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‧₊˚ ⋅ 𑣲pile one ‧₊˚ ⋅
Right off the bat, the message I’m getting is that some of the people who picked this pile struggle with chronic illness, mental health conditions or some other invisible battle. You could worry quite often if you’d ever get the type of partner you yearn for, and sometimes even deny yourself the permisson to dream of the future you want. Well, I’m here to say that please don’t lose all hope. Even when I asked about what gets your fs choked up in love with you, the cards that first flew out just wanted to send a message of quick reassurance that even on the more tougher days that they will not go anywhere and will be a pillar of strength for you. In fact, they’re asking you to be a bit patient with them as they learn how to take care of you and to give them a chance/ don’t give up on them.
They see you as a kind of warrior. Compared to your life, they’ve had a very easy and restful one. I do think this is someone who comes from a stable background and has a happy go lucky attitude to them. To you, you’ll seem like two extreme opposites. It’s not that you’re a cynical or bitter person all the time, but you certainly can’t be a ball of light most of the time like this other person is. Awhh, pile 1, you’ll definitely be drawn to them and their light but you’ll also resign yourself to just being something in their orbit. I don’t even know if you see them romantically when this happens, you could just really like the vibe of this person and be a bit envious of their qualities. And wish “Ah, I wish I could live like that as well.”
(This sort of becomes a source of slight anxiety for them because they worry that you see them as someone who’s too easygoing and not someone dependable enough to consider as a partner.)
This person is a bit goofy + mischievious. They’re the type to make funny faces and teasingly bother you until you smile or loosen up. They’ll feel very happy and triumphant when they make you smile.
You’re a bit clammed up, Pile 1. And I’m not saying that to shame you. It’s just how you’ve adapted to survive through life. There’s this sense of heaviness that’s there with you most of the times that you pretend isn’t there when you don’t want to ruin the mood with other people. This person doesn’t care about that so you‘ll know if someone is your fs when they wholeheartedly accept you even without your mask on.
The thing that gets them all choked about in love with you is… well many things. A whole bunch of things came out like your inner strength, your resilience, your wisdom, your mind… This person just loves the whole of you (weird phrasing but that’s how it came out.) But what gets them choked up the most is your willingness to try again, especially in love and with them. They know how precious your energy is, and that you feel things more deeply than others, that it takes you longer to get up from the ground than others, but you still do. AHJDHJS I’m getting slightly choked up as well, so this person is definitely going to shed a tear or two. You’re so precious in their eyes. I don’t know if you ever faced anything particularly hurtful when you were a kid, but this person's heart would break when you tell them about it and they would be so sad. They would literally wish that they could go back in time and comfort little you.
I’m not even kidding when I say this, but say some kid on the playground bullied you or gave you shit that’s still affecting you in the present day, this person would be more than willing to throw hands 🧍🏽♀️ or at least give that person a piece of their mind.
They are so touched when you’re willing to give them a chance even though you’ve been burned before They’re fucking psyched up actually. I feel like you’d be concerned if you’re moving too slow meanwhile this person’s on cloud nine and dancing with their pillow or some shi at home. They don’t care how long it takes. They care that you’re willing at all. They know how many times you’ve gathered yourself up and they just genuinely don’t care about any of the things you’re worrying that they will.
I feel like you’re the type to be touched by reading all this, but you’ll still be doubtful, because I got so many messages for the other piles but for you, it feels like your fs is sort of holding out. “Wait for me to come and show you.” Is what they want to say. They’re more than aware of how guarded you’ll be and how high your walls are (I heard the phrase “especially now” so some of you may be going through sm in real time.)
They want you to focus on cutting people out (?😭), letting yourself cry real good and stay hydrated. That may just be a specific message for one of yall though… I think you’re dealing with some shady people who aren’t treating you well and you still don’t see it.
