childlike wonder. You have an innocent spirit that profoundly touches the ones who get to know you. Youâre so sweet, you have a very cute appearance and people wish to be your partner. They fantasize about holding your hand and walking in the park⌠You might be in a lot of peopleâs dreams. Youâre cherished and loved. The ones that admire you the most are in the spirit world. In the material plane, people get jealous and might compete with you secretly because you inspire people to be better and do better. However, most people donât have malicious intent and just admire you so much. The phoenix appeared twice from two different decks by the way!
0, 2222, 7, phoenix, tiger eye, carnelian
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What would we do without you, Bunny? Your love and light are soothing to our souls. Your face is also a blessing to our eyes! Youâre so pretty, youâre a muse. Your beautiful feminine energy appeals to creative minds. Your femininity pairs so well to your masculine side, they are balanced even though your masculine energy is more subtle. Not everybody knows how determined and courageous you are, even though itâs felt. Youâve developed a strong discipline, you donât let obstacles deter you from your goals. Itâs one of those things people learn by being the rare ones in your circle. Itâs a privilege for people to get to know you, you have the type of personality that leaves us always wanting more. Youâre the kind of friend people want to spend the whole day with because your presence is so healing. Youâre a good healthy influence on people. You have a beautiful voice and you speak of deep interesting topics. Itâs a clash with your appearance, to be honest, you seem so innocent that we wouldnât expect you to hold that amount of (esoteric) knowledge. It makes you even more enchanting to have those details about you that most wouldnât guess. Youâre someone who works hard and has a good set of values. Youâve gone through a lot and always remained kind and loving. Youâre not scared to try new things or you're scared but you do it anyway. Youâre a sunshine in peopleâs life and when youâre not there anymore, youâre dearly missed and remembered. Children love you because of how safe your aura makes them feel. Youâre a protector of those around you. You might be so protected by your spirit guides that everybody well-intentioned who comes in contact with you ends up being blessed by their protection as well.
1111, 222, 5, 9, beetle, fawn, roses
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decks used for this reading : animaux totems by Else Oreve & Pricilla Moore, mystical wisdom by Gaye Guthrie, art oracles by Katya Tylevich
đ¸đŁđđđ¤/ đđđŁđ¤ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - they like the chase (either being chased or doing the chasing). They also like someone that doesn't need them LOL. Like they want someone that can stand on their own, a leader (ugh I hate using the words "provider" and "alpha" because they are so overused, but I guess đ) Basically they want someone that has their shit together. Also if you have mars here you might like people with nice bodieesss (I see youuđ). Like toned arms, legs, maybe defined abs ya never knowww. Or someone with a STRONG first impression. Maybe prominent brows, striking eyes, defined cheekbones etc. (Kinda like how Kevin Gates was talking about Rihanna's forehead here đ). Like you might get swept up by "the heat of the moment". (even arguments or someone challenging you can be a turn on OOP).
đđđŚđŁđŚđ¤/đđđđŚđ¤ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - Girllll you like em thick, juicy and nice like a good 5 star meal. LMAO. But nah fr, people here like having something to grab and hold on to. They don't mind a lil bit of stomach. đŠ. They might also like lips, the area between the ear and shoulder (where your jugular vein is). Also they may be attracted to someone's voiceee. I have noticed that your heart literally busts (no pun intended) when someone is patient and understanding with your ass. Especially when someone feels grounded and SAFE to be around. Alsoooo sugardaddies and sugarmommies can be a thing here đ. You like someone that is financially independent, someone that knows how to court you properly. But SAFETY is a big thing here. Especially when someone provides the environment for you to be your true self đĽš(psst and freakyyyy - hol on, who said that đđ˝ââď¸đ¨)
đžđđđđđ/đđđŁđđŚđŁđŞ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - ohh you wanna get pregnant for funny đ LMAO. Alright back to the script. You do want a best friendddd. Someone you can laugh with for the absolute dumbest shit ever and that you guys could just go on road trips and forget about responsibilities, and just live in the moment. You want someone you can talk to about anything and everything, from "I'm going to the store" to "you can't believe what happened today". These people like texting, calling, just hearing about your dayđĽš. Alsoooo armsss, handsss, bicepsss could be a thing here. Maybe even well kept nails. Also lots of making out. They do like it when you can shut up their brain, and y'all just kiss. Maybe even laughing and giggling while making out like two teenagers in love. Regardless this means a mental connection is IMPORTANT here. You do want someone that is easy to talk to, (maybe even school them a little LOL). Also you might be into more youthful looking people.
âđđđđđŁ/đđ đ đ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - "m-mommy?". Alright Imma stop. But nah these people doooo like someone that they can feel like home with. Someone that once they come back from work, and the responsibilities of the day have been lifted from your shoulders, they can release a breath of relief. You want someone that is going to understand your hard work ethic, and why you work so hard and the legacy you want to leave behind. Maybe even someone that you can allow to hold you for a second so you can be vulnerable. Someone where you are allowed to feel. Now away a bit from the sappy shit (my cancer sun got carried away there), honestly you might be into a good chest. LOL. Either someone that has a broad back if you're into men, or a nice cleavage đ if you're into women. Also forming a family seems significant here, so either you like to get someone pregnant LMAO, or you like to build a family with just the two of you. Alsooo getaways near the water seem significant here. (maybe going to the port together, also skinny dipping LOL) Listen idk what y'all be doingg just be careful cuz y'all are a lil freakyyy.âđ˝
đđđ /đđŚđ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - ohh you like an ICON. These people do like someone with FLAIR, and someone with CONFIDENCE. Honestly someone that doesn't need to perform but all eyes are on them đ. They like someone that knows their worth and doesn't give a fuck about the others because they know they are the prize. Someone who is passionate, maybe even a little prideful because you like to be challenged a little. Someone that shines like the sun. Hair đđ˝ââď¸ could be very significant here, so you might actually like their hair, whether it is their colour, nuance or their texture. You also like someone that has a good stage presence, you might even want to be proud of your bae, like "mhm thas mine". (pstt maybe you like being claimed publically or you like when they aren't afraid to tell the world that y'all are together bc you wanna be mr/mrs nonchalantđ). Alsoooo you might like running your hands through their hairrrr, (maybe pulling it a lil toođ¤, alright lemme stop). But regardless you kinda wanna be seen as the "it-couple"
đđđŁđđ /đđđŁđđŚđŁđŞ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ- honestly, you kinda like them a lil strict bc yo lil ass wants to listen LOL. You might also like people that are hard to please, or whose attention you can't easily grab. You also loveeee being seeennnn in the details.â¨Like someone making you a cup of coffee, or asking about your day, or making sure you're okay melts your heart đĽš. Also someone that notices small things about you that others miss. Literally to be loved is to be SEEN. I have noticed that people with this like them a little more lean. Also someone that takes care of responsibilities, someone that is RELIABLE and DISCIPLINED and that gives you a shoulder to lean on, all could be HOT to you. (maybe even the office outfits, like shirts, glasses, or the schoolboy/girl look). The waist for some reason is something that grabs your attention, like it doesn't even matter if they're a little fluffy like if their waist is a lil curved omg đĽľ. Also HYGIENE. It's fine if you're messy but at least be CLEAN, because there IS a difference between messy and dirty.
đđđđŁđ/đđđđŚđ¤ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - (*sighs* here we go, my own natal placement) honestly girl you like someone that knows how to treat you like AN EQUAL. Like a real PARTNER. You also want reciprocity. Even if your personality is a little domineering (which helloo, us aries risings are plagued with that), you do want someone that you can have an understanding with. Someone that loves your fire and they aren't repulsed by it, but want to be near itâ¤ď¸âđĽ Someone that completes you but most importantly, loves you for YOU. You might also be into more romantic partners, someone that's up for nice dates, dressing up, like the whole courting process. Also someone that knows just how to flirt with youđ. You might be into bougie things too (my current ex had his venus in Libra in my 7th house, and we both loved the luxurious things in life, dressing up, going to nice dinners, buying gifts for each other). It's also important for you to be physically attracted to your partner. Also the booty area seems significant here. You might like someone with a dump truck LOL or the shapeee is beautiful, also nice skin.
