After slogging for 4 years in law school, i find my life as empty as it can be. I’m still lost or for that matter, even more so after that. I never wanted to practice, I wanted something exciting, something meaningful, something that could challenge myself to always stay open to new insights and never to be blindsided and/or to be desensitised by precedents and normalities of life. I wanted myself to always be ready to “learn and unlearned” when the circumstances call for it. I wanted these. No, I craved for these and in fact, I still do. I don’t want to be bolted down to an office desk and chair, reading and writing cases, copying from samples or drafting similar affidavits again and again every other day. I want field experiences, I want experiences that change my life, I want experiences that can make me want to be a better person than I was. So what’s next? I don’t know. Come to think of it, it might even be a good idea if I flunk my finals. It could prolly give me an opportunity to choose again and if I can choose, I might not choose law. I might go for something that has a stronger anthropological element. What’s next? Maybe a time machine?