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She/Her 27

[katanaflower]

Joyride

Loris x Fem!Reader - SMUT

Reader goes clubbing with her friends. Guess who she sees at the club???

Warnings: at one point a guy is being creepy and grabs reader's arm, swearing, smut, piv sex, oral, rough sex, bodily fluids, creampie, etc

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Please be kind! I'm so nervous about posting this! Tell me if it's good or bad lmao

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Disclaimers: 

Please properly discuss with your partner or whoever you end up being intimate with about protection and what you’re comfortable with! 

Also, stay safe and hydrated when you go out clubbing!

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Joyride

“Okay, look up.” Jana instructed. You did so as she gently tugged down your lower eyelid, coloring your waterline. 

“This feels like this is in my asshole.” You cringed, trying your hardest not to blink as she finished. 

“I promise you, it doesn’t.” She said before letting go. “Now go ahead and blink for me.” 

You groaned, doing a couple of blinks before she did the other eye. 

“Can confirm.” Ulu added as she continued to fry her hair with her crimper. 

“Ow!” Toni grunted as she tripped trying to pull up her stockings. 

“Okay. ” Jana tilted your head back. “Now the other.” She pulled your other eyelid down. “How about we go over the plan again? We all are….?”

“Wanting my guts rearranged.” You answered without a beat.

“Searching for some good choice vagina.” Ulu responded. 

“Hoping to find my soulmate……or a sugar mama or daddy.” Toni sighed. 

Jana stopped for a moment, blinking. “I was gonna say have some fun, but since we’re getting specific here, not having to pay for any of my drinks tonight.” She finally finished up and handed you her mirror. “Whatchu think?” She started to clean up her work station. 

You had to give it to her, as much as you persisted that tightlining wouldn’t make much of a difference, she ended up being right. It really was the finishing touch to your makeup. 

“Can you let me be right for once?” You pouted, batting your pretty eyes. 

“Crazy how listening to a makeup artist actually pays off.” She scoffed.

“It’ll pay off if it schedules my dick appointment.” You smirked up at her. 

“So the goal is to leave with someone by the end of the night?” Jana clarified. 

“Yes!” You lifted yourself off the floor and went to look through Ulu’s perfume collection. “I think it’s what I deserve.” 

You were finally ready to have fun again after a long six months of recovery from your former situationship. Long story short, he wasn’t willing to commit to you. As much as it hurt, that was the end of that. It was time to have fun again. 

“Grab the purple one.” Ulu offered. 

The problem was that there were five purple colored bottles. 

“Uhhhh.” You looked around, hesitating. “Which purple?” 

“Dark purple.” She turned off her crimper before unplugging it. She still was not specific enough since there were three dark purple bottles. 

“Which one!?” You playfully shrieked, ready just to grab a random one.

“The orchid one!” She mocked you with a smile.

You giggled, picking it up and giving yourself a few good spritz. “Why didn’t you just say that in the first place?”

“Because it’s funny.” She winked.

Smiling as you rolled your eyes you went up to the body length mirror, checking over yourself one last time before heading out. 

You were wearing a low cut black halter top with some black dress pants and paired it with some black booties. Was it original? No. Was it classy? Maybe? Was it comfortable? Yes. Besides, you knew no one was really going to be paying attention to your outfit. They were going to be paying attention to you. 

“Well, since you’re not coming home tonight, you’re not allowed to get drunk.” Toni reminded you. “So I’ll be your gal pal tonight.” She signed the word ‘babe’ to you. 

“You just want to be nosy and judge all the guys I’m gonna be scoping out for.” You called her out, scrunching your nose at her. 

“Because I’m one of three of your wing women.” She scrunched her nose back as she justified herself, zipping up her boots. 

“Okay! Group picture!” Jana called out, setting up the timer. 

The four of you started checking one another, making sure everything looked good. 

“Do my edges look even?” Jana asked Toni. 

“As even as my titties.” She replied. “Did you borrow my gel?” 

“Yeah, you were right. They’re not gonna move.” 

“Do you think my earrings look good with my outfit?” Ulu asked you. 

“Uhhhh.” Ulu had multiple piercings on both of ears. 

“The beaded ones.” She clarified. 

“Yes!” You answered. “Your mom made these, right?”

“Mhm.” She hummed proudly. 

“Hurry! Five seconds!” Jana alerted everyone. 

Everyone quickly rushed in front of the camera, making sure to pose tightly together before the camera flashed. After many poses and pictures, Toni pointed to her wrist. 

“My bracelet is turned on!” Toni started. 

“Samesies!” Ulu seconded. 

“Got it!” Jana joined. 

“Ready!” You finished, turning on your emergency bracelet. 

The bracelet was designed and made by Toni. Its sole purpose was to notify other synced up bracelets when in trouble. When switched to SOS it would send the other bracelets the coordinates of the person’s location and a quick voice recording for confirmation.  

It was still in the testing stage but if proved to be successful Toni was going to launch it. One day it’ll be available to hundreds of people who want to go out and have fun safely at a cheap price. She made all of you so proud. 

“Alright! Let’s move it!” Jana called out at the doorway.

You all then headed out the door, into the night, making way for the club. 

-

As you all were waiting in line to enter “Dominari” Toni linked her arm with yours, leaning in. 

“Keep an eye out for anyone that looks like they got money but also have a soul.” She whispered.

“I thought you were also looking for your soulmate?” You asked. 

“Which is why I said that they have to look like they have a soul. Besides, can they not be both my money giver and my soulmate?” She inquired. 

“Any icks to look out for?” You asked, avoiding answering her question.  

“They need to have most of their teeth.” She replied plainly. 

“Most?” You raised an eyebrow at her. “What kind of people have you been messing around with?” 

“People with most of their teeth.” She explained. “I have standards, you know. There is a bar and it has been set.” 

“Hey,” Jana leaned in between the two of you whispering. “Just got word that there’s a few pit fighters in tonight. So if that’s something either of you are looking for, keep an eye out.” 

“I don’t go to those.” You admitted, the line started to move up. 

“Just be on the lookout for people that are well built.” Ulu hissed. “But more importantly, keep an out for the Vi. She’s one of the best in the ring right now.” 

“Why? Also, since when have you been going to pit fights?” You turned back to look at her. 

She didn’t have a chance to answer since the bouncer let the four of you in. 

A chill went over you as you walked inside, the music pounding, the lights flashing, and all the people crowding around the dance floor. It all flooded your senses, reassuring you that you did deserve to have fun. 

“Before we split, let's do a quick shot and dance!” Jana suggested over the loud music. 

You all agreed, heading over to the bar.

Ulu and Jana ordered since they had the best social skills while you and Toni waited, patiently, watching everyone dance. Your eyes searching the crowd for anyone that resonated with you. They were all just a blur of faces under the strobe lights.

Most of your past flames were found in a cafe, or in a bookstore. It wasn’t until recently that you were picking up guys from clubs/bars. Either way, it didn’t matter in the end where you found those guys. They were all shit, anyway. Treated you like shit. Made you feel like shit. It was all shit. Because your taste in men was shit. 

Jana nudged you, “Are you okay!?” She yelled over the music. 

You nodded your head. 

“I know you’re eager to move on, but don’t get your hopes up if you don’t find someone tonight!” 

You smiled, lightly headbutting her with an ‘okay, thank you’. 

Even though your taste in men was shit, that didn’t mean the night was gonna be. You were here to have fun. So you weren’t going to take anything too seriously….at least try not to take anything so seriously. Cause if you didn’t find anyone, at least you looked hot and felt like it. You would be damned if you allowed another man to make you feel otherwise. 

A chill ran up your spine, bringing you back to your surroundings. That’s when the bartender brought out the shots. 

“A shot for good luck!” Ulu called out, giving out the drinks. 

The four of you clinked your glasses before downing it. The warmth of the drink went down your throat, but only warmed you up temporarily. 

“Alright ladies!” Ulu shouted, grabbing your hand and pulling you away from Toni to spin you around, the air giving you goosebumps. “Let’s fucking goooo!” She sang out, making you squeal with laughter as she led you out into the dancefloor. 

The four of you danced together, hyping each other up, making sure not to let any creeps or hecklers interrupt your girl time. You truly loved these girls, they were more than just your friends, they were your sisters. They made you aware that you were in the ‘best years of your life’. However, you also knew that as long as you had them, you would always be living the best years of your life. 

You all were having the time of your lives to the point where you almost forgot your personal mission: finding someone to bang. 

When it was time to split you made sure to stick closely to Toni. Ulu and Jana stayed behind, they continued to dance, vibing with a few people on the dancefloor. 

Both you and Toni moved across the dancefloor, but continued to dance. You even invited a few other ladies, who just simply wanted to dance, tag along with the two of you. Just girls being girls. All of you being dancing queens. 

Eventually, you would have thought that with all the dancing you would be a little hot, but in fact you were still feeling a little chilly. Even when you pulled out your best ‘nasty’ moves, you were still cold. 

“You good!?” Toni asked, hands holding yours as the two of you vibed with the music. 

“Yeah, just a little cold!” You replied.

She giggled, gesturing down with her eyes. “Yeah, I could tell!” 

Your eyes followed hers as you discovered your nipples being very visible through your top. 

“Gods!” You hugged your boobs. “I’m surprised I haven’t poked anyone’s eyes out!” You both laughed.

 “Wanna go get a drink!?” She offered, gesturing to the bar with her head. 

“Yeah!” Just as you glanced at the bar, that's when someone caught your eyes. 

You did a double take at a man that you could have sworn you made up in your mind. After a few blinks, you confirmed this man was indeed real. You stopped Toni from walking over to the bar. 

“Oh, oh, OH!” You gasped, taking him in.

He was leaning on the bar, chatting with what looked like a friend. Urgently, you tugged on Toni’s arm, grabbing her attention from all the commotion on the dancefloor to the bar.

“What?” She shouted as she signed over the loud music, looking around frantically, trying to find where your eyes were glued. 

You turned her head in the direction of the man you were eyeing, carefully watching her expression. She then scrunched her nose. 

“No, I like my guys more pathetic looking. You know, the ones with the wet dog eyes.” She politely explained. 

You couldn’t help but laugh before telling her, “Not for you!” 

“Ohhhh!” She then looked over at him again. “Oooooh, yeah, this is right up your alley. Although,” She paused, raising an eyebrow. “This is the type you fantasize about, but never actually go after.” 

She didn’t have to call you out like that, but she was right. This man was tall, muscular, a little older looking, and looked like he knew how to make a woman cum.

“I like to give chances.” You tried to explain. 

