excuse me did you see tom holland hanging around palmwood studios? oh no, that was ares kaiden sinclair , the twenty one year old actor who plays idris lohan on wolf puberty . yeah, you know rumour has it they’re - opportunistic , and - guiltless , but their fans all say they’re + goofy , and + thoughtful . around palmwood studios they’re known as the skirt chaser .
BIRTH NAME : ares lucas sinclair ( changed at age eighteen )
NAME : kaiden lucas sinclair
MEANING : kaiden of arabic origin meaning companion; fighter ; lucas of greek origin meaning bringer of light ; sinclair of english/french origin meaning pure, renowned, illustrious
though he'll never admit it , kaiden was born into a chaotic family , he loves his mother dearly and most times would tell you that she's his best friend but he spent the early years of his life not with his mom but with his grandmother . if you were to ask her she’d say kaiden was born to be in the spotlight . you’ve got such perfect bone structure , you’re so naturally charming , the public would just love you . he grew up watching his mother’s old programs and wishing that he could be just like her . when she showed up to move kaiden and aphrodite out of their grandparents house he was more than a little angry about it but looking back at it , he can see the wisdom in her decision , the moments of joy she was able to carve out for them that wouldn’t have been possible had she raised them in the limelight but something inside him always itched for more . he got his big break at seventeen when he starred in a disney channel original that quickly became a best selling franchise . he was a hit . partying had always been a big part of his life it just kicked into overdrive when he was suddenly making his own money . the first DUI was actually pretty easy to hide , so easy that he forgot that it happened until he got the second one . the news didn’t really affect his life much , he was already done filming the last movie in his franchise and done with his obligations . he was told to be better , smarter , and so he was . he got so good at hiding his problem that nobody’s noticed . while being a side character on a teen drama isn’t exactly what he had in mind for his next project his problem is a bit of an open secret in hollywood so he isn’t exactly rolling in job offers .
｡* ❪ 📂 › PERSONALITY.
from early on kaiden learned to use humor as a way to keep people from looking past the surface so it’s nearly impossible to get him to take things seriously . not that he’d notice the world ending around him , he’s pretty wrapped up in himself and his family . he’s very very protective of his mother and his sister and will ten toes down ask you what your ‘ intentions ’ are if you try and date one of them . his coping skills are pretty limited so when he’s feeling anything besides happiness he tends to drink , do drugs or have sex . he can be vindictive and mean when he feels like he’s been wronged . he can be kind and caring , he’ll carry your purse for you , keep a pair of flats and a little snack tucked in his backpack because he knows how much red carpets suck but at the same time , he falls in love really easily and often times with the complete wrong person because he’s always looking for someone to care for him .
｡* ❪ 📂 › LIKES AND DISLIKES.
likes : sex / fruity drinks / first person shooters / lemonade / nirvana / skateboards / water guns / cocaine / flirting / his mama / harry styles / disney movies / manicures / sailing / training dogs / long naps / exploring abandoned buildings / staring an argument and then walking away
dislikes : bees / model planes / hearing people out / scratchy fabrics / being wrong / sappy movies / public speaking / getting sick / hugging strangers / anyone who dates his mom or sister / astrology / love / pickles / storms / mushrooms / cheese
｡* ❪ 📂 › ON REPEAT.
lobster by boy called cute / small talk by briston maroney / televised by HUNNY / shampoo botles by peach pit / unholy by the wrecks / twenty something socialist by the crystal casino band / freakin’ out on the interstate by briston maroney / kilby girl by the backseat lovers / off my mind by joe p / didya think by arlie
rory: EVERYTHING I WEAR ALWAYS ENDS UP LOOKING GOOD! MY FACE IS CUTE WITH AND WITHOUT IT, I GOT KILLER GREEN EYES DAMMIT! DONE IT
rory: suuuuureeeeeeeee
kaiden: oh so like death and take out . alright i can wait but my attention span is very short if i wait too long i might not text back at all sooooooo
kaiden: 🙃🙃🙃
kaiden: sorry in advance if you don't hear from me again
kaiden: because it IS small &. that's alright good things come in small packages
kaiden: but not me of course my package is average size
kaiden: YOU'RE NOT MAKING THIS EASY FOR ME MA'AM HOW AM I MEANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS?!
kaiden: wooooooooow you don't believe me?! just stab me in the heart why don't ya
tensile , sylphlike digits run through freshly highlighted , blonde blowout with a content , intrigued hum accompanying as she ponders his request aloud. chestnut hues examine features , flicking from bottom to top with obvious ease. “ i’m surprised you haven’t already guessed your distracting qualities. “ tone soft and supple , almond shaped french tips drag along jaw with gossamer before finishing in the centre of his chest. “ i couldn’t be mean to you , lover boy. “ she reassures , glossed margins cracking into a delicate smile. she was unpredictable , temperamental even , but there’s no desire to cut their time. “ i know i can be high - maintenanced but i can’t let you do all the work. “ she sighs , unbuckling heels and chucking the pair in her lap , joining him to paddle.
