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hi our name is kaleido and this is our Tumblr blog
we are a radqueer trans aac user. we are semi verbal level 2 autistic. we are still getting used to our AAC, we appreciate your patience :)
babies first hate mail: tilts head in the audacity
like. actually. "future conservation camp resident award" or Whatever the poopy image said like.. okay? yes? first of all you're queer and autistic you're gonna be right there with me 😭 i don't know why they think it puts me down as a map to say i'm also hated by the same people who kill disabled people and queer people and people who aren't white enough??
"yeah you dumb predator, you're gonna be killed for having different feelings and i think that makes me a hero for saying that >:) we should build concentration camps!!!"
like bro 😭 this is not the take you think it is. you can not like people, but when you find power in the idea of concentration camps i think there's a deeper issue here
babies first hate mail: tilts head in the audacity
Psychosis feels like unraveling
Psychosis makes me feel like everything is threatening, even objects
Psychosis feels like everything I think and feel is liquid and blending together, leaving me confused
Psychosis feels like my brain has disappeared and left a big blank space where no thoughts form
Psychosis makes me feel like someone is inside my body, touching and grabbing me underneath my skin
Psychosis feels like being controlled by an outside force
Psychosis feels like reality and you yourself is disintegrating
Psychosis feels like everything is simultaneously fake and more real than usual
Psychosis feels like spiraling through an endless cycle of thoughts
Psychosis feels like being fragmented
Psychosis feels like your brain being torn neuron from neuron.
Psychosis feels like having the same energy that was present at the Big Bang simmering in your veins, waiting to destroy you.
Psychosis feels like smashing glass smashing mirrors cracking falling apart shattering splintering fracturing breaking up into little shiny bits and slashing into the fabric of reality.
Psychosis feels like your brain bending and screeching like tortured metal in a storm, like nails on a chalkboard, like polystyrene over glass.
Psychosis feels like you're existing in a form of blocks haphazardly constructed by a child and any slight thing can make you fall apart.
"I want to be a dragon."
map space flag
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Transage Pride !!!!
made a new guy
it's really funny to check BIID articles and find "there is no cure"; "no treatment available"; and then check trans articles and find old ahh texts written somewhere in 60s about how "transsexuals are resistant to therapy"
real
like perhaps letting people live as their true selves would be more effective than.. not doing that
happy pride to the gay people in my computer <3
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(obscuring username as not to single anybody out + not negative. just in case someones shy) but this is actually what we did with our journals at first too. we used lighthouse for some time, alongside discord/simplyplural. but with simplyplural being left and not wanting to be as on our phone/computer, we switched to paper.
for people with higher system counts, there are actually really good paperback journal 'packs' you can get at most stationary stores. if buying a 10/15$ journal seems too intimidating, you can get these packs for like, 10 dollars total, and each one only has about 40ish pages.
this way if you have parts that dont front as frequently, you dont have anyone worrying about 'waste' while still providing them their own space. these are just a few examples.
something unexpected this ended up helping with was actually our individual memories too. i noticed some people asking 'how do you journal if you're blurry/have bad memory as a part?' and, well, that's actually why i started doing it. i wanted to remember more than just 'feeling bad' whenever i fronted, so i carry my journal with me and write down basically like, everything.
even just passing thoughts like 'i kind of wish we had beef strips at home for dinner' or 'im really excited for artfight this year'. when you're trying to recover as a system, especially as a part thats been heavily slotted with a lot of 'negative' emotions, its important to give yourself the space to express more than those things. if you only ever remember yourself as being 'angry/bad' then you wont develop much past that, and you start to internalize that shit and really hate yourself.
journaling has been a great outlet for me to vent and draw my own stuff, but it's also given me some dignity and the space to feel like a person outside of just being like. traumatized. i sort of use it as a vault of everything about me, good and bad, important and trivial.
also like, importantly, from both an eco friendly and anticap standpoint, you can really just use stuff you have lying around the house already. i think personalizing your journal is important, but you can also do that without going out and buying 56347875 things. personally i got really into junk journaling alongside writing and drawing, because it gave me a spot to put a lot of the cool stuff that other people would think is trash.
Rolling hills 🐑
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