“You don’t need to do charity.” She bumped her hip into yours. “Go after what you want!” 

You continued to watch him. You watched how he and his friend-you were hoping she was just his friend, were talking to one another at the bar. Neither making their way to the dance floor.

“Go talk to him!” Toni nudged you with her elbow. 

“I don’t know, maybe it’s too early?” Maybe it was still too soon to be approaching anyone.

“But what if it becomes too late?” She replied. 

She had a point. He was not ugly by any means. Sooner or later someone would be taking the bait and trying their luck. 

“What if he rambles? Mansplains about shit I don’t care about?” You started to doubt outloud. 

“Then just tune him out, that’s what I do.” Toni laughed off. 

“You shut off your hearing aids, that’s not the same thing!” You laughed. 

She then nudged you again in his direction. 

“What if they’re together!?” You finally asked. 

She gave you a look that you could only describe as ‘bitch, no’. She gave you one final nudge. “Go for it, babe! I’ll keep an eye out!”

“Thank you!” You signed to her. 

Funny enough, as you were making your way over, the guy you were eyeing walked off but his companion did not. So you made your way over to her, hopeful to get some answers and reassurances. 

You parked yourself right beside the woman that was wearing more black than you. She didn’t even acknowledge you, only drinking from her cup. You figured she wasn’t going to look at you, so you had to start. 

“Hey pretty I-”

“Not interested.” She immediately interrupted. 

“Huh?” 

“I’m not here to flirt or mess around.” She clarified. 

“Oh, that’s not why I came over-” You tried to clarify. 

“I don’t want to sign any autographs either.” She scoffed with irritation.

“What?” You blinked even more confused now. “That’s not why I’m here.” 

She finally looked over at you, making you feel very small as she eyed you up and down. 

“Then what the fuck do you want?” She demanded. 

“I wanted to make sure that the guy that was just here wasn’t your man.” You nervously admitted to her. 

“Loris?” She cringed. “He’s a friend. Also, not my type.” 

“Gotcha.” You chuckled with relief. So, that was his name. “I just wanted to make sure.” You explained.

“You’re good. He’ll be back in a sec.” 

“Cool, okay. Well, can you at least give me something to work with?” You started. 

She then mean mugged you. “Like what?” 

“Like what’s your name? Is Loris even willing to talk?” 

“Vi.” Oh. She’s the pit fighter Ulu mentioned. 

You then introduced yourself. She only drank from her cup, not really acknowledging you. 

“Sure, he’ll talk with you.” She bitterly stated.

Maybe it was because you didn’t have anyone else there to back you up or reassure you, but you were beginning to have doubts. Maybe it was best if you took your ass right back to the dancefloor? 

“I’m not stepping on any toes, am I?” You wanted to make sure you weren’t crossing any lines or disrupting anything in motion. 

“No. Relax. I’m not a bitch, okay?” She replied calmly. 

“I don’t think you are,” You started, “But I don’t know you or what you’re about.” You admitted with a shrug. “So help me out here.”

The two of you stared at each other, waiting for the other to say something. With a big sigh, and roll of her eyes, she gave in. 

“Alright, fair enough. What do you want to know?” You couldn’t help but smile with relief. 

“He’s not currently with anyone, right?” You just wanted to be sure.

She didn’t even hesitate. “No. Next?” 

Good start. 

“Please tell me he isn’t an insufferable know it all, that's gonna be teaching me stuff I don’t want to know about.” You began with a wince. 

For some reason, men loved to ‘teach’ you things you didn’t need to know or already had knowledge about. It’s not like you didn’t love to learn because you did. Learning is fun. It’s just that particularly with men, they had a tendency to think you had never experienced anything ever before. So when you tried to explain to them otherwise they always told you in some way or in another that you were wrong and that they were right. 

“No. Loris is more of a listener.” 

Nice. 

You managed to ask a couple of more questions before she started to get irritated again. 

“Look, I get that you’re nervous and all but what was your game plan if I didn’t know jackshit about him?” 

You blinked, shrugging. 

“Maybe just wing it? Or maybe crack a couple of jokes and hope for the best?” You sheepishly admitted. 

“Wait a min-oh no!” It suddenly hit you. “Am I doing the most!?” You started to panic.

“Yes! Gods, can you just-” She then flagged down the bartender, ordering a couple of shots. “Quit looking like that.” 

“Like what?” 

“Like you’re gonna jump into the ceiling like a damn cat.” 

“Oh don’t say that.” You groaned. 

You weren’t sure why, but without fail, you had earned plenty of nicknames that were ‘cat’ influenced. You didn’t even look like a cat!

“Your eyes are practically the size of saucers. Did you take anything before coming here?” She asked in both irritation while laughing. 

“No!” You sighed with the shake of your head. “Why is it always cats?”

“What’s wrong with that? Cats can be….cute, I guess?” She offered. 

“Yeah but I always get the weirdest nicknames. Not the cute ones.” 

“Like?” She asked as the bartender came back with a couple of shots. 

You tipped the bartender, making sure he walked away before answering. 

“Pocket Pussy.” You stated. 

She was about to finish her own drink but choked when you said that, spitting it up.

“Oh shit!” You got on your tiptoes, grabbing a couple of napkins nearby and started to clean her up. 

That was bad timing on your part. 

“I’m so sorry!” You hurried, wanting to avoid confrontation. 

She then started laughing, letting you help her. 

“What the fuck!?” She said in between coughs. “Who calls you that!?!” 

“My neighbor.” You started to explain. “She’s a big time cat lady and has at least seven cats.” 

To be fair, this particular neighbor wasn’t difficult, or a bad neighbor. Sure, every once in awhile one of her cats would slip into your apartment but other than that she was cool. She honestly was kind of kooky while also elegant. She uses pet names for everyone, and for whatever reason, her pet name for you is ‘pocket pussy’. 

When she finally got back her bearings she slid one of the shots over to you. 

“What’s crazy is that even though she’s a cat lady, she’s not even old! I’m pretty sure she’s in her mid fifties.”

“Look, will you please shut up for a second and take this shot to chill the fuck out?” 

“Sure okay!” You then downed it, taking a few seconds to breathe. “Do I seem chill now?” 

She took her shot, rolling her eyes at you before swallowing. 

“Sure.” 

That’s when you heard someone yell your name. You glanced around, wondering if it was one of the girls or if you were just hearing things. But when you heard it again you knew it wasn’t the alcohol getting to you. That’s when you saw a familiar face in the crowd. 

In all her glory, there she was wearing a royal green sparkly jumpsuit, silver platforms and curls for days. She was being followed around by a bunch of people, leading them up the stairs to the second level of the club. She called out your name again, giving you a miss congeniality wave, now drawing Vi’s attention. 

“Who the hell is that?” She grumbled, making eye contact with possibly the bartender and signalling him to come back over.

“Hello, my Pocket Pussy!” She called out with a smile. You awkwardly waved back at her. 

“My neighbor.” Not even trying to hide the cringe in your tone. 

“Your neigh-wait-you weren’t kidding?!” She looked back at where your neighbor was and then back to you. 

“You thought I was kidding!?” You shrieked in disbelief. 

“I thought you were trying to be cute and quirky.” She admitted with a shrug. 

“If I was trying to be cute and quirky I wouldn’t have told you that one of my nicknames is Pocket Pussy!” Your voice cracked. “I would have told you a less vulgar one, like ‘Toe Beans’....or ‘Loaf’.” 

She snorted, shaking her head as her eyes glanced up behind you. 

“What?” You turned your head, expecting to see the bartender but instead found the man of the hour….standing right behind you.

A little part of you shriveled up and died. How long had he been there? Also why was he so big? He was probably the biggest man you ever went after. How the fuck did you not hear him come up behind you?

“Making friends?” He asked the pit fighter next to you. 

“Yeah, right.” She got off her chair, patting you roughly on the shoulder almost making you keel over. “Good luck.” She made her way onto the dancefloor, leaving you alone with him. 

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

“Hi!” You nervously began, mind racing, heart pounding. He casually nodded at you, taking a sip from the drink in his hand before setting it back down. 

“She’s real sweet.” You gestured to where Vi had been. 

“Sweet?” He raised a brow, eyes looking over you. 

“Okay,” You sighed, “Not exactly sweet, but she is nice for helping me out.” You admitted, fully taking him in. “Got a name, big guy?” You smiled up at him, batting your eyes.

He smiled back at you, so bright you almost averted your eyes in shyness. The warmth radiating off of him was crazy, shining on you like a beacon of hope and safety. You didn’t feel so cold anymore. 

After introductions the two of you started to talk. 

You had learned that he was from Bilgewater, basically grew up on the water and had eventually made his way over to Zaun. He made sure to ask about you, not wanting to go on and on about himself. Not once did he make you think he wasn’t paying attention and he had no problem asking for clarification if there was something he wasn’t sure about. 

As the two of you talked you noticed how good his eye contact was. How his eyes looked at you and was watching your body language, almost like he was trained to do so. It didn’t make you feel uncomfortable though. If anything, it kind of comforted you in a way. He was actually listening to you, engaging in conversation, not trying to talk over you, and wasn’t staring at your titties. The bar of expectations was literally in hell.  

“Take a shot with me!” You suggested, looking for the bartender, who was currently tending to someone else. 

Loris leaned into you, “I got it.” Gently patting your hand. When the bartender came he ordered for the two of you. “And a water for her.” 

“Oh?” You smirked up at him. “Such a gentleman.”

“You’re a lightweight honey, you need to stay hydrated.” 

You playfully gasped.

“I am not a lightweight!” He raised an eyebrow, not saying anything. “Okay! Maybe I am but I did eat a whole meal before coming here!” You said defensively. 

“Still need to drink water in between drinks.” 

“He’s right.” The bartender slid the drinks over. “Also makes my job a little easier.” 

“Then I’ll make sure to drink my water…..after I take this shot.” You got on your tiptoes, reaching for your shot and water, pulling it towards you. 

“Cheers!” You clinked your glasses together, some of the whiskey leaking from the sides since it was filled to the brim. You watched as he downed it like water. As you were trying to catch up with him someone backed into you, causing you to spill some of it on you. 

“Hey, watch it!” Loris called out to whoever bumped into you as he protectively wrapped an arm around you. 

It was running off your chin, passed your neck and down your chest. 

Getting on your tiptoes again you reached for a napkin, feeling the liquid slip under your top, into your cleavage. You felt his eyes on you, watching you clean yourself up. You would be lying if you said you didn’t purposely put on a show, pulling down your top, revealing just a little more skin as you dabbed yourself dry. 

