i have 0 sympathy for thin people continuing to treat fatness as the worst thing that could ever happen to them and falling into this self pitying "oh my god i felt like a fat ugly loser 😭" shit all the time. there are much worse traits that you could have than my body type, such as the personality that you currently have in real life
A/n: Hihi, have some crumbs I'm alive and well, just doing the grind ya' know. Anyways back into my Marvel hype fixations and so here. Also I live in delusional land, let me believe all these Marvel ladies are alive and well, thank you. Also I did this because I wanted to and no one can stop me. Thank you.
PS: Sorry if these seem out of character I tried 🤷♂️ and if you guys want more please let me know.
TW: Talks about violence, transphobia, and dysphoria. Nothing goes into detail.
Natasha Romanoff:
Natasha has always known in a sense. She never really understood what but she knew something was different about you.
When you tell her, she is immediately supportive and reminds you that no matter what you identify as she loved you all the same.
Immediately asks for your new name and pronouns. Will help you change your name, she’s got some debts that need to be repaid anyways.
She can and will rudely or passive aggressively correct someone. Unless you tell her not to.
Has punched someone for misgendering you on purpose and she will do it again.
Now, Natasha has a hard time saying how much she absolutely adores you. Which she does with her whole being but you’ll know from how much she does for you.
Soft hugs and kisses on the lips or cheek, words of encouragement, words of praise.
She doesn’t infantilize you at all, she knows you are more than capable of kicking ass as much as she is but she just wants to pamper you.
She still calls you “babe”, “baby”, “sweetheart”. But behind closed doors and in the dark of night she will call you, “baby boy”, “prince”, “sweet boy”, “handsome” etc.
If you wear a binder? She’s watching the hours. On a mission or at work? She’s immediately helping you take it off once at home/somewhere safe.
Top surgery? She’s your personal nurse until you get better. Don’t point it out cause she will stop.
Don’t get me started on the fact she’s either your personal trainer or she gets Steve to help.
Dysphoria? She’s getting big sweaters/hoodies she owns and letting you wear them. They smell like her and it helps you. Let her hold you during those times (if you can handle physical touch).
Wanda Maximoff:
When you first tell her she’s quiet at first. She’s letting you tell her and she’s trying to understand.
But once she fully understands? Oh boy, you are getting hugged and kissed all over. She’s so proud of you and happy that you trust her enough to let her know who you truly are.
She immediately does her research and asks what your new name is and what pronouns you use.
Also very protective of you, but she won’t punch someone outright like Natasha. No she will stare them down and be so passive aggressive it’s not funny.
She has had so many arguments with people over the fact they misgendered you.
Another one who pampers you to hell and back.
Go clothes shopping with her, please. She’ll buy matching outfit sets with you.
Matching jewelry? Yes please.
If you’re wearing a binder, you best bet your bottom dollar that she is also watching the hours. She doesn’t want you hurt or injured.
Top surgery? She’s also your personal nurse.
Dysmorphia? She’s letting you stay in bed and she’ll happily cuddle you.
Calls you different pet names: “baby”, “babe”, “handsome”, etc
If you just started testosterone and you start to grow facial hair, please let her help you shave. She has such a calming voice and steady hands.
(Lowkey headcanon she’s watched Pietro shave/helped him shave if he got injured anyways-)
She will teach you if you don’t know how.
If Pietro is still alive she asks him about certain clothes or shaving products to help you.
Wife Material 👌
Yelena Belova:
I’m gonna hold your hand when I say this. She loves you to death and she will commit murder for you but she is gonna have to take a minute to understand this.
Not to say she doesn’t know or care but she just needs a minute to adjust.
She loves you dearly, even though she doesn’t say it much or show it around the others, but if this is who you are, then you are her boyfriend. End of story.
She has also punched and possibly killed people who have misgendered you. The jury is still out on the killing part.
She’s not big on PDA but in private she will be all over you from calling you petnames to soft kisses.