And don’t worry about your life in the bedroom. I feel like you’ve sort of resigned yourself here as well when it comes to trying things you’re curious about or getting a reciprocal relationship. Don’t worry about it, trust. This person will take all the safeguards to ensure you have a seamless, painless and safe experience. “You don’t even have to do anything if you don’t want to. Just lie down.” And “I’ll take care of the rest.” Also, this person will NOT pressure you for anything. Ever. Nor will they make you feel bad for not wanting to do it or making them “wait too long”. They just genuinely do not give a fuck as long as they get to be near you. This person might want to be really clingy with you but won’t at least in the initial stages because they want to preserve their image. If their friends heard about this, they’d be like “what image?”cause they all know how down bad your fs is for you.
They admire how well you take care of yourself and want to take care of you too. They won’t ever want to stress you out or make things tougher for you.
I hope you enjoyed the reading Pile 1!! Feel free to check out the masterlist in case you want to check out other readings from me. I wish I had a reading like why you’re that bitch (gender neutral ofc) to boost your confidence right now but I do have a what kind of beauty you possess reading so feel free to read that!! I also have 22% off on all my private readings until July in case you want a one-on-one reading xx
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‧₊˚ ⋅ 𑣲pile two ‧₊˚ ⋅
Your future spouse will have a very youthful heart-throb look to them. They could either be younger than you or appear to be younger than their age. Your future spouse is very soft in general. This is someone who believes in kindness and nurturing good things in their life so that they can multiply. They can be a bit naive at ties, but there’s also this element of being very energetic and passionate? They are certainly not passive but not fiery either. More like energetic the way a rushing stream is. This person has boundless patience.
I feel like there’s a very interesting dichotomy to this person’s energy.
Perhaps in their youth, this person certainly could have been fiery and hot-headed but mellows out significantly as they age. Like significantly to the point where it would seem like they have Buddha level of patience. and sometimes this would annoy you lol, like say you guys decide to have children and one day they break a vase or something expensive, you would be annoyed and have to take on the role of the stern parent. This person is so chill about it to the point that you think “does nothing faze this person?” Not to say that they’d be an irresponsible parent. You guys would be a great team actually. This person just has their own ideology, such as never raising their voice, etc. (which you’ll have in common) but if you tell them you need them to show up as a stern person, they’re always more than willing to support you.
Some people in this pile could honestly find their fs a little boring in the beginning. You would have preferred their past version more. Some of you crave that thrill that’s sometimes present in relationships with toxic dynamics, but none of that adrenaline rush is there with this person. I’m almost tempted to write “cheap” rush instead to describe it even though I don’t really want to call it that 😭 I think there will be a moment where it sort of clicks for you that this person is hot. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS SUPERFICIAL but hear me out for a second.
There will be some sort of situation where you’re sort of bracing for this person to react like your exes or other people did in the past (negatively). But instead they act in a completely different way than expected. And then you realise “Oh. This is the sort of person they are.” You’ll just feel really safe and taken care of and there’ll be such an abrupt shift towards how you feel, like, you’ll genuinely feel intense attraction to them in that moment. Like IMMEDIATELY.
I would say that your future spouse is the first one to develop interest in you but they also are super chill and “no pressure” about it. This just baffles some of you. “If you like me, then why aren’t you making a move for it?” But you only feel like that after you’ve developed interest in them. For your future spouse, who’s already had their eyes on you FOR A WHILE, they could have figured out that they aren’t the type of person they usually go for. JKSJEIOEO this is giving me second ml energy in the best way ( because the fact that they’re your fs means that they’re the first lead 🙏🏻🙏🏻) They just genuinely want to take care of you without expecting anyting in return. They’d do nice things for you here and there but won’t progress it any further to not pressurise you.
This is going to frustrate you soooo much, Pile 2. Especially sexually for some yall 😭 You know how you get the cuteness aggression when you see certain people? It’s that but sexual. Some of you just want to aggressively jump this person’s bones.
You’ll be the first one to take an action towards establishing a relationship (either asking them outright about their feelings or just kissing them when the moment feels right) cause they’ll be respecting your space (“too damn much” is what i heard lmao). I feel like something significant will happen in an elevator.
What gets them choked up in love about you and (ironically) gives them cuteness aggression about you is your protectiveness over them. You could think of them as too naive and trusting, which I guess they are but they aren’t completely powerless but they also don’t mind giving in to you. You know those types of husbands that just smile with affection when their wife is scolding them? That’s the type of energy it’s giving me. They love how nurturing you are towards them. In fact, there are times where they might even pretend to be sicker than they actually are to be babied by you. They’re just full of adoration for you in general.