Because he was so big his arm easily went around you, his hand, his huge fucking hand, comfortably on the bar, gripping the edge. He asked you if you were okay, eyes still watching you. 

“It ain’t fun unless it gets a little messy.” You giggled, still dabbing.

“I’ll try to remember that.” He replied, arm still around you. 

“You should.” You crumpled up the napkin, tossing it on the bar as you looked up at him. “It might be useful later.” You winked with an innocent smile.

The second those words left your mouth you felt so powerful, holy shit. 

His wide eyes and slack jaw quickly changed to a smirk. His hand let go of the edge, slowly sliding its way up your arm. His gentle touch warmed you up as he very slowly dragged his hand across the middle of your back, through your hair. He crossed his arms over his chest as he leaned on the bar. 

Gods, you wanted, needed him to touch you again. 

“Drink your water.” 

-

“Let’s go dance!” You tugged on his arm. 

“You go on, I’ll watch your water.” He gestured to your glass. 

You grabbed your cup, finishing it before slamming it back down. “Now come on!” You grabbed his forearm, ready to pull.

“Now who’s gonna watch my drink?” He joked with a chuckle. 

Not wanting to push him and also saving yourself from any possible ‘icks’, since he may be a horrible dancer,  you gave in. 

“Fine! Stay here then. But I need a kiss for good luck!” You got on your tiptoes, tapping on your cheek as you presented it for him. 

He chuckled, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on the apple of your cheek. Your heart picked up as your face felt warm. He actually did it. 

“Don’t go anywhere!” You called out to him before making your way over to Toni. 

“Toni!!!” You squealed as you made your way towards her. 

“I’ve been watching! You’re doing the thing, babe!” She squealed, the two of you grabbed each other's  hands and started dancing. 

“After this song, let's go to the restroom! I gotta break the seal.” She mentioned.

As the two of you continued to dance to the song a few guys started making their way towards you both, dancing and smirking. As they inched closer both you and Toni gave each other the ‘look’. Ew, no. Let’s move somewhere else. 

The two of you moved away, trying to be casual about it but one of them made his way behind you. Toni quickly spun you away, ignoring him as he tried to talk. But he just all together stopped dancing and leaned in to say something to you, asking what to call you. You shook your head, telling him ‘no thank you’ and pulled Toni to the restroom since he ruined the song. 

You waved at Loris, mouthing ‘restroom’ as you linked arms with Toni. He gave you a nod as he watched the two of you walk inside. 

“That pissed me off.” Toni admitted, the two of you headed toward the stalls. 

She made her way inside one while you held the door closed as she did her business. 

“What did he even say?” She asked. 

“I don’t even know, I think he was asking for my name.” You rolled your eyes. 

“He clearly saw us moving away-him and his friends! And he still tried.” The toilet flushed. 

You then switched places with her, needing to relieve yourself too. 

“I know! Men can be the worst sometimes.” You complained. 

“Speaking of men, how’s that big strong man you’ve been chit chatting with?” 

“Oh! He’s sooo easy to talk to!” You finished up, the two of you walking to the sinks. 

She started to take off a couple of her ‘cheap’ rings as she beckoned for you to continue. “What’s his name? And easy to talk to, huh?” 

“His name is Loris. And yes! He actually listens to what I’m saying and knows how to keep the conversation flowing!” You gushed, cheeks starting to hurt from smiling as you both washed your hands. 

“He’s really sweet too! He made me drink water before getting back out on the dance floor.” 

“Awww, that’s cute! So whatchu thinking? You two leaving together???” She fixed and pinched her false lashes. 

“We may…” You couldn’t stop smiling. 

A girl passing by tapped you on the shoulder, “Hey cutie! Can you tell that I’m wearing a pad?” She asked before turning around to let you look. Not an outline in sight.

No! You’re good.” You reassured her. 

“Perfect. Thanks sweetie!” She went on her way. 

“Well, let me know if and when you think you’re gonna head out.” The two of you walked out, eyeing the bar. You saw Vi had returned, talking to Loris. 

“Oh, hey, that’s the pitfight-” 

“Shit, I forgot my rings!” Toni blurted. “Be back in like two seconds!” You giggled as she ran back inside. 

You were about to go back in to follow when someone suddenly grabbed your arm. 

“Hey, I never got that name, hot stuff.” You turned and saw the guy from earlier, holding your arm. The fucking audacity. 

“No, thank you!” You pulled your arm back. 

“Well, can I buy you and your friend a drink?” His friends were off to the side, creepily watching with gross smiles. 

“No! Bye!” Your frustration started to turn into anger. Why couldn’t he just fuck off?

Wanting to just get away you turned, about to run in the restroom when he grabbed your arm again. He scratches you with his nails, getting some of your hair caught in his hold. The anger you had then turned into panic as you looked back at him. 

“Hey! Why don’t-” He didn’t have time to finish, Loris grabbed his wrist, making him let go of you with a shriek. 

You hugged your arm to your chest, heart racing, processing that he let go and Loris was there. 

“She said no.” Loris growled down at him, his grip visibly tightening. 

The color in whatever the fuck his name’s face paled, he glanced over to where his friends were but they pretended to be looking somewhere else. His eyes then glanced over at you, brows furrowing. 

“Don’t look at her!” He lifted his arm up, pulling him up to his tiptoes. “Look at me!” You could see the tendons in Loris’ neck start to flex. 

“Found them!” Toni came back, stopping when she realized something was going on. “Wha…?” She breathed out. 

Loris stared down at the guy, who looked like he was about to piss himself, before finally letting him go with a shove. The loser turned red, quickly making his way back to his friends who were trying to leave the scene.

“Wh-what happened!?” Toni hugged you, eyeing your arm. 

“Nothing, I’m okay!” You quickly reassured her with a shaky voice, trying your best to smile. She could tell that you were freaked out so she had Loris walk with the two of you back to the bar. 

“Fucking creep.” She cursed with the shake of her head. 

Loris pulled out a chair for you, right next to Vi, asking the bartender for some water. Toni helped you up since the chair was a little high and suddenly gasped. 

“You’re swelling up!” Alerting everyone else. 

Sure enough, thanks to your sensitive skin, the scratches were welling up quickly. When you tried to cover it up your skin burned.

“I’m fine!” Embarrassment laced in your words.. 

“Here, let me see.” Vi calmly offered next to Toni. 

You could feel Loris staring at you the entire time as Vi and Toni looked over your arm. When the bartender came back with the water you heard Loris ask for some ice. 

“You guys, I’m okay!” You tried to reassure everyone. “Relax! Someone please get me a shot.” You chuckled, trying to lighten the mood. 

You noticed Vi looking up at Loris, the two of them staring at one another, having a silent conversation. Vi then leaned over the bar, speaking to the bartender, not letting you hear what they were saying. 

‘Do you want to go home?’ Toni signed to you. You quickly shook your head, signing back ‘I’m good, don’t worry’. She didn’t seem convinced, eyeing up at Loris who had his hands protectively on the back of your chair. 

“If you want to leave I can walk you both home.” He gently offered. 

You then sat up straight, putting on your serious face. 

“I came here to drink, dance, and have fun.” You huffed. “And I don’t plan on letting some asshole ruin that for me!” The bartender came back, sliding over waters and ice. 

“Be back.” Vi quickly left, making Loris do a double take. 

“Hold on, honey.” He gently tapped your chair before going after Vi.  

“What’s going on?” Toni asked as you both watched them disappear into the crowd.

“Company policy.” The bartender replied, handing you some ice wrapped in a cold rag. “Anything else? It’s on the house.” 

You didn’t have to be asked twice. 

“A shot of whiskey please!” You ordered. 

“Make that two, please!” Toni added. 

-

“Okay, but that was hot.” Toni admitted as you both waited for Vi and Loris to come back.

“See! I told you he’s sweet.” You beamed.

Her smile faded, brows pinched together with worry as she placed her hand over yours. “Are you sure you’re okay?” Her eyes watched as you held the rag on your arm. 

That’s when the shots came in. Perfect timing.

“Yes! Now shut up and drink with me!” You handed her the glass before clinking it together. 

“Cheers, babe!” She shouted before downing it. 

You mirrored her, wanting to keep the fun going. 

“We should have gotten a chaser!” She stuck out her tongue, cringing. 

Loris and Vi appeared in the crowd again, heading towards the two of you. 

“What do you think they did?” She leaned into you. 

Your eyes quickly went over the two of them, both seemed to be fine, not scuffed up, no blood on either of them. Although the look on Loris’ face told you he was still upset. 

“I’d rather not.” You admitted as they returned. 

“How’s your arm?” Vi asked, signalling the bartender to fill up her empty cup. 

You reached for Loris, wrapping his arm around you as you leaned into him. You still felt icky about the whole thing so you needed some sort of security blanket to calm your nerves. So of course you grabbed Loris. His hand held your shoulder, thumb rubbing into your skin, not shying away or embarrassed to comfort you. 

“Can’t even feel it.” That was a lie, it felt spicy still, but you weren’t a baby. 

“Oh, this is Toni!” You started introductions. “Toni this is Loris and Vi.” 

“One hell of a way to meet someone.” Toni joked, trying to lighten the mood. 

Someone shouted for Toni, stealing away her attention. The people she was dancing with earlier beckoned for her to return to the dance floor. 

Before she could even tell them ‘no’ you cut her off. 

“Toni, go dance!” You encouraged her. 

“But, what about-”

“I’m literally fine!” You reassured her with a smile. 

You knew she would be unsure but you were fine. You signed ‘go dance’ while gesturing to the crowd of people. 

She then looked up at Loris. “Don’t let anything happen to her.”

“You have my word.” He promised, gently squeezing your upper arm and your heart.

“I’ll be back after a few songs! Don’t go to the restroom without me!” She called out, rushing back to dance. 

“Wouldn’t you rather go out there and join her?” He asked, thumb still rubbing into your skin.

“Nah, I’d rather stay here with you.” You beamed up at him. 

“You guys are gonna make me puke.” Vi groaned, swishing her drink with irritation before taking a swig. 

“Sorry!” You blurted out to her. “But also,” You glanced up at him before looking back at her, “You knew what I was about.” 

She pointed at you, about to say something but then folded her finger back into her hand, head nodding and then shaking with irritation. 

“Fine. Still gross.” She grumbled, taking a swig of her drink. “Just know that the first time I met this guy he was asleep on the side of the road.” 

“Huh?” You cocked your head in confusion as he pulled you closer, tighter, against him. 

“Kidding!” She quickly added. “Just giving you a hard time, Loris.” 

He signaled for the bartender, ordering water for her. 