She will also personally train you to perfectly punch a transphobe or bigot in the face. (“Eyes, nose or throat.” She says)
She thinks you are the strongest and bravest person she’s met. To say who you are and not care what others think? She’s even more in love with you.
Petnames include, “Prince” (cause she always says your her “Prince in distress”), “Darling”, “Babe”, “медведь” (Bear), etc.
Feeling disphoric? Movie night while wearing comfy clothes and staying in bed. She’ll order your favorite food too.
Wearing a binder for too long? She’s on your ass and cussing you out (lovingly) in Russian. She’ll wait until you get somewhere comfortable to help you take it off but until then? She’s cussing you out. Once again, in a loving manner.
Got top surgery? She’s not gonna be your personal nurse but she will help if asked. Makes sure to remind you on important things and (secretly) keeps your snacks and drinks stocked up.
She also trains with you. She doesn’t go easy, but it’s because she knows your limit and doesn’t want you to think she is babying you. So she goes a little too hard. Just tell her to calm down and she will.
Maria Hill:
Maria is another one who also kinda knew. But she wasn’t going to say anything because that’s not her place.
When you finally tell her, she smiles at you. She’s happy you trusted her enough to tell her.
She immediately asks for your new name and updates everything in the SHIELD system.
Does not play about you getting misgendered. Not that anyone in SHIELD who knew you would but the newer recruits were always somewhat ballsy and trying to get on her good side.
When she finds out they are lucky they aren’t shot on the spot. Instead she yells and digs into them so much they are nothing but a crying mess. Even Fury didn’t step in.
She helps with training and makes sure your new uniform fits perfectly.
Knows everything about if your wearing a binder. If you even say your chest hurts and it’s totally unrelated, she is making you take your binder off for a while. She will not take no for an answer.
If you get top surgery, she’ll get (take) a few days off every week while you heal to make sure your doing well and everything is stocked up.
She has shut down someone being openly transphobic to you before and she will do it again. She will be rude but professional about it.
Maria tends to work a lot, so on those bad dysphoric days she will most likely be at work but that doesn’t mean she won’t leave you alone. She will rush home if you call her. Fury has told her multiple times that she can go but this is Maria, workaholic to the bone.
If you want to stay in bed? She’ll stay with you and let you snuggle up to her all you want. She feels bad if she can’t rush home to reassure you.
For pet names, I feel she just uses “babe” or “dear” a lot. But in private moments or intimate moments she will call you, “handsome” or “her pretty boy”.
She’s not one for PDA or anything romantic in the front of her peers really but you’ve wormed your way into her heart so when she notices your particularly down or upset about something or just life in general, she call you over and let you hug her for however long you need just whispering a soft, “I got you, handsome.” in your ear.
One shot for @yellowvxbes cuz he writes awesome fics and deserves nice Trans things
I’m Trans Masc Non-binary btw-so just changing the pronouns on my own feelings. Love you Trans Tumblr Fam! You are valid and loved and your people are out there if you haven’t found them yet!
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Depressed Trans Man reader x Yelena Belova
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Y/n startled at the sound of a walkie talkie crackling. He wasn’t sleeping, his thoughts were racing too much. He grabbed the walkie beside him and held it to his face,
“Yes? You okay?” He whispered into the walkie,
He furrowed his brow as he heard his girlfriend take a nervous exhale. Before he could ask what was wrong, Yelena began to sing softly.
“Do you hear me, talkin to you? Across the water? Across the deep blue ocean, under the midnight sky. Oh my, baby I’m callin”
-the blonde crooned smoothly and y/n’s heart sped up for a better reason.
The blonde was only a few floors up at the roof but they had to be positioned this way for surveillance purposes. But Yelena knew the memories that came this day, it’s why y/n was wearing Natasha’s hoody. The older widow wanted to come with them, but Steve needed her on a different mission.
“Lucky I’m in love with my best friend, lucky to have been-well not really lucky but-“ Y/n started giggling as his girlfriend continued to serenade him with her own edits to the lyrics.
Y/n had been feeling was mid-depressive episode when they got called on the mission. With y/n and Yelena’s combined skill-sets it would be easiest for them to handle it.