If you have any sort of morning routine, they just silently admire you as you go on about it. They’ll silently think “I can’t believe I wake up to this person every single day. What a blessed life I’m living,” and they’ll be so deadass about it too. If you’re working from home and you suddenly switch to your “boss voice” or “corporate” voice they might find that hot too. They could even come over and kiss you, trying to tease you at times. This is a bit 18+ and also wholesome but another thing that sort of turns them on/ also gets them choked up in love about you is how you aggressively you chase your own pleasure, at least compared to them. In daily life, you may be the type to not get bogged down by the seriousness and the hustle culture of it all and prioritise your own fun. And when it comes to the 18+ stuff, let’s just say you aren’t scared to initiate. This sort of gives them the freedom and permission to also centre pleasure in their life and they’re so grateful to you for making their life better in so many different ways. “I learn so much from you.”
They think you’re the most strongest person they know and admire that about you, but this is also when the rare side of them comes out and they become stern whenever you push yourself too much. Lmao, this is going to be such a shocker for you and you’ll sort of be aroused at the same time.
You’re like a shining star for them. Your light brings them so much clarity and purpose. It could scare them sometimes because of how greedy they’d want to get with you (I feel like you’d be delighted at this admission and tease them about it).
Extra message: this could be the sort of person who struggles to hang up first/ be the first one to leave.
Well, that is all pile 2! I hope you enjoyed your reading! It is my first future spouse reading but I didn’t expect it to be this lengthy ahhh. If you’d like to leave me a tip or even purchase your own reading from me, please click here xx I have 22% on all readings until July hehe.
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‧₊˚ ⋅ 𑣲pile three ‧₊˚ ⋅
Aww pile3s, your future spouse is such an emotional softie to you. This is someone whose heart is very tender (they’d deny it if you ever asked them though). I think they like to think of themselves as someone who is gruff, intimidating (and in case it is a man “macho”). They could have been bullied in their school days for being too soft-spoken or shy, so they’re always conscious of appearing big enough for that to never happen again. I don’t think they’re the most in touch with their emotions- well, I don’t know. I think they try to avoid it but they can’t. I’m getting an image of someone who cries because a movie scene was particularly touching or sad and is sad the entire night, even cuddling with an old soft toy to comfort themseles. This is who they are when they aren’t performing what they think is socially acceptable.
They’re going to be sooo clingy and tender with you. Your relationship with them finally gives them space + permission to be wear their heart on their sleeve. I wouldn’t be surprised if this person acts one way with their friends and then a completely different person with you. Even if you tried telling other people, they might not even believe you.
In the spirit of honesty, your fs might have some toxic tendencies they might not think twice about. Esp for those who are interested in men, they might parrot some of the misogynistic jokes their friends cracked. This will offend you (as it should). But I’m hearing “ I will learn.“ Now, I’m not going to sit here and say that it’s your job to train a man or anyone else to deconstruct their misogyny and you should in NO way take this as a sign to stay around someone who is toxic/misogynistic thinking it could be your future spouse, no.
How you’ll know that it’s your future spouse is that this person’s expression will literally crumble when you express disappointment with them and pull back. They have no pride in this relationship. They don’t mind begging on their knees or going in between yours, whatever gets you looking all happy and content at them. They will like you so much that they’ll set onto do the work to deprogram their toxic mindset all by themself, because they want to be someone worthy of you. “I don’t deserve you.”
I want to emphasise that once again, pls don’t stay with someone who’s showing signs of a toxic mindset/ beliefs/ values just because of this message and think it might be your fs. LEAVEEE esp in this climate 🙏🏻 The message came through to convey that they realise how uncool it is to pretend to be someone they’re not and to just follow others to fit in. The shitty joke they made wouldn’t even be something that they believed in. This will cause them to go through an inner journey.
