HAYDEN CHRISTENSENVERSE: YOUR FIRST TIME HEADCANONS
anakin skywalker: you hadn't wanted to tell him at first. he found out anyways, when you were getty handsy one night, anakin about to push it further but you seemed hesitant. not because you didn't want to- because of course you did! but you were nervous because he seemed like he knew what to do and you didn't... and of course, despite all that, he handles you like you're made of glass as he makes love to you. his usual calloused demeanor is softened to nothing, something you choose to focus on despite the pain in your core, the pinching that spikes and relieves itself.
sam monroe: brushes it off when you tell him it's your first time- already wide open in front of him. just something you had to slip in last minute, because you figured if you didn't mention it then- something would go wrong and he would bitch at you for not telling him sooner. he goes as slow as he possibly can, excruciatingly so, but letting you get adjusted to a new feeling. selfishly, he's glad he's the one to take your virginity but he won't say it out loud because it carries too much emotion. he'll clean you up after, sloppily soaping up your sore body, silently admiring your rosy cheeks and your puffy clit, swollen with sensitivity.
james kelly: makes a joke about it at first, says some bullshit about how you were saving yourself for him. which, he's kinda serious about- he hopes that's the case. he talks you through it- sweet pet names, cooing at you as you take him deeper, telling you you're "a good girl". all just to take him that much easier, because you've never been more turned on in your life. he forces you to look at him the whole time, something about needing you to watch him take you. him, also, leaving out the part where he likes watching your pupils continuously dialate, leaving almost nothing left in your eyes.
stephen glass: please. it's his first time, not yours.
clay beresford: he spends ridiculously long on foreplay- not to an excruciating point, only because he knows exactly what he's doing. languid swipes at your nipples with his tongue as his thumbs ran over them in between licks. or kissing your erogenous zones, spending more time on them. sucking, kissing, simply breathing over them. by the time he gets to actually working your cunt, you're a dripping mess, ready for him to break you. and even then he won't, because clay is a gentle man, and the thought of even trying to be rough with you during your first time would horrify him. he just wants to make sure you get the experience you deserve, especially for your first.
will beeman: almost takes his time teaching you as if you're in sex education, but for some reason, you find it incredibly arousing. you guess it's because he's older, he just assumes you don't know why he's doing what he is or what the meaning of him staying pressed deep against your cervix is- although you do. just because you're a virgin doesn't mean you're ignorant to any of that- but you won't explain that to him as he's bottomed out inside you, a hand on your lower abdomen, telling you you're wet enough now, you'll be able to take him easier and it won't feel as bad!