“Loosen up! You got the girl, right?….” She stopped, chugging the rest of her drink. 

Ignoring her comment he leaned down into your ear, “You okay?” 

You looked up, nodding your head while smiling to reassure him. 

“I’m okay! Everything’s okay!” You said a little too eagerly. 

You could tell on his face that he didn’t really believe you, but he didn’t push it. 

-

After some playful flirting and lots of chatting, a body came flying toward you, arms wrapping around you into a crushing embrace. 

“BAAAAAAAAAABE!” Toni shouted over the music.

“Guess what!” She pulled back, grinning ear to ear. 

“What?” You giggled as she began to sway you to the music. 

“Ulu just got us an invite to the second level!”

“She what!?” You weren’t sure if she was kidding or not. 

“Your friends here can join in but we gotta go!” She offered, giving them both a smile. 

“Are you sure?” You asked. 

“Yes! Now come on, I’ll be waiting for you by the stairs.” She then took off. 

“You guys wanna come?” You asked the two of them.

“I’ll pass.” Vi started gruffly. “Second level is loaded with other pit fighters and I’m not in the mood to hang around a bunch of sore losers.” 

Damn. 

“What about you?” You asked Loris. 

His eyes then went over to Vi. The two of them stared at each other, having another silent conversation. 

“Vi.” He stated. 

“Don’t.” She rolled her eyes with a sigh. “I’m not going up there.” 

“That’s not what I was going to say.” 

“I won’t cause any trouble!” She grumbled, before she started chugging her drink. 

You didn’t know Vi well enough but you figured she had a history of stirring up trouble in public places. Especially with the way she was downing whatever was in her cup. 

“Go have fun.” Her tone sounded bitter. 

The bartender came over, checking in, giving Loris the chance to pay for all the drinks the two of you ordered. 

“You sure you won’t come?” You offered her one last time. 

“I’m fine. Go.” She waved you off. 

A little bummed out but you didn’t want to nag her. She clearly made up her mind and you weren’t gonna change it. You quickly gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. 

“Thank you for your help, pretty!” You thanked her, genuinely meaning it.

“Whatever.” She brushed off, cheeks blushing. “Fuck off.”

You couldn’t help but smile, looking up at Loris. “Come on, big guy.” 

“Are you sure? I don’t want to ruin your fun.”

“You won’t! Besides, I’m not letting you get away that easily.” You hugged his arm, batting your lashes with an innocent smile. “Pleeeease!”

He smiled. 

“Alright, but you still need to drink water.” He gave in. “Any other requests?” He offered.

An idea popped into your head. 

“Yes! You have to hold onto this for me, okay?” 

You put your hand in your pocket, pretending to feel around before pulling it out closed in a fist. 

“Here, hold this and don’t let go of it.” You offered your hand to him. 

He stuck his hand out, palm up, waiting for you to drop whatever you were holding. You couldn’t help but smile, placing your hand in his, lacing your fingers in between his with a giggle. Deep from his diaphragm a laugh rumbled through him as he realized your trick.

You hopped off the chair, giggling, proud of yourself.

“Oh my fucking gods-GO you two!” Vi groaned in irritation. 

The two of you were laughing, squeezing between the crowds of people, holding hands, heading towards the stairs and meeting up with Toni. 

-

The second level was no joke. The ground level was fun. There were strobe lights, glow and the dark paint splatters along the walls and floor, tables and chairs, the bar, and standard club bathroom with writing all over the walls of people’s plugs, signatures, and genitalia doodles. 

But the second level?

Well lit, three bars, shiny clean decors along the floors and walls, it was simply better. The dance floor was smaller but it was on polished tile that was basically reflective. Just the idea of going to the restroom was kind of exciting since you figured it would be much cleaner. Hell, it even smelled better on the second level. This was indeed a treat compared to some other places you had gone to before. 

You wondered what exactly Ulu did, or more like who did she talk to, to be able to get herself invited up top along with the rest of the girls.

A flash of sparkly green pulled your attention from across the room. She gave you a cheshire like smile, holding up a glass as she winked at you. Even with plenty of people around her she always knew how to make you feel important and seen. That’s when it dawned on you. 

You giggled, blowing her a kiss. 

“Who’s that?” Loris asked. 

“My neighbor.”

Her eyes went over you then to the man you were clinging on. She gave you a nod of approval, mouthing the words ‘have fun’ with a grin. You replied back with a ‘thank you’, before turning away. 

Your eyes then found your girlies, which, both of them were preoccupied at the moment. Ulu was all over a ‘muscle mommy’, most likely a pitfighter and another person who got her an invite up top. Meanwhile Jana was sitting at a booth, a few people surrounding her as she talked up a story of some sort, all of their attention on her. 

You pulled on Loris, telling him about your besties and giving him mini descriptions that way he wasn’t left in the dark. 

“Did I interrupt ‘girl night’?” He asked with a raised eyebrow. 

“No! You didn’t interrupt anything! If anything you were a part of the plan.” You explained. 

“You planned for me?” 

“Well-” Someone accidentally shoulder checked you.

“Oh, pardon me!” They apologized before going on their way.

Loris then looked over you, his eyebrows furrowed as he spun you around for him.

“What are you doing?” You chuckled in confusion. 

“I’m looking for the sign on you that says ‘I want everyone around me to test my boundaries.’” He stated, making you full on laugh at how serious he sounded.

“Accidents happen!” You pulled him with you to one of the three bars, feeling the buzz die down. 

At the bar there were several people that were wearing designer stuff. They even were wearing real jewelry, making you feel a little underdressed in your outfit. Damn, even the people that surrounded you were simply in another tax bracket. 

But of course, Vi was right. There were lots of rough and tough athletic folks hanging around. Many of them were hanging around the bar.

“What do you want? I’m buying.” You offered Loris with a smile. 

“You don’t have to do that.” 

Folding your free arm over the bar you leaned against it, still holding his hand. 

“I know, I want to.” You replied. 

-

Jana made her way over to you as you had just received your drinks. 

“Hey, how have things been going?” She nudged you with her hip. 

Toni probably didn’t tell her or Ulu what had happened, so you wouldn’t either. 

“What do you think?” You gave Loris his drink, smiling so hard as her jaw dropped. 

“You mean to tell me you FINALLY went after your type?” She smiled, introducing herself to Loris as she shook his hand. 

“Mhm.” You winced as you mixed your fruity drink. 

“Type?” He echoed, eyeing you with a smile. 

“Yeah, the kind that she’s too scared to go aft-”

“Hey! Jana! Why don’t you grab Ulu and Toni for a quick dance!?” You quickly intervened. 

She smirked at you with a shake of her head before she went to go grab the girls. 

“Maybe there is a sign on me.” You mumbled, sipping your drink through the straw. 

“Your friends seem to care a lot about you.” He reassured you. “You got a lot of those?” 

“Friends? Fuck no. These girls are my LIFE.” You explained. “I would not still be here without them.” 

“Then know they mean well.” 

You couldn’t help but stare at him, with irritation but also admiration since he was right. He was right but you were allowed to be annoyed with your friends. 

Jana, Ulu, and Toni rushed over, pulling you to the dance floor as you gave Loris your drink. 

“Be back!” You told him. 

-

After lots of dancing you made your way back to Loris who had situated himself in a booth. He handed you your drink as you made yourself comfortable on his lap, stirring your mixed drink with the straw. He wrapped his arm around your waist, making sure you wouldn’t slip off since your feet were dangling. 

“Here, try some.” You offered it to him. 

He took it, drinking directly from the cup, grimacing. “That’s really sweet.” He gave it back to you. 

“Don’t like sweet stuff?” 

“Just you.” He replied, not missing a beat, pinching your chin.

You smiled, feeling giggly and pretty. 

“Keep talking like that and you're gonna get kissed.” You warned playfully. 

“Is that a promise?” He chuckled, eyes still on you as he leaned back into the booth. 

“It is.” Your hand finding his chest, making its way up to his face. 

“Then you’re the sweetest.” His knuckles grazing your cheek. “Too sweet to be here.” He swallowed, eyes looking you up and down. 

“Be careful.” He warned.

“Me?” You questioned, slowly leaning in. 

“Mhm, I’ve got more of a bitterness to me.” He explained as you placed your drink on the table, reaching up and brushing back some of his hair.

“I’d beg to differ, you’ve been VERY sweet to me the whole night.” You smirked, inching closer. 

He brushed his thumb over your bottom lip, his pupils were getting bigger. 

“Only for you.” 

Gods, the chokehold this man had on you. 

“Well, lucky for you, I only like my drinks sweet. But when it comes to men…?” You leaned further in, mouths just an inch apart, you could feel his breath on you. “Let’s just say I prefer them to be savory……especially when they’re willing to come to my aid.”

He leaned in, finally kissing you. His lips were just as soft as his kiss, surprising you. It was comforting. Almost like a reassurance that all the shit you endured was worth it. 

He pulled away but wrapped his hand around the base of your neck, snaking its way up to cup the back of your head. This allowed you to rest your forehead against his with shaky breaths. There was a quick peck or two before one of ‘your songs’ came on. Reminding you that you were still in public. 

Ulu called your name, shouting that your song was on, making you and Loris laugh, pulling away. She was giggling as her and her girl were comparing their hand sizes, being all cute together. 

“Want to go dance?” You asked him since your song was playing.

“You go, I’ll watch.” 

You scrunch your nose at him. “Then I’ll dance right here.” 

You slipped off his lap, grounding yourself in between his legs as you grabbed your fruity drink. You leaned a little forward, making sure to move your hips and ass to the beat of the song, to give him a show. 

He had one hand on your waist while the other was cradling your free hand, keeping you steady as you danced to the beat. You definitely had his attention because you could practically feel his eyes burn a hole into you. Feeling good you continued to sip your drink as you danced.

Feeling brave, with liquid courage of course, you backed up into him, leaned forward with a grip on his knee and started to grind onto his lap. You felt him stiffen up, his hold on your waist tighten as you worked. With your free hand you guided his hand just below your titty, making sure it pressed snuggly against you. 

Peering over your shoulder as you moved against him you saw what a mess he was. His jaw was clenched, nostrils slightly flared, taking deep breaths as he stared at your body, his eyes engulfing you and you hypnotized him. 

Maybe it was the music, maybe it was tension, maybe it was alcohol, maybe it was the way his hands were caressing your skin, maybe it was scenery, or maybe it was everything but you felt like the hottest woman in the world. Especially with the way he was looking at you. You might as well have been. 

“Enjoying the show?” You winked at him. 