đđđ đŁđĄđđ /âđđŚđĽđ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - You want to be swept off your feet. When you look at them you just want to feel something you've never felt before. A mix of "I want this" and "but it's wrong". If it's forbidden in a way or maybe a secret it kinda turns you on. Some people might want something dangerous as well but regardless you want to feel something. Eyes are very significant here. Intense eyes, and a strong aura and presence. Just this sense of "there is more under the surface", and you are curious to peel off the layers to see what's inside. Also dark hair, dark eyes, or even if they don't have those features their energy is just so intense and concentrated. You might be into people with strong magnetism and sex appeal. Also the types to pull a strong reaction from people including you. There is a sense of "I want to be transformed" but can I trust you enough. Acts of possessivness, or just "you're mine" could be very hotđĽ. Honestly you want someone that DOES NOT playyyy about youuu.psst, also someone that knows how to please you for however long you wantttt LOL (the same ex I mentioned also had his scorpio mars in my 7th house and holy shit that man was really something)
đđđđđĽđĽđđŁđđŚđ¤/đđŚđĄđđĽđđŁ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - you like someone whose freedom inspires you. (it might literally turn you on as well). Someone who is so free and so boundless by the world. Someone who leads with their own philosophy about life, and someone that you can learn from (could be literally too, some of my friends with this placement used to think professors were hot LOL). Also someone that has hedonistic viewpoints. Maybe even a big personality that they openly share with the world, and someone you can have a good laugh with, and go to adventures and take risks together. Speaking of risksđ, y'all don't care where y'all getting down LOL. Hips and thighs could be something that you noticeee, or you might be into someone with strong legs. Also someone that you can travel with (and make love in every city y'all go to đ¤). You could actually have a thing for foreigners too, or would love if your boo was culturally different fro you.
âđđĄđŁđđđ đŁđ/đđđĽđŚđŁđ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - you do like someone who is SOLID. "daddy issues?". đżlol jk, but regardless you want someone that will stay. That no matter the good days or bad days, will stick by you through thick and thin. You want someone that when you feel like you're falling apart they are holding you in their arms, no matter how broken you feel. Somewhere, where you have a place to land because you know this person has your back. You might think that discipline, structure and having your shit together is HOT lol. You also might be into people with good careers, or that are well established, or people that know where they are going in their life. You might also be into more older people, or much younger than you. They could also be tall and slim, or they have very defined cheekbones and angular features. Basically like Cancer 7th house you like the contrast softness/harshness. You might also be into height differences.đ
đ¸đ˘đŚđđŁđđŚđ¤/đđŁđđđŚđ¤ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - You like that one person that just seems different from the rest. The person that stands out unapologetically and they don't give a fuck. It's so exciting because they seem so unaffected by other people's attention. It's like they're living in their own world and the rest are passerbys while they are the main character of their story. You also like someone with their new age sense of humour. đŤ Someone that shares all their weird quirks, and their niche interests and hobbies with you but instead of that pulling you away it just pulls you closer because you are in love with how AUTHENTIC they are. The fact that they don't seem to take things to heart and they can joke about anything and everything, they can also joke about themselves and it doesn't seem weird because you are admiring just how unapologetically they are being themselves and how much they want to make other people laugh and smile. On a more spicier note, you like how experimental they are, and the fact that they don't mind trying anything even letting you take the leadddd if you know what I meannnđ.
âđđ¤đđđ¤/âđđĄđĽđŚđđ đđĽđ đđ đŚđ¤đ - you like someone you can observe đ. Someone whose inner world fascinates you, even if they seem to be dissociating half the time lol. This is def the person to think "who is that in the backkkk" đŤŁ. You like the more mysterious, and hard to figure out people. Honestly you might even like them unreachable somehow, like it is so hard to access them in a way. You might have a thing for people who aren't as overthinkers as you are but whose presence somehow calms you. Just being around them makes you feel like you're high and your mind can finally shut up for one second. Similar to Scorpio 7th housers, you might like the eyes. Even if they look all tough, when they have soft eyes it intrigues you. Because ultimately you love someone that has a story. Maybe even someone that has been through so much and seems like they have lived so many lives. Even artists, or someone that sends you a song because it reminded them of you, or them doing any creative art for you, melts your heart. Y'all might even like doing "extracurricular activities" together LOL, jk. On another note though you do like how someone movessss, also you do observe how in tune they are with their body, you might also peep how they dance or bop to a beat LOL. Also you might be into more "softer" features, even though they can be rough you still want a certain softness in them. (you might also like them flexibleeee, I know Imma put myself in time out đ, but before that, as a side info, you kinda might be into pleasing each otherrrrrrrr).
Guys I really had so much fun with this I hope you guys enjoyed it too. Sending y'all lots of loveee
For the longest time your own indecisiveness has been the thorn in your chest. You may have felt mentally immovable from your circumstances. The first shift comes from realising that there's unexplored territory ahead.
Your shift is a reinvention through identity and self-worth. Youâre shedding an older version of yourself that played small, stayed quiet, or shaped themselves around other peopleâs expectations. The energy here is elegance, confidence, attraction, and personal power. The word "refinement" popped up in my head. You are also moving away from the disposable or temporary and toward things that have lasting value and elegance.
You are becoming more selective with people, places as well as media. For some this can even be food. There will also be a shift in how you "speak" your truth.
You'll care less about proving yourself but put more emphasis on expressing yourself. Which in turn will shift your energy from being overlooked to actually commanding presence.
Previously you may have been more reactive or some of you may have suppressed your true emotions a lot but the connections you're about to make and build will be gentle ones, healing to the soul. So you wouldn't have to walk on egg shells feeling like you need to dim your light or dress a certain way so as to not stand out or fit in. There is emphasis on harmony and good friendships too. The same feeling we would get making friends as children. With a sense of innocence and not networking or status.
Timings: Coming 3 months
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You've felt that each time you begin something or whenever anything of value is offered to you there's some pain that follows. You hesitate in your happiness.
You've learnt your grief too well. But you are also tired of walking with it. At this point you've begin to wonder what has all of this done to that very essence and foundation of yours? Is your wisdom through pain and surviving all that you are? A lot of what you've been used to is crumbling. Falling down like a house of cards. Only this time, you couldn't be happier.
I see a lot of emotional depth and healing. A transformation from the inside out. Youâre not just changing externally but your emotional world, mindset, and inner stability are evolving too.
The attachments you let go of is making room for better connections, celebration and stability. You'll see whatever you have gratitude towards multiplying. You might feel inclined towards softer or lighter fabrics, shades of brown, white and dark green as well.
You will walk away, far away. An opportunity will come through, could be in the form of work, education, just ample money to travel etc. you don't need to worry about the bridge of incidences for this. You've been there for a lot of people, you have done your part, do your part in tending to yourself too. Something that involves you learning about what you love, how you express that love, romanticize your life for you instead of tending to the grieving bits constantly, build something out of that love. It's something you've craved to do anyway. Don't keep yourself from it.
Timings: 2 to 5 weeks from now.
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You've often felt that you want too much so you didn't voice your desires or simply added a filter to them so that they looked "achievable" or "practical" to you and others. This has kept you from shining bright for the longest time. It has likely affected your chest in someway as well. Heaviness or tightness or perhaps even anxiety that sinks to your stomach.
Your shift is the biggest one since you're stepping into a completely different life or timeline. The old version of you cannot come where youâre going because new opportunities, environments, and standards are opening whether you're ready or not. Your next step is simply deciding that this is your new reality now the same way you decide to wake up in the morning, brush your teeth and then make yourself breakfast. Do not overcomplicate things further. Because you only need to tell yourself change is happening as you read. The pacing is not yours to worry about.
The biggest thing you need to remember is that you're not forcing your way in anymore. You belong in this new space. Your power won't be aggressive ambition, it'll be quiet certainty and controlled power. A sense of magnetism that you are building up. You need to trust in yourself before full evidence appears to you.
It is highly likely you'll be entering unfamiliar environments, becoming more private and discerning but I still see visibility and recognition for you and you having the confidence to be in it. I sense that you've lived your life on trial and service mode for so long, it is actually your time to finally embody and be. That in itself will align everything for you. If you leave behind people and places with this new identity, don't overthink too much on it. Those who belong by your side will still be there.
I love this post because the replies are like "for anyone who doesn't know what nestle did, they benefited from [insert human rights violation here]" but nestle has done SO many fucked up things you get a different topic in every comment
Drained water from places suffering from drought for absolute pennies.