“ is it my annoying personality ? my crooked big toe ? or the fact that i always have a story to rattle off about whatever insignificant thing is happening to me that day ? ” though at first glance you’d never assume so , kaiden is extremely insecure , most of his confidence is a farce that he’d created to hide the crushing self doubt that he carried with him on a daily basis . his mom always said that if he just pretended long enough it’d become real , but he’d been at this game for as long as he can remember and it’s still just as untrue as the day he’d heard it . “ well i will never turn down help but i could have done it myself . i don’t mind taking care of you . ”
after uncle tobias had called her mother , he thought it was best if she made a personal appearance. she’s sitting on his sofa in his apartment , legs crossed as she puts the tea down on the table and turns to look at her twin brother ❛ well, i don’t think you should be coming home at ten o’clock in the morning , what would mother say ? ❜ she inquired with a small smile painted on crimson petals
if it were anyone else he might have been more annoyed but of course tobias would send aphrodite , she’s the only person who was immune kaiden’s particular brand of venom . “ what can i say dite , the ladies love me , i couldn’t deny my adoring fans the right to see my hot bod in the nude . it’s not my fault everyone wants to fuck me . ” he sighed eyes rolling before he flopped down on the couch beside her . “ i thought we agreed to never speak of her again . ” leaning his head on her shoulder the smell of alcohol practically seeping from his pores , “ i couldn’t care less what that woman would think of me . she forfeited her right to an opinion when she left again . ”
“You’re not just people, but you’re making me feel that way,” Aline said, shaking her head. It hurt that she felt like he wasn’t really listening, that he was just shoving all this into the category of ‘Aline already said this before’ and ignoring it. “I know that. I know. And I regret sleeping with Aphrodite. I stopped that the moment you told me you liked me. But none of it was ever to specifically hurt you. I didn’t seek them out on purpose because they were close to you. Tobias is a different story, one I am leaving between him and me. But it wasn’t to hurt you either, though I know it has.” She covered her face, letting her hair fall over her hands as well, trying to contain all the emotions inside of her, just listening to him. She knew it didn’t matter what she wanted now. She couldn’t blame him for not trusting her any more. “See? This hurts. It hurts to not even be your friend. That’s why I can’t do this whole liking someone or dating someone thing.” She said, wiping away tears before they could fall. “I understand though. So you should do whatever you have to do. I know it’s stupid to say no, but I don’t want you to be hurt any more.”
“ i’m making you feel that way ? ” he scoffed , “ i can hear you aline , i get it , you didn’t think you were deserving of love . you didn’t think anyone would care , you didn’t think that i would care , i get it . i do but what i don’t get is how you thought that this was okay . i don’t get why you think that telling me that you’re just a ‘ terrible person ’ is enough of a reason for me to forgive you or for me to just ... ” shrugging as he struggled to find the right words to say . “ i don’t know , move on but it doesn’t . you feeling bad , you having other people in your life treat you poorly doesn’t make up for the things that you did . those are all choices that you made , i didn’t make you , aphrodite didn’t make you , tobias didn’t make you . you did that . it doesn’t matter if you thought i didn’t like you , it doesn’t matter if you thought it didn’t matter , if you were my friend then you wouldn’t have done that because friends do not fuck your family . ” he was practically yelling at this point so he paused forcing himself to take a breath before saying . “ what i need is for you to just admit that you were never my friend , that you never cared about me in that way because if you did , if you did you would have never done that . you would have never made the choice to hurt me in that way because friends don’t hurt you . intentionally or unintentionally and when they do , they try and make up for it , they don’t make excuses or try and act like it didn’t happen . they don’t keep playing with your feelings like you’re doing to me every single day . ”
georgia rolled her eyes heavily. “i’m not worried about you, i’m not worried about anyone.” she spoke with a little huff. “so don’t think for a second you’ve managed to worm your way into my good graces.” she said with a little huff. “what a bitch.” georgia said, shaking her head. “look- kaiden you’re a little shit but if you need someone to talk to, i’ll give you grace’s number cos i sure as hell won’t listen.” she said and gave him a small nudge. “you okay though ?” she asked just to make sure.