“Drink your water.” He insisted, snapping back to reality, taking whatever was leftover of your mixed drink and handing you your water. 

Your song ended, and there was nothing else to do except sit back on his lap and drink your water like he had told you to. 

“Yes sir.” You sighed with the roll of your eyes.

His eyes widened as he threw back the rest of your mixed drink, meeting your gaze as you drank your water. 

“Hey, hi, nice to meet you. I gotta pee!” Ulu rushed out as she came over, grabbing your hand and pulling you off his lap. “Toni, I'm taking her!” Ulu shouted, saving her from any future panic.

Quickly putting your water down, you let Ulu guide you to the restroom, eyes still on Loris. There was a stir in your lower stomach. 

-

You folded her skirt over your arm as you leaned against the stall door, not having to keep it closed since it did have a functional lock, but there for emotional support. The restroom was indeed fancy and it did smell amazing. What an upgrade. 

“Loris, the guy I’m with, he’s friends with Vi.” You said over your shoulder, through the crack of the stall. 

“Yeah! I heard through the grapevine that she’s ‘emotionally unstable and unavailable’.”

“That just sounds like your type.” You admitted with a scoff.

Ulu had a history of getting with girls that were…..hard to get, and once she got them they didn’t want to commit. 

“That’s what I said!” She flushed the toilet, hand popping out from under the stall, wanting her skirt. You gave it back to her with a chuckle.

“But no, she really isn’t looking for anything so I won’t bother. Besides,” She opened the stall, switching with you. “Lelani over there is lovely!” 

You got to business as she started tapping along the stall wall, humming happily. 

“Loris cannot keep his eyes off of you!” She sang, you could practically hear her smile. 

“You think so?” You finished your business with a flush.

“Absolutely!” You opened the stall, meeting Ulu’s gaze. “Not like he’s undressing you with his eyes, but more like he’s admiring you.” 

The two of you went over to the sinks, washing your hands and refreshing your appearances. 

“Admiring me like…I’m a work of art?” You chuckled. 

“Like you’re the artist.” 

Damn. 

“Oh.” Was all you could say.

“Exactly. So don’t think too much about it. Just enjoy it!” She encouraged. 

-

After the bathroom break you were soon back in Loris’ lap.

“Missed me?” You smiled up at him. 

He mirrored your smile as he looked at you. He reached down, gently holding your jaw as he ran his thumb over your bottom lip with his other hand on your back for support. He nodded with a hum before pulling you in for a kiss. 

As he leaned back into the booth you moved, climbing further up his lap, sliding your hands over his solid chest. His hand stayed on your back, while yours cradled his face, fingers brushing over his facial hair. Your lips met over and over again. Gentle. Always gentle, but at this point you wanted more than that. 

“Do you wanna get going?” You asked in between kisses. The sensation you were getting in your stomach and in between your legs was practically begging you to leave.

He let out a breathy laugh through his crooked smile, giving you a couple more kisses before he helped you off his lap.

“Yeah, let’s go.” He responded. 

“Okay, I’ll be right back. I just want to let my girlfriends know.” 

Luckily they were at one of the bars, laughing about something as you rushed over to them. 

“Well, well, well.” Toni smirked. “Look who decided to pull herself off her big tough man.” She teased. 

“You two have been attached at the hip!” Jana added. “You about to head out?” 

You nodded, your smile almost splitting your face. 

“Ooooooooh!” They synced in excitement. 

Ulu pulled you into a bone crushing hug. 

“Be smart! Don’t do anything I would.” She laughed.

You then went to Jana, she held your face in her hands, blotting your t-zone with a napkin before pulling you into a hug. 

“Stay hydrated, okay?” You nodded your head, the two of you kissed each other’s cheeks. 

Toni then held your hands. 

“Remember to keep your bracelet on, okay? If anything feels wrong or weird just switch it to SOS. Got it, babe?” She held your gaze, making sure you were listening. 

“Yes ma’am.” You replied as the two of you hugged, swaying to the music. 

As you pulled away you couldn’t help but smile. 

“You guys have fun and be safe too! I love you all!” You waved at them. 

They hyped you up as you walked back over to Loris, giggling over their support. 

-

The two of you walked down the stairs, heading to the nearest exit. 

“Do you wanna say bye to Vi?” You asked him, eyeing her. 

She was still at the bar, still sitting by herself, but no longer drinking.

He stared at her, not saying anything but his face told you enough. Vi was clearly going through something but you didn’t want to intrude. You just hoped that she would get better with time. 

"You think she's gonna be okay?" You craned your head, clinging to his firm forearm against your chest.

"She didn't feel like drinking herself stupid tonight. Besides, I pity the one who decides to pick a fight with her." He admitted with a shake of his head, still looking back at her.

He looked …..concerned, but there was something else there, something much more....heavy. You looked down at your connected limbs. Maybe he wasn't ready.

"If you'd rather stay, I can respect that." You offered, about to let go of him.

"No," He lifted your chin and your gaze back up to him. "She's fine. I'm not her escort."

His reassurance gave you a boost, teasing the sensation in between your legs.

"Then can you be mine tonight?" You bit your lip as you tugged him down, getting on your tiptoes.

He chuckled with a smirk before bending down and planting a couple of kisses on your lips. The smell of whiskey on his breath further exciting you. He rose to his towering stature and wrapped his arm over your shoulders before pulling you along, leaving the club.

You heard your name being called out from the second level, grabbing your attention. The girls were waving bye to you over the railing. You gave one more look back to them before sending them air kisses and waves.

‘Get that dick, babe!’ Toni signed with a grin.

You laughed before turning away.

-

The walk to his place wasn’t long, but it wasn’t as quick as you would have liked. 

"Hmm, I can't tell if this is a new place or if you hardly live here." You teased him.

"Both." He admitted, leading you into the kitchenette.

"A busy man?" You hopped up on the counter, watching him get you some water.

"You could say that." He handed you a glass. "What about you? You live a busy life?"

You drank the entire glass before answering.

"Have to, gotta keep up with the times." You placed the glass down, scooting it away as you reached for him.

His eyes then went to your arm, eyebrows furrowing and a frown forming. The scratches were still visible but the swelling went down. 

“He better hope I never run into him.” His tone low and deep. “If I see him again I’m gonna rip his arm off.” His hand gently cradled your arm, thumb lightly running over the scratches. 

Trying to move on you pulled him closer to you, allowing him to cage you in as you wrapped your legs around his waist.

He leaned down, kissing your temple before dragging his lips down, scraping you with his facial hair. “I’m sorry, honey. I should have been paying attention and got to you faster.” He apologized.

You hugged him, exhaling. “You got to me in time.” You reassured him. “Thank you for that.” 

In all honesty you didn’t know what you were gonna do if he hadn’t intervened. 

It wasn’t like you were in an alley, out on the sidewalk on your way home because you always carried something on you. But you were in a nightclub where no weapons were permitted inside. Getting kicked out or possibly banned for flipping out on a guy didn’t help either. 

The two of you stayed like that for a minute. Hugging, processing. He then tucked some of your hair behind your ear, whispering "What was it you were looking for tonight?"

Before you could even answer he pressed his lips behind your ear, at the start of your neck.

"So-some fun." You tried to get out.

He dragged his lips lower, humming for you to go on.

"Needing sah-some relief." You added.

He started to suck. You sighed, closing your eyes. 

"Hoping to meet a guy who'll let me finish." You shakily admitted.

He stopped, "That hard to come by?"

"Ye-yeah." You opened your eyes, mind clearing up as you realized what you had just said. 

He didn't respond. 

Embarrassment started to take over, making you wonder if you should have said something else. Maybe something less personal. Was that too personal? Maybe too honest? A little too real?

He then pulled you onto him, hands supporting your thighs as he hoisted you up, allowing you to wrap your arms around his neck as he carried you off with ease.

He took you into his bedroom, turning on the light before setting you down in the middle of his bed with a flop. He caged you in again, hovering over you with his eyes dead set on you.

"Let's fix that." He said gruffly, leaning down and kissing you again.

As the two of you pulled away, you tried to focus. 

“Before we start, are you clean?” You knew that you were technically supposed to ask that earlier but better late than never.

“Yeah, I got checked recently. You?”

You nodded your head in agreement. 

“Do you want me to grab some condoms?” 

“No, it’s okay. I’ve got the implant.” You then guided his hand to your arm, feeling for the ridge on your inner bicep.

“Okay, if you change your mind, just let me know, alright?” 

You quickly agreed, laying down, you reached up and held his strong jawline. You pulled him in, nibbling on his bottom lip, hoping he would go a little more rough.

He then pulled away.

"Let's have a safe word, okay?" You dumbly nodded your head, mind very fuzzy as his hand slid up your thigh. "You with me?" He asked.

"Sorry! Yeah, let's have a safe word." You agreed, feeling silly.

"What do you want it to be, honey?" His voice gruff with want. 

"Oh uh,” Your mind started racing, “ How about 'halt'?"

"Halt?" He repeated.

"Yeah, that's something I usually wouldn't say. Especially now." You explained with haste. "Sound good?" 

"Hm, yeah. It sounds good." He agreed.

"Good." You then pulled him back against your lips, making him chuckle.

He pressed further into you, both his mouth and his lower half. The stir that was in between your legs was forming into an ache. A deep ache. His large hand began to trail upward, to the top of your pants-why did you wear pants???

That's when the undressing started.

Shoes were quickly kicked off, allowing the two of you to move up the bed. You reached down to the bottom of his white button-up and started to pull it up, needing to feel his skin. He whispered a quick 'hold on' in between kisses before pulling it off. Your eyes and hands wandered over his toned middle, tracing his happy trail down to his belt buckle. Just as you were about to unfasten his belt, his large hand gently covered both of yours, stopping you.

"Before we get to that, there's something I have to take care of first." He then slid you up the bed, hands now unbuttoning your pants.

Your heart picked up as you quickly slipped your top off, tossing it aimlessly. He pulled off your pants with an ease that made you wonder if he was even nervous.

He lowered himself, his hands slowly finding themselves behind your knees, spreading them to make room for his large frame. His mouth then found your inner thigh. You leaned back, staring up at the ceiling, heart racing as you were processing everything with deep slow breaths.

You actually pulled it off. You're at his place, in his bedroom, on his bed, with his mouth making its way up your thigh.

One of his hands trailed up your stomach, his warm palm snaking past your breasts to your neck which found its way to your jaw, pulling your attention onto him.

"I want you to look at me, okay? Don't take your eyes away."

 You pulled his pillows behind you, sitting up on your elbows. 

"You want to show off?" You anxiously rasped.