Made African mothers dependent on their milk formula, which they gave for free, until their milk dried up. Then they required them to purchase it, mothers could not afford it, mixed in too little to fulfill nutrient needs, and mixed it with polluted water. Children died.
Used slavery to produce their cocoa.
Pushed for water to be considered a âwantâ not a âneedâ and is at the forefront of arguments that water is not a human right.
Poisoned Chinese infants with melamine in their milk formula.
Demanded Ethiopia pay a debt owed to Nestle, during a FAMINE.
Price-fixed food items.
Contributed to deforestation for their cocoa farming.
The worst thing is, Nestle owns TONS of other brands, making it difficult to avoid for certain products.
as a reader, i'm always curious about how other creators on this app conduct their readings, so i thought i would talk about my own process and values myself!
⌠the heart behind the readings
as you may know, i am quite young. it's true that i have yet so much to experience and to learn. and i am always eager to. still, even throughout my teen years, i have had to go through a lot of hardships. it wasn't easy, nor fair. it still isn't. but i knew that to make the most out of my situations, i had to learn from them. as a teen, i spent a lot of time isolated. this is one of the reason i ended up with years and years of reflection. along with the fact that i belong in--multiple--marginalized communities.
all that is to say, i know how it feels to feel scared, confused, angry, hurt, burdened. even before i knew divination, i have always intensely empathized with people. without the tools i had now, i used my words instead. i wanted to provide comfort--words that people can come back to when they feel alone, or uplift them when they feel hopeless.
that's what i hope to provide with my readings. with my readings, i want people to be reminded that there are people who care (me, hi). truthfully, even then i'm never sure if i've truly made a difference in someone's life. that's why i genuinely am happy to hear everyone who have ever felt seen or comforted by my reading and really appreciate all the kind words i have gotten. they do mean a lot to me :)
⌠tools
for divination tools, i mainly use tarot and oracle for my readings. channeled messages come to me throughout readings, but i don't often use them individually nor do i have much control over the information that comes through. oftentimes i will get channels that i don't know the meaning of, but are of significance to people receiving the readings and that's always very fun to hear about!
for which decks specifically, i like to use all of the decks i own and rotate between all of them. sometimes i use a set of decks for all the piles in my readings, other times i use different decks for each pile depending on which i am called to the most! for tarot, i have definitely used cats rule the earth and rider waite smith for my readings a lot, and oracle i often use the prism oracle and the wild unknown!
⌠behind the scenes
i pick the pictures pretty randomly. i like to scroll down pinterest for inspiration and when i find one specific image, i try to track down other similar types of images for the remaining piles. i curate the three pictures to be similar enough to each other that it is easier to tune into your intuition.
as for the reading itself, i always start with cleansing. (i personally prefer sound cleansing myself.) i make sure to cleanse the tools i use, the area and myself. after that i meditate for sometime before speaking to my guides. then i start the reading.
i never pull too much cards for my readings. most my readings consist of 4 cards. 2 of tarot and oracle. (extra 2 by seeing the bottom of the decks.) i do this because i personally find that that is sufficient, because i can get a lot from those 6 cards. you could probably tell that if you've seen my readings! they can go very detailed and in-depth without me meaning to hehe- i have heavy clairempathy, so i am able to feel peopleâs energies intensely during readings.
PAC: You vs Them Love Connection Check-inâŁď¸- 4 Piles Tarot Reading
đ You, Them, the Dynamic and advice for you đ
Here is a romantic love themed pick a pile tarot reading focused on checking in on the relationship between you and the person on your mind. There a four parts: first and second part focus on the Current Energy/Thoughts/Feelings and Intentions of You and Them, part three focuses on the connecting dynamic between the two of you, and part four is some advice for you in this situation. It is possible that You and Them is flipped!
-> Focus on the person you have in mind, then select the picture that draws you in the most.
DISCLAIMER
Remember that this is a general reading meant for many different people and situations and it's possible not everything or even nothing at all fits. If something doesn't resonates or triggers you you are free to let it go. Don't ruin your sleep over a tumblr post and as always nothing is set in stone and you are free to do and think whatever you want in this world.
Reminder that I offer this reading as a private paid service if you want a more personalized reading :)
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PILE 1 đĽ
YOU
[Current Energy] For your current energy regarding the connection, you seem to be focused on making bold movements and bring changes to the situation. Perhaps there are things you realized about yourself and/or the connection, or you reached a point where the current state of things doesn't satisfy you anymore and you have this urgency to shake things up. There is also a sense of this connection activating the part of you that seeks the sweetness/the thrill of love and flirtation and this is pulling you towards your person quite hard. The issue with this is that you may not have any solid plan or even the mental and emotional ability to bring stability to the situation, like coming boldly towards your person without being able to bring commitment in the long run. Could be a bit immature and wearing rose-colored glass regarding the situation.
[Feelings] Your feelings are young and full of passion. You look up to your person with excitement and a burning desire to explore them inside and out. There is an aspect of wanting to appear confident, beautiful and strong even if it doesn't match what is inside. Seducing feels incredible with your person and you're enjoying those moments a lot because of the stimulation and excitement it provides on every level. Basically I don't think you know enough about your person to really have a rooted sense of love and appreciation, but the spark is there and very strong.
[Thoughts] Your thoughts are somewhat a bit more tainted by worry as there seem to be something you know has to be left behind in order to move towards this connection and you are reflecting on this intensely. This connection requires deep change, to put an end to something and for some of you that might be a chapter of your life, a part or a version of yourself or even another connection. At the moment I don't think this change has been implemented yet, it seems still in the phase of being thought about as a necessity, a question that is being thought of.
[Intentions] This kinda reflects on the feelings like you want to match this person ''status'' in the sense that you put them on a pedestal and you want to appear like you can match them (I'm not saying you aren't able to, but you defo feel like you aren't). Like fake it till you make it kind of thing. You want to appear confident, optimistic, fun to be around and in tune with yourself. But there is an aspect of you that is watching, judging and holding off slightly, like you are ready to put some distance if things don't go as you want them to go. It doesn't read as malevolent but slightly guarded and calculating.
THEM
[Current Energy] They are in a state of non action, and if there is communication it's very surface level and they aren't investing or unveiling much. It seems they are currently observing the connection in a new angle. Perhaps they came to a new realization about you or perhaps they learned something that made them think differently, so it's like they are flipping things in their head and trying to see things differently. So while that is happening and until they find a resolution to their questions, they hold off and observe you. Basically they are looking for truth regarding what is happening and what this connection is and there is a strong need to get to the bottom of it and not push things one way or another until it's figured out. Strong wait and see what you're gonna do to draw some conclusion about you.
[Feelings] There is a feeling of frustration and dissatisfaction about the state of the connection and this is emerging on top of their feelings. Right now it's like they are worn out and lacking trust in where all of this is going. I get the feeling that it wasn't always like this but recent changes made it this way. They feel reluctant to commit and invest further but again it's paired with the feeling of someone who is observing and holding off while waiting for progress on your side of things. So the feelings they have are quite, not exactly detached, I'd say more like wounded and feeling they might be in need of a way out, but also very contemplative. It seems quite hopeless and heavy, like someone thinking they don't have a choice in the matter but have to make it through without you.
[Thoughts] RIght now their thoughts are on channeling their energy into anything that brings them a sense of movement, like work, hobbies or personal endeavors. They refuse to stay stagnant and are trying to stay strong by staying busy. There is also an element that they don't want things to stay like they are with you forever, they want movement and they want change even if that means putting an end to the connection once and for all. Very determined and very individualistic in the sense that they are focusing on themselves and their needs, and what the future might bring if they put in the work.
[Intentions] Their intentions are to stay in control of their energy/emotions/thoughts while again the idea of contemplating their options is present. However it doesn't read as having any real options, it's more a fantasy about what the future could bring at this point, and they get kinda lost in their head with all the possibilities. It seems they don't want to close the door with you but they also certainly do not want to loose themselves in the process. It can appear as being a bit tricky in the sense that they are keeping their intentions to themselves so as not to reveal their next move and having the freedom and ability to do whatever they need to do in the moment. I'm also getting someone who tries to stay calm even though they kinda want to lash out and express their view of the situation. Makes sense they want to hold off (current energy) as it seems they are a bit lost in the sauce and pulled in different directions in their minds.
THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC
[Current Energy] It seems neither of you is getting what they want, there is a sense that a lot of needs are being unmet and feeling of intense lack. Like things could be so different but they aren't and there is pain here and feeling like something is broken or not working. There is also a dynamic of holding off actions and let it up to the other person but both of you are doing that and nothing is happening due to mutual sheer apathy. Things could be different, could have been different and it's like you both think that yet none is making a move at the moment (not saying this won't happen, this is just the state of things). Also waiting for life or something to happen that brings you together not seeing what could be done if you wanted to.
ADVICE FOR YOU
If you want things to move further with your connection, you need to bring a sense of stability and dedication to the dynamic. Yes showing up is great but love bombing and disappearing after isn't gonna make your connection trust you. You want a new chapter so you have to act like it and act in a different way than you did before. Have faith in yourself and your vision but back your feelings, thoughts and actions with stable commitment. Stability isn't made in one day but built times after times of effort and care. Slow and steady wins the race. Give and give from your heart with the sweetness of someone who is not afraid of being seen and felt. They look up to you just as much as you look up to them.
PILE 2 đŤ§
YOU
[Current Energy] You're currently seemingly quite frustrated at the situation with your person, choosing to hold your position and avoiding making any kind of move. Stagnation mixed with anxious waiting, hoping the person is going to reach out, make a move, clarify things and bring you what you are hoping for which is to things moving off ground. There is a fear of reaching out and facing rejection or silence, and a worry about the other's intentions and thoughts regarding you. Beneath all of this there is a real desire to move forward in the connection, but feeling like you can't or shouldn't at the present time because of the other person's actions or lack of it.
[Feelings] You are deeply reflecting on what this connection means for you and coming to the conclusion that this person is someone really special that has the potential to heal you and fulfill all your romantic needs, if things were corrected. There is a desire to passionately and adventurously go toward your person but you feel somewhat lower than them, less experienced and less confident. You put them on a pedestal a bit, and I mean it's not like you don't see their flaws but more like you shut them down and don't see them as important or relevant. You feel like this connection is worth hoping and waiting for and do not want to give up on it.
[Thoughts] Big over thinker vibes, there's probably hasn't been a single thing you haven't mulled over about this connection lmao You wonder whether you should move on but refusing to do so. Also you don't feel secure in your power to seduce and please your person, wondering if there's something wrong with you or the way you appear to them. wondering if they don't like you enough to move toward you and if that's the issue. Also you're wondering whether you should try to open your heart, be direct, vulnerable, and bold, and see where it goes or if you should just cut your losses and move on. Very worried energy,
[Intentions] For your intentions, it seems you want to remain in control of your feelings, your boundaries and your thoughts, to appear calm, collected, rational and in control. Right now it seems you intend on doing nothing and stay with you are. There is also an awareness of the cycles you are trapped in when it comes to relationships and wanting to break free from them as you don't want to put up with anyone's bullshit anymore. Perhaps also leaving the fate of this connection up for the universe and disengaging from it.
THEM
[Current Energy] Your person seems conflicted and is currently choosing silence and retreat to sort their thoughts. There is like a temptation to go towards you, but it registers as something that would feel dishonest or tricky, indicating a third party situation that you may or may not be aware of. They also see you as out of reach and higher than them from a status point of view. They might think you are closed off or that what they would bring wouldn't satisfy you, and they would rather avoid the whole thing than risking rejection or failure. They also seem to try to convince themselves that what they feel is not worth it in the sense that it is not that serious and not worth pursuing and as a result they cage in their heart even more. There is also something they feel guilty about and they are aware of the wrong they did, but for some reason they don't want to make it right (could be about you or the third party).
[Feelings] They worry they are not able to provide right for you, to be stable and committed and they are in contemplative mode about that, turning ideas about the future in their heads. They seem overwhelmed at the moment, struggling to juggle between their feelings who run deep, their ego who tells them to act a specific way that could be qualified as stubborn, and their life priorities such as work. It's like they feel like they don't have the time/emotional resources to take proper care of you so they feel like it's better not to act. There is also a massive blockage with changing the way they approach their feelings and emotional stability, which they are kinda refusing to learn to do at the moment preferring escapism in what they are used to rather that embracing the change.
[Thoughts] When it comes to what they are thinking, they are suppressing their feelings hard because they feel too much, overwhelming, impossible to control. They are wondering about the choice of choosing you which would lead to change the way their foundations are laid out and completely restructure their lives which they think would lead to pain. Again it's not that they don't feel enough but they don't feel like they can rise up to the task but they also have thoughts about chasing you that feel too much and too excessive for them and they don't want to act on them.
[Intentions] It shows in their intention as well as they want to move forward with you and see where things can go and are open at the thought of having something with you, but at the same time they are not ready to let go of old crumbling structures, not ready to make changes, not ready to take risks and terrified of what it could mean. Feels like wanting to avoid the inevitable. So like they want a new beginning but without making the needed changes. They also want to keep their relationship with you on the low/as a secret.
THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC
[Current Energy] The current dynamic is at a standstill. Nothing is happening and both parties are focused on themselves. It's like there are too many things to worry about or to care about, too many energies getting into the mix, both from private lives or from other people's opinions and energies, and it's getting in the way. There is also a need to clear the air and level things, for example having a direct conversation that is honest and where both parties can express their point of view, but it's currently blocked because none want to see the other's perspective. But bellow all of that there seem to be a deep bond that feels emotional and spiritual that is hard to ignore and that maintain the bond between both parties. Both parties see the other positively and see the connection as genuine, soft and somewhat sacred.
ADVICE FOR YOU
There is a need for you to be more playful and childlike in your approach and not so determined to get to a quick win to fix your anxieties and the pressure you feel. Don't feel the need to prove anything, stay authentic to yourself and have fun as things unfold naturally. Trust your own vision, trust what you want and don't base your decisions on whatever people are telling you or based on what you think you should do vs what you actually want to do. Also, there may be another opportunity on the horizon for you and a choice will be needed between your person and the future one. In all cases it will be your calling to decide what it is you want to do when presented with this or these opportunities and decide what action is needed for you to give you the stability, commitment and happiness you crave for, opening a new chapter in your life. Again I get a feeling of choosing between two suitors and looking at it through the lens of what will bring the most fulfillment in the long run.
PILE 3đš
YOU
[Current Energy] It seems you are just coming out of a situation that weighted heavy on you, either another connection, a life situation or simply something that happened in the connection you are inquiring about. You feel defeated and quite low, ruminating to the point where it becomes a bit disproportionate to the situation, a bit too exaggerated, overthinking in a negative spiral.
[Feelings] Your feelings for your person are fresh and budding, so it seems likely this is a new connection or someone you don't yet have a deep bond with. There is a desire to cherish and explore those feelings but also feeling carefully hopeful, because what I also see deep down is a very romantic push, with a sense that this person represents something beautiful and pure for you. Like you see the potential in this person, it's like a sense of truth within you you can't ignore, like your mind skips forward to dream about what could be.
[Thoughts] It seems you want to move the connection forward. Things are a bit too quiet or not matching your desires and expectations at the moment and you want things to change. There is a desire for communication with your person to get out of the stagnancy of the current state of things. I don't get a rushed feeling from that but rather your thought are centered around how to move things further in a stable way.
[Intentions] You intend to build something strong with your person, really putting in the work toward something stable and long lasting. There is the sense that the road to get there will take time and effort and you are at the beginning of the journey, but you are motivated to get there with patience and work.
THEM
[Current Energy] It seems this person recently encountered a loss of some kind, perhaps literally loosing someone or perhaps they experienced a breakup. Right now it seems they view the idea of moving on or moving towards you as something akin to cheating. I don't know if it means they would be cheating by being with you or if it's only a guilty feeling not attached to reality that they have, but there is a strong sense of guilt, regrets and wondering if thinking they are doing something wrong here.
[Feelings] They are deeply observing and mulling over their feelings right now. I can tell they definitely feel something for you, something intense enough to stop them in their track and ask them to think before acting. There is also the idea that a choice needs to be made about those feelings and they are not in the position to make it currently so they hold off and try to find the truth in their heart to know what should be done moving forward.
