just a glimpse into my dark twisted mind

Zack | He/Him 🏳️‍⚧️ | 20 | Thai 🇹🇭 | Reblogs a lot | Art tag | Strawpage

[zzoupz]

I'M ON TEAM MYSTERY!!!

Art Fight

An art gifting game

[xylophonetangerine]

[sailatina3]

Tumblr.

[zzoupz]

HAIR IS SO HARD RAAAHHHHHH

If anyone seeing this knows abt 3d: yes ik the topology sucks I'M WORKING ON IT 👁 👁

JSGFGD UR DOING GREAT

[pastabaguette]

more of these. i've got lots saved that i've been meaning to do for a while.

[fieldfrl]

Attack & revenge

[zzoupz]

ART FIGHT friendly fire revenge for @val1ate1flower

[crabussy]

I really enjoy when you like The Character so much that your passion bleeds past their existence as a character in a piece of media.

[2colde]

i love leaning into a bad feeling #mytwistingknife

[rockstarcotta]

[guiltfactory-moved]

the "my favorite character did nothing wrong" mindset is completely unappealing to me because i love thinking about all the things my favorite characters did wrong

[cloudabserk]

“fujoshis are harmful to gay men” not this gay man.

[cloudabserk]

on twitter this got a bunch of responses like “wow even the evil fujoshis? the homophobic yet hypocritically fetishistic ones? what if the fujoshi is racist?” and like well no obviously not in that case.

[cloudabserk]

“shoutout to everybody from new jersey!” “even the new jersey serial killers…?”

[outdatedprometheus]

AF attack for @zzoupz !! I love your amogus OCs so bad, they're all literally so cool. They were screaming blacklight to me >:]

[yamalvr]

i have a personality flaw that always positions me on the side of characters who are hiding everything and refuse to accept help. like do NOT confide in people. confiding in people is the enemy. REAL winners lie and lie and continue lying until they ruin every single thing theyve got going for them & didnt fix a single goddamn thing. keep digging grandpa youre almost there

[a-book-of-creatures]

This is stupid! Were you born yesterday? (the mayfly’s big limpid eyes fill with tears as it looks at me) oh god I’m so sorry oh no oh god

[zzoupz]

ART FIGHT revenge for @fieldfrl

[mich-vanadis]

Shapiro and DuBois in the afterlife watching Grace get into a polycule with rock aliens when he turned down their offer to be their third

[decompose1]

i dislike the weird jump to blame suicide victims for their suicides and call them selfish. suicide is very frequently in some way a social murder. i think instead of blaming someone who was in such a dark place that they saw no other way out we should maybe be blaming the people who threw gas on the fire, such as those with a lot of power to make that person's life that bad or those who abused them into it. is that really that unreasonable

[decompose1]

not once has being told i was being selfish- or seeing people talk about how selfish suicide is- EVER made me feel less suicidal. it creates shame. it makes me shut down and never want to disclose feeling this way because oh, g-d, doesn't that make me a bad person? oh, g-d, they'll think i'm a monster, they'll think i'm guilt tripping them, they'll think, they'll think, they'll think (....)

and worse still, nearly every time i've been pushed this far- and, indeed, a lot of my mental health problems to begin with- often stem from the idea that i am less important than anyone else. my thoughts, my feelings, my safety, my life are less important. so to hear people essentially say to me, "but how would everyone else feel!?"?? it doesn't help at all. it makes it so much worse. once more, i am not the important one. even at my lowest, i have to be the one to make compromises and consider how everyone else feels. how could that ever help me? how could you say that to someone?