I mentioned earlier that they have no pride in this relationship and it’s really true when it comes to their clinginess. They’ll be the type to act like you’re the clingy one and tease you about that if you ever initiate affection, but they’re internally really happy about it. I just got an image of a tail wagging… very golden retriever energy. They’ll be pouty, wanting your attention, affection and time. You’re the most important person to them. I feel like this might annoy you sometimes and you set your boundaries. They’re going to be a lil dramatic in the beginning and their feelings will get hurt, but they want you to know that they will absolutely respect it. They just worry it’s a sign of you withdrawing from the relationship and not liking them anymore. You’ll find them very cute. Your opinion of them matters so much to them, Pile 3.
They’re the type to do big gestures or drive all night to come visit you at your house. (The sex life is going to be good. They’ll be eager to please and willing to do anything you like, anything at all.)
What gets your future spouse all choked up in love about you is your loyalty. Your unwavering single-minded focus when it comes to them. I mentioned earlier about them feeling like they don’t deserve you and they feel like it really is true. They feel like you’re better than them in every aspect, something about how you managed the twists and turns and all the curveballs life threw at you. You guys could have had similar backgrounds/ opportunities and they’re really in awe of how you’ve taken whatever you’ve given and basically transformed it into blessings. This person is really excited for you whenever you progress in your career.
They feel like you have so many better options. Some as cool and collected as you (I’m hearing “cool as a cucumber”) deserves so much than a person who can only razzle dazzle you. I feel like most of you will meet this person after the end of a relationship or when you’re in the market for a relationship/ marriage. I can definitely feel some meddling forces so maybe you’ve been set up to go on blind dates either by your friends or family (an aunt specifically for some of you).
I think this person sort of doesn’t go all way or hesitates when it comes to shooting their shot initially, at least not until that they notice that you aren’t looking at anyone else but them. This person puts you on such a pedestal istgg. I feel like you two could come from two different worlds. It’s giving Beth and Rip from Yellowstone.
There is someone who will actively try to get in between your relationship at some point. On paper, they think they are the better match for you and might just bulldoze it and try to court you( wining and dining you.) BUt you wouldn’t be interested in the other person at all. At some point your future spouse will realise that they’re the one you want, the only one you want. And let me tell you, that day they’ll feel like the happiest person in the world. The luckiest one too. That out of all these options, your unwavering heart is only for them. Mitski’s My love mine all mine is coming through. The moment they realise this, they’re going to lock you down AND love you down. (For some of you, I just heard that you make them feel like princess charming)
This person is a completely different person with others. More firm and even ruthless tbh. They’re sort of a down bad puppy only with you. (Eye contact could be something very important for them and something they’ll insist on during sex. “Eyes on me,” could be something they say. They’ll need that feeling of connection looking into your eyes gives for them to finish.) You’ll sort of be oblivious to this side of them in the beginning. You’ll only realise it when the switch-up happens right in front of you. This is probably when someone else is trying to hit on you.
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Hello, beautiful & sexy people! 💁🏻♀️I’m back with another LONG POST lol. I hope these piles resonate. If not—you’re sexy anyway ✨, and I’ll make more of these in the future. If you’re under 18 and/or easily offended by sexual/shadowy topics, this reading is not for you, and that’s okay!
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𓃹 PILE 1 {Aries, Serpent, Pluto}
What’s sexy about you is your confidence. You’re quiet but fiery. Daring and unapologetic. Rebellious. Tomboy/the homie. You take bold risks and make bad decisions sometimes, and this bad girl/bad boy energy is how you get people whipped (unintentionally). You can kind of ruin people just by existing 👀 I’m not saying you do this but it’s like you can slap people, and they’ll thank you for it, lol. You look like you could be someone’s ultimate undoing but you are actually nice? Your energy feels like a quiet Fire sign—dominant & masculine: a little reserved or nonchalant. You look sophisticated but lowkey adventurous and naughty.
You may experience bouts of self-doubt here and there but to the outside world, you come across as very secure about yourself and your decisions but you’re also able to show vulnerability and humility. There’s also a hint of innocence about you. For example, when you look unsure about what flavor of ice cream you want to order, or when you’re looking too serious while strategizing how to make your next move in a board game or when you’re trying to solve a problem for someone. Like you’re both sexy and cute.
