[k9kills]

Sam(uel). 20, FtM Fag, He/Him. Proud Paraphile, pwDID && NPD. Unfiltered, untagged && Depraved. *Interactions && more info from @narcro.

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[ranovrethr]

I don’t think you understand how badly I need my face shoved down into a hospital bed while you pin my wrists above my head so I don’t pull my IV out.

[k9kills]

my thirst

[k9kills]

i can't sleep, i keep having these vivid graphic visions of hurting people. random people, friends, family, you name it. ive had things like this happen before, i dont know why its bothering me now, but its very distressing.

its ~2am where i am and i have finals tomorrow, hopefully i can get some sleep soon

[gremlinangel2]

no one wants to hit me!!!!! or make me their perfect victim!!!!!!! what the fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!

[blushinglemontree]

be aggressive and abusive to me but say really sweet, soft things so I get all confused and dumb

[dearestdad]

I love making people worse.

I've always enjoyed leaving something behind in all my relationships, even short friendships. there will always be a song, a character, a film, something that reminds them of me. I like to give a little of myself to everyone I meet.

but my favourite is affecting someone's kinks. I've yet to do it to someone vanilla, but I adore getting people into worse and worse fetishes. I try to do so in all sexual relationships I have.

I enjoy this both in the aspect of making someone more perverted, more dirty, and therefore more my type, but also because even when I've left their life, they'll have me at the back of their mind every time they get turned on by whatever new perversions I showed them. lingering in their mind long after I'm gone.

I think I'm a dirty old man at heart.

[k9kills]

dad being drunk got me acting unwise

[kerrin-deactivated20260107]

"im doing this because i love you" while your dad is pumping another load into you

[k9kills]

am i the only one who likes cunt slapping more than spanking

[k9kills]

strap & nipple clamps have arrived, suicide postponed

[k9kills]

"dont you want to be dad's favorite?" he says sticking his hand down my pants

[k9kills]

dad who uses my desperation for his love to his advantage, manipulating me into being a toy for him . . . 💭

he knows how badly i crave his love and attention, so what better way then to satisfy both parties wants? attention from dad, a cute thing to play with, a win win ♡

i know better than to talk, i know how dad can get when hes mad, even though he hurts me anyways. the attention is so much better than being ignored, though.

Sighs dreamily... when will the day come

[k9kills]

i wish i could be dad's specialist little kid who was just "so much better than your brother", and "knows exactly whats good for you", and "dont you want to be a boy? all dads do this to their sons" yada yada yada.. Anyways #Dads am i right lads or am i right lads

[k9kills]

dad who like hurting his toys Hmu

[k9kills]

i wish i could be dad's specialist little kid who was just "so much better than your brother", and "knows exactly whats good for you", and "dont you want to be a boy? all dads do this to their sons" yada yada yada.. Anyways #Dads am i right lads or am i right lads

[k9kills]

I feel filthy. && vile. I could tear myself apart with my own self loathing. If I could vomit out every feeling and craving I've ever experienced, I would. If I could tear off every inch of my skin that you have touched, I would. You sicken me. You make me horrible. You turn me into something I promised myself I'd never be: Blindly obedient.

Make it worse.

[slavsbe]