“You are so enough Baby. I love you so much.”
“I love you too Yelena” he said smiling softly. Y/n waited for a reply, getting worried when he didn’t hear anything.
Your heartbeat slowed when you heard Yelena purposely walking loudly in order to keep from scaring you.
“I thought we were supposed to sleep separate to-“
“I’ll go back up if you want Babe but if your only concern is Fury he can kiss my ass. Shouldn’t have even sent us on this mission. He knows you’re having a hard time but he’s ableist and think you can just say “mind over matter”. It’s the chemicals in your brain, what an ass. But even if it wasn’t, he-“ Yelena cut herself off as y/n lifted the edge of his sleeping bag and scooted over.
She blushed slightly but quickly scrambled in beside her boyfriend . Snuggled up and throwing and arm over him.
tgirl!yelena belova (mcu) with masc afab, tboy!reader. sfw with nsfw at the end. t4t headcanons with yelena! + masterlist.
. . . yelena is very comfortable in her identity. bottom surgery isn’t really a thought for her, mostly because she doesn’t care enough to go through with it. she started transitioning from a young age and has never looked back— most of her childhood photos are androgynous, if not feminine, and nowadays alexei is supportive to an embarrassing extent.
. . . she insists on administering your t-shots. she likes the intimacy of it all: watching you sit on the edge of the sink or on whatever bed the two of you are occupying that night, coming in close, gentle murmuring to you so you relax while the needle goes in. belova probably knows your schedule better than you do. don’t ask her about her own stuff, though. she’s a mess when it comes to herself, but for you? she’ll memorize every detail.
. . . she’s not shy about advocating for you. she’s more than a little strict about how people treat you; no misgendering, no weird questions, no slick comments, nothing. even after you forgive a person (if you choose to do so), yelena still holds a minor grudge for a bit.
. . . the thunderbolts reactions to your existence as her boyfriend vary. bob, for one, is really supportive. but then again, he’s bonded to belova like a stray cat— you’re pretty sure he’d support her decisions no matter what they were. alexei is also supportive and eager to treat you like the son he never had. don’t mind him as he ruffles your hair and pushes you around. ava’s more concerned over your fighting abilities (or lack thereof) than your dating yelena. john is the most surprised; even now, he glances between you and belova, back and forth, wondering how you met. really, he’s just surprised anyone could date her. she was impossible to get to know as a friend, but as a lover? christ, he’s half tempted to salute you.
. . . her girldick is big. she’s almost proud of it. more long than thick, with blonde hair along the base because she’s “too busy kicking ass to shave”. it isn’t rare for yelena to come back from a mission all pent up and in need of release, grabbing at you like you’re meat before splitting you open on her cock. she praises you in between each thrust, groaning about how well you take her dick, how you’re making her feel so much better.
these are a bit short bc i ran out of ideas halfway through </3 but i think yelena wld be so down for t4t dating. i also think she’d be like aggressively gender affirming… if that makes sense.
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A/n- Reader mentioned to be someone who indulges in combat, kate bishop, mutual pining, slight banter, reader being scared of haunted house, me not knowing what goes on in a haunted house
Lookie lookie who's back after a long, god awful writing slump. As you can see, I'm very clearly behind on schedule but I'll try my best to catch up on the fics😔🙏
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requested by- @mevlliflous hope u like this lovely 🫶
You could take down a whole group of armed people in under a minute, could scale buildings, could dodge multiple bullets at once, but the one thing you couldn't do, was make it through horror movies.
Or worse yet, haunted houses.
So when your friend Kate had asked you and Yelena to come along to a haunted house with her, Yelena had immediately agreed.
You had immediately disagreed.
So your two best friends had practically dragged you along to the haunted house with them.
"Oh god I have the absolute worst feeling about this," You nervously tugged at the collar of your shirt as you sat in the backseat of the car.
"Don't worry," Yelena briefly looked over to you as she drove.
"I'll be there to protect you," she offered you a grin.
