can you do a fanfic of Amy being insecure of her stretch marks and kamilahs reaction then her comforting Amy or something i don’t know you are the writer here so do your magic BAHA btw i love fics 🥺
You’ll Always Be Perfect To Me
Tagging: @wisebananapatrol, @rhonda-sayeed, @kamilahtopme, @vonda-b-real, @millasayeed, @queenkamilah, @ilove-kamilah-sayeed, @iamsimpforpoppy
Amy had never felt more insecure. The way she viewed herself through the mirror in front of her, she saw nothing but a hideous mess. Her stomach had small marks running down to her hips, a scar after she carried two children for those long nine months.
Not even the anxiety and trauma she went through as a child could compare to this, she just couldn’t see the beauty she figured was once apparent...but not anymore. The light shade of her skin had faded slightly, accentuating the so-called ‘hideous marks.’ The lines were a sort of purplish, blue color. The strange shade contrasting evidently against her light skin, which only worsened Amy’s thoughts.
Now, as she stared back at the figure through the glass, she felt embarrassed. No amount of makeup could truly hide the pain she had inside, the shame she hid away from the rest of the world.
But, she wore a smile. For the sake of her wife, for the sake of her children..and for herself. Amy kept her shirt tucked above her stomach, her gaze fixed on her torso. She was so lost that Amy hadn’t even realized when her wife had entered the room.
“Amy…..Amy, are you alright?” Kamilah’s smooth, and gentle voice brought Amy back to her senses. She replied with a curt nod, releasing the grip on her shirt, letting it cascade past her stomach once more.
“You know, I can tell when you’re lying, my love.” Kamilah wrapped her arms around Amy’s petite frame, Amy leaning back into her wife’s warmth.
“It’s just that…” Amy continued, “How am I supposed to feel beautiful when I have all of this?” She gestured her hands towards her stomach, tears welling in her eyes. “I know that it’s a reminder of the struggles of my pregnancies but…” She bowed her head as the tears pooled down her cheeks, as she let them reign freely. “I just feel so ugly, like I’m the odd one out.”
Kamilah tightened her grip on Amy, holding her wife to her warm chest. “Sssh...let it out darling, it’s okay…” Kamilah cooed in Amy’s ear, gently stroking her wife’s sides as Amy let out everything.
The months of hiding behind her smile, the hidden tears she shed during the early hours of the morning when no one was listening, the quiet prayers she muttered for her Lord, to rid the hideousness off of her body.
Amy wept and wept until her knees buckled, and her eyes were dry from all of her tears being shed. Kamilah tightened her arms around Amy and held her closer. “Look in the mirror, Amy.”
Amy found the courage to look herself in the eye again, her bare naked body on full display. “What do you see?” Amy caught Kamilah’s gaze, before swallowing deeply and replying.
“I...I see years of scars and...and...memories worth a lifetime.” Amy watched as Kamilah’s hands gently rested on her skin, just above her belly button.
“And what else do you see? Tell me, from what you feel in here.” Kamilah gently tapped the skin above Amy’s heart, the strong pulse only quickening with the touch.
Amy took a moment to recollect her thoughts, before letting her heart speak. “I see myself. Amy Sayeed, wife of Kamilah Sayeed, and the mother of our two children. The only Bloodkeeper and Vampire hybrid.”
She let out a long sigh, exhaustion overwhelming Amy before Kamilah’s soothing voice calmed her once again. “Now let me tell you what I see.”
Kamilah intertwines their hands, their matching engagement rings clinking against one another as Kamilah gazed at her wife through the mirror in front of her.
“I see...the most gorgeous figure to ever exist on this Earth. The most stunning, breathtaking, and ethereal angel anyone has ever seen. I see a determined leader, who fought against everyone’s judgement and proved them wrong. I see the woman who was able to turn her life around, despite the upbringing that was forced upon her. I see..” Kamilah broke out into a smile…”The strongest, most bravest being, not only just a woman, but the bravest soul I’ve ever seen throughout my 2,093 years on this Earth Amy.
Amy’s eyes swelled with tears as she opened her mouth to speak, only for Kamilah to continue. “I see my wife...the woman who’s been through my side through thick and thin, upholding our vows and blessing this family with our children. The woman that couldn’t be any more perfect in any way, shape or form. Despite the scars that you may bear Amy…”
Kamilah pressed a gentle kiss to the tender patch of skin behind Amy’s ear, “You’ll always be perfect to me.” Her voice a mere whisper into Amy’s skin.
The young vampire turned to meet Kamilah’s eyes, the deep brown orbs staring back was like an endless pit Amy was endlessly lost in. “You...you really mean that Kamilah?” She whispered against Kamilah’s lips.
“Of course, my love. No words I’ve ever muttered have been closer to the truth than this.” Kamilah held Amy closer as their lips crashed together.
Kamilah playfully nipped at Amy’s lip, before swiping her tongue over the small wound as soft moans left Amy’s mouth. Lips tangled together, and tongues moved as one.
Slowly, and reluctantly, the two pulled away. “Oh, and...one more thing…”
Kamilah’s lips curved into a broad smile, “I love you.”