You make moves that seem like they will end up in complete disaster but they always end up working for you. You could wear a potato sack and still serve, for example. Your style just looks effortless, and you’re not afraid to get your hands dirty. You don’t overthink, you just do. But this may also just be due to you not having a lot of patience so you just want to get things over with fast. So, you may have a little temper, but it’s sexy.
One of your sexiest moments is when you get shit done. Your competence makes people trust and follow your lead. You are also like that “type AB friend” who can pick up their homies in an old, beat up car with literally just 1 screw holding everything together but y’all would somehow still reach the venue safely, and would also get home unscathed (though I feel like they still secretly worry that “the chances are low but never 0” that y’all would crash somewhere) wth 😹 —are you & your people adrenaline junkies or something?
You’re dangerous & exciting. I’m also getting from the “screw” imagery that people talk about you like “she’s nuts” but in a hot way because you’re just so daring, impulsive, and sort of “mad”, as in genius, you know? You make bad decisions look smart and attractive. If others attempted to emulate what you’re doing, they would flop (but it’s just coz you’re impulsive, and so you tend to rack up more experience, so you have actually flopped many times before already so now you just know better), whereas you—you’re like a hot mess but it works for you. It’s part of your charm. This tells me that you may have a signature look that only you can pull off. That’s it! Your individuality is sexy.
Your individuality can’t be copied because your pure, raw sexual energy is written all over it. You love your shadow.
You also seem sexually explorative and open-minded. You’re not afraid to express your sexuality. You can talk about taboo stuff with people over lunch. You can also “take care of your own needs”, if you know what I mean. You could be someone who gets into their exploratory, player phases. At the same time, you’re not needy, and you know how to take care of yourself and keep yourself safe like… you can still get home by yourself via cab or any public transit even if you’re a lil intoxicated (I’m getting that you can fake looking sober or aware—but you may also look sad or just detached). Or if you don’t do this (anymore), you just look like that mysterious, bougie stranger they see on their daily commute/life. People can’t miss you. You always stand out somehow. This largely due to your unique aura, and edgy/nonchalant style.
People find it sexy and surprising that you look mature & sophisticated but are also not afraid to be loose & messy (on your own or with them). Ah—what is this?? I just had this sudden, super-intense image flash in my mind:
a hand grabbing a clump of someone’s disheveled hair and yanking it back hard (rough), exposing their flushed, mascara-smeared sweaty face looking totally lost in the moment.
This is a very tame version of what I saw in my head—and that is all I can say about it here 🙊
Now, if you are a woman, you may like to wear neutral colors like blacks & grays which can exude this more masculine aura/swagger about you. Your sexiness comes through your style which, again, looks “elegant-flirty-edgy”. I’m seeing deep cut tops/plunging necklines that show your cleavage or chest area, all the way down to your lower mid-region. You may also wear backless gowns & dresses that show the curve of your back/spine (SOME of you may be slender, slim & tall). If not these styles, then maybe crop tops and those black dresses or any type of clothing that have these multiple cuts & slits on them that show glimpses of your skin.
You may also have a tattoo on your ribs or between your breast bone. Some of you may also be bountifully gifted around that area too. Your mid-region is where people’s eyes go to directly when they first look at you—if we’re talking about what’s sexy about you in terms of physical looks because… it’s sort of “in your face”, you know what I mean? Just very bold af.
You may also make femmes a little confused or maybe feel “bi-panic” or bicurious towards you.
You may also be rough around the edges and curse a lot or talk dirty to people/your partner as a joke or to flirt with them, and people find this sexy—especially straight men/mascs. Like you get “guy humor”, and you can hang.
You can switch—which also confuse them sometimes because they don’t know whether you’re a homie or what. Kinda like Gracie Lou from Miss Congeniality.
You awaken the Mars in people—their raw strength, their courage, their sexual kinks and desires… you extinguish the shame people tend to feel about these things. People feel like they could be as free as you. Your aura is effortlessly infectious or influential in this way. It’s like you make people feel sexy (or hot & bothered) just by you being confidently sexy, open and totally accepting of yourself & others’ shadow.
