Let me tell you a story, so once upon a time...

Jie Ying (Janice) Huang; UW Seattle; Instagram: janiceyingyinghuang

[jyhuang]

Going off social media for a little helps with mental health.

[jyhuang]

I'm at the point in life where I think to myself constantly "now what"?

[jm-8-deactivated20190905]

If you break someone and they still wish you the best, you’ve lost the greatest thing for you

[exploregif-blog]

[jyhuang]

Either you're being nice or mean, people are still gonna be an ass to you.

[onlytwitterpics]

[the-absolute-best-memes]

that’s just the right eye

[jyhuang]

My Thanksgiving letter to you.

Dear anonymous,

Happy Thankgiving! I wanna say this to you in person or even on the phone but I honestly don’t have any courage to talk to you or even be near you anymore. I just can’t be around you without feeling hurt and the “i miss you” feelings suck. I wish they can go away so that i can move on with my life. Anyways, i just wanna say i’m thankful that you were once in my life. Thankful that you once made me feel like the most special person in the world. Thankful that you were always there for me when i had to go through bad things. Thankful that you opened up to me and told me things that others didn’t know about. Thankful that you once called me a part of your family and that i’m someone you’d take a bullet for. Thankful that you once cared for me and boosted up my self-esteem. Thankful for all the things you’ve done for me. Thanks for making me smile and laugh everyday. Thank you for all the memories we’ve created and shared together within 1 and a half year. It is sad that everything fell apart, i really thought our friendship would last for a while but i guess i just couldn’t break the curse and i let history repeat itself like i once told you it would and you would give up on me eventually. I don’t blame anyone for this because I understand that nothing last forever, but i just didn’t think it would end so soon. I’m not gonna try to find out why this happened anymore because i gotta let this go and set both of us free. I really hope you’re happy and you’re doing well in school. You seem ok, or i should say happy without me. I guess i should be happy that you’re happy even though i’m not one of the reasons anymore. I just want you to take care of yourself and don’t let anything get in your way of being successful. The you i know is slowly fading… the you now is someone i don’t know. I just hope you change for the good. All i know is that i’ll always care about you even if i don’t show it anymore. You have other people to care for you anyways. I know i’ve wrote to you many times, the very last time was the letter i left at your house. It may seem lame but i mean everything i said to you every time i write you something. Maybe i am doing too much, i always ask myself if you’re worth all this effort. I would always end up with the answer, YES. If i get to choose again, i’d still choose this path and be your best friend all over again but just gotta make sure you don’t run away this time. HAHA silly me. Well, i guess what i gotta thank you for is putting me through this pain. Why? because it’s like testing me to see if i can survive without you. Of course i can, but i’d prefer having you in it. I can’t stop you from leaving and i don’t like forcing people to stay. Whatever your choice is, i’ll always respect it. I just can’t wait til we graduate, it’s our year so we should embrace it. I don’t know where time is gonna take us but maybe things will get better later on, who knows. I don’t wanna predict anything, i’m just gonna let things happen naturally. But for now, my only wish is to see you do good in school, take good care of yourself, and BE HAPPY!

stranger, Janice Huang. 

[jyhuang]

Laughing at how pathetic I was, now they're even scared to say Hi and is all butthurt that I don't give them the attention. Your loss, not mine.

[frehsia]

“Set some goals. Stay quiet about it. Smash the shit out of them. Clap for your own damn self.”

— Dailydose (via chxpotle)

[eearth-deactivated20180601]

The real glo up is when you stop waiting to turn into some perfect hypothetical version of yourself and consciously enjoy being who you are in the present moment.

[kivaliszn]

Know the difference between being patient and wasting your time.

[kill-kxi]

[unbotheredmuse]

[jyhuang]

Why my dad likes my mom

[jyhuang]

Me: why do you like mom?

Dad: i don't know. *awkward silence, she has a really nice smile with those straight teeth, she's always smiling, she's so tiny w/ those chubby cheeks, she's gullible, blunt, and clumsy, all those makes me smile... It just feels right being with her.

[alsegaih-deactivated20200129]

you deserve someone who is sure about you.

[jyhuang]

Hoes be stalking, making up fake names and shit. Y'all crack me up smh.

[katarina-von-abyss]

[thetattedstoner]

Spoil your girl and let these other girls die of thirst