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i need all of ya cream soda

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(☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ BLOG FOR ARCHIVAL PURPOSE, NO LONGER WRITING ON HERE.

Lookism: Extended | Eli Jang | Johan Seong | Samuel Seo | Jake Kim | Daniel Park | How to Fight: Seong Taehoon

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BLOG RETIRED.

After considerable deliberation, I have decided to put this blog on permanent hiatus. I genuinely have no interest in writing fanfiction for reader-insert content anymore, and I've been running on steam with it for the past two years.

I want to thank everyone for the love and support you've given me during my time on this blog, and I wish everyone the best going forward. The blog will remain available for anyone who wants to revisit my past writing, but I will no longer be posting new content going forward.

Take care everyone!

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My parting gift for everyone (...who followed Eleceed at least) \o/ Commission by utayart

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If you are on it, James texting habit pls☺️🙏

I started writing this in Pink James mode because I'm used to it lol...

-- Probably... definitely has multiple phones. He has one specifically for his personal life, but he only ever uses it to contact you. There's one he uses for his business contact, and then his industry contacts, maybe even has an assistant to handle them. But the phone he has for you, he always keeps with him.

-- The phone he uses to stay in touch with you is completely clean. Aside from his communication with you and your pictures together, he doesn't keep anything else on it. He has a few accounts logged in that can be logged out or deleted from other devices, but otherwise, it's extremely normal, weirdly so.

-- Passwords are your birthdays, anniversaries, you name it. You can also unlock the phone with your own face.

-- The two of you actually don't text that often. He's often busy and doesn't have time to check up on you all the time. But he does make the effort to check on you at least twice or thrice a day. Your name is definitely 'baby' in his contact; he does it more ironically than anything, but it does make him smirk a little when he sees.

-- He's not above the novelty of stickers... will use them when applicable, but I can also see him commissioning a custom set to use between the two of you. What's the point of having money if he can't splurge? He doesn't send pictures that often, but he will get to it quickly if you ask him for it.

-- If it's not for the problem of privacy, he'd definitely use your picture as his avatar. Probably has to settle for something more inconspicuous instead, maybe a picture you took or your couple stuff.

-- He's as dry and teasing through text as he is face-to-face. Even if he doesn't initiate conversations as often as you do, he's always quick to engage. You always get his replies within ten minutes, top.

-- ...On a darker note, the two of you probably agreed on a code you send to him when you get into trouble. Real trouble.

-- [Red] He used to be much more annoying with texting when he was younger. He'd spam your phone all the time if he were bored, spamming you with all kinds of things he saw and pictures of himself. So many pictures of him. Your chat's media is like 80% his face back then. The novelty wore off after he got famous, but you probably have like hundreds of old James's pictures.

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Crackhead reader x james

The lack of clarification scares me. Is it crackhead [reader x james] or [crackhead reader] x james? One can never know for sure 🤔

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I don't remember if it was you (I think it was) but I've been spending so much time looking for a specific post with Taehoon (viral hit) and an argument between him and reader Infront of their little brother (it was a lil angst fluff?) 😭. Is that perhaps still here? I couldn't find it in the post list.

Pretty sure it’s this one

no.

Summary: I swear this has nothing to do with my influx of stress/work related fic, no. Seong Taehoon has a problem. And if that problem is s

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yu junghyeok nsfw alphabet ? perchance ?

Gods, I swore I wouldn't do another one of these but YJH is like my favourite in ORV so...

I DON'T ACCEPT FULL NSFW ALPHABET. I'LL ONLY ANSWER UP TO FIVE LETTERS PER CHARACTER.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Really quiet. Deadly so. You'd think he didn't enjoy it if you weren't seeing him climaxing a few minutes ago. He gets really contemplative after sex; it takes him a while to reconnect with the thought that he is allowed to feel good and shouldn't feel bad about it. He loves being with you, but his mind is always all over the place.

B = Body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He doesn't really have any preference for anything on him. Whatever you enjoy, he has a slight liking for it, but in general, he has a very detached view of his own body. Junghyeok does like your lips best, however, not in a sexual way; he simply loves the shape of them. And your spine, he likes running his fingers down the length of it; this one is totally sexual.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

The mythical beast of having cum that tastes good. He's super mindful of what he eats, so his cum is definitely okay for swallowing if you're into that. It's a bit thin, on the runny side. He doesn't like cumming on your skin in general; it's another mess to clean up.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Probably fucks harder if he knows there's no risk of getting kids LOL one less risk to worry about.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Yes. Most of his experiences come from being in a committed relationship. He takes his time to learn your preferences. Once he's out of 'research' mode, he's much more confident in taking the initiative. In the beginning, it's a lot of quiet questioning and testing the ground.