If you’re leaning more masc; it’s sexy when you expose your chest with very low V-neck or half-unbuttoned shirts. Some of you may also have blow-dried, fluffy/wavy, medium-to-long hair with highlights, and it’s sexy when you comb your fingers through your hair to fix it. You may have one silver, dangling earring. Androgynous look. Leather jackets. I’m getting European or even Rockstar vibes here. Again, v open with sexuality, or behaviors and vices that would otherwise be ill3gal in other countries. Your rebelliousness and gender-bending style is so attractive to others. You just can’t be pinned down.
You are an untamed beauty. Your willingness to put yourself out there even if you don’t feel 100% is very attractive. I also feel like you get into a lot of accidents or there’s always something accidental or unplanned about you, like you just rolled out of bed, still hungover from the previous night but you can just put on a messy bun and be ready to go sit outside at a cafe on a late afternoon with a cigarette in your hand. You’re spontaneous.
You also look authoritative & strong-willed. You’re not a “sweetheart” but you are nice. You come off as reserved and mysterious. Your detached vibe actually protects you from bullies & pettiness. It’s like you carry this similar fiery temperament as the bullies but yours is more refined and controlled—maybe because you are older or just exude the natural charisma of leadership or authority. Your fire comes with intelligence and confidence, and this controlled fire keeps you cool under pressure, especially in the midst of enemies. People just know they can’t mess with you. People respect you.
You seem “battle-ridden”, like a cool older sister/brother you look up to. People can sense that have a dark past, and that you’re a survivor. People be like “I can fix them (you)” but you don’t need them to because you can save yourself. Your survival story makes you intimidating & sexy because people sense the power in your resilience, and this ignites the fire within them.
You’re a challenge, the one to please & impress.
The Queen.
Stay safe out there!!
Songs: If We Being Real - YouTube, Prada (acoustic) by Raye feat. casso - YouTube, Escapism by Raye (basically her whole My 21st Century album), sweater weather by the nbhd, bad idea by ariana grande, galipette by lolo zouai, bad things by everett
your vibe: Olivia Munn (specifically their character as nick’s wild ex from new girl), Kristen Stewart, Raye (the singer), Janelle Monae, Lady Gaga, Virgo/Hasta, Robert Pattinson, Harry Styles, Yungblud, Evan Peters, Adam Driver, Lena Headey, Effy from Skins, Rue from Euphoria, Alexa Demie, Lagertha from Vikings
shades, Prada, rock music, grunge, camos, soldier, military, nikes, jordans, F1/racing, horse, the nbhd, wild cats, the film “nymphomaniac”, vampires, middle eastern, east asian
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This will not resonate with everybody so if this pile doesn’t sound like you, please choose another pile!
What’s sexy about you is that you don’t give everything away all at once. Your sexuality is reserved, hidden and precious. Some of you may dress on the conservative side but it’s still sexy 🤷🏻♀️
You don’t do casual. Your love and devotion for the one who wins your affection run deep.
This pile may be into Tantra. You are shrouded in mystery and wisdom. Your sexiness shines through your intelligence—soft and warm, rather than cold. It feels like a mix of Gemini, Pisces, Cancer & Scorpio. People want to de-mystify you but your secrets are only revealed when you’re teaching or sharing your knowledge & wisdom to people in a closed environment. You’re more of the go-to person for advice when people are going through crisis that needs more of an unconventional solution. You’re the weird, mystic friend. Even the term “friend” feels too casual of a word to describe your relationships with people because you just seem so ethereal & detached. Kind of like a loner, in your own world.
There is this certain feeling of deep privacy and secrecy when you engage with people. It’s like what’s shared between you will never be truly known, captured and shared with someone else outside of your circle (short-term or long-term) even if the person you were intimate with shares the information to someone else. I’m just getting this deep feeling of intimacy, and intellectual (or even telepathic) connection.
There’s two groups of people here: one type of group is eager to share to others what they’ve learned from you, as if they’ve just discovered some sort of miracle/secret knowledge, and the other type are the gatekeepers who don’t want to share the power and connection they’ve had with you to others. No matter the circumstances, there is a certain depth to your presence that remains off-limits to those who haven’t met themselves yet as deeply as you do.
You are both the Virgin Mother and the Sacred Prstitute (Madonna-whxre?): nurturing to all, yet only accessible to few. If they haven't met themselves in the dark, then they will never find you in this lifetime.
