I feel honoured that your audiance likes following my little journey. I actually run a horny blog of my own it's just a Dom leaning blog so I don't post about *this* there because I write a lot about inflicting this on others.
I LOVE being degraded like really, really love it. I don't have many limits... My only limit is pls don't refer to me as a cow or ask me to moo but anything else please, please š„ŗšš¼ the cells in my body needs it like they need water. I need it so badly and it makes me so so horny and achey and that's what i need it how I belong! A denied achey little whore. I deserve it. I love being objectified and humiliated and I'm into pet play so calling me pet/puppy /kitten/ bunny... Yes please!
I also would LOVE mean denial ideas. And consequences to keep me accountable. I don't have any anal toys yet but I think I do want to get some in the future. It's just about saving the money with the cost of living at the moment.
I'm yet to go a day with no touch I've been edging every day because it feels like it helps release some of that energy you know? Also I'm due for my period soon so hopefully I'll be less horny soon. Another thing idk if you count ruins but I hate them especially more than one in a row they break me (in the best way) so pain for a light correction is my go to but ruins are what really really gets me š«£ oooh I shouldn't have shared that
Anal toys, a lovesense vibrator that strangers can control. one day I really want a chastity belt no I need a chastity belt. Oh and estim set up. But yeah so many things.
I was in the mood for some pain so I covered my clit and folds in toothpaste and then put some ice in my underwear and that did the trick. šµāš«šµāš«šµāš« Wow it was intense. I did it while I was writing denial affirmation lines and listening to a denial Hypno audio. I'm hoping it'll be too sore for me to want to touch tomorrow tho I doubt it because I'm already aching and throbbing again š©
I will continue to listen to my body and do what's best for me š
Thank you for the support
And by that I mean, look at you
Coming to my asks time and time again so you can share your real thoughts, what's left of them that is, and freely admit all this stuff, does it make you throb when you type it all away without hesitation?
Others don't even have to degrade you, you're so desperate for it you're gonna do it yourself, which is kinda both pathetic and adorable, denied achy little whore
You always seem to be searching for a new way to edge and make yourself suffer through it, I think it's too late for you to turn back now, even when you cum, the memories of what you've done when denied are gonna come back, making you wet and making you crave it all over again
Here's an idea: make a side blog, explore this side of you, no one has to know who you are if you don't want it to be associated with your Dom blog, let yourself go, give yourself a space to write about your journey, attract more audience, you could dm then too
I'm answering this filled up and wet after fucking myself through a few hard edges and making myself pretty spaced out btw, just thought I should let you know š«£
I really get the pre-period horny, it always makes me feral, much more than ovulation š«
About ruins: I don't like them all that much and I tend to feel guilty about having them, plus they make me so sensitive I'm unable to hold an edge after having one, and they make the ache sooo much stronger, but occasionally they do help with releasing a tiny bit of that built up pressure inside, which I find helpful when denied long term
And yes omfg chastity belt would be real fun (and torturous) to have, but shit's expensive rn š you can get decent plugs for pretty cheap though!