F = Favourite position (this goes without saying)

Cowgirl. He likes the eye contact, like not having to worry about crushing you under his weight. It gives both of you some levels of control. Also, seeing tits bouncing 👍

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Have you seen this guy?

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He doesn't exactly groom; it just looks that immaculate. Yes, of course, it matches the drape; he's Korean.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Sex is mainly for intimacy for him; anything else is very secondary. Yes, the stress relief is good, but he's honestly still too high-strung in the aftermath unless this is the two of you after the end.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Not a mastubator at all. He doesn't have anything against it, but between his nonexistent sex drive outside of you and his general disinterest in it, he never sees any point in touching himself. He'd rather vent his frustration by hitting something. Far more productive that way.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Hair pulling, spanking, and light asphyxiation.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Has to be completely private and safe. Otherwise, he doesn't care which platform you're fucking on.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Prolonged makeout session, cuddling in bed at night, usually when he's taking it easy with you. Sparring also gets him going sometimes, but it's a toss-up whether it works or not because he needs to be in a specific mindset.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Roleplay, additional partner, CNC, any type of play, BDSM... the list of what he doesn't want to do is actually huge; better to ask what he wants to do.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Prefer to give over receiving. He always gets too restless during receiving to actually enjoy it. His nature makes him unable to sit still and do nothing, he always has to order you around, move you a little, take charge of the situation somehow.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Rough, in general, in a desperate way, where he wants more of you. All of you, in any way possible. He just wants to be as deep in you as he can, but he also loves savouring the feeling of being inside you. It mostly depends on the day whether he's on the fast or slow side. He's on slow and rough by default, however.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Theoretically, it sounds efficient for him, but realistically, he usually takes too long for this to be applicable. The likelihood of getting interrupted during a quickie is so high, he usually doesn't bother. He's more receptive to it after everything is over and done. Honestly, he's open to a lot more things once the world is safe again.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Minimal. He doesn't even experiment much, painfully vanilla in his preferences. He's not the most exciting of guys if you're looking for an adventure with. Unless the two of you are completely safe, he's not going to do anything with you. Outside of that, getting him comfortable enough to have sex is also a whole production, and asking him to experiment is even worse.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

The type to go for long rounds instead of many rounds. He's one and done for himself, but you always come at least once way before he's even finished. He lasts ridiculously long because he needs to completely relax before that happens.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Toys with your feelings. Not a toy guy, no.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He knows how to make you feel good; he's confident in that. He has a lot going for him that makes him a great bed partner when it comes to your pleasure. He, however, is very hard to tease, because you're more likely to annoy him than rile him up. You have to try really hard to get him as flustered as you can get when he gets to you.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Pretty quiet. He's more of a breathy sigh, grunts, and groans guy. He doesn't make much noise in general, outside of checking if you're feeling good.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

There's a very specific condition where you can get super soft Junghyeok. It requires a combination of sleepy Junghyeok, the sun barely rising, and the two of you tangled up in bed. The sex will be slow and sweet, and he'd be less tense for the whole day.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Big, thick, in charge. Decent in girth, a little over six inches. His head is rather sensitive, but he doesn't like it when you play with his balls, it kinda tickles to be honest.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

On the low end of things. It's pretty much nonexistent if he's not having an active sex life. He also doesn't appreciate getting seduced in the heat of important things or in public; it annoys him and only annoys him. Better save it for private.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Take him quite a while if you did it at night, but he falls asleep faster than he normally does. If it's any other hour of the day, he'd be ready to get up and go do other things once he spent enough time with you. It's hard for him to stay still.

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originally requested on @k-dokja

You think Jaeha is a touch too easygoing.

The two of you are by no means affectionate, but that never stops him from grabbing you whenever you are within arm's reach. His arm is always over your shoulder or around your waist. It doesn't even take a second to pass for new people to know the two of you are "together". It makes you overthink whether he even notices what he's doing.

He probably does.

Nothing Han Jaeha does is incidental.

"What is troubling your pretty little head?" Jaeha flicks at your forehead, snapping you out of your turmoil.

You scowl at him, swatting at his arm. Waiting for him to finish his business at the karaoke has gone on for long enough, and you have started to space out. You've grown bored with your phone for about fifteen minutes, opting to watch the ongoing action in the bar instead.

Frankly, you didn't even notice Jaeha returning.

"Nothing," you wipe down your face, only now noticing how late it has become through the fatigue draping down on you. "Ready to head out yet, or should I go alone?"

"Eager to escape me already?" He grins at you with the insufferable arrogance of his, but you're too distracted by his offered hand to care.