"I want you to look at me while you fall apart."

He then lightly bit your inner thigh, forcing a squeal out of you. The bastard then smirked as he did it again, higher. Your hands gripped his sheets, watching him make his way up to your-

"How much do you care about this?" He asked, finger lightly tugging the side of your panties. 

"Not much." You replied.

He suddenly ripped it off, stealing your breath as the cool air hit your cunt. 

He flung the shreds of what were your undies off the bed before he continued his playful biting in the crevice of your thigh and pelvis. He slowly spread your lips with his thumbs, jolting your senses. He hovered over your cunt, his breath tickling you as he gave you a long slow lick. 

Fuck.

Your breathing picked up as he kept his mouth on you, tongue finding your clit that made your hips jerk. One of your hands slid down, combing your fingers through his hair, happily humming as he ate. 

His lips went back to your clit as he moved his fingers over the rest of your slick. He released your clit with a 'pop' as he looked up at you. 

"Tell me," He gave a couple of licks, "What made you want to talk to me?"

"You're asking me that, now?" You whined as he nibbled on your lips.

He hummed, waiting for you to answer.

"It was stuffy, but it was cold tonight." You started, he returned to your clit, finger slowly circling your hole. 

"I-I thought that the alcohol and dancing would ha-have me sweating, but I was still cold." The tip of his finger teased your entrance, making you slightly tighten in anticipation. 

"Ah…all the people I danced with were cold."

He then slipped his finger in, your fingers starting to grip his hair as you let out a shaky breath. 

"You caught m-my eye because you're so…so fucking hot, I just didn't eh-expect you to be so warm."

He curled his finger up, rubbing that spot that always had you curling your toes. 

"Talking to you, having your arm wrapped around me kept me warm. So warm." You slurred out.

He started to suck again, rubbing your spot as he moved his fingers in and out. 

You started to rock against him, making the wet grow, gods, you knew you were going to make a mess.

You couldn't help it, you closed your eyes as his pace picked up. The squelching started to get louder just like the squeaking of his bed frame. You could feel your slick dripping out. You were making a mess-he had you making a mess. 

“And….ha, you saved me from some asshole who couldn’t take ‘no’ for an answer.” You hurried. “I was scared and you came and saved me. How, how could I not be drawn to you?” You were almost out of breath.

You were getting close.

He stopped sucking but continued to finger you. "Tell me what you want." He gruffed.

You bit your lip, still rocking your hips to meet his movements.

He grabbed your chin, making you look at him. His lips and jaw were wet with your mess, and his breathing had become ragged.

"Tell. Me. What. You. Want." He repeated with authority.

Fuck. What woman wrote him because men like him only exist in fiction. 

"I want to cum." You answered.

"Tell me that I can." He licked your mess off his lips. "Tell me that I can make you cum." There was urgency, not just in his voice, but in your hips, his movements, in the air.

"Make me cum." You commanded. 

He held your gaze as he dove back down, adding another finger inside, making the stretch add more fuel to the fire.

"Ah!" You let out over the squelches, over the sound of his knuckles slapping against the meat of your ass as he roughly fingered you. 

Your grip on his hair tightened, just like your cunt did. His groans rumbled through your skin, and all that was left was for you to snap.

It washed over you just like whiskey. 

Your vision darkened for a few seconds, your knees shook as your lips quivered over his digits, heart raced in your chest and ears as you tried to catch your breath. Fuck. 

His eyes rolled back as he pulled out, pushing his hands behind your knees so he could drink all the wet you created. He wasn't quiet about it either, he slurped with ragged breaths, almost sounding desperate as he cleaned you.

“Oh fuck….” You gasped as he finished, letting go of your legs. 

You pulled him up to your mouth, savoring the taste of yourself along with how soft he kissed you. Even though you were still trying to catch your breath, you wanted to get back to business, especially since you wanted to see what he was packing.

Your hand trailed down his chest and back down to his belt buckle.

"Can I suck you off?" You asked in between kisses.

He hummed in approval, "After I make you come again." He replied.

"You can,” You sat up on your knees, grabbing his middle and pushing him down to where you were lying. You straddled him, finally unbuckling his belt with eager hands. “Later.” 

The bulge in his pants was quite obvious....and large. Cupping your hand over it, you wanted to see how big you were working with.... your heart nearly stopped when you realized your hand couldn't even hide his bulge.

"You alright?" He asked with a smug smirk.

"My....my eyes might be bigger than my stomach..." You swallowed. 

"Stomach?" He repeated. 

Unzipping his pants, you tugged them off with his help, watching his long thick member slap up against his tight stomach, revealing you meant what you said.

"Ye-yeah." You swallowed again. "That's exactly where you're gonna be."

He was indeed the biggest man you ever approached because there was nothing small about him.

Taking him in your hand, at least what you could fit in your hand, you could feel his pulse throbbing. Lowering yourself down onto your elbows, you slowly pulled back his skin, revealing his rosy-colored head. 

Slowly pumping him, a bead of wet appeared at the slit. You gave his head a playful lick, collecting the pearl of precum on your tongue. The slightly salty taste had you back for seconds, earning you some groans from the man before you.

You kissed him along his shaft, dragging your lips and tongue down as you cupped his balls, his brown hair that crowded around the base brushing against your hands. Stroking him, you made sure to keep eye contact with him just like he did with you. Batting your eyelashes, hoping that your eyeliner still looked good.

His hand cupped the side of your face, thumb stroking your cheek just under your eye. His mouth was agape, eyes never leaving yours as his chest heaved up and down.

You placed kisses wherever you could, his base, inner hairy thighs, shaft, and then back up to his head. You started to take him in your mouth, hoping you could manage to fit him in without getting lockjaw. Sucking his head had him squirming, making you giggle. You swirl your tongue all around, making sure to focus on that little area just underneath.

His hand slid the back of your head, cupping you while tangling his fingers into your hair. You then took him further in before you started to bob, stroking him with one hand while you continued to massage his balls.

Watching him fall apart underneath you was getting to be too much, that deep ache returned. 

The greediness started to grow in your stomach, having you bring him further and further into your mouth and soon throat. You started to gag at the pressure, making the ache even more prominent. That saltiness returned. It almost made you want to let go of him to start playing with yourself, as the ache started to hurt.

You let up trying to catch your breath while strings of drool still connected the two of you. His eyes were still on yours and the look he was giving you felt purely carnal. 

This didn't stop your stroking, which you were now doing with both of your hands. The pulse was getting stronger now, along with the grip he had on the bed sheets. His jaw was clenched shut now, still breathing hard, with heavily lidded eyes. Your grip slightly tightened, earning a pleasing hiss.

Feeling gutsy, you asked the question that had been plaguing your mind. 

"What made you want to take me home?" You rasped. 

He struggled, swallowing as he carefully thought about his answer. 

“You made Vi laugh.” 

“I-what!?” You pulled away, blinking with confusion. 

He quickly sat up on his forearms, realizing what he just said. 

“I was watching the two of you for a little bit. I saw how you made her spit out her drink.” A small smile formed on his face. 

“She’s been going through…a lot and it’s getting harder and harder to help her.” His eyes were elsewhere, his face and member softened as he thought. 

“She’s got a good heart and a good head on her shoulders. And she’s strong. So strong, but everyone has a breaking point.” He sighed. “She didn’t deserve that. No one like her deserves that kind of heartbreak.”

He paused, still gathering his thoughts. Obviously there was a lot you didn’t know and there was probably a lot more you would never know, but right now you didn’t need all the answers. You just needed to listen.

“You’ve been the only person, other than me, to make her laugh.” He admitted. 

“She might seem rough around the edges, but I promise she’s someone that once you get to know, care about, she would do anything for you. She’s just that kind of person.” 

Another pause. 

“And those kinds of people deserve the best…they deserve the whole world.” He slowly shook his head. “I just wish she would see that.” 

He then looked back up at you. 

“So when you, this beautiful thing I had seen out on the dance floor, make your way over to Vi, making her laugh so hard that she spit out her drink…..it pulled me in.” 

You straightened up, folding your legs underneath you. 

“You’re lucky that you’re so handsome,” You started with a smirk. 

“Saying another woman’s name while in the middle of sex is usually a turn off and is a sign to leave, but….” His eyes were filled with worry, making you smile. “That was very sweet, what you said.” 

You scoffed, shaking your head. 

“Vi is very lucky to have someone like you in her life. Someone that actually cares.” That’s when you got that pang deep in your chest. That uncomfortable ache that you tried so very hard to work on. 

Jealousy. 

All the guys you messed around with, actually gave a shot, were nowhere near as emotionally intelligent as Loris. Or honest. You were convenient for them and so that’s just what you were. Convenience. The closest you got was ‘sweet’ or ‘nice’ or ‘pretty’. But that was it. 

You’d hope that maybe Loris saw something in you. Something other than just convenient. 

“You….alright?” He reached up, cupping your face. 

Nodding your head, you crawled your way up to him, face to face. 

“I’m gonna need you to shut up now, okay?” You reached your hands out, combing your fingers through his facial hair as you grabbed ahold of his face. “Can’t have my seat talking.” 

As sweet as that moment was, you needed him to focus back on you and the situation you two were in. 

He then quickly lied down while pulling you over his face, making you giggle from his sudden eagerness. His hands wrapped around your thighs as you adjusted your knees and feet snuggly in between him and the bed. Your hands planted against the mattress as you looked down at him. 

“If you need a break to breathe just tap me three times.” You instructed as you hovered over him. 

“Break? Honey, if I suffocate to death just know I did so happily.” He joked before pulling you down onto him. 

“OH!” You gasped as he picked up where he left off. 

His tongue dove itself into you, feeling around before going back to your clit. He went back to sucking it, making you whine with want. He then let go of your clit, eyes still on you. 

“Use me.” He muffled against you, the vibrations tickling you. 

Nodding dumbly you did so, grabbing a hold of his hair as you started to rock your hips, clit brushing his nose while he tongue pushed itself in. 

“No, no. Go back to sucking.” You instructed, doing your best to balance as you repositioned.

He did as was told. He sucked your clit, eyes now closed. 

“Now stick your fingers back-OH!” He was way ahead of you, sliding his hand back up and slipping a couple of his digits into you at your request. 

“Oh fuck!” You gasped as he played with your g-spot. 

Your vision was starting to blur as the pleasure started to build up again. The delicious feeling of this man eating you like his life depended on it was starting to be too much. The pressure was building up until it didn’t have anywhere else to go.

“OH!” You cried as you came. “Fuck!” 

