it's just me and my gay fanfics against the world

Discoholic 🪩

⁂
wallacepolsom
$LAYYYTER
i don't do bad sauce passes

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
we're not kids anymore.
Sade Olutola
Show & Tell

tannertan36
KIROKAZE

PR's Tumblrdome
h
Cosmic Funnies
No title available
Three Goblin Art
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda

izzy's playlists!
YOU ARE THE REASON

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Germany

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from France
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Singapore

seen from France
seen from India

seen from Colombia
@kaethartic
it's just me and my gay fanfics against the world
"Using immense strength, he pulled open the heavy wooden lid and discovered that the thick, long nails had fallen off at some point in time. There was nothing inside the pitch-black coffin. Nothing!" — Lord of Mysteries 852
Lord of Mysteries Collectors' Edition Volume 11: Undying (Part 2) new illustration
I’d crash out too if my coworker was crazy
i need an edit of johan and ryu to coming up roses i swear it would be peak 🥹
I'm aware of the fact that Twitter is a hell site, but quite frankly, I'm already exhausted with people calling Soul Mate a "bromance", "queerbaiting" or even just "queer coded".
There is nothing "coded" there. This show is explicitly queer and it Does Not hide the fact that it is.
The relationship between Ryu and Johan never reads platonic and I'm absolutely baffled by the sheer ignorance and inability of people to understand queerness and queer relationships without it being explicitly defined or "shown" through physical intimacy. (Heed the upcoming spoilers!)
The show starts with Ryu's best friend coming out and confessing to him. Ryu can't answer and freezes (he can't really confront how he himself may feel or not feel), and their teammates essentially out Arata. The entire situation becomes so dire that Ryu flees the country.
The first scene in Berlin is Ryu overhearing an argument between a religious, homophobic father and his gay son. Ryu then later Confesses In A Church Booth that he can't confront the fact that he is liked (by Arata). And that he feels guilty about it.
Later, the show reveals that the teenager who burned down the church was the same guy with the homophobic, religious dad. Johan confesses that he saw himself in that teenager and he is The Same. (Which he also confessed to Ryu by the way. That they’re the same.)
We see that Johan has a safe space growing up in a gay bar; he talks about Ryu so much that the bar owner hugs Ryu the moment he sees him.
The entire fight at the gay bar is homophobic assholes destroying Johan's safe space, hurting his "queer confidant" (for lack of a better word), after we saw Johan moments earlier talking to Ryu about seeing each other again. They then threatened Johan at his own home to the point he flees into the darkness to feel safe again.
Their entire relationship is mirrored by Sumiko and Seiichi’s relationship. When Seiichi dies, she screams at Ryu: "At least you have Johan, I don't have Seiichi anymore.”
Ryu and Johan's last big fight before Johan moved out mirrored their conversation about the painting (painting means having the one person you cherish and want to be happy forever). Johan says he finally found such a person. Ryu reads this as Johan finding a lover (which Ryu is so baffled by and Can't Contemplate). Johan later says that he wanted Ryu to have a different happiness, which is why he lied and ran away (meaning, he found that person in Ryu).
Johan's entire speech at the end of the show is him finding his soulmate and his salvation. He says the only person he wants to be with at the end of his life is Ryu. The show ends with them saying "I love you" in their native languages.
And these are just a few instances at the top of my head.
I find it extremely insulting to label this show anything but queer and people not wanting to check it out because "it's not a BL anyway" is so....frustrating.
I understand that some people don't want to see queer people struggling or a "bad" ending for queer people (though I'd argue that this show doesn't explicitly “hold a bad ending” for their queer characters....like Very Straight Seiichi dies before he gets to meet his own child.)
I can even understand that some people don't want to see queer people who never quite dare to define and/or untangle their feelings and/or relationships. But I do think it's quite sad that people feel like queer stories like this are not deserving or worth watching.
I don't think this show is perfect, and I, myself, don't really enjoy characters dying (or in this case getting sick) that have already suffered enough.
But I think their (love) story is still very special because it showed kind people who were trying to find themselves in this not-so-gentle world, and they found some peace and safety in each other. Maybe they could've found even more if they ever dared.
Regardless of that, they saved each other in a very special way, and the show is very clear about that. It was a miracle they found each other, Johan said.
There was a time (or still is to be honest) when writers and showrunners dismissed any queer reading from the audience about their characters.
It's sad that it's the audience now who dismisses and cheapens it.
KEVIN DAY💋
It's been a while since I made you happy with a lie. By the way, I didn't tell you, but I was rocking the skills...
Repost if you feel that moisture from his skin and love everything for the sake of play >>>
need him
KEVIN DAY💋
It's been a while since I made you happy with a lie. By the way, I didn't tell you, but I was rocking the skills...
Repost if you feel that moisture from his skin and love everything for the sake of play >>>
sometimes I feel like the world would magically solve its problems if Eddie Diaz came out as gay
wait now that I’m thinking about it my college essay about lotm getting me accepted into all the schools I applied to is kind of goated praise the fool fr
I think we need to talk more about Kevin with OCD. And I'm not talking about the watered down "oh he's a perfectionist" version that a lot of medias push. I'm talking the thought consuming, life altering, intrusive, exhausting reality of OCD. Kevin whose brain latches on to patterns and turns them into rules. Kevin who can't let go of mistakes because his brain won't release it. Kevin who repeats drills long past the point of usefulness because stopping feels wrong, stopping means something bad will happen because he hasn't don't the drill right yet. Kevin with intrusive thoughts that get so bad he will lock himself in the bathroom until they pass. Kevin who struggled with this his whole life and was told he was just a perfectionist, just trying to hard, a control freak, up-tight. And he internalized those thoughts for a while, because there was no other explanation. Just Kevin with OCD.
Ghost from the past.
if something happens to Dominic Rusher im ending it
well fuck me ig
if something happens to Dominic Rusher im ending it
(stole text from a pynch post)
Rosekiller dating is like if two killers went to bed embracing because they were worried the other might kill them in their sleep
how does it feel to be the funniest person on earth
reading Babel currently and feeling maternal over Robin rn Y’ALL DON’T UNDERSTAND he’s just trying to survive out here