Your duality is magnetic. You intrigue people especially when you show your more innocent, child-like, happy-go-lucky side with them one day, and then your more mature, serious and nurturing side the next. They love how you carry your duality with grace, instead of instability or volatility. You are known for being wise beyond your years but you will still make mistakes or do something that seem reckless like you’re this free-spirit who’s frolicking in a forest full of wolves and other wild animals. You seem so pure, so innocent, so soft (!), yet you are also so strong & courageous. You are unencumbered by shadows.
You can spot red flags in others yet you don’t judge them, but you don’t absorb them into your atmosphere either. You may attract a lot of people and experiences from the “lower worlds” because of this (like people who get obsessed with your Yin energy—Yin as in passive or feminine traits), and it can be scary to you and to others as well but you know how to “burn” them. On one hand, they can lose their individuality if they end up making you their world (like people seem to fall for you so easily which can get too overwhelming for you sometimes—which is why you tend to keep a distance from people, which just intrigues them even more). On the other hand, they also have a chance to get burned and be transformed and purified by your heat… leading them to true liberation. What’s alluring about you is that you break limitations yet also impose them. You represent true freedom. It’s in the way you move (maybe you like to dance in nature: near water or forests or you just move very gracefully like freestyle sensual dancing, like you’re water/fire/air-bending or some shi 💃🌪️🍃🌊). You are unattainable, yes, but only to those who believe so.
You seem like you’re from another time. I’m seeing all white, lace sleeping gowns, candles, old castles, foggy mornings—haunting! Like a ghostly figure from a historical, gothic fiction novel.
I’m not going to pretend like I know fully well what I was talking about in this pile, lol, which is kind of the point, I think—because you’re kind of enigmatic. It also did sound kind of poetic/cryptic, and so I think you may talk like this in real life or you may speak in riddles. Something about your voice is hypnotizing, prophetic, ethereal and soothing… like ASMR or Arwen from LotR.
But, to put it in plain words, what’s sexy about you is that you’re beautifully mysterious, mystical & transcendent. You keep to yourself and you keep everybody guessing. You’re kind and nurturing yet also detached from the physical world. Your aura may also be this angelic, white glow, and people who come in contact with you feel softened or soothed/healed, like they’re falling in love with an angel. Like being under a spell. People can sense that you know the truth about them, and the truth about everything in the Universe, but you won’t open up unless they speak your language (not literally, but more like if they’re not gnostics?) but maybe you do also speak a different language… I’m really hearing Arwen in my head speaking Elvish, and it’s just so beautiful! You have an enchanting voice… like music, or an instrument. So soft & polite. Again, it’s ASMR-esque. It’s very healing.
This is such an interesting energy to channel for this type of reading! Thanks for gracing us with your presence 😇✨💗✨🪽
My cat also just woke up from her long afternoon nap, and then went under my tarot table, and then climbed on me, which I took as a cue to end your reading. This pile is so mysterious, lol! Anyway, thanks for reading! Blessed be.
healer, angels, nuns, religious symbolisms, the moon, 8th house of death & mysticism, crisis management, sacred femininity, kundalini, snakes, mysteries, virgin su!c!des, pharmacy, aghori, cats, pink panther theme, the priestess archetype, the scarlet woman, celtic music, enya, renaissance fairs, baroque, spectrum, rainbow, neurodivergence
extra messages: a few of you who picked this pile may have white, lightened, platinum blonde or silver hair 🩶, and it’s very sexy. I can only think of an anime character that reminds me of you: Yukito for your innie (but Yue—their true form, for your outie/appearance/vibe) in Cardcaptor Sakura. Maybe you also like to cosplay or do theater. It’s either you channel this energy through these art forms or you are just naturally this ethereal.
Songs:
Congratulations - Mac Miller
Boys Like You by Tanerélle
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𓃹 PILE 3 {Venus, Peacock, Weaving flowers}
Your high standards make you incredibly sexy. You exude Venusian energy. You have a great eye for aesthetics, and you live for beauty and harmony. Words that came to mind immediately: Exotic. Foreign. Good manners & etiquette. Classy. Historical romance. Marie Antoinette. Elaborate hairstyle. Model-esque. Velvet. Expensive. Tailor-made. You always look like you’re always enjoying yourself. Like a Queen/King/princess/prince. Royalty.