“ my bad how could i have forgotten you sold your heart to the wiz in exchange for fame and eternal beauty . ” there’s a part of him that flinched at the thought of anyone calling his mom a bitch , hate her or not , she’s my mom ... but he couldn’t quite bring himself to say anything about it . “ i have grace’s number , she bailed me out of jail once . ” he paused to ponder the question before nodding , “ yeah . i’m alright but if you wanna make out a little that’ll make me feel much better . ”
“yeah of course. and don’t worry, i’m sure it’ll be lame anyway and you’ll be so glad you stayed at home.” she said with a small smile. “oh i’m absolutely going to judge you and make fun of you if you cry and you’re just going to have to deal with it.” she teased. “but then again there’s a very high likelihood i’ll be there crying with you.” she admitted. “okay i’m gonna make the hot cocoa and you’re going to choose the christmas movie.”
his eyes rolled as he fought back the urge to say if it’s gonna be lame you’ll need me to make it better . even if it was true he still shouldn’t go , “ it’s alright i’ll survive , my sister has been making fun of me since she crawled out the womb first . ” he laughed grabbing the remote to her tv to click through varius pages . “ should we watch the one where vanessa hudgens is a princess , the one where cristina milian falls in love on a beach or this movie with lindsey lohan . i didn’t see much past lohan , i used to have a huge crush on her in middle school . ”
mael shifts in his seat when he talks about aline that way, but he’s too stoned to pry on it. he’s just joking after all, right? he better be. still, he doesn’t say anything regarding that, not one for conflict. “from life, of course. things can be overwhelming sometimes and i feel like… i need an escape. don’t we all though?” he can’t be the only one. he refuses to believe so. at the mention of reindeer’s, he furrows his eyebrows in confusion. “those things are real? i thought they were just myth’s for santa claus.” the worst part? he’s not even remotely joking. it’s evident he isn’t the brightest guy out there, but his intentions are good. “iceland is just an idea, but i wouldn’t be opposed to a getaway. i feel like it’s real peaceful there.”
“ you should then . take a break , everyone needs to sometimes . ” he nodded to himself taking another hit of the joint as his mind drifted off to day dreams of leaving the city and never coming back only to be drawn back to earth at the other’s reindeer comment . “ that’s what i thought too but no , they’re totally real , i saw one at the zoo . ” handing the joint back as he rattled off his zoo adventure . meeting varius animals , holding a bird and scrubbing down a tortoises' shell , “ the zoo is my favorite place . you should go , i’ll come with you , i’ll buy you chicken tenders in the food court . they’re actually really good which you wouldn’t expect from a place called peacock plaza . ”
“I know I keep saying the same thing, but it feels like every time I say it, people are invalidating my feelings or not listening to me. It frustrates me to no end,” she explained, lips pursing from the frustration of feeling like he wasn’t really hearing her, that no one ever was. “I know you keep saying I should have known that you liked me, but I had no idea. Maybe I don’t know what affection feels like or I just interpreted it as friends, but it didn’t get through my thick skull that the way you treated me was any different or special. So I went off and fucked people because I was lonely and sad and pathetic.” It was what she always did, find comfort and love from people through sex that never meant anything. But for a little while she could pretend she mattered at least. His words hurt though and caused a panic inside of her, which was never good because her big mouth tended to spew things she really didn’t want revealed. “Because I do want you! I do like you! I can imagine what being with you would be like and how wonderful and happy it would be and all I can think about is all the ways I would mess it up. I’ve already made such a mess of things and I’m scared that all I’ll do with you is mess things up even more. And I know that with you, it will hurt so much worse than it would with anyone else. But I can’t seem to stop myself from doing and saying stuff like that because I’m an idiot.”
“ and i’m just people . ” he felt like ice cold fire was running through his body both chilling him to his bones and setting every inch of him alight . “ i’m people who aren’t listening to you and invalidating your feelings ... ” he nodded quietly to himself . “ you didn’t just sleep with someone , you didn’t fuck my barber or even my best friend , you picked my twin sister and my god father . even if you were just my friend that would still piss me off because friends don’t fuck your family ! ” it felt odd having to explain this to yet another person he’d thought would never betray him in this way . a hand dragged over his face as he debated just walking away , it felt like they were getting nowhere , like they were playing the same conversation on a loop and neither one was really listening anymore . then she said the thing he least expected to hear . “ wait , what ? ” lip tucked between his teeth as he nodded . why couldn’t she have said that before... scared he understood , scared he could work through , “ i want...or maybe wanted...you too . i don’t know how i feel anymore because when i’m with you i still feel really warm and happy but i also feel ... hurt . deeply , deeply , hurt because i don’t trust you anymore ... ” sighing quietly as he shrugged . “ i don’t know if we can still be friends . i don’t know that we should . i think we bring out a bad side in each other . ” or maybe that was just what he told himself because the thought of allowing himself to be hurt again felt like walking into a war zone with nothing but his heart to protect him .
