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Anyways bitch I’m done being sad I got me a little video game date tonight 🥹

It's crazy to me, how people can just sit there and manipulate you after claiming to have loved you for 13 years and not feel a single ounce of remorse. How they can so easily lie to you, give you a false sense of security and hope, all for it to have been for nothing but their own benefit.

Because why did i let myself believe that he was going to leave her after sending me a very cryptic text message? After telling me he loved me, after calling me babe? Because that's what he does. He knows exactly how my brain works, he knows that if he says the right things it will get to me and I'll do anything for him. Because at that time I would have done anything for him. Because I was worried. Because I loved him.

Why did I send him $430 and pay the bills he was supposed to pay? Why did I leave myself with no money for a week? Why am I so quick to forgive?

I trust too easily and I love too hard. I leave myself with nothing so he can do whatever he wants and not feel the repercussions of it all. I hate myself for believing him. I hate myself for trusting him, even after all of the lies he's already told me.

All of it was for nothing.

#kat rants #kat talks #i need a fucking break

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STOP scrolling and enjoy this picture of baby Minbin❤️

It’s Christmas and I’m not alone but I’m not with the person I want to be with so it just feels worse

The hot MMA fighter everyone compared to Bakugo like two years ago likes stray kids.

That’s it that’s the post

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Merry Christmas to seungmin and the handsome ghost

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beautiful dimples and curls

I think these daily journal/diary things I’m doing are finally helping. That or I’ve finally just reached the anger stage.

I truly hate him and everything he has done to me, how small he has made me feel, and I hope to always find a way to remind him of that.

I called him today so we could discuss bills and at the end of the call he said “I love you, I mean like, I’ll always love you as a person but like” and I think what really tears me apart is that that’s the first time he’s said that without me saying it first in months and it’s just making my head spin and thoughts ping pong back and forth in my head and my chest hurts and I just want it all to stop.

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Imagine dropping a 10 for a 3 like bffr

#this is a self love post #i’m trying to make myself feel better #like i’m actually so hot and she’s kinda…. yikes is all imma say #n e ways please enjoy how cute i am

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things to not dwell on:

people who treated you badly

things you can’t change

comparing yourself to others

things to think about more:

baby animals

people who love u unconditionally

good things in your life that make you happy

days and times to look forward to

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i love reader. idc if she’s a bimbo or a crybaby or a little unhinged. good for her tbh. i love her in all shapes and forms. she is barbie. she is a doctor and a student and a barista and she can take five dicks at the same time. what a beautiful world we live in.