You rocked against him, biting your lip as you rode the waves out, trying to recollect yourself as the stars in your eyes started to fade. He moaned, gathering everything you released and swallowing it with pride. 

You leaned forward, on your hands again, giving him room to breathe as you tried to remember your name. 

“You okay?” He asked from below. 

“Yeah, just catching my breath.” You answered with a lazy nod. 

“Good.”

After a few more seconds of coming back down you did just that, making your way back down to his lap as you lied against him. You found his mouth, kissing him while his hands ran up and down your body. 

The two of you kissed for a few minutes. 

“Let me look at you.” He whispered, holding your face in his hands. His eyes scanned over you, analyzing what felt like every inch of your face. 

There was something much more intimate about this, than him pleasuring you. It was hard to explain, but him looking at you, being naked with you and choosing to admire you as he held your face in his hands was raw, gentle, and almost…..loving. 

“You’re the loveliest thing I’ve ever seen.” 

You pulled away, burying your face into the crook of his neck to hide as you smiled. You smiled so hard that your cheeks started to hurt as your heart raced. 

It had been a while since you felt special. 

“Don’t tease-” 

“I’m not.” He interjected without hesitation. “You are.” He then brought his hands up to your face again, “Please let me look at you.” 

You complied, not saying anything. His eyes went over you again, as if studying. 

“Regardless of what you think, you are the loveliest woman I’ve come across.” He admitted, a small smile forming. 

You just nodded your head, not saying anything. It felt like he was telling the truth and even if he wasn’t, if he was just trying to make you feel better about yourself, you would play pretend. That was something you had gotten good at, especially in situations like this. 

Leaning in you kissed him again before pushing yourself up and making your way back to his lap. 

You grabbed his cock, giving him a few pumps as your other hand cupped his balls. It got hard again, firming in your hand as it grew, precum leaking as you gave him a few playful licks. Making eye contact with him, motioning for him to scoot down as you straddled him. 

Balancing yourself with one hand on his chest, you reached down, lining him up with you. Letting go when his head found your entrance, you lowered yourself only for him to slip away. You scoffed, trying to reach back down, almost slipping off him with a little squeal. 

“Here.” He chuckled as he pulled you back on, grabbing himself and realigning his tip to your opening. 

“I can do it myself.” You huffed with a pout. 

He chuckled again, reaching up to hold your face, dragging his thumb over your bottom lip as his eyes went over your face. 

“I know you can, baby.” 

Slowly lowering yourself down with his help, he was able to push in. The stretch of his head made you squeeze your eyes shut, jaw drop open with a gasp. Even though you were still very wet it was still jarring. There was a warmness as you continued to make your way down, earning a hiss from the man underneath you. 

Once you bottomed out, you tried to catch your breath. 

“Gods.” You panted. 

His hands slid from your thighs to your hips, rubbing his thumbs back and forth over your skin as the two of you adjusted to the new sensation. 

“Don’t start moving just yet.” He admitted shakily. “It may be over before it starts.” He chuckled. 

You shook your head. “Don’t worry….I need a minute.” You agreed. 

After about a minute of the two of you still adjusting and processing, you were still in disbelief. 

“You’re….definitely…the biggest….” You didn’t have to finish, he was already laughing. Not chuckling, full on laughing. 

His eyes squinted as his downturned lips were fully up and pulled back by his smile. He looked beautiful. When he finally collected himself, you suddenly felt….shy? As if you hadn’t been fooling around with him the entire night. Like you didn’t pull the sweetest, biggest, handsomest man from the club and have him all over you. 

“Hey,” He squeezed your hips, grabbing your attention. “You still with me?” 

You then clenched around him, making him jolt from the sudden pressure. He blinked as his grip tightened on you, making you smirk. 

“Yeah,” You readjusted your legs around him. “Keep up, okay?” You smirked. 

His eyes darkened, that carnal look returning. He then swatted your bottom, earning him an airy gasp. 

If he wanted to play like that then who were you to deny him?

Lifting yourself about halfway you dropped yourself back down, feeling him get even harder. 

“Fuck….” He muttered with gritted teeth.

Leaning back on your hands you slowly started to rock your hips around while moving up and down, the girth of his dick rubbing all the good spots in you while the head kissed your cervix.

His hands moved up as you worked, finding your breasts and giving them a squeeze. 

This made you stop for a moment, pussy tightening at his touch as you bit your lip. This didn’t go unnoticed, of course he was going to find your weakness. He gave them another squeeze while rubbing his thumbs over your perked nipples. Your hips started going faster as a moan escaped you. 

He scoffed.

“Earlier, when you spilled some of your shot on you…” He continued to play with your nipples as you tried your best to keep your pace. 

“I wanted to clean it myself.” He admitted. 

This made you reach down and start rubbing your wet swollen clit. 

“I saw you looking down my top.” You squeezed your eyes shut as you felt another orgasm approaching. 

“You should have cleaned me….I would have let you!” You dropped down, he bottomed out again, earning a moan from you both. 

“You would have let me pull down your top, and lick it off in front of everyone?” He teased, tugging on your nipples. You nodded your head, rubbing harder, getting close. 

“I wanted you to touch me so bad.” You started to move faster, “I wanted you to….OH!” It washed over you, making your legs shake as you let out a high pitched moan. 

“Fuck, baby.” He grunted.

Suddenly sitting up, picking you up by under your arms, allowing the mess you just made to slip out. He held you up so he could suck on your nipples as the aftershocks washed over you. You cradled his head, fingers in his hair again as he tugged on your nipples with his teeth. 

“Fuck!” You whined, wanting more, squeezing on nothing. 

“If you keep making noises like that I’m gonna finish.” He gruffed as he covered your chest in bites and kisses.

“I want you to.” 

He stopped, eyes meeting yours as he slowly moved you back down. “You want me to cum?” 

“Yes,” You rasped, eyes not leaving his. “In me.” 

That carnal look returned but then shifted to something else. You didn’t know how to explain it but it stirred your stomach. He just kept still, staring at you with a clenched jaw.

“You want me to fill you up?” His voice was a little shaky at the end. 

“I want you to have your way with me.” You mewed as you reached down, realigning yourself before grabbing his balls and slowly massaging them. 

“Empty yourself in me. Show me how much you want me. Make an imprint in me so my body won’t forget you.” 

You’re not entirely sure where the confidence came from. You’ve never said anything like that to anyone before, but that’s how you felt. You wanted to be nasty. You wanted to be carnal.

“What’s our safeword?” Eyes dark and voice low. 

You blinked, trying to remember. 

“Uh, halt.” When it came to mind. 

“One more time.” He growled. 

You swallowed, a dark excitement tickling your stomach. 

“Halt.” You repeated more firmly.

His crooked smile made another appearance. “Try to remember that if it gets too much.” He slowly pushed himself in, making you gasp. “Cause I’m not stopping.” He bottomed out. “Even if I end up in your stomach.” 

He didn’t give you time to respond, he lifted you up and slammed you back down, making you eat your words. 

He lifted you up about halfway and then slammed you back down again, your vision blurring as your toes started to curl and mouth drop open. There was no air. His eyes didn’t leave yours as he did it again and again.

His pace started to quicken, getting harder as the squelching started getting louder. You clawed onto him as best as you could as he pounded into you, his hips slapping up against your ass, his thick pulsing cock rubbing against your g spot while slamming into your cervix.

You came undone again, stealing the breath from you as your eyes rolled back. 

“Loris!” You struggled out.

Holy fuck where had he been all your life? 

“Fucking hell…” He hissed with gritted teeth, his end approaching. 

Quickly coming back to reality you focused on him. Your mouth was soon on his thick neck, teeth sinking in as you sucked, hoping you would leave a mark there. You hoped you would see it tomorrow.

He grunted your name, hips starting to get sloppy, the wet you had made was getting everywhere, mixing in with his sweat and yours. The both of you making a bigger mess.

It was hard to think, the main thing on your mind was just ‘yes, yes, yes, please yes’. The hot coil in your lower stomach was tightening again, reminding you that you still needed him. He was practically in your stomach, mixing your guts, giving you everything you wanted. Everything you deserved.

You loved it. 

You knew he was just about to come. It was written over his face as he tried his best to hold on a little longer. You wouldn’t do that to him though, he deserved to finish. 

Leaning into his ear you whispered, “Let me have it. Give it to me.” 

“Gods!” He grunted, his trembling hips slowing down, as he finished. 

The warmness filled you, making you moan with satisfaction. 

That hot coil in you was still tightening up, getting ready for another release. You rocked your hips, tiredly rocking, still wanting more. One more. Just one last one. Please, gods. 

He sat up, pushing the back of your knees toward your chest as he pulled out, cock dripping wet, climbing over you before hooking your legs over his shoulders, sliding himself back in with a groan. 

“AH!” You cried out as he was now fucking you at a new angle. 

He was moving very sloppily, greedily. The sound of wet skin slapping echoed off the walls. 

One of his hands snaked down in between the two of you, squeezing his way to feel for your clit. The other hand grabbed your ankle, bringing it up to his lips, lightly kissing and then nibbling it as he worked. With each thrust he had you rambling nonsense. Getting closer and closer to the finish line. 

“Ohh FUCK!” You were hysterical, tears streaming from your eyes. 

“Almost there.” He grunted, fingers roughly rubbing your clit. 

“Please! Give it to me, baby!” You begged, earning some curses from him while he brought you to the end of the line. 

It washed over you, one last time, your hips were twitching, pussy quivering around him, vision fading  as you went limp. Pure fucking ecstasy. A few more thrusts and soon he was over the edge too. Filling you with more of his mess, overflowing and seeping from the sides. 

-

Gently letting your legs slide off his shoulders and down his arms he cradled your face, eyes looking over you with concern. 

“Are you alright? That wasn’t too much, was it?” He rasped, touching your heart again. 

“I’m okay.” You tiredly giggled. “It was perfect.” Reaching your hand up, you gently tugged on his single lock with a smile that he quickly mirrored. 

The two of you then looked down, staring at what still connected you both. He then slowly pulled out, a puff of air allowed everything that had been created to come spilling out onto his sheets. 

“Mmm, look at that.” He hummed, reaching down and gently spreading you open, making you moan since you were sensitive. His eyes met with yours again. 

“What was it you said earlier? ‘It ain’t fun unless it gets a little messy’?” He chuckled. 

“Yeah, something like that.” You giggled. 

He leaned down to kiss your temple before pushing himself off the bed, heading off to the bathroom. 

“Hold tight, I’ll get you something.”

You heard the sink running so you took the time to push out any more air that may or may not have sounded like a fart. Trying to save yourself from any potential embarrassment. Sitting up on your elbows, you gazed down at the aftermath. 