[Thoughts] They are trying to keep their thoughts contained and undercontrol. There is a feeling that right now things are shaky and they don't seem to be facing their problems but rather to keep things under the lid, is what I'm getting. Like let's keep things as they are and not change a thing for now. There is a sense of rigidity, like they have their own view of the situation and are kinda unable or unwilling to see things differently. An inability to take a step back to look at things with more distance. They don't want to be wrong, like they can't afford to be wrong.
[Intentions] It seems their ultimate goal is to come out on top of this situation, that no matter what choice they make they want to have no regret and be proud of what they did. They know this is an important moment, an important decision that needs to be made and they are trying to find their truth, a path towards long term happiness and fulfillment. It really contrast with the trickery feelings of the current energies and shows that they really want to make things right and not end up being the villain of the situation.
THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC
[Current Energy] There seems to be a push and pull between wanting a fresh start full of laughter and innocence, and a feeling that things are stuck between the two of you. There is a mutual fear that if the wrong step is taken it could mean making things more complicated than they already are. Both of you seem to know that there is a need to communicate better, explain your personal point of view and boundaries, which both feels necessary and exciting, and, at the same time, potentially tricky and scary. All in all the connection is unstable at the moment, mostly due to them being in the midst of a difficult choice regarding the connection and you being put in a position where you don't really know where you stand or what to do.
ADVICE FOR YOU
There seems to be a need to rely more on your logic and mind rather than your heart at this moment, while also needing to let the dust settle and time do it's thing. I'm getting that you should be mindful about wanting things to go a certain pace and a certain way because you are 5 steps ahead in your heart. Rushing for answer might not be the best course of action right now, as would be seeking direct confrontation. If talking happens it needs to remain light and optimistic and not push anyone further in their own corner. That also means staying true to yourself, your own sense of confidence and happiness and not abandoning yourself or letting yourself sink. But mostly I think you should avoid pushing things too much and allow things to move at their own pace even if it is slow. There probably are things in this situation that you do not know or that you do not see, either because you haven't thought about them in this angle, or because some information are not known to you, so there is a need to think about the situation more and differently which will help you gain a sense of clarity, which might mean waiting for new info to be known. Right now you don't have the right view of the situation to take the right action so it is advised to stay put. Things may be quite different once you look at them differently.
PILE 4 đŚ˘
YOU
[Current Energy] This seems to be a case where the connection is already well established and you are about to take a next important step in commitment. Could be about making things official with your person, moving in together or even getting married or having a child. This is not for new connections, there is a history between you and them and you definitely know you love each other. Anyway, your current energy is one of harmonious partnership with your person, you feel good in this relationship and you are very motivated and driven about taking things further with them. The future looks bright and you are really confident.
[Feelings] It's super sweet because I'm getting that your feelings are stable and secure, but the spark of the beginnings is still there, still alive and vibrant. You feel fulfilled with them in your life and the emotions flow freely while also being grounded.
[Thoughts] Your thoughts are about caring for your person and the relationship, overcoming obstacles in a gentle but firm way. You are aware that not everything is always easy but you look at the difficulties with the confidence and trust of someone who knows they can overcome them. Again I'm getting that there is a history between you and your person, you've been through highs and lows and it made your relationship stronger.
[Intentions] You intend on renewing your commitment, offering your undying love and respect for your person, walking towards the future with them. Might not be the case for everyone but there is a strong idea of marriage/partnership tied to a ceremony of some kind, which seems to be something you've wished for a long time that is finally becoming real. Strong new chapter energy that is the continuation of the last. In all cases the idea of showing your love in the physical world, materializing in some tangible way.
THEM
[Current Energy] Your person seems to be a bit less glowy than you so they may just be out of a difficult phase of their lives, or they might be a bit nervous about the future. I'm not getting anything necessarily negative, just that there is a sense that they are leaving a way of living behind and moving towards something new in tangible ways and this is a bit scary. But they definitely see this change as positive, and are dedicated to have things happen smoothly and in a way that is well planned and prepared. Their energy is future-oriented at the moment and as often this can trigger nerves when one thinks of all possible outcomes without knowing which one it will be.
[Feelings] You are someone they hold deep feelings for. They chose and committed to you and they feel ready for this new chapter with you. This moment in time seems to ''crown'' an important life phase for them, the culmination of something very important. They feel like they found their match and their forever-person.
[Thoughts] Their thoughts is where things get a bit tricky, I'm getting some type of decision paralysis like they know they need to do something but they feel currently unable to do it. There is a worry that things could not turn out well for them, which seems to not be grounded in reality but in their own fear. Again might not apply to everyone but maybe this person is thinking of proposing to you and they are freaking out about that and getting stuck when having to actually do it. Or could apply to any situation where something tangible needs to be done but the person that needs to do it is getting stuck on a mental level due to a lack of optimism and confidence.
[Intentions] This is reflected in their intentions as there is a strong sense of nervousness/anxiety that they are aware of. They want to get out of that mindset and again, ''crown'' the relationship in whatever way applies to your situation, it just seems to be such a big and important thing for them that they are terrified they are going to ruin everything. They are definitely working through internal blockages, fears and illusions and overly focusing on what could go wrong.
THE CONNECTION'S DYNAMIC
[Current Energy] The dynamic between the two of you is stable and deeply loving. Again it's pointing at a time where things are about to get more committed in one way or another, with the added idea of making it known and celebrated with the world at large and loved ones. Things flow well between the two of you and there is a sense that you found the perfect match for each other and are happy and at home with each other.
ADVICE FOR YOU
The advice for you is to not do anything lmao It seems that the ball is in your paterner's camp so to speak, and it's on them to make the next move. Do not rush them and do not push your ideas, desires and wishes on them. Let them do their things and observe the situation. I'm getting that you have a strong desire about something you want to happen in a specific way, but you might be sooo focused on it that it distorts your perception of reality a tad. So there is a need to look at things with a clear head and to see things in a different angle. I'm getting maybe chill a bit with the enthusiasm and just let things develop in their own timing. Nothing in the reading speaks about big issues so just let yourself enjoy the ride and see things for what they currently are, not what you wish they could/would be. It seems the time is not exactly right so best to take care of the relationship as it currently is and not push your own timing onto your person.
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ŕźâ§âË. welcome to this in depth pick-a-card slash pick a crystal. let the right card sing to you like a song ŕŠâĄËł hereâs what we will tackle: who is in your soul family, where are they, any other info about them, & confirmations
âď˝ĄË ęĽ rose quartz
who ęĽ
your future friends & soul family are people who are quite âapparentâ, they could be obvious influences in their environments, be of a popular/well-known nature, and are successful leaders of some sort. these individuals are quite well liked and also needed in their community. theyâre the ones you see running around getting the job done, and to most people, they seem nearly perfect. like idealistic? they seem very secure in their skin and comfortable financially, but you will sense thereâs something beneath the surface to them. theyâre more elusive, and profound, and besides the thing theyâre known for, thereâs something they care deeply for but hide from the public. they donât realize it is a special quality of theirs. you will help them be more comfortable in sharing that talent or interest of theirs. one person is standing out with strong water sign energy, feminine-leaning, older than you. this person can juggle a lot of things and partake in many fields. your relationship to your family will start off intuitively(*note after i finished your reading, i found it interesting that i accidentally wrote family and not soul family? i think that someone here has a person in their blood family that belongs to their soul family too OR someone in your soul family could physically look related to you! note end*): youâll recognize something in them that is really mystical and unique. you wonât perceive them the way that everyone else does, you see the truth about them. you see beyond. you will want to nurture them or show them a path in some way, perhaps when it comes to deepening their spirituality. your relationship to your soul family will be strong, like you will feel easily passionate about sticking together through the thick and thin, no matter what. you will share many traditions, and i see you guys developing inside jokes and fond memories with one another suuuuper quickly. your connections to your soul family will help strengthen your bond with other people/birth family. expect lots of unique conversations that run deep and stay with you.
