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sforzzz

im gonna make it big someday just you watch

sforzzz

*goes back to jerkin it*

sforzzz

waaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitt

akashicrecord

Summer is all about looking sexy and dying terrified & alone because nobody could hear you scream or reach your location

nociceptrix

sucking on a worthless original

Oops new brain worms unlocked

#i thought getting a haircut would fix this but only the ones that made me hate myself physically #the ones that tell me my friends all secretly thinknim really annoying and thats why everyone keeps making plans to do things when i work #those ones are still very much around and louder than ever #need to achieve inner peace again by actually Seeing them irl but i dont get to do that bc i am always working when people are free #and people are only free when i am working #except kings shoutout to you big dawg #but otherwise i am like stuck in the bad brain spiral of everyone secretly hates you thats why no one actually reaches out to you to hang #despite how many times ive bad brain posted recently #but then that just makes me feel like everyones just really annoyed having to see me post that shit and being cringe as hell #so that just amplifies my feelings of anxiety that everyone just tolerates me as a person and dont actually care if i am there or not #and i dont like putting that on my friends bc that would make them feel bad to hear that i feel that way #which then leads me back to i am a Bad Person for assuming that of my friends #and the cycle continues on and on and on and on and on #very much hoping this finally stops on tuesday when we have sunsplash day but like i dont know if it will?#im still stuvk in a bad brain memory that got triggered a couple weeks ago now and it makes me convinced of such things #so if i just dont interact i cant trigger my bad brain again but my bad brain will continue bc i cannot interact normally #again the cycle continues #kasper.txt

sorry to the fine people of tumblr who still follow me that I only post here when I have a negative emotion but sometimes you gotta dust off your old diary to get your feelings out bc every other public venue I have available to me has too many people who will judge me for posting the rantings of a bpd idiot and also continuing a thought in the notes of a post HITS so much harder than a multi-post thread, y'know?

#here when i am yelling into the void i feel the void smile back at me welcoming me to feel freely #when i yell into the void of bsky i can feel the eyes of every user i do and do not know staring in varying levels of concern and cringe #obviously i prefer the former #i dont even really Need a response from the void either way i just need to speak it into the void #its comforting to have the option #kasper.txt

damn it is was already having a bad day and was trying to pull myself out of it but now ive been told ive fallen for an ai animal video and now am diving head first into the spiral I was experiencing instead bc i feel like even more of a fucking idiot than I already did

#gonna go kms dont mind me #i wont but still #feeling so much lower than i did before bc not only am i experiencing immense fomo i am also apparently a fucking rube #going to just never trust any cool animal videos or pictures i see again unless ive met the animal #bc i feel like SUCH a fucking dumbass for this shit oh my god #its really nothing this does not matter at all but i already felt like absolute dogshit so now im trapped in my self hate cycle instead #but GOD do i wanna do violence to myself im like THAT level of hating myself rn #i deserve a good ass bonk #maybe itll make my brain actually work good who fucking knows i doubt it #doubt it #anyways i hate myself a lot today!#if that wasnt evident !#kasper.txt

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The dog in question:

ppups

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