"Your bar stinks," you scrunch your nose, but slide your hand into his anyway. Warm and solid, you hate how you don't mind the calluses when they press on your skin.

Jaeha pulls you up on your feet with a mock-offended expression. The proximity enhances the faint musk of his cologne. Before you can think too much about it, he swoops down to brush the slightest kiss against your lips.

"We do use air fresheners, you know," his breath fans on your lips as he drawls, you ignore the hand he puts on your hip and focus on the distinct note of alcohol in his breath.

"You can afford to use some breath mints, too," you try to pull back from him to no avail. Jaeha smirks at your revulsion, eyes alight with the type of malice that spells trouble.

He leans closer to you. His breath fans with intention at your nose, “Somebody’s being prissy today, you never minded this so much.”

“Now, I do,” you push his face away from yours if only to increase the negligible distance.

”All right,” he laughs after his grip loosens enough to let you escape, “why don’t we head back to my place, and you can ensure that I'll smell good for you in the shower?"

You roll your eyes at his obvious seduction, but a smile curves your lips anyway, "Let's stop by the stores first so I can grab one of those floral shower gels for you."

Jaeha shoots you an unimpressed look at the suggestion, but he doesn't stay outdone for long. He rarely does. "Fine, but only if you apply it to me... thoroughly." His hand slides into yours as he tugs you along, the implication already burns your skin hot.

"Gross."

"Nothing you haven't done before~"

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could I request a Hajun nsfw alphabet?

AFAB reader. Under the cut!

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

So sleepy… Hajun conks out pretty quickly after he came inside you. It’s more often than not that he slumps down on you or next to you and snoozes off as soon as you cuddle up to him. You have to drag him off to clean up and even then he will groan about it. 

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He likes his chest and back best… he puts a lot of effort into working on them, and you always ogle him whenever he’s doing his exercises so naturally he takes pride in his body. He has a preference for soft and squishy thighs, also a soft and squishy boob person. He just likes soft and squishy parts of your body.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

His cum is hot and thick, but also very sticky. Think twice before you allow him to cum on you because that will stick to your skin in the worst way possible. It’s fine because he doesn’t really care where he comes, but he does get a little riled up again if he sees it smeared over your skin. So choose your battle, I guess?

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He doesn’t really keep anything from you… but maybe, the fact he probably had jacked off to the thought of you before the two of you got together. Hajun is pretty confident you also like him back by then, but it doesn’t make the situation any less weird.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He has slept around a bit before, but never really in a relationship. Mostly, he wants to see what the craze is about and it’s a good way to relieve stress. 

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Standing doggy, as the gods intended. 

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He can handle a little bit of light teasing and return the energy in full, but anymore than that is going to turn him off. Any mishaps can also be easily overcome, that’s about it. Hajun is trying to get into your pants, please don’t make this a comedy stand-up in bed. 

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Pretty natural, he’s not one to really groom himself down there. His hair is near by nature so he doesn’t even think to trim or do anything about it as well. 

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Not exactly a romantic, attributing to the fact he speaks very little unless he wants you to do something a certain way. The intimacy with him mostly comes from his desire to be as close to you as possible. 

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Majorly turned on by the scent of your used undergarment. His ideal situation for jacking off would be smelling your bra while having your panties covering his cock. He doesn’t see anything wrong or shameful about jacking off as well, pretty much has called you before to do it over the phone lol

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Hair pulling, marking, 

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Against the wall, any wall. 

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Your scent, as mentioned before. It’s also easy to turn him on when he has adrenaline running, especially if you’re into something rough. Otherwise, he’s also easy to get into the mood when the two of you are cuddling. The man loves cuddling.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

BDSM, pet play, role play… He dislikes anything that makes a production out of sex, it distracts him too much from the actual act to enjoy himself. Anything extreme also takes the enjoyment out of him. He leans on the vanilla side, with a few caveat. 

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Prefer receiving cuz he’s not… really good at giving. This is also how you find out he’s not that good of a kisser but he has other things to make up for it…! He’s average, all things considered, but he prefers not to spend time on something he’s only average at. Better to make you feel good in other ways, he’s plenty good with his hands anyway.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Any pace, babey. It’s all situational. He also prefers to be on the slow and rough side to draw out the pleasure for as long as possible. It also gives him time to get you off first.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He likes doing it post-workout. Weird but it works. It also gives him excuses to pull you into the shower after. 

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He has things he knows he likes and usually pretty hesitant to stray away from it because he doesn’t find new things enjoyable often. However, he has done some levels of semi-public sex before. He doesn’t care that much if he’s caught, but he worries about you getting upset if you do.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

He doesn’t go for multiple rounds due to reasons previously explain. So because of that, he’d rather to have one long round. Or do it again when you two wake up from the nap. He’s not picky. 