where ęĽ
whenever you make a wish upon them to show up, they will show up. the cards are literally indicating like âwhenever you want me, iâm right there!â this is interesting but for a lot of you⌠you may have a very large soul family! so much so that wherever you turn, and you find yourself asking for your soul family, you will magically manifest an interaction with them whether in person or online. i can see this being both a spiritual thing and a physical thing. for example, they can show up energetically by brightening your mood and giving you courage towards one of your passions. definitely also seeing whenever youâre in a period of or in the act ofâcleansingâ. actually, a good close example is spring-cleaning time! youâll likely have some sweet, important interactions with soul family in the spring-time <3 (or, if youâre reading this in a different season, itâll be whenever the next holiday season is around: halloween, thanksgiving, christmas, anything you deem a holiday). i can see your soul family being all around the globe and wherever you find yourself, theyâre there. near you, always in reach. that âwhenever you wish upon themâ energy is really being highlighted. really getting online communities for you guys or technological environments or places that involve a LOT of speaking, presenting, and writing/words. also nature-heavy spaces, botanical garden vibes. green cities. park areas.
other info ęĽ
you donât have to be in constant day-to-day communication with them. itâs not about quantity when it comes to how often youâre in touch with your soul family, for you guys, itâs about quality! people who you share deeply compassionate reciprocal feelings with, and who support you and offer you truly kind, profound words of wisdom. people who arenât afraid to help you. thatâs your soul family. a lot of people are willing to show up for you guys and hold you under their wing in some way because you both pick up on such a special⌠mystical⌠magic about each other (YOU are actually the one that lights up this spark, like a lighthouse that your soul family instantly awakens to!!). you and your soul family are always communicating telepathically/in the 5D through random downloads you get, random memories, random inspirations. theyâre always talking to you. you and your soul family are meant to help enhance one anotherâs âsoul giftsâ and be in a leadership position together. you are meant to empower help inspire each other to work on what you really love and care about and how you want to imprint yourself onto the world. you guys specifically can manifest your soul family by working on your hobbies, passions, honing your craft, studying, developing and partaking in your interests.
confirmations ęĽ
right there by ariana grande
plant mom/dad
group projects/fun collaborations
botanical gardens
people who laugh at your âweirdestâ jokes
king of cups & the world as signs of your soul family
as always with general readings, please discard anything that doesnât appeal to your intuition.
âď˝ĄË ęĽ clear quartz
who ęĽ
iâm happy and honored to tell you that your soul family is quite powerful my group 2 ⥠youâre more than just friends. i know, it seems obvious because weâre talking about soul family. but it seems that the depth and importance of true connection and soul family does mean the same thing to you as it does to the other members of your soul family. iâm sensing the energy of quite well spoken people, or people who can articulate spiritual concepts and wisdom quite well and quite universally. these are people who can cultivate a sense of understanding between communities and act from a place of love and highest truth. these are people who have worked on themselves or are more than willing to improve themselves in order to live a happier life and treat others better too. virgo, fire, pluto, air in the big three may be significant for your soul family. this is wonderful energy. your soul family is a group of truth-seekers. soul searchers. people who actively look for like-minded souls to connect with on a deeper level, these are people who do subscribe to the idea of soulmates. iâm also seeing something about these people having very refreshing and special ideals that are quite radical. iâm also hearing that you and your soul family have such great BS detectors LOL. you guys detect fake from a mile away, not distracted or bothered by the illusions of the world. i am getting quite esoteric, spiritual, and free-thinking vibes so i wouldnât be surprised if the people that are a part of your soul family do something spiritual/hollistic/esoteric for a living and actively practice it and make it a large part of their life. i do want to mention that one particular member of your soul family was excited to reveal themselves, so i think they are the first one you meet. this person is the type to help clear up confusion or misunderstandings between people or offers you massive, eye-opening clarity about your life. they are likely a fire sign OR help awaken your fire energy (life spirit, passions, creativity, joy and color of life, freedom). i have the word conviction showing up TWICE for this âace of swordsâ person which is so cool! this shows me that this particular person is a someone who firmly holds their beliefs and is very opinionated. they are protective of their goals. leo mars, sun in aries could be important placements. then, there are two people in your soul family that came together? either they were already friends or iâm strongly getting siblings or even cousins OR you three met on the same day then you all welcomed each other into your lives.
where ęĽ
during travel. or during profound inner discovery. during an awakening where you are more honest and open about who you currently are. wide open, large spaces. near your home. through mutual friends or at a friend/acquaintances house. city/town with a body of water. i can see you meeting great friends in places like national parks or somewhere with a great view. you know like those places like the grand canyon or the north pole or a tropical rainforest, something grandddd like that. through a sibling or a siblingâs workplace. a place where you feel like you blend in well and like you belong, a place that feels like home and that you love visiting and genuinely enjoy going to. itâs literally like a second home. home vibes are so prominent and i love it because the card you picked at the beginning talks about a longing for home and homesickness, so itâs definitely at a place where you finally feel that sense of belonging T_T definitely a place where water is highly significant. a river, lake, etc.
other info ęĽ
i was hearing that you guys can use clear quartz when youâre out and about and want to find your soul family or manifest true friendships. clear quartz is an amplifier so letâs say youâve already met some people who you really feel like you connect with, using that clear quartz may help you feel more open and receptive to the energy of soul family & friends <3 i do believe that the ace of swords person i was talking about earlier is a romantic partner for some of you, thatâs your confirmation that your partner will be a part of your soul family / is a soulmate rather than a happenstance connection thatâs new in this life. you guys are my pile 2 and thereâs a lot of love and harmony and softness to the role you play in your soul family connections, iâm seeing that you will learn how to be open and compassionate for many kinds of people and in turn heal so much within yourself through your openness to others. if youâve dealt with difficulties relating to trusting yourself, the universe, and others, your soul family will greatly soften and ease that healing for you, and it will become quite clear to you. like receiving a sudden revelation about someone, or suddenly feeling like a difficult connection has gotten easier out of the blue. these are signs that youâve met your soul family. you will start to attract even more desirable opportunities and things when youâve met your people because their presence offers you a somewhat safe space to begin to bloom, open up, and realize that it was never about changing yourself or improving. just being. showing up. doing your best. and remembering who youâve been and care about being all along. trusting in your heart.
confirmations ęĽ
fire signs
christmas time
green-red colors
fundraiser
letters P, H, C
ace of swords
DKDK by fromis_9
48
the way you make me feel by MJ
unwritten by natasha bedingfield
dancing queen by ABBA
straight up by paula abdul
as always with general readings, please discard anything that doesnât appeal to your intuition.
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your soul family is best characterized by a sense of wanting to and always choosing the brighter side of life, because you all know that life isnât worth it without optimism. these are people who in their hearts, carry the idea that the glass is half full, there is always a silver lining, and an acceptance that happiness would not exist without sadness. âthe grass is greener on the other side.â thereâs something philosophical about your soul family, iâm particularly thinking of the yin-yang chinese philosophy (taoism). your soul family loooves talking about deep subjects and things that excite them. they just love going after what makes them happy. if going to the grocery store at 3am sounds fun, they will do it. if playing a silly drinking game sounds amusing in the moment, they will propose it. these people are all about the fun and enjoyment of the pleasures in life. very likely good-eaters/foodies/people who love getting around and experiencing as much as possible. your soul family loves to go out or bring the party to their home in some way. while not everyone of you here will have some loudly expressive party animal types in your soul-family, theyâre definitely people who just value joy as a whole and care about enjoyment, laughter, celebration, and being tuned into the goodness of life. your soul family doesnât let the bitterness of others get to them, and frankly, could get quite annoyed at people who are always sulking, brooding, and being pessimistic. they understand the pain which is why they donât advocate for dwelling in it and try to emphasize the importance of keeping your chin up. your soul family is quite fair-minded and cares a lot about humanity and being a positive impact to others and spreading a larger message to the world. they could be very good at sharing their ideas in a way that everyone can agree and come to a harmonious conclusion. there is so much happiness to be experienced with your soul family, you have no idea. these people will just love being around you and wish to revel in life. they will always want to be as free as possible, even if circumstances are difficult. they carry so much strength in their heart, and will always inspire you to do the same. these are the kinds of people that show you things donât have to be perfect or even favorable for you to still find a way to enjoy life. as you get to know them, youâll see so many things about them that you got completely wrong. they seem so carefree and happy, you had assumed their joy was fed to them with a silver-spoon. but goodness. that was a mistake. your soul family has experienced âthe worst of the worstâ is what i heard. and somehow, picked themselves back up. i just heard one of your soul family members come through and make such a funny remark but it came in so quick, it was something amongst the lines of âfuck if iâm gonna let *X* get me down!â. theyâre so determined to have a good time and work on themselves and do everything they can to be fulfilled. they donât give up. your soul family will never get tired of encouraging and uplifting the human race.
