general: dc - batfam damian, jason, bruce ┃marvel - bucky, moonknight┃goslingverse - ryland, driver, lars ┃star wars (predisney)
me if i wasn't me ⤴︎
movies: project hail mary ┃ drive (2011) ┃ lars and the real girl ┃ captain america: the first avenger ┃ captain america: the winter soldier ┃ iron man 1 ┃ the batman ┃ superman (2025) ┃ star wars: attack of the clones ┃ star wars: a new hope ┃ star wars: revenge of the sith ┃ ( all of post-disney ) star wars ┃ under the red hood ┃ batman & robin ┃ resident evil saga ┃ twilight saga ┃ x-men saga ┃ salt ┃ the dark knight trilogy ┃ kill bill vol. 1 & 2 ┃ big hero 6 ┃ the lego batman movie ┃ coraline ┃ elektra ┃ legally blonde ┃ ect.
shows: adventure time ┃ gilmore girls ┃ suits ┃ the pitt ┃ the penguin ┃ batman: the animated series ┃ red hood: resurrection ┃ moonknight ┃ scott pilgrim: takes off! ┃ the flash ┃ supergirl ┃ ect.
music: paramore (for life)┃ portishead ┃ vocaloid (mostly miku & gakupo ) ┃ utau (defoko)┃ p!atd┃ fall out boy ┃ evanescence ┃ radiohead ┃ nirvana ┃ pierce the veil ┃ flyleaf ┃ kero kero bonito ┃ girl's ritual ┃ tv girl ┃ amy winehouse ┃ fionna apple ┃ björk ┃ tyler, the creator ┃ panchiko ┃ jack stauber ┃ ect.
usual dni
took me long enough to post this
masterlist and taglist some other millennium...
thoughts on new alien stage episode+rant about fandom
goodness when i say this fanbase is insufferable
it's so hard to actually be part of the fandom and not be grouped with all the other fans with close to no media literacy what so ever!!!
i think alien stage wasn't necessarily "angst slop" or at least to the degree people were saying it was the premise itself had been set up for many many deaths in the series and none of the deaths could be said to be "unnecessary" because that's just the world they live in, every round one of them HAD to die
i think the only reason it was referred to as "angst slop" was because of the fandom not being able to look at the show surface level, criticism towards alien stage reflects less of the actual content and more of how it's fans interpret it
also forgetting the other reasons why it's so popular!! the art is SO GOOD like unbelievably so!! the animation is amazing and the music, the musiccc, its incredible
the writings not that bad either! i always enjoyed the fact that there wasn't really a "hero" in the main story, that despite how love they had in them it was only ever the abuse and neglect that they were built from that shined through their cracks that they were all just victims in the end just as the aliens intended them to be, and only in dreams or different universes could they be even remotely close to being able to express themselves without it being a direct reflection of their trauma
anyways the new episode was really cool, i loved the designs, mizi will always be the goat
"cause it's 12:51 and i thought my feelings were gone but im lying on my bed thinking of you again"
he saw you.
he knew it was you.
he could never forget you.
even if you didn't dare look him in the eye that day, he'd never been more sure about anything else in his life other than that it was you.
it was you he saw that day, it was you he'd be on his mind, it was you who'd visit his dreams at night, a change of pace from his usual nightmares.
you'd never know that though,
he'd never let you know him like that.
you couldn't even look him in the eye.
you think maybe you should've, but you only think that way at night when the cool air and star-sparkling sky reminds you of when he'd come to you bruised, battered, and in need of your love.
you wonder if you ever even saw him during the day before you two crossed paths.
in the morning however, you hate him.
you hate how you don't know anything about him.
you hate how he actually is kind.
you hate how he actually is tender.
you hate how it's so hard for him.
you hate how he won't let you love him.
at night he gets confused and lost for a moment when he gets ready to go home.
because you were home.
he doesn't know where to go now that he can't come to you.
his body is accustomed to it, his mind prefers it; you.
what will he do without you?
he's no stranger to one night stands. you just happened to be a few nights longer, he tells himself. and that there are more nights to come, more people to spend them with.
he'll lay next to someone new every night but when he reaches out he expects you.
he can't help but be frustrated.
he never needed you, but he definitely never minded you.
you're glad though, that your sheets don't carry a faint scent of blood.
just a bit of salt from your tears, but that's fine because tonight you'll be drying them.
it's 12:51 and you're not thinking of him.
but some other night, when the stars are a bit brighter, and the breeze is as cold as his skin,
it'll be 12:51 again, and it'll be all him.
it's always gonna be all him.
ultimate song choice reminds you all im filipino
ill actually spend more than 30 minutes writing some other time... im coming out (hahahappypride) of hibernation
my one phm headcanon post got more likes and reblogs in half a day than any of my fics did in weeks and im bitter about it
this is like... actually really fucked up if you think about it... no one can prove him wrong.... whats wrong with this guy... someone like... put himm in time out for breakign scientific integrity or something...
Certainly not the girl who spends every sleepless night wondering, certainly not the girl who spends every busy day dreaming, certainly not the girl who comes home to an empty house, certainly not the girl stupid enough to stay anyways.
He tells you he'll be yours forever, why is forever only once every three weeks?
Is it raining where he's at? Is it snowing?The questions you ask yourself but never get to answer, because when he's finally with you there's nothing else on your mind.
And mindless you truly are,
"I missed you." You were so honest with him, you wished there was anything else other than your feelings that you were sure about in this relationship.
"Hm." He hummed against your skin, the smell of pain and blood still lingering on his own.
"Tell me something, Jay."
"Yeah?"
"Something I don't know."
"Like what?"
"Do you love me?"
"Of course I do? What are you talking about. We're together?"
You answered with your eyes, a sort of sorrow only love could produce. "I don't know that."
"You don't believe me?"
"Am I meant to?"
The silence of the night was relentless. It was beautiful, the moonlight was perfect, the breeze was cool and soft, and the pain was sharp.
"Yeah. You are." He answered a few moments later
Your smile said, "It's okay," but your mouth said, "Then I do."
He understood though,he understood you would never be sure and that he'd never let you know.
wrote this in 5 minutes leave me alone
sorry i haven't written shit
im genuinely going insane
these is one of the worst things ive ever written
