i am officially deleting tumblr. it’s hard, but i want to try. i want to live a better life. although i have gotten much better since two years ago, some dark thoughts still appear in my mind from time to time. even if i don’t want to, i feel the need to check this account, look at skinny bodies, read meanspo etc whenever something bad is happening in my life. i hope that every single person that follows my account will get better. actually, i hope that everyone on this app who is here to ‘motivate’ themselves to lose weight will get better. although i’ve been trying to stop this thing for two years, i have never felt strong enough to delete this app. it kind of became a part of my life three years ago. and it is hard to let go of that part, but i want to fill this hole with love and understanding for my body, as well as motivation to get better, in every aspect. i’m rooting for all of you, please root for me as well. goodbye tumblr! i hope i will never become active on this account again. let’s start a new, better beginning.