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this is so funny because itâs so contradictory but youâll likely meet your soul family in calm, quiet spaces. almost like itâs places where you both canât quite bond as loudly or be as expressive as youâd like to be, which in turn forces you two to want to get to know each other outside of there and match your freaks LOL. youâll very likely be of the same culture as your soul family or atleast have a super similar upbringing or family dynamic. youâre likely to meet them in a space that you have to visit habitually or that has a kind of dull/uninspiring vibe to it lol. itâs funny but it could even be a public bathroom. a post office. work. doctorâs office. i was getting a library before. the DPS. things of that nature.
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your relationship to your soul family will involve a lot of decision energy. like changing/opening/expanding your mind to ways of being and understanding that you hadnât previously considered or wanted to ignore. if you guys consider yourself to be stubborn people in a more negative way, your connection to your soul family will definitely heal that and show you the way in a more growth oriented way rather than a reprimanded way. i can see you being like âwow, thank you for finally showing me something that no one else ever knew how to teach me and help me with without getting upset or giving up.â thereâs one thing for certain about your soul family â they donât give up easily. theyâre so damn ambitious and strong, and they would love to share that energy with you and help you realize your own inner strength and potential. i also just heard that some of you may share a similar name or even last name with someone in your soul family. or same initials, like youâre both A. G or smth. i see such a nice balance of feminine and masculine energy in your soul family. for those of you who are calling love in, your future spouse is coming through here to say that whenever you meet your soul family, theyâll be right there. itâll feel like a brand new, exciting connection filled with this crazy world of new things and beginnings. also i keep getting this but you and your soul family have a great sense of humor and your shared jokes and laughs will be INSANE. i was chuckling earlier with the energies and i genuinely feel like your friends can make anyone laugh or smile.
confirmations ęĽ
upside down by diana ross <3
autumn breeze
same culture
cultural dishes
similar initials/names
âŞâŞ ainât no mountain high enough <3
libraryđđđ
nature involvement
moon in libra
as always with general readings, please discard anything that doesnât appeal to your intuition.
praying for all of you and your soul family, sending you all so much love & light! thank you for allowing me to read for you guys, take care âď¸âĄ
Hi pile one! For you I'm seeing someone who is probably a friend, someone whom you have a friendly relationship with, I'd also say colleagues in work or an education system. You and this person do'nt know each other very well but they are noticing you, quite a lot i might say, this person likes your energy and your vibe overall. This can be a silly crush or a crush that is beginning to form as it can also be something totally new, but what I am seeing the most is something new or innocent. This person is very shy or gets extremely nervous in your presence, it might be something you don't really notice at all but it can make the other person really anxious. I see them having low self-esteem and doubting themselves, overthinking if this is the right move or if it should be forgotten. But it's not as bad as this person makes it to be, it might even be a mutual liking, there's just a lot of shyness from their part or your part or both, they need to be 100% sure you like them back. This person is thinking about what to do next, but they'll probably won't do much unless they know for sure. I also see this person as too invested in their own thing, as I said if this is a work or academic setting there's a probability it's really difficult for them to show they like you, without looking unprofessional, and they really can't risk it, the place might not be the right one.
PILE TWO.
Hi pile two! The person thinking about you is very hopeful about this connection, could this be a mutual crush? Someone you've already told you like or gave hints, like asking their number or social media? Or making flirty remarks? Either way, the hopefulness in here is probably because they feel it's quite mutual, this person has strong emotions about you and they fantasize about coming towards you and taking the lead or being the one to flirt, this person fantasies more than they do and it can be very exasperating for both of you. But they do like you, a lot. Again, this isn't someone you are dating but more like a mutual crush, or maybe it is! Maybe this is someone you're getting to know or even your partner, either way, the thoughts here are very sweet, I will say this person does not have initiator vibes, maybe out of shyness or because the circumstances of your encounters make it hard for this person to be more honest, maybe it's in crowded places where you two see each other or online, there is an element of distance, physical or mental, where you feel watched or judged, in a group setting maybe? I also get that you are the one to initiate most of the conversations or flirty conversations so this person has gotten used to you being the one to call the shots. They see you as someone extremely attractive, and also as someone very confident, is their shyness that might won't let them be super honest with you, but the physical connection and liking is there.
PILE THREE.
Hi pile three! The person who is thinking about you is probably an ex or a past love interest, a person who didn't know how to treat you and treat the relationship you two had, it seems very past tense, there is something very nostalgic about this person where, if it is an ex, they don't know how to move on from you but they did not know how to treat you well. It seems like, right now, they're starting to understand it better, that their actions have consequences and it's not just something that happens, they feel very bad for the way they handle things with you, but if I'm being totally honest with you, it doesn't seem like they have changed or matured since the last time they talked to you, it's like they're still in denial and they can't understand exactly why it didn't work out, they're kinda annoyed by these thoughts, it seems like they come back to you with guilt and remorse, no with a clear or mature mind. I'll be 100% honest with you, pile three, this person still has strong feelings about you, but if you two come in contact with each other again, things won't really change from the way the were before.
keep in mind that this is a general reading! i can go very in depth and detail, so take what resonates and leave what does not. if the reading doesn't feel right, then it means that the reading just may not be for you! don't feel pressured to stay if you don't like my way of delivering messages as well, as a reader, I understand sometimes people's energies won't always click.
my readings are always timeless unless stated otherwise! the timelines that are specially named in my readings are to be taken loosely (as in, this could have happened to you already, happening in the moment or in the future)
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note: hello everyonee! today's reading is what your guides want you to know! cause i know how it feels to know that my guides are trying to tell me something and just not getting it lol. so hopefully this could clear up any confusion you guys might have! some of the piles are lowkey callout readings so be warned, but as always i deliver my messages with compassion and through a non-judgmental lens, because honesty without kindness is just cruelty! also am i the only one who have been having brain fog and horrific dreams? thankfully it's been significantly better lately so i hope it's the same for y'all
You have been achieving things lately that other people also notice. Some of these people may be dealing with some jealousy toward you that they make off-handed comments about you and/or your achievements. This may have thrown you off balance. Youâre not sure what to do and feel stuck in this energy. This could be family members or people in some kind of establishment you frequent. Someone you may not be able to avoid or cut off. (This energy is really nasty I donât like it AT all.) It feels like a very passive aggressive energy.
You may not be a confrontational person. Or you really just donât like to get involved in drama. Before all this weird energy, you truly were just minding your own business and focusing on your goals. And after these people came in, you just want to continue focusing on your goal and you donât even want to be bothered by these people.
Your spirit guides want you to acknowledge yourself. Due to this icky energy, you might have been thrown off your course. Before, you felt stable and calm, but now there is this anxious feeling surrounding your goals. Their words and energy really linger even when they are not around. Taking a step back, taking a deep breath and recalling all the things you have been achieving lately will remind you of who you are. (a.k.a. that bitch, yes) This will bring you peace and confidence, which in turn will help you deal with this situation.
That brings me to the next advice which is to be firm and stand on your ground. Spirit isnât saying to throw yourself into the drama or to even stoop to their level, but to directly communicate your boundaries and call out things that they are saying. the queen of swords is here, which means you absolutely have the intelligence and eloquence to confront these people. either way, your goal is solely to establish healthy boundaries. After sitting down and recalling, or even writing down, things that you are proud of yourself for, this will come very easy for you.
channeled things:
guys donât like me by it boys! (gacha phase perhaps), when all of the sudden thereâs this agitating grating voice, abby lee miller, dance mom, the color orange, you may be a isfj/istj/iinfj, water or earth signs, you may have virgo mercury, the ppeople involved might be air signs
channeled song:
savage - megan the stallion âiâm that bitch, been that bitch, still that bitch, will forever be that bitchâ from savage LOLLL iktr
cards:
queen of swords, five of swords, two of swords reversed. from the woodland wardens oracle: the eel and iris, the turtle and coriander
Pile 2
Youâve been putting a lot of pressure on yourself when it comes to a connection. There is this fear of doing the wrong thing that is taking over you. It feels like there might be history between you and this person. This might either be a no contact situation or you might be currently in a conflict with them.