You also have a beautiful mind filled with good thoughts about humanity. Idealism.
Aesthetic: Glasses. Reading. Librarian. Sass.
What’s sexy about you is the way you get lost in your art, or others’ art, and all of your other passions, whenever you talk about what it means to you, what moves you… maybe you do this in class or when you’re talking to someone about a painting while you’re on a date at a museum, for example.
What is sexy about you is your mind and how you think. You go on a tangent talking about what you love or find beautiful, and it’s never boring because you just get so passionate about them like getting excited talking about your favorite food, your favorite band, your favorite actors & how they disappear into their characters—things like that. Your tendency to debate with people and prove them wrong is also what people find sexy about you. Like, your intelligence is really hot, lol. Some of you may be literal lawyers or planning to go to Law school. You make people feel like if they’re on your side, or if they follow you, you’ll lead them towards victory (like they’re on the winning team), and you will make them look good too because they’re standing next to you/know you. People look up to you a lot as a leader. You inspire people to be the greatest versions of themselves.
But, sometimes your beauty can also be a little distracting like say you’re explaining something deeply philosophical to somebody, they’d have to ask you to repeat what you said because they get distracted by your beauty. Your energy reminds me of those attractive people who use their talents for spying for their country during wars. Very noir or dark academia. Low-key femme fatale. I’m also getting that some of you may have a vintage aesthetic or like to shop at thrift stores.
The people who picked this pile are also very artistic and into fashion design, as in Alexander McQueen kind of design. Avantgarde. Like your animal spirit card is Peacock, and there are literally full blown, Peacock feathers attached to the dress of the woman in your other oracle card. So I think you do like to show off your beauty and brains, and take great pride in yourself. The way you pursue the arts for pleasure, and not for money is admirable.
Your idealism is contagious. You inspire people with what you speak about and create. Maybe you paint, draw, are a fashion model, act—some sort of artistic skill/s. It’s sexy because creativity is also sexual energy. And you let that shi flow 🌊 Also, I’m getting another end of the spectrum here where you are more casual/grunge/messy but your creations turn out avantgarde, Venusian.
Venusians have this vibe of exclusivity and refinement about them so maybe you also hang out with musicians, and all other sorts of underground artists. I see dark rooms and neon lights. Cinema. Film. Erotic Art. Nudes. There’s also this force of violence and harshness emanating from you. You like to suffer for beauty just to reach that unattainable level of perfection that you want. When you obsess over every detail and you’re immersed in carving perfection with your literal blood, sweat and tears… it’s masochistic, but also at the same time feels good to you. You know how people want something more when they know they can’t have it? You’re similar to that but in a more unapologetic way like—“F that. I can have it, and I will!”. Like nothing’s unattainable to you. That’s the attitude that people find sexy about you. So it kind of makes you selfish, and a proud person because you know you worked so hard to attain what you know others can’t attain so easily—but that’s what’s sexy about you. If someone were to pursue you romantically, the challenge of impressing someone like you who is hard to please and has high standards will turn them on. They can also tell that based on your taste, what you post, your appearance and overall energy that you’ll be into BDSM or anything taboo, and that excites them.
Like you will destroy yourself in the name of Art or beauty. Passionate, picky and discriminating. Your approval means everything. You can also be a Domme or engage in FemDom. Or even a sub/brat.
I keep seeing all sorts of night clubs and “ladies/boys of the night”. Being self-destructive. But only for art and love—always for art & love.
other: artisan, bridgerton, bdsm, erotic art, film club/critic, art student, scars & bruises, retail, fashion design, ballet, seggs work, cher from clueless, miranda priestly & emily, rock & roll
the name “Taylor” or tailor/seamstress.
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just made my sister break through her religious conditioning, told her about the spirits and that i’m a witch the same night (she’s okay) (i wasn’t even planning to it just all spilled out) (lowk wasn’t expecting it either but she brought it up first) (i’m so proud of her tho we’re makin the first steps!!!!)
“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.
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