bind my wandering heart to Thee...

Christ is the lover of my soul // law student trying to remain holistic //  believer of impossible things // philosophy b.a. // musician // wife //  wanderluster // learning to have roots as well as wings // trying to be kind

[thecripchronicals]

Made these about a month ago, figured other spoonies might want to use them

[kaleidescope-soul]

24-7

I hate that I’m so broken that someone unwanted pinching or grabbing my ass still fucks me up for the rest of the day, if not longer.

I hate him for breaking me.

I hate her for turning a blind eye to years of breaking in front of her eyes.

I hate them both for participating in it, encouraging it, whether they knew what the consequences of their actions and inactions were or not.

I hate the whole goddam world for thinking that they have any right to touching, grabbing, squeezing, drooling over my body. I hate the world that they have been doing this since I was barely even out of diapers.

I hate society that I somehow have this hatred for my body, seeing it as too fat, too ugly, too whatever, while at the same time it’s apparently completely fucking irresistible for men and women to paw at me like I’m a fucking pillow at a homegoods store.

I hate that I’m broken enough that when it does happen, even now, I don’t fight back. I freeze. I panic. I immediately fear that I am in grave danger, that I might die. In my head, all I hear immediately is wordless screaming, but nothing ever comes out.

Today was the first time ever in my life I was able to say something less than six hours after the fact. Which was huge, for me. And even so, it was met with a brush-off: “I just couldn’t help it!”

And now, 6 hours later, I am still trembling. With what, I’m not sure. I don’t think it’s fear.

It may be rage.

[kaleidescope-soul]

All of a sudden, my life is moving at a thousand miles an hour. But I’m grateful for the gatherings and the movement and the craziness as well as the quiet moments and the near-incomprehensible wealth of friends and family and relationships and love I have as the through line of it all. https://www.instagram.com/p/CmjkBh9Lu5uYBi11MsbDtkDP6CpHgPLmryqGag0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[weltenwellen]

Hanif Abdurraqib, In an Interview with Krista Tippett

[lsleofskye]

He noticed me 👀 | julia_kivela

[deeplifequotes]

“Develop a strong opinion about yourself so that you don’t accidentally start believing what others say about you.”

— Akin Olokun

[wild-cabins]

[stunnna3-deactivated20230622]

“I treat myself like I would my daughter. I brush her hair, wash her laundry, tuck her in goodnight. Most importantly, I feed her. I do not punish her. I do not berate her, leave tears staining her face. I do not leave her alone. I know she deserves more. I know I deserve more.”

— Michelle K., I Know I Deserve More. (via sadlittlewords)

[aesthetic-stories]

[furstyphoto]

[elisha-chyan]

[fuck-customers]

[chronicallylatetotheparty]

[Image Description: Oobah Butler tweets, "Tried my new mask argument with a taxi driver. Wasn't wearing one and was angry about mine. 'I like the anonymity,' I said. 'We're the most surveilled country on earth. They're listening to us through our phones to sell us shit. I don't wanna be watched.' Put his mask on. Outcrazied. End image description.]

[kaleidescope-soul]

If you want the next generation of humans to have water to drink, you must take action. Please text PUCZGE to 50409 or dm it to @resistbot on Twitter. If you can, donate to bail funds and the front line for protestors in Minnesota. Donate your time and skills to the Stop Line 3 Pipeline movement. And maybe join a protest or two. No one can drink oil. Thank-you to @quiiroico and all the other organizers for putting on the event today and all the important work you do. #stopline3 #stopline3pipeline #indigenousrightsarehumanrights #indigenousrights #indigenouslivesmatter #nativelivesmatter https://www.instagram.com/p/CS2bAZ1L0WwHOjmJhZRaWoxyliy_i6ydRvN1ho0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[sabonhomeblog]

[radiofreeslowzone]

honestly no offense but I love falling asleep and sleeping. its like. ok goodnight

[bunjywunjy]

Do you have any blessed facts laying around? Today was :( need a :)

unlike rabbits, a baby hare can run, fight, or flee almost immediately after birth.

[faboo978]

Fresh out of the womb, ready to fuck shit up.

[lavendarjevil]

look at his gotdamn attack pose in the 2nd, this man will NOT hesitate

[teaboot]

If y'all wanna know how Canada is doing with the apocalyptic heatwave, an entire town spontaneously combusted the other day and is now Gone

[teaboot]

This sounds exaggerated but Lytton B.C. is now uninhabitable and missing a number of residents. Please y'all pay attention and prepare for evacaution warnings

[st-just]

Holy Shit

[lospajaritos-deactivated2023072]

A look at downtown Lytton, B.C., before and after a fire swept through the village on June 30, 2021.

Left: Tourism Lytton Instagram; Right: Submitted to Global News

BC Wildfire: How to help the Lytton Community on GoFundMe

Help those affected by the BC wildfire. Donate to verified fundraisers to offer relief to the individuals and their families.

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