Sure enough there was a sticky mess that was painted all over the inside of your thighs and a stained patch underneath your butt. It glistened, making you feel satisfied….and also proud. You were, in fact, the artist. 

He came back with a washcloth, walking over to you.

He propped his knee up, leaning over as he widened the spread of your legs. You shivered, the ghost of an ache flashed but when he brought the damp cloth down to your most private area it quickly went away. A whimper slipped out, as he applied gentle pressure as he cleaned you up. 

His eyes met yours, an apology already forming. 

“I’m okay!” You reassured him with a breathy laugh. “Just sensitive.” 

He leaned in, cupping the side of your face and gave you a couple of soft kisses. He continued to wipe you down as best as he could. Not allowing you to help him because he insisted that the mess was ‘his fault’ so he would clean it. You weren’t gonna argue with him. 

“I’ll get you some water, okay?” He whispered as he finished up. 

You couldn’t help but scoff, a grin on your face. 

“You and your water.” You teased playfully. 

He left the bedroom, busying himself in his kitchenette to get you some more water. 

After he came back and rehydrated you, you handed him the empty glass. 

“Thank you. Now it’s my turn to go get cleaned up. Properly.” You clarified, sitting yourself up as he placed the glass on the nightstand. 

“You got it?”

“Yeah,” You stiffly stretched your legs. “The bathroom is literally right there.” You scoffed.

When you went to stand up, there was nothing to stand up on, at least, that’s what your body thought. Your dumbass fell, catching yourself just barely on your hands and knees, laughter radiating from you. 

“Are you alright???” Loris laughed as he quickly rushed over to you. 

“I’m okay! Be careful where you swing that thing!” You laughed, using your arm to block from his limp dick as he helped you up. 

“I guess my legs are still trying to wake up.” You muttered as he walked with you to his bathroom. 

You leaned against his door frame, shooing him away, reassuring him that you were fine. He closed the door for you, allowing you some privacy. 

His bathroom was surprisingly clean. It didn’t smell weird, there were no mysterious stains on the walls, and he had soap…..the bar of expectations was literally in hell. 

You relieved yourself, making sure you pushed out the rest of the mess he put in you. Washing your hands you couldn’t help but stare at your reflection. 

Your makeup was still holding up but it needed to come off before you went to sleep. That is…if you were sleeping over. 

The whole night, well, most of the night was great. You were starting to wonder if it was going too well? What if that was all there was? What if he was about to reveal his actual self and tell you to get the fuck out? What if he starts acting weird? You then looked down at your wrist, staring at your bracelet. 

Would you need to flip the switch?

Flashes of everything that had happened throughout the night came back. Even though you didn’t know Loris, you felt like you knew enough. There was something that was telling you to trust him. You wanted to believe that he wouldn’t just switch up on you. Especially after everything you went through at the club. 

So many thoughts were going through your head but you took a deep breath. The only way you were gonna find out was walking back out there. 

After you washed your face you came out of the bathroom. 

“Here.” He tossed you one of his shirts. 

He turned to pull on his boxers and you stood there like an idiot, staring down at his shirt, heart feeling funny. That weirdly intimate feeling came again. It was a simple gesture but it was still sweet. 

“Am I….?” You started to feel silly. 

“Hm?” He asked. 

“Can I stay here tonight?” You almost whispered. 

“Yeah, of course. Or did you want me to take you home?” He looked over his shoulder to you. 

“Oh no, I’d rather spend the night.” You happily admitted.

He smiled, picking up his discarded clothes and moving them over to a chair before turning off the light.

Pulling on his shirt you climbed in his bed, slipping under the covers as he followed, situating himself beside you. He pulled you snuggly against him before sighing with content. Your head resting on his chest as you stared up at him in the darkness. 

“You’re sure it’s okay for me to stay?” You whispered, needing some reassurance.

“Yes, I want you here.” He kissed the top of your head. 

You couldn’t help but smile, closing your eyes. 

“Can I ask you something?” He muttered in the darkness. 

“What?” 

“Why does your neighbor call you ‘Pocket Pussy’?”

You groaned over his laughter. 

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Yes!! *Manifesting*

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This is the money Marge. Reblog for good fortune

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trans day of visibility? well this trans THEY is VISIBLY in the hospital! i've been posting about it as shit happens but my asthma put me in the ER on saturday and i've been here healing up since. i'm very broke and i'd love to be able to get groceries and whatnot once i get sent back home tonight or tomorrow. please consider helping me out by hitting one of my pay links or sharing this!

happy TDOV my friends and siblings! the world is terrifying and dangerous for so many of us right now, especially our sisters. it can truly never be overstated. PLEASE always take care of yourselves and each other and keep each other close. love yall 💖🌈

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MASTER LIST OF WAYS TO HELP IN MINNEAPOLIS

(this list is mainly ways non-locals can donate but by extension offers a lot of resources and places to volunteer in the Twin Cities + there are specific ways to donate time under the cut which can be adjusted to your local neighborhood)

full credit to cataloo from r/minnesota [x]

🩵Immigrant support

Immigrant Defense Network – coalition of 90+ groups organizing rapid response and collecting evidence.

Immigrant Law Center of MN – free immigration legal representation to low-income immigrants and refugees.

COPAL – advocacy, organizing, phone hotline. Focus on Latine community.

Minnesota Immigrant Rights Action Committee (MIRAC) – education and protest organizing.

Interfaith Coalition on Immigration – advocacy, aid, events.

Monarca MN – training and phone hotline.

Unidos MN – education, protests, advocacy.

Center for Victims of Torture – advocacy and mental health services for immigrants and refugees.

International Institute of Minnesota – refugee resettlement group that provides support and legal help to vulnerable new-to-country families.

Lutheran Social Service of Minnesota – offers services to refugees, including legal aid to non-citizens.

🩵Food support

If local, food donations are welcome, otherwise monetary donations help these types of orgs source what is most needed

VEAP

Second Harvest Heartland

Every Meal

The Food Group

Meals on Wheels MN

Find a local food shelf

🩵Mutual aid funds & community support

Community Aid Network

Twin Cities Trans Mutual Aid

Leo's Tow (Venmo @leostowingmn) is towing cars back to families if a car is stranded when someone is detained.

🩵More links

MN50501 Mutual Aid Linktree – well-organized list of various Twin Cities groups.

Mplsmutualaid Linktree – many neighborhood and individual GoFundMes listed here.

Mpls.St.Paul Magazine – see Food Drives and Fundraisers.

Stand with Minnesota – extensive list of organizations, mutual aid, and crowdfunding campaigns.

🩵Donate blood

Memorial Blood Center declared a blood emergency on Tuesday, Jan 13. MBC is the blood supplier for both tier 1 trauma hospitals in the metro area (Hennepin County Medical Center and North Memorial Health).

American Red Cross

🩵Donate food or other goods

Mpls.St.Paul Magazine – see Food Drives and Fundraisers.

Volunteer your time (under the cut)

🩵Mutual aid

Reach out to your neighbors – especially if you know they are staying home right now – and ask if they need groceries or toiletry items. Offer to pick up prescriptions, give rides, or shovel their driveway. If you know them well, bring them a treat that you know they'll enjoy. Or just ask them how they're doing and let them know you are there to support.

Connect with any of the orgs above and see if they are looking for volunteers.

Connect with a church or mosque in your area. From u/MuddieMaeSuggins: "I know a lot of regular Redditors are not religious (myself included) but like it or not this is a where a lot of community organizing happens, especially in immigrant communities."

Connect with your local school's admin office and/or their PTA. It's ok to reach out even if you don't have kids at the school. PTAs are organizing mutual aid for school families, safe rides, school observers.

🩵Activism

Find an official protest or other event via Indivisible, 50501, FREE AMERICA, or MIRAC. Students at many high schools are staging walk-outs; if your local school is doing this, reach out to school leadership or the PTA and ask how you can support as a community member.

Join the effort to stop Hilton from housing ICE by booking hotel rooms and then cancelling at the last minute. This action can be done from home! The effort is being organized by Sunrise Movement, who are telling activists to target specific hotels one-by-one. More info: SHUT DOWN HILTON

Find people in your area who are actively monitoring ICE and/or stationing themselves in high-traffic areas and ask how you can help. Check for local FB events where people are organizing and just show up.

At minimum, read the COPAL Handbook before you go out to observe. The DFL, Monarca, and other orgs have been hosting online trainings for constitutional observers (though these fill up quickly).

When you see ICE in action, start recording. Be as loud and as disruptive as possible: honk your horn, set off your car alarm, blow your whistle. Let people know that ICE is in the area. If you see someone being detained, try to get their name and a phone number to call their emergency contact.

If you do not feel comfortable observing ICE in person, there are ways you can support from home. Just ask the people who are organizing in your area. I have social anxiety, and I had never participated in any kind of political action before this past Saturday. If I can do it, you can!

Local organizers are requesting that people who help monitor ICE DO NOT participate in 1-to-1 mutual aid efforts, as these can put the families you are helping at risk.

If you have friends/acquaintances who are sympathetic but not politically active, reach out to them. Show them that they're not alone in feeling helpless. Pick a few low-commitment actions from this list and do them together.

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[transfaguette]

my heart goes out to Black activists right now having to deal with white people co opting “say her name” while also ignoring the murder of Keith Porter, the name they refuse to say. and my heart goes out to those who are being terrorized, kidnapped, detained, abused, murdered, left to die in ways we will never know with names we will never hear. This is a traumatic fucking time and you need to be there for your friends of color, your neighbors, your community. Do not allow them to be just background noise to the violence on white citizens.

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[curlsandstems]

I need this.

[poni1kenobi-deactivated20250915]

Reblogged last year, hoping it comes this year

[dat2ndaccount97]

Fingers crossed!

[mevil]

being black in any art community is such a strange feeling cause you’ll see just blatant racism being expressed in others art and you have to just casually ignore it, for your sake if anything, colorism being something that’s just fundamentally there in every artist and you deal with it cause it’s not worth it in the end to even think of it too hard let alone even mentioning it, it’s definitely something

[creatingblackcharacters]

Hello nonblack reader of this post, I think you ought to share this one so that you and your peers can actively remind yourselves 1) of how your Black peers feel when you tolerate antiblack racism in your art spaces for entertainment and 2) that we notice it, but don't believe it is secure around enough of you to bring it up 🙏🏾

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[wereralph]

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[deathgasmic]

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[scuderiavale]

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[prinnay]

Nature + Fiddler

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[prinnay]

Five slots left for the sticker club! ;u;