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Not big on toys because he doesn’t really need any for himself but he can see the novelty of a vibrator. He doesn’t mind if you have any of your own, he just doesn’t go out of his way to use them.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Not that unfair. He does sometimes accidentally edge you because he gets too caught up in the act, but otherwise, he’s very straightforward about his goal. 

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He’s not that loud at all. Mostly keeping it to grunt and groan. He also has the habit of pressing his face into your neck, chest, or back, anywhere he can conceal his sounds. He does get louder near the end, but mostly in the forms of making more frequent sounds. 

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He likes to finger you while he’s spooning you without expecting anything in return. Honestly, it’s nice if you want to get him off too, but he mostly just wants to nap again once he sees you all mushy and content.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Decently six inches, but he’s a thick boy down there. It’s also veiny on the side and almost… pretty? 

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

It’s hard to say. Some days, he’s all over you. Other days, you can’t even get him to react. He can adjust to some levels, but you will feel it if he’s not fully into it. He also gets it if you’re not in the mood when he is, and he’s pretty good at taking care of his own problem.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

As the first one mentioned, he can pass out almost immediately unless he has something else to do. It’s bad for him because his yearning is inconsistent and sometimes, he has to go on with the day just want to be tucked in. 

[k-dokja]

How do you think lookism guys react to a situation that can't be altered no matter what they do like a canon event of sorts who handles it the best to worst when told that something or someone they hold very dearly to them is going to either die or get taken away and theirs nothing they can do about it to stop or save it like how about fate just being cruel you know

Daniel is the main character so by rights of main character, he will refuse to accept it at all cost and he will do anything possible to change the outcome and let everyone be happy. Will he succeed? Who knows… but he won’t give up until all hope is lost. Even then. Zack and Vasco are also on the same vein, they’re too stupid to give up. It’s not until someone close to them ask them to let it go that they finally accept defeat.

Johan hates that he’s pretty much the same way, but he’s far more self-destructive than Daniel about it. I think the closest example to Johan in this situation is pretty much YJH. He will try and try as much as he can but his emotions will be impossibly closed off in order to save the one that he holds dear.

Jake is more levelheaded about it. If he doesn’t let this happen then what will happen? He wants to weigh all of his choices before he does it. Ultimately, he goes with what would be the greater good. It hurts like a bitch but what else can he do? The alternative is much worse. Hudson is much the same, as well as Seongji.

Goo will change fate, damn everything else that will be collateral in this. He’s not going to sacrifice anything dear to him. Even if it comes at the cost of other suffering. James can’t say he’s any better, he’s opportunistic and ultimately selfish. If he’s the winner at the end of the road, he’d be damned if he cares about anyone else hurt in the process.

Gun challenges fate, only because he’s too arrogant not to. “Canon event” sounds like a bunch of mumbo jumbo bullshit anyway. He has very few people he holds dear in his life, to think someone has the audacity to take it away, he won’t stand for it.

And Samuel has always been good at getting back up again. He will find a way, he won’t be pushed aside when it comes to his own life.

[k-dokja]

WELCOME BACKKKK miss u lots 🤭🫦 uhmm anywaysss have you watched kpop demon hunters? any thoughts?

It was nice, I liked the songs and the fanart the show spawned 😗

[k-dokja]

YIPPEE WELCOME BACK KING WE MISSED YOU YOUR RETURN HAS BEEN LONG AWAITED

Hope you don't return to the shadow realm again because of the Tumblr Gods

no promises… I got deactivated before and still came back so in a way u can say this blog is like a cockroach

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i can’t believe it…. you’ve finally escaped from the realm of shadows!!

I don't have to clog my main with fanfic anymore... FREEDOM!!!!

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don't make eye contact with me

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my blog is no longer shadowbanned??????

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don't make eye contact with me

[k-dokja]

Thank you for your singular contributions to the Questism fic fandom! Can I please have more Jaeha Han & reader? ❤️❤️

I have one in the draft from your last request 👌

[k-dokja]

I just wanted to say a big thank you for all your James content and also for the recent jealousy one where you put effort into showcasing him through all his different eras. It means a lot. I hope you have a great day, and pls know it’s always a delight to read your work. I just love that menace so much🥀

Also, I don’t want to come on too strong, but I wanted to say this: it’s because of your writing that I felt inspired to start writing and posting my own work. So thank you again🌺🎀💗

Aww thank you for your sweet words, hope you’re having a nice weekend too! I’m glad you’re inspired to start writing because of mine LOL as you’re having fun, create away 🤩