Either way, there is a lot of stress weighing you down. You might be getting headaches lately due to it. This feels like a situation that has been going on for sometime now. Yet you canât get yourself to approach this person or be vulnerable with them.
Your spirit guides are saying that this is hindering your chances at love. While love is available, due to your unwillingness to take risks, the opportunities are blocked. You feel very on edge as if everything could fall part any second. Your guides want you to recognize that you are catastrophizing.
Your guides want you to know that you are more than youâre giving yourself credit for right now. Your fear is rooted in a belief that you are not capable of handling this situation or facing it head on. You are in reality a very intelligent person. Someone who is good at solving problems and communicate in a clear and concise manner. Yet for some reason, you lack trust that youâd be able to handle this situation the right way.
Youâre being advised to take a step back and go back to the very basics. Remember who you are. Remember what you are good at. Softness and respect is very important to this as welll. (Shaming yourself for how youâve been dealing with this wouldnât help.) Give yourself the softness and respect you deserve. Talking to someone who have no ties to this situation or no personal bias towards this situation could also help you think outside of your fears and help you break out of it.
There is a very exhausted energy. Youâre tired because of how much thought you have put into this without any action taken. The only way to remedy this is to gain back trust in yourself and rip the band-aid off. Yes, it will be scary, and there is no guarantee to how it will go (though it will definitely not go as horrendously as you probably think), yet the relief and freedom you will feel is something that is for sure. You will also gain more wisdom and knowledge if you do decide to face this, in spite of the results.
channeled things:
enfp, isfp vibes, paint, crafts, dizziness/light-headedness, very scrambled brain- your thoughts might be jumping very fast when thinking of this situation
channeled song:
steady by bella kay âguess iâll never be ready, guess iâll never be good. we will never go steady, i donât think that we should.â
cards:
nine of wands, tower reversed, king of swords. from the woodland wardens oracle: the lizard and pitcher plant reversed and finch and peach reversed
Pile 3
You feel like you have lost control over a situation / your life. There was a goal that you were striving towards for a long time and everything was going amazingly. Until an unexpected shift happens and things are not going according to your script any longer. This puts a lot of anxiety and fear into you. The fear stems mainly from the fact that you donât feel like you have control anymore. This is why you feel stuck or helpless; because you know that this isnât something you can do anything about.
In any case, your spirit guides are saying that change is a part of nature. They want you to know that yes, what you are going through is difficult and uncomfortable, but they it is temporary. Life feels awkward at the moment, because youâre in a transitional period, not the finish line. Your guides want you to know that going with the flow will be of significant help to you in this hard times.
You may also feel like you arenât capable to handle this, not ready. But that is not true. You have gone through a number of challenges throughout your journey. Challenges that you overcame with courage. But for some reason, the trust you have in yourself disappear when it comes to this situation. Why is that? Look at the things you have achieved. They are proof enough that you have everything that it takes to go past this.
channeled things:
yellow, yellow flowers (daisies?), purple, purple hair, when will my life begin from tangled, bow (just bought something with a bow perhaps?), lizard, southeast asia, eldest child, independent
channeled song(s):
true kinda love from steven universe âhey, you show me this solveable problem, we can get through iâll do the hardest part with you.â this feels like a version of you saying this to yourself. you could also be encouraged to lean on spirit / people more often. you might like to handle things on your own, but plenty people want to be there with you through difficult times, let them :)
when will my life begin from tangled
cards:
the world reversed, eight of swords. from the woodland wardens oracle: the otter and cattail reversed and the frog and lotus reversed.
Pick a card: Your first hug with your future spouse
Love written in the stars đŤ- part 11
Pick the pile you feel drawn to...
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Pile 1
Pile 2
Pile 2
Pile 1
Your first hug with your future spouse feels very transformative. Especially if your relationship is not clearly defined yet, like youâre not officially dating or it hasnât been labeled. This hug shifts something. It either takes the connection to the next level or creates a deep internal change within you.
I feel like this hug is unexpected. You donât see it coming. And for many of you this happens during a vulnerable moment. Something might be going wrong in your life, or youâre feeling overwhelmed like âWhy is everything happening like this?â
Even though there are so many reasons for you to love yourself, youâre not fully allowing it. And in that moment when this hug happens you feel something very deep. Itâs like you even question âDo I deserve this kind of love?â Youâre not used to receiving it like this.
Thereâs a sense that youâve been carrying a lot. Responsibilities, pressure, doing everything on your own. Youâve built this belief that being strong means handling everything alone.
But this hug⌠It softens you .And that softness feels unfamiliar but powerful. Itâs like you realize that being soft doesnât mean being weak. In fact it takes so much strength to allow yourself to feel, to be held, to not have control for a moment.
This person is comforting you. Gently. You might even cry during this hug. It feels warm, safe and a little long like you can finally rest. They might even gently pat you just to calm you down. And in that moment your entire perspective shifts.
You start understanding that you donât have to carry everything alone. That you can rely on someone. That you deserve comfort too. You feel lucky. You feel seen. And something inside you changes.
After this, your idea of strength itself changes. You begin to accept your softer side and you understand that allowing yourself to be vulnerable is also a form of strength. This hug isnât just a hug. Itâs a shift. Itâs healing.
Itâs the moment you realize you donât have to do everything alone anymore. đđ
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Pile 2
Okay pile 2⌠this feels a bit heavy at first. You either went through a breakup or youâre in a phase where youâve realized that you gave too much to someone who didnât reciprocate your love. You cared more for them than for yourself and in the end, everything broke or shattered.
Because of that youâve pulled back. You havenât been going out much, not really dating. Itâs been a long time of being on your own, staying inside your own space. And your mindset right now feels like âNothing works for me.â
âRelationships donât work.â
âIs love even real?â
You feel tired. Disappointed. And at the same time youâre not really seeing the people or opportunities around you. Itâs like your past has completely shaped how you see love now. Thereâs very little faith left.
You feel like maybe love is not meant for you or maybe you wonât experience it the way others do. Thereâs a lot of overthinking about your future, and it frustrates you. But then something shifts. Spontaneously you decide to take a chance.
Itâs not coming from excitement, itâs more like, âOkay fine, let me just see what happens. It canât get worse than this.â You look at yourself one day, maybe in the mirror and decide okay, letâs go out. Letâs meet someone. Letâs try. This could be someone new or even someone you already know.
And when you meet them, Thereâs this immediate, warm energy. You greet each other, maybe introduce yourselves or reconnect and then comes the hug.
That first hug. It feels natural. Warm. You instantly feel the vibe. Thereâs something about this person that feels comforting, maybe even familiar. You might even notice small things like how they smell, how they feel and it just feels right. You both match each otherâs energy. And in that moment, when you hug them and they hug you back.. Thatâs your future spouse. Simple yet unexpected.đĽ°â¨
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Pile 3
This feels very romantic. There is clear intention here. You see potential in this person and there is chemistry. Something feels beautiful, a little soft, a little romantic. You might already have a small crush on each other or you are in that early dating phase. And thatâs when this first hug happens. It feels like a romantic connection from the beginning.
I also feel like someone might actually ask before the hug which is very cute. Like âShall we hug?â or âI think you need a hugâ or even âmay I hug you?â Something very gentle and respectful.
And I strongly feel the feminine energy is initiating this hug. Regardless of gender, the feminine one takes that step. Itâs like âYeah⌠letâs hug.â
And the hug itself feels very nurturing. Very warm. You are going to cherish that moment.
Even after you go back home, youâll be thinking about it like âThat was such a nice hug⌠I wish I could see them again soon.â It leaves that kind of soft, lingering feeling.
But after that thereâs a little confusion. The connection is good, the chemistry is there, everything feels mutual but itâs like, who is going to take the next step?
Youâll be thinking âShould I text them?â âShould I say I had a good time?â And theyâll also be thinking the same like, âIf I text now, will it be too much?â âWill this feel too fast?â
Thereâs a slight hesitation. Not because something is wrong but because both of you care about how this moves forward. It feels like things need to be balanced. One person initiates then the other. It naturally flows that way.
This feels like a very matched energy. You mirror each other a lot in thoughts, in actions, in feelings. Thereâs a sense of equality and balance here. This really feels like a soulmate type connection.
And that first hug? Itâs romantic, soft and something youâll remember forever âžď¸đ§ââď¸
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