You rolled your eyes and scoffed, but couldn't ignore the heat that crept up to your cheeks.
"Relax! It's gonna be fun! " Kate cheered. "Besides there's nothing really scary apart from the jumpscares," she shrugged.
"Yeah and I hate those," you winced.
"I literally saw you take down three guys who jumped you during a mission one time," Yelena gave you a blank stare.
"Yeah and that was different," you waved a hand. "This is different, I just don't like ghosts," you sighed.
Before entering the haunted house, the three of you had made a pact to stay together, for your sake.
But Kate had gone a different way as soon as you entered.
So, it was just you and Yelena, going inside the haunted house.
You fiddled with your sleeves as you looked around wincing for far longer than usual.
Yelena walked with her usual ease.
"Loosen up legushuka, nothing’s gonna happen to you," She waved a hand.
You sighed, “It's easy for-”.
“Wait, did you just call me a frog!?” You parted your lips in shock.
Yelena shrugged “Yes, because you jump when you're excit-” she paused
“Aww are you learning russian for me?” she beamed.
“What? no!” You scoffed. “I'm not learning a language that has a whole different alphabet, just for you,” you rolled your eyes.
“Ah but you will someday,” Yelena poured.
“Nuh uh” You shook your head.
“I know you will,” She shrugged.
“But how'd you know what lyegushka means then?” She tilted her head sideways.
“I write down the Russian words you use for me and google them,” you admitted.
Yelena clicked her tongue, “Yeah that checks out,”.
“But ay I still see that as effort,” she pointed her hands in your direction.
You raised an eyebrow, “Effort for what?”.
A sly grin passed over her lips, “You're making efforts, you know, to impress me,” she shrugged. “win me over,”.
You scoffed, “Absolutely not” you rolled.
Yelena slowly nodded, “Mm sure,”.
”But you will accept it someday, I know,” she gently bumped your shoulder with hers.
”Whatever,” You shook your head.
You know she was joking, but still you couldn’t fight off the smile that crept onto your features.
Before you blinked, a woman in a witch costume appeared in front of you and grabbed you by the arms as she cackled.
You scream practically turned into a shriek as you attempted to move away from her.
You tried very hard to remind yourself it's just a lady in a terrible costume.
Soon enough, the so-called witch walked away.
You breathed rapidly
Then froze when you realised, Yelena had her arms wrapped around you.
When you looked at her hand, then back at her, she quickly pulled away.
“Told you I’d protect you,” she mumbled and turned away, but not before you noticed the very clearly visible blush on her face.
As you continued to walk ahead, she suddenly cleared her throat, “We should um,”
You looked at her.
“We should hold hands…I think” she suggested.
You blinked
“You know…just like, so you get less scared..” Yelena slowly lifted a shoulder but refused to meet your gaze.
You looked down at your feet.
It wasn’t just the haunted house that was going to give you an arrhythmia today.
“O-okay,” You said, but your voice came out too small.
You cleared your throat, “Okay” you said, louder this time.
She quietly slipped her hand into yours. And you felt your heart nearly implode.
The two of you walked in silence, not daring to look at each other.
But Yelena didn't waste a second from wrapping her arms around you the next time you got scared.
After what didn't feel like a very long time, you were out of the haunted house and finally, you were able to breathe.
You were soon joined by Kate as you made your way out.
"Oh sorry guys I didn't stick around," She ran towards you breathless as she spoke. "I HAD to check out the room with those crazy knives".
“How'd it go with you guys?” she asked.
“Oh you know,” Yelena lifted a shoulder. “Nothing unusual, her soul almost left her body multiple times.” she pointed a thumb at you.
You scoffed, “No it did not!”.
“Mm definitely would've,” Kate clicked her tongue.
“Sure did,” Yelena nodded.
You rolled your eyes but didn't let go of her hand, and she didn't let go of yours.
wanna lounge in bed with a handsome girl in between my legs using my tummy as a pillow. i’d be reading silently, one hand on my book the other combing through her hair absentmindedly. the room filled only with the sounds of pages turning and steady breathing.
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