I may never know for certain when will be my time

25, she/her | Minors and ageless DNI | Status: Hiatus | Asks&Requests open (don't know when I'd do them though)

[kakushino]

𝕾𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓, 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖗. 𝕷𝖊𝖙 𝖚𝖘 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖆 𝖌𝖑𝖎𝖒𝖕𝖘𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖚𝖓𝖊𝖘.

⭒.✩.⭒ 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖒𝖆𝖞 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖒𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖘𝖎 ⭒.✩.⭒

𝕾𝖚𝖈𝖈𝖚𝖒𝖇 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖒𝖆𝖞 𝖋𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖕𝖚𝖗𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖊.

✧ 𝔐𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 ✧ 𝔗𝔥𝔦𝔯𝔰𝔱𝔶 𝔞𝔰𝔨𝔰 ✧ 𝔐𝔶 𝔭𝔢𝔱 𝔡𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔫 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔞𝔟 ✧ 𝟷𝟶𝟶𝟶 𝔣𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫𝔱

Writing status: Semi-hiatus

Latest: 1k event

Resident of @themovingcastlez

shitpost reblogs @kakushitpost

Tags

#kakushi diary ~ yapping about my day

#desi's askbox ~ answering my asks

#call the firemen ~ nsfw / nude art

Do not copy and paste my works to any other platform. Do not steal my work.

[bless-your-seoul]

When your friend gets you into a new fandom and it proceeds to consume your entire life

[nephiieatsuranium]

i heard there's a thing called in coerthas.

[straytheskies]

its 3 am and im tire d and someone posted this strategy board in ffxiv and im crying

[babybunnydoodles]

The people have spoken! Simon gets to keep the bug!

[babybunnydoodles]

Simon found a bug!

Inspired by @rawme-price and his Ghost who loves bugs :)

[makizenos]

oh!

[tarotoro0]

Illustration practice with new brushes!

[artbyjrdn]

[thegreatyin]

i talk big shit about monsterfucking but the truth is nothing has ever made me as indescribably aroused as that one shot of dragoon gloves in the ffxiv heavensward trailer

[thegreatyin]

this is literally not safe for work. im blushing and fanning myself as we speak

[swrrt]

You need the armor to survive the fucking

[dragonpyre]

No one in this DMV knows I’m thinking about men getting railed

[dragonpyre]

No

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

now all of china, etc etc

ink: diamine oxblood

[gonkaccino]

[pmamtraveller]

paolo sebastian 'a lover's kiss' fw24 haute couture

[murraysiskind-deactivated202511]

It’s so crazy that suicide prevention is just people going awwww don’t!! Awwww come on noooooooooo stopppppp

[allhailklisz]

[yokelfelonking]

One of the best ones I saw was a thing noting that every single one of the few survivors of suicide jumps off of the Golden Gate Bridge realized, on the way down, that the problems they were killing themselves over actually were fixable or could be worked through...except for the now - extremely unfixable - problem of gravity.

[authortobenamedlater]

Went to the Holocaust Museum in DC once. There was a video interview of an Auschwitz survivor who said he and some other prisoners stayed up all night with a man who wanted to kill himself. The man didn’t kill himself and survived to liberation.

In the video the survivor said “Never seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And they’re all temporary problems.”

Hearing that from a guy who survived the Holocaust rewired my brain a little bit.

[drgrlfriend]

I think something a lot of people don't understand is that depression is not suicidality, and suicidality is not depression. People can, and are, depressed without being suicidal, and sometimes suicidality peaks as people are emerging from depression. Suicidality is a wave, and the trick is to allow that wave to crest and subside WITHOUT acting on it. Whatever it takes to ride it out. For some people that's distraction, like watching television. For others it's calling a friend -- not to talk about the suicidality, but just to talk. For others it could be as simple as going to sit in a coffee shop or library, because the presence of other people is a huge diminisher of suicide risk. That's what suicide safety planning is about. It's like having any other type of emergency plan, like a plan for fire or evacuation. It's making a plan when you are in the frame of mind to do so, so that you can just DO the plan without having to think about it when the occasion arises. When you're in the midst of suicidal ideation, or even intent, you're not in a problem-solving mood. So knowing past!you, with the help of a therapist hopefully, came up with the plan and all you have to do is follow up until the wave crests and subsides, is what allows you to see another day.

ETA: Here's a link to a safety plan. https://www.samhsa.gov/sites/default/files/988-safety-plan.pdf

[goldkirk]

There’s a really compassionate and well-written paper/book/thing called Suicide: The Forever Decision that’s written specifically for people who are currently suicidal. The letter to the reader at the beginning is wonderful and deeply understands how to talk to someone who’s suicidal without preaching or talking down to them.

It’s very honest. It’s very clear. It’s very kind. It presents you with a lot of information and a lot of understanding and lets you take it all in like the autonomous human you are, and make decisions from an informed place. It goes over the reality of suicide attempts, pain involved, likelihoods of survival, after effects of attempts, and how to get help if you want it after reading all of that and learning about the reality of suicide attempts.

You can read it for free here: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf

No one can ever stop you if you’re really determined. Only you can stop yourself. If you’re suicidal and there’s ANY tiny part of you that wants a chance to not go down that route, but can’t convince the rest of you yet, give this short book a try. Or share it with anyone you know who might need it.

[theneonflower]

pov; you’re wol

[1driedpersimmon]

Lumulls

[ffxivxd]

During the Fifth Astral Era, there existed many city-states based around different types of magi, like Nym, Mhach and Amdapor. Another one was Karnak, a nation which developed methods for infusing inorganic matter with energy like enchanted weapons and special crafts