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You Won’t Know

I wish that I could tell you right now that I love you... But it looks like I won’t be around so you won’t know... I’m so good at talkin’ smack when I’m havin’ a heart attack But you’re the apple of my eye anyways. My smiling face, it’s on your plate, it’s on a silver plate. They say in heaven, on the day I show up That they’re completely out of their forgiveness supplies And I can’t use the telephone to tell you That I’m dead and gone so you won’t know....

[katharticism]

Dreamer

Heavy on your heart Heavy on your mind Wandering the streets tonight If you're looking for a home You are not alone I can be your guiding light 'Cause I promise you I'm a dreamer too Heavy on my heart Wandering the streets tonight When it all counts for something And your pocket's full of nothing Let's get high on believing I can promise you Yes, I am a dreamer too We are dreamers together Always and forever Heavy on my feet Heavy on my knees

[katharticism]

Stolen Dance

I want you by my side So that I never feel alone again They’ve always been so kind But now they’ve brought you away from here I hope they didn’t get your mind Your heart is too strong anyway We need to fetch back the time They have stolen from us And I want you We can bring it on the floor You’ve never danced like this before We don’t talk about it Dancin' on Do the boogie all night long Stoned in paradise, shouldn’t talk about it Shouldn't talk about itColdest winter for me No sun is shining anymore The only thing I feel is pain Caused by absence of you Suspense is…

[katharticism]

I got lungs full of dark dark blue smoke I’m coughing up a universe my heart’s sharp, new quotes will move the earth like the ground is made of ocean water and all beyond a cosmic mind trip like I rubbed my eyes in potent blotter. I rub my eyes like I’m in utter disbelief when I stare at my reflection and compare it to the way that I’m perceived by people that don’t know me at all. They critique me like I’m phony and flawed, have a brain freeze, let the stream of my serotonin unthaw, I don’t need to stand my ground- you can show me a wall and I’ll walk a mile sideways- cut me open, I’ll bleed nine shades of television static.

[katharticism]

Dead inside so I roll the dice

I'm so tired I forgot to yawn so I look out the window with the crack of dawn Pick up the words and pass them on like I'm too weak to keep caring on I got the weight on my shoulders now so each step pulls me underground All grass and fences and they all get seen through different lenses some refractive some corrective some blurry some defective some of them claim what they’re looking for while some of us lay down on the floor and On an empty boat threw everything off just to keep afloat so I think it lightly that no matter how frightening I keep on fighting through the rainstorms and the lightning until everybody here don't like me Self destructive yeah I'm known but how the hell else we gonna keep on growing Stand still feet in the ocean of life as a landfill And still I got my pride smile all the time and dot my lies cross the fatigue and act surprised amongst the shit and the flies Get a better look I think you need it Make sure every task gets completed See it through til the end and we'll make some friends then act like you believe it

[katharticism]

Better Together

There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard No song that I could sing But I can try for your heart Our dreams, And they are made out of real things Like a shoebox of photographs With sepia-toned loving Love is the answer. At least for most of the questions in my heart. Like: "Why are we here?", "And where do we go?", "And how come it's so hard?". It's not always easy, And sometimes life can be deceiving I'll tell you one thing: It's always better when we're together And all of these moments Just might find their way into my dreams tonight But I know that they'll be gone When the morning light sings and brings new things For tomorrow night you see that they'll be gone too Too many things I have to do But if all of these dreams Might find their way into my day-to-day scene I'd be under the impression I was somewhere in between With only two Just me and you Not so many things we got to do Or places we got to be We'll sit beneath the mango tree now

I believe in memories They look so, so pretty when I sleep Hey now, and when I wake up, You look so pretty sleeping next to me But there is not enough time, And there is no, no song I could sing And there is no combination of words I could say But I will still tell you one thing We're better together.

[katharticism]

Let It Go

Shouldn't try to fix it if it keeps getting better, Just let it go, forget it for ever and ever and ever Don't ever resent a letter inside a single word written, A little change can pave lanes with the right vision. Couldn't tell what would happen next But as weeks went by good would turn to best. Let it struggle just a little more, Let it struggle just a little bit more, mhm.

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By The Way

By the way You left without saying Goodbye to me

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Dreamer

This is life, we all strain While we pray for dollars and we work for change. It’s all the same, we all struggle Sometimes you gotta say fuck you. When you smile and she doesn’t return it Give her room and don’t disturb it. If it makes it hurt less to curse and fight, Go ahead and hate the world girl you earned the right now. But she still dreams after she woke, tight hold on that hope Sometimes it can seem so cold, do